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We finally got Tech without his goggles! Just maybe um. not the way we intended....
#im in so much denial right now#i havent even processed it#i refuse#star wars#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch season 2#the bad batch season 2 spoilers#the bad batch season two#tech tbb#tbb tech#no <3#tbb#tbb season 2 spoilers#tbb season 2#tbb season two#tbb spoilers
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tbh I can't stop thinking about how i went into Hadestown being like "this is a tragic love story based on a greek myth I enjoy :)" and I came out the other side covered in blood being like "this is a thesis about how capitalism inevitably leads to both personal and global ruin, and so we are duty bound to resist it even as we lose, again and again and again. no matter how impossible it feels or how many times we fail and hit a wall and fall, we try again"
#hadestown#i dont even mnkw where to start talking about this show because im still processing it but im lkme#holy shit. what a fucking show#havent felt ljke this abt a musical in like a decade#media blogging#trb.txt#if anyone wants to send an ask about my thoughts.... to give me a plave to start.....👉👈#also i like. am shocked i havent seen MORE discussions of hadestown as an anticapitalist thesis#hmmm
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[Blank Scripts AU]
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The Narrator [Black] and reality-warping.
#tsp blank scripts au#sorry for using a youtube link instead of putting a video in the post.#tumblr is very iffy with videos. for some reason it completely erases my video drafts#so a message will keep telling me “video is processing” even though theres nothing there so i cant even get to the post to delete it#tumblr is unbearably buggy and unusable lmaoo#anyway back to the post#ive had this concept in my head for a while but i havent had the proper time and energy to animate it#its the Narrator [Black] doing reality-warping#i wish i had enough time motivation and free time to animate just how vast this kind of power can get ahh but noo#so it's just this i guess#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#narrator tsp#tsp animation#my drawing museum#Youtube
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :
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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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#slow down slow thE FUCK DOWN#HOW DID WE GET TO 109 MANGA READERS HAVENT EVEN HAD TIME TO PROCESS THAT SHIT YET#well hey maybe theyll adapt a chapter that hasnt been released yet i feel like thats where theyll go#but damn guys#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd manga#bsd spoiler#bsd spoilers#bsd anime#bsd season 5#bungou stray dogs season 5#bungo stray dogs season 5#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs dazai#osamu dazai#dazai#aya koda#bsd aya#bram stoker#bsd bram#nakajima atsushi#atsushi#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#bungou stray dogs atsushi#bsd meme
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who up mac'ing their beth
#these are 1am sketches so they kind of suck but i needed to draw the guy of all time that i havent even witnessed yet#i STILL KEEP REPLAYING THAT ONE 34 SECOND CLIP THEY POSTED#my art#macbeth#david tennant#i still can't process that i will see him for real. What#what do you mean he exists irl and not a still image#that's crazy#i'm going to die#anyway
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more dragon!iterator sketches in varying levels of quality
#my art#rain world#dragons#five pebbles#looks to the moon#no significant harassment#seven red suns#big dragons and their little kitties <3#still figuring out how i want everyone to look but im enjoying the process!#a part of me wants to robot-ify them more. the other parts of me cry at the thought#it is soo impressive to me when artists can draw mechanical bits. could never be me#hold on. looks at my follower count. wjat#um. uh. ah. hi everyone#IM VERY FLATTERED BUT please do not perceive me#i have a hard enough time knowing that my mutuals see my abnormal tags#i havent even done anythjing
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pillowbook thoughts because ive been thinking about them all day!
#pillowbook#bfdi#i havent rewatched tpot in a long time i have like 0 memories of the earliest episodes#for all intents and purposes these are my ocs#im prob gonna end up watching tpot again soon tho#just ymmm not rn okay?#pillow is a good character because you never kno what shes thinking#you cant know. figuring out her thought process takes away her charm#its like dissecting a frog#u understand it but it dies in the process#book is going insane over here#bc the 1 thing shes trying desperately to do rn#is fit in with new friends#but shes surrounded by a bunch of fucking freaks#who if were put in a well adjusted society would be outcast#but book is a newbie in this stuff#she doesnt have room to talk rn#so shes just trying her hardest to gauge what is a new normal#but its hard when pillow is glued to your side for some reason#and even by these guys standards shes weird!#mixed signals :/#talk
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I was Emotional over @oboetemasuka 's OoA chapter Indulgence, -- this scene was so beautiful for so many different reasons and I've been rotating it around in my brain ✨️
I really wanted to draw something for it, and seeing all your watercolor art inspired me to break out my own wc pencils, but man!!!! you make it look so easy!!! 😅 This was wild to do and some of the colors got completely washed out by the end, but I hope you still enjoy :')
#milgram#amane momose#mahiru shiina#i mean i was always impressed by your art - but now i have so much more appreciation for the process#its a lot!! and even getting a photo/scan that captured the colors well was a challenge#the scene was just so sweet ;---;#the outside action was adorable and the subtle change of heart visible under the surface.... OUGHGHHH#go check out the fic if you havent!! this moment specifically got me but its all so cool 👀#order of attack
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They are twinning✌️idk i just wanted to draw them or somehting idk.
