#i hope hes from Amphoreus so bad...

[10yrratiolover]

I fear I'm going crazy

[lovinggreeniehours]

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OKAY im finally going to use this now because i have 763368632567 thoughts about adelaide and where his arc might go after penacony

tldr: [adelaide crying facedown on the pavement in the rain] (THIS IS LONG 😭)

man the constance reveal made me explode. im still so destroyed about it i am DEVASTATED for my boy HDDHJFSHJ 😭

im uncertain about the details but FIRST i need him to find out his siblings are still alive. the reveal will probably be from black swan, for whatever reason. maybe maybe constance tells black swan to leave him a message so he can find her/be aware she isn't dead

and god like. it is so crushing to me hfsgjfsdhk his angst hurts me extra bad 😭

PRIOR to me/adelaide finding out they were alive, adelaide's arc was really about him figuring out who he was when he wasn't attached to other people. it was him finding people that liked him just for being him, even if he didn't know who that was yet. it is so compelling because he had to wrestle between his loyalties for his old family that grew up with him and whom he swore to protect with his life and this new family that accepted him despite everything that he is and everything he's done. him relearning himself as adelaide, and not just a weapon of destruction. him growing into his own and finding happiness in the midst of grieving for his family

AND THEN THESE FUCKERS WERE ALIVE. THE ENTIRE TIME. HELLO?? I DID NOT EVEN PLAN THIS ONE???? the way the game gobsmacked me ba 😭 😭 😭 what the everloving fuck

pov you're adelaide you almost killed the first friends you ever made in your life to honor your dead family and then turns out you like these people too much to kill them so you spiral into an identity crisis because "isn't this betraying your family???" but "killing my friends won't make me happy!!!!!" so you have to very painfully let go of the old beliefs that made up your entire upbringing in order to find peace and accept the happiness he never allowed himself to have before with. his new family! who are ACTUALLY here and care for him!

pov you're adelaide and 2 minutes later you find out dead family was alive and they barely even went to look for you like what. WHAT

sorry i just. im never going to get over this ever. they DISBANDED?? JUST BECAUSE THEIR DAD DIED???? which means, probably, adelaide was the ONLY one who was ever dedicated to the everflame manson's creed?????? BUT IT WAS ONLY BECAUSE HE LOVED HIS FAMILY??? 🥹🥹🥹🥹 do you see my crisis here

sniffles and sobs ,,,,,he lob his family guys,,,,,,,,,,,, kicks a wall

the implication that they didn't care about him with the same ferocity he did them is SICKENING. like do these people like each other? yeah. do they get along? yes. would they kill for each other even if the mission didn't call for it? hm.

fun fact about adelaide i really wanted to make him an emanator. it's contradictory to the lore, but i had wanted it to sort of emphasize adelaide's status as his father's champion. adelaide would be his greatest success. and he still is, even without being an emanator, but look okay the reason i didn't do that was because i realized. adelaide never really believed in destruction he was just here to make his dad proud :T he just. wanted to be a good leader. so his younger siblings wouldn't think little of him :T huh

i kind of hope constance and the others are on amphoreus 🥺 because the grecian references are my favorite thing ever and like. adelaide arc thriving there???? on the greek planet????? yes please!!!!!

anyway yeah horrible effects on adelaide's psyche 😭 he's getting that second spiral for real. it is going to be so bad. trust issues galore

like watch this guy try to move entire galaxies to find them after finding out they're alive and the rest of them don't even like. try to call him 💀 while he's on penacony. excuse me

adelaide is very screaming in the rain zuko-style about this one okay. as am i

lowkey,,,i want his friends to come with him to find his siblings,,,,,, just for moral support,,,, the penacony four accidentally became a really big part of adelaide's story oops hdsgkfsfh but yeah he needs his little found family please

overall nothing is confirmed, and i have yet to see if the other 3 even survived, and also what the other two siblings are like. so i don't really know where to go from here. i really don't know where to go after he deals with that, but. i guess ill have to wait

my options i guess would be him briefly joining the astral express like black swan, him going with the stellaron hunters (elio makes deals like this right-?) (also the stellaron hunter sunday theory made me feral), or him just going there on his own or with his friends

the idea of him following up on the adelaide&levidia detective duo as private investigators is also amusing hfsghkjdfjjdsfhj and frankly, im not really sure where else to put him. amphoreus is probably nice but he's going to get lonely there really fast if sunday, robin, and levidia aren't there. tbh