#i havent eaten a real meal in 3ish days?
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#okay so i relapsed on sh and my ed is coming back#i havent eaten a real meal in 3ish days?#all i had yesterday was chips w guac and a cup ramen#we are spiraling and i dokt know what to do. all i want to do is stay in my bed and not do anything really#i just want to let the spiral take me#i was doing so well too. i was recovering so well too#i told my best friend about all of this and we havent really talked about it since then. i was really hoping they could help me somehow? but#i guess not#i want to add more to my legs but i cant i wont#also i have 15$ for the rest of the month now due to rent and shit and theres something that i gotta do that costs 10$ next week so when ppl#invite me out for food and stuff i have a reason not to go. and i hate that im okay with that. i just want to be better i just want to be ok
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