#start of my yugioh arc#get ready#or dont#i havent posted beyblade in a while sorry fellow bladers#this is am unhinged evil spirit who posses some random ass silver haired twink whos done nothing wrong ever competition#like what did tsubasa even do#let him fish#and bakura (normal one i dont refer to yami bakura as just bakura) looks like a curious little animal with zero survival instinct to me#if they were in a zombie apocalypse he would die first#hes so funny to me cant look at him without laughing what is his deal#the difference is one of them waits a bakurbillion years to do anythign also gets his ass kicked during process .#other one goes insane . absolute berserk calm down do you need papatya çayı#mischievous little guys nonetheless#yugioh#beyblade#mfb#metal fight beyblade#tsubasa otori#bakura#yami bakura#tsubasa ootori#beyblade metal fight art#beyblade metal fight fanart#beyblade metal saga#beyblade metal fight#yugioh duel monsters#yu gi oh#crossover#yugioh fanart#when i was making this during the sketch phase i wrote dont forget to make possesed tsubasa purple and i still forgot at first attempt
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sometimes i think about how the people who hate on my takes on here would talk to each other and its always phrased like the twitter fandom drama i see but completely irrational and it makes me giggle
"calling kusuke abusive just because he shot his brother with a lethal weapon, plotted his murder, planned to use their grandparents to assist in hurting/killing him, and tried for years to expose his secret to the entire world against his will and through knowingly hurtful means in order to destroy everything he cared about is so stupid! what a stretch!"
"the saiki k fandom is so damn sensitive. i shoot my brother with massive guns all the time and its not abusive because he just blocks it!" HELPEKSJJSJSKSKKS
#sorry i have absolutely no beef with anyone this is just funny#its just an opinion and i have nothing against people with a different opinion than me#its just funny how they think IM irrational when this is legitimately their thought process#and they come directly onto MY page and cry about people having diff opinions#like girl u do NOT see me doing that shit thats so embarrassing stop#im not even a kusuke hater like thats my man#but even if i was- i dont get why that bothers people so much like y r u so scared of different opinions#i sometimes talk about teru or saiki haters i dont like but that isnt defined by 'literally anyone who doesnt like them'#idgaf if people hate my fav characters- i just hate the WAY certain people hate them that shows they didnt understand the show#YOUR definition of 'evil kusuke haters who must be purged from this fandom' is literally anyone who has an opinion on him-#-that isnt sunshine and rainbows and kusuke is the most morally right and sympathetic character and nobody else deserves him !1!1! ur crazy#oh this isn't targeted at any specific person btw im just being dramatic#i havent acknowledged this at all in months idk what compelled me to do so now#the single anon that barely even said anything just made me think back to this#nobody gets him like i do i swear i swear#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuke#meows post
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fuck with me
fuck with meeee
im trying to do different sprite styles and sizing down full drawings to make a base is so fucking dumb looking. christ. also ace not looking like they havent slept in days feels illegal.
on another topic god seeing other pokepasta blogs interact with each other lately has been so fun. i really wanna do that sometime soon... it certainly wouldnt be canon but i havent gotten to see stuff like that circling around since my time in the daily pokemon community! though maybe its just cus of the blogs that i follow that im seeing it now hajnsljkns
#mn diary#practicing sprites is fun but god is it a 'trust the fucking process' type of activity#ik at some point i think i said i didnt want character interactions on mn but honestly im gonna retract that statement...#even if it isnt canon theres a lot of fun to be had seeing how different characters can interact#i was just. still figuring out what the fuck i was doing at that point..#i havent really (sucessfully) run an ask blog before lol. i consider cottons old thing an entire other kind of beast#im so mad i deleted that fucking blog theres so much stuff there ill never get back now#ive mentioned it to the other mods and given. it was never a formal rule (as we dont Have Any really) we decided we didnt need to make-#a big thing abt it and just. roll with whatever happens now. esp given asks have been on hiatus for so long#and we've gotten a bunch of new followers since then too#ig this is the closest thing to an official 'announcement' im making then.. right there with funny ace wip
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PSA: CONTACT GFM ON BEHALF OF IMAN, OMAR, AND RANIA- a reference guide
please be informed when you are speaking with gfm in regards to these three campaigns detailed here.
with my newfound knowledge- i effectively scared this representative off of my chatroom b/c they could not give me an adequate answer to any of my fair and reasonable questions. (they abruptly ended our conversation). they will not disclose anything else to me as i am not connected to these campaigns/did not personally donate to any of them. so i need ANYONE who donated to omar, rania, and/or iman to speak up NOW. this is a template free to use as a reference for the type of questioning you need to have below the cut:
PLEASE MAKE CONTACT WITH GFM HERE -> i cannot emphasize how important it is that you speak on these issues, ESP. if you donated (perhaps yall will be able to learn more than i did). even if you are still seeing gfm's as FULLY OPERATIONAL- they may be at risk of being suspended without your knowledge
@rubashabansblog please share this with your followers when you get the chance so they can speak on behalf of these families- thank you 🖤
tagging for reach: @appsa @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @mangocheesecakes @malcriada
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Hi
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Please give me some time while I check the details
YOU: Of course!
