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creaturebloom · 2 months ago

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god i just need all of this to be over already !!!

i'm so tired, god, i am so tired of this. we can't keep doing this but i know we're going to. i know there's no fucking end until he just dies and that could be another ten fucking years.

i hate this. i hate this so bad. nothing in my life will ever suck this fucking much for this fucking long and there's just no end in sight.

#whiny baby post #i got so excited to think we might actually just put him in a home next year #but that's looking less and less likely lmfao #being poor fucking sucks #and getting a real job is impossible when you're a caregiver for someone with late stage dementia #there's just no way to do it unless you want to die from the stress #work a full time job come home keep working a full time job #the suffering just doesn't end #i hope his new med gets here quickly so we can knock him tf out at night #no more of this awake for 3 days bullshit #i pray sooooooo so hard that it works the way we need it to #and more than that i pray he just dies

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