#i honestly hate this sm. writing is one of my main hobbies and it's honestly miserable not being able to do it. i fucking hate winter🤦🏻‍♂️

[rubra-wav]

Small update/my hiatus

Hi everyone, I wanted to apologise for my lack of content. I've been unable to write lately mainly due to a mixture of seasonal depression and poor mental health type things from winter and having a lot on my plate

I will eventually get to the requests currently in my inbox, but they will most likely take a long time for me to get out due to not being able to write rn. For now, my inbox is closed to any new requests because of this

[mandoalorian]

Hello darling 🥺 congrats on 300!! So happy to see you hitting big milestones 🥰

For the shipping thing... you know a lot about me, but here’s some extra stuff. I love stuffed animals, and I adore taking hikes. I do art occasionally but my main hobby is writing! I’ve got 4 Pisces placements on my chart. I am a very spiritual person but don’t follow any specific religion. Also, my love language is touch, so do with that what you will. Congrats again!!

I LOVEEE YOU SM BESTIE 🤍

I ship you with: Frankie Morales!

You and Frankie are THE ship. You are the IT couple. I honestly think Santiago would even envy you both but he would absolutely be so overjoyed that Frankie has finally found his happiness in you. All of Frankie's friends would love you because you get along with everyone and you're so easy to talk to. But Frankie loves you because you're so caring and empathetic and you promise that you'll be there for him through thick and thin, even when things get hard, you're not one to give up.

Frankie thinks your love for stuffed animals is adorable. He might tease you at first, but only jokingly. Sometimes you'll bring your stuffed animals into bed and wake up the next morning to find Frankie holding one close to his chest. Although, it's rare this happens... most of the time he's holding you close to his chest. And his arms are so strong, he holds you so tight like he's afraid to lose you. You always reassure him that you aren't going anywhere but he loves you so much he's just terrified that you might give up on him.

Frankie and the guys love going on hikes too and so sometimes, you accompany them. However you and Frankie would always end up distancing away from the group. You'd tread through trees and along the river hand-in-hand with him as you talked about anything and everything. You love hikes so much you could spend a whole weekend doing it; camping out with Frankie under the stars and drinking hot cocoa.

Frankie really admires your creativity. He loves watching you draw or paint (although you tell him that you hate being watched!). He does it anyway because he can't help himself, he's enamoured by how beautiful your mind is. He'd enamoured by how beautiful you are. His favourite moments with you are spent in the early hours of the morning when the amber sunlight is creeping through the curtains and glowing golden over your skin. He likes to smooth over your hair and kiss you gently while you're sleeping. He's always the big spoon and he enjoys it because he likes to nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck. You always end up giggling because his stubble tickles you.

[mrskurono]

what !!!! omnipotent being !!! i mean thank you sm ily2 you’re so sweet and i love ur writing too 🥺 but i don’t deserve such high praise it’s just my horny ass thoughts finally seeing the light of day 😭 but like honestly it’s only because u were so open to my ideas 🥺 like i’ve tried sending thirsts to other blogs but it never rlly turned out well, usually them saying they didn’t vibe or simply not answering (which could mean it never reached them at all !!), and‼️ i don’t blame them for at all ‼️ it’s completely ok to not vibe with an ask or ignore it it’s ur blog after all, but i’d be lying if i say that it didn’t make my confidence in sending thirsts go 📉📉📉. the last thing i want is to make other people uncomfortable :(. so like lowkey u were my last shot and if it was badly received again, i was just gonna give up on sending thirsts completely lol ✌🏼😗✨

basically just wanted to say that i rlly appreciate you liking my thoughts 🥺

- 🪢🥸 sorry this got long and rambly and kinda em*tional omg 🤢🤢 now back to our regularly 😎 scheduled 😜 fun jokes 🤪 and horny hour 🥵

YOUR THIRSTS ARE THE EXACT THING I NEEDED TO ACTUALLY WANT TO WRITE AGAIN OK LIKE- HOLD ON IM ALREADY PMS EMOTIONAL HERE LET ME JUST FULL ON HAVE AN (1) EMOTION OK-

Wait ima put it under read more sorry I went off .-.

My other writing blog was fun when it started. I mostly wrote for anyone (jjk) people sent in. So y'know 99% Gojo, Nanami, Toji and Sukuna (this was even before Geto got popular so it was hardcore those four and that's it) and the 1% I spent writing about Mahito and the other curses. Which is where my dark content side really started bc I loved writing that/felt inspired. Where the other shit felt like a job.

But I hated writing for the popular characters. It was the same thing. Every. Single. Ask. Fucking I'd have 12 asks "Sukuna with a short s/o that he loves uwu" I fucking hated it. I hate ooc crap and mischaracterizations just so it can fit what someone wants (crack content is a thing, pls do enjoy it, I just personally don't enjoy it) And finally I took a 2 week break after a Kinkmas event and boom. I didn't want to write anymore. I just didn't want to keep doing it.

Which was shit bc this is my only hobby now due to covid + having a baby. So writing for me is my only outlet. I can't go out and even do normal "first time mom" things bc of the raging anxiety of getting my son, or my wife or my elderly grandma sick. So I've basically been stuck at home an entire year (it'll be an entire year around March 15th ish bc that's when we went into lockdown) and writing was the only hobby I could continue bc the rest involved, y'know, outside world things. So when I didn't want to write anymore honestly I felt like shit (I almost was tired of jjk too, I loved the show but running a blog for it made me hate it bc of the fans)

Well then i branched out to hq bc it's a definite comfort show to me and one of my favorites so I thought adding it would help inspire me to write again. Truthfully I expect this blog to flop bc I've seen almost no femdom content on tumblr. Like- I've seen more anti femdom content from blogs than I've seen femdom blogs. So naturally I expected this to never go anywhere and I'd probably end up deleting it anyways.

But then you came along (and a few others from my old blog + newbies) and you guys have made this so much fun for me. And made me feel so validated by what I find sexually comfortable. I don't like to be sub. It makes me uncomfortable and it makes me not want to have sex. So the quantity of "cute little sub reader calling so and so daddy while he makes her cry" eww. Just. No. Eww. That's triggering you dumb fucks. I'm not small. I'm not submissive and I'm not a play thing. So I don't want to read it. And the amount of daddy issue having idiots who want to be beaten like white trash but turn their nose up at femdom bc its "gross" just drives me bat shit.

Your thirsts are amazing. Your content you send me makes my day I legit check for them when my son gets up to eat at night. They're the kinda things I wanna do bc to me thats arousing. The dynamics in femdom sub/dom are just so much different than the other shit and people just don't get it. The female is in control but with it there's so much unspoken consent always being checked and there's a side of caring that always is present unlike with the other shit I read. People ask why I like it and really all i can think to say is femdom tends to nurture a more caring dynamic between the two. You treat your sub well and the sub loves the dom. The two coexist to still take care of each other even if it's someone tied up and pegging them until they're drooling. Femdom makes consent and caring its main pillar that stems a good dom/sub dynamic. The shit people are out there doing right now with "Atsumu fucking you even if it hurts but you suck it up" or "Sakusa hits you all the time but its fine" jfc I get writing trauma but EVERYTHING is that. I don't know if yall need to collectively get off the internet and go to counseling or what. But daddy kink is not a personality trait and no everyone is into it.

Anyways shit sorry for the rant. The fact people hate your thirsts drive me crazy bc it's the same bias shit for writing femdom bc everyone is a God damn weak wristed pillow princess with daddy issues as their only personality trait and haven't ever had sex just fucked a poster of saskue or whatever the emo dude is off naruto. Just know I love your thirsts and everything you send me. None of it makes me uncomfortable bc it's the exact delicious stuff that I love. Minus mad passionate sex with Kageyama. I'm very vanilla with him but that's bc I'm stupid and in love. So ignore that. But babe ilysm pls always feel comfortable on this blog it's your home to be yourself I promise ♡♡♡♡