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Thank you for your patience
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Would you like to know the above mentioned three fundraisers status?
YOU: Yes please I am a bit confused on their status because I had spoken with another rep yesterday but have learned some more info that conflicts with what I was told
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I am afraid that we are not able to inform anything about the fundraiser
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I request, you can contact the organizers for that
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: If you’d like to get in touch with the organizer, just select the “Contact” button as seen here (https://gofundme.com/g/ContactCO.jpg).
YOU: All of the organizers are currently in a war zone and cannot be reached easily. I am unable to maintain a stable enough connection between me and them and require multiple people to pass along their messages
YOU: That is why I am speaking on their behalf
YOU: I understand that the gfm vetting process requires a lot of information that must be disclosed between you and the organizers but I believe there might be a potential barrier when passing along this info to them because gfm does not have these services available in Arabic
YOU: This information may also be difficult to access simply due to poor wifi connection/lack of data
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I can understand that, however, for security reason, I am not able to inform you further details
YOU: So I only wish to know if they are still being given a chance to remediate their accounts. Has the refund process started for these campaigns? Would you be able to disclose anything if the person asking had donated to any of the three campaigns?
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I am afraid that we are not able to inform you that
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Apologies for the trouble here.
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Is there anything else I can assist you with today?
YOU: I understand. Can you please inform me if I have the correct understanding for your process of review for these accounts? From what I've gathered- accounts under review are sent a unique link to chat with your reps to verify IDs, proof of money transfer, and accurate spending reports. Is that accurate?
YOU: I am speaking generally in regards to your process
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I am sorry, I am not able to inform you all these
YOU: Can I ask if accounts currently under review are still accessible to the public (i.e. say I find a working link to a fundraiser and am unaware of any potential issues -> would I hypothetically be able to donate to their campaign)
YOU: Or is there an easy way to determine if there is an issue from an outside perspective that an account may be at risk (i.e. some sort of highlighted message or flag that appears on my end of things as a potential donor)
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I can only inform you that you can donate to those fundraisers
YOU: I'm assuming you cannot disclose if this money is successfully being transfered for these accounts as well- but may I ask for a general range of time gfm organizers have to remediate their accounts?
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Yes, you are correct
YOU: I have a contact informing me that individuals under review are given a deadline to respond before accounts are terminated and the refund process begins
YOU: Can you inform me what the emails for those refunds would look like/how they are worded
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I am very sorry that I am not able to
YOU: Okay so hypothetically speaking I wouldn't know that a family has lost thousands of dollars all at once until I receive a notification from your team that the campaign has been suspended for undisclosed reasons via my email stating a refund has been issued
YOU: Between the three links I previously provided over $36K has potentially been lost so I would like to be informed as a donor how I am to be made aware of these issues should they arise
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I am very sorry that I am not able to inform you anything regarding the fundraisers as you are not connected to those fundraisers
YOU: If someone were to speak to you in regards to these three campaigns that HAD donated to them- would you then be allowed to discuss this matter
YOU: I am speaking on behalf of them that none of them wish to be issued a refund for money that was meant to be put into the hands of families who are in desperate need of financial aid
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: I can understand that, however, I do not have any option to inform you the details
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: We can go ahead and close this chat. Please don't hesitate to write back in if you have any additional questions.
GFM REPRESENTATIVE: Thanks and take care
#not choices#psa#signal boost#AND I MEAN BOOST GANG#i am told that the refunds havent been issued by a moot who has donated so there is still a chance to halt their process and return the $#🍉#CONTINUE TO PUSH EVEN IF THEY SAY THEY CANNOT DISCLOSE INFO#the links to the gfm are included in the summary post#if yall have any questions about how to make contact pls shoot me a message id be happy to help you
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it should be illegal to schedule two shifts close enough together with a night between that like yeah you get like 9 hours off but you sure as fuck aren't getting 8 hours of sleep
#ramblings with major#cursing#come home. eat. shower. two hours. wake up. eat. brush teeth. bear the weight of existence. 1-2 hours.#The Process Of Falling Asleep. unpredictable.#3.5 hours sleep. and i have to work for 8. i want to leave and i havent even left my house yet.
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thought about once-again quirkless deku on my drive home and BURST INTO TEARS
#like. i actually burst into tears#i dont want that for him !!!! WAAAHHHH#it's not even like he went to a normal high school and made normal friends ALL OF HIS FRIENDS ARE HERO COURSE STUDENTS#MOST IF NOT ALL OF HIS FRIENDS ARE GONNA BE HEROES#AND HE'S GONNA BE THE ONLY ONE THAT ISNT#IT'S NOT FAIR HE DESERVES IT#i'm weeping actually#delete later when i pull myself together#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#just in case#like i've been so wrapped up in bakugou that i havent even processed that#imagine me having a toddler like fit on the living room floor#kicking and rolling around
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