i hate feeling like im delusional for thinking i look masculine but then i end up miscalculating how i look to cis people and i know im not supposed to care but i do sometimes and im scared that im always doing the wrong thing for whatever gender ppl are perceiving. i guess because either way i AM doing that, im nb, i wanna look like a guy, a short and fruity guy yes, but not immediately read as a woman, but can be mistaken for a woman if i want to be mistaken for a woman. DO UOU GET IT??????
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its really interesting how kian acts in session 1 that i feel gets kinda lost over the rest of the series. Like i want to fault the way kian built their charcter to be a skeptic orginally. But the problem with skeptic charcters is that uh, they dont survive past the 1 hr mark in horror movies(a strange sort of self furfilling propecy i think). And so suddenly in epsiode 1 we get this character suddenly realize its rela and then half of his character is gone.
And then after that he still kinda plays him like a skeptic, but now it just comes off vaguely out of place? idk maybe its cause rolan and rand are just such grounded charcters, kian feels more like an actual character in a horror film
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god. Distant Thunder is shaping up to be part fic and part plot summary. I apologise for how this is gonna be formatted.
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i didnt know you were a system ahdjdudkf i was like hmmm this looks like diluc fictive behavior but idk how to like. ask
complicated actually, ive been unsure of this myself since i started as jus a diluc kin and then Memories Occurred so, 👍 yeag im a fictive at this point
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STOP I JUST OPENED TUMBLR TO 27 MESSAGES 😭 I KEEP READING AB KENNY BEING AN ASS BUT I HAVEMT READ PART 10 OMLLL (nah but ima bout to speed read jae dont worry)
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HELP OHMO NOT THE PARTIAL SPOILERS ☹️☹️
part 10 is just.. a silly little chapter!! a silly little fun!! who knows what tomorrow brings
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oh…. the december insanity is back….
i always forget…. i lose any semblance of a sleep schedule at this time
and that i stop performing normal human functions…
and then i havemt gone to work in two weeks (im allowed to wfh but i shouldnt do it bc it makes me crazy and also bc i dont actually work) and its 3am and im watching a sims yt video and playing a stupid phone game and ive forgotten how to do laundry and then someone dies and i have to deal with my parents in my house
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no i havemt throught so much and so coherently in like a second its really nice and i want 2 rember so i stop tumbl
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THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I MUTTER UNDER MY BREATH FUCKING ASSHOLE TOA CUSTOMER
OR THINK KILL YOURSELF
IS UNHEALTHY BUT GOD EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING STUPID
AND RUDE
AND SLOW
HURRRRRRY UP OR ORDER ONLINE STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE THEY DONT PAY ME ENOUGH IM TIRED I HAVEMT EATEN MY FEET HURT AND YOU ARE HERE BEING STUPID ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
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I HAVEMT STOPPED CACKLING FOR THE PAST HALF HOUR NOW THIS US SINGLEHANDEDLY THE FUNNIEST SHIR I HAVE EVER SEEN
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hhhnngh sleeby time
and the universe said Iove you because you are love<3
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