#i have weed rn so i probably wont have any fuckrx up dr3ams for a bit

[luckyshouse]

dreams two and three:

i was in my bedroom and i had upset my dad somehow, we were fighting infront of a generic mother figure and she was trying to swpwrate us but i specifically didn't want to he separated and i reached out and hit my dad as hard as i could in his face, before she was able to get us to seperate. its unclear what happened from here but i remember being in my room and my dad slamming open the door and shooting me with a handgun, the bullet entered my hