#i havent worn shorts in uh. yeah 11 years because my hair grows all the way up to my stomach | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

rexbolt · 4 months ago

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that is. kind of comforting if I'm real. whole life I've just been a failure of a girl in every way. I was always hypercritical of and ostracized by how Wrongly my body functioned. I get so much shit every time I go outside still. tween girls make sure to point and laugh at my big hairy body at the pool. I spend an absurd amount of time grooming myself to minimize harassment on the daily, but it's never enough, and the hair grows back within 24 hrs anyway

#did i finally consciously pinpoint the reason i always end up watching trans women youtubers talking about the things they have to do to be #left alone #like my situation isnt THAT dire but irs not good either. i wear a mask everywhere i go so no one can see my facial hair #i havent worn shorts in uh. yeah 11 years because my hair grows all the way up to my stomach #and regrows within 2 days #it's truly impossible to keep up with it #idk i guess it relieves some of the constant pressure on being Abnormal In Public #feels like slightly less of a me problem when there is framework to categorize it as significantly divergent from the average experience #i feel lighter:)#Did the nonbinary come from my personal independent musings or from my persistent inescapable othering #chicken egg #i hate she/her im removinf it no more consideration pronounce. if someone gets it wrong i will not wipe their ass anymore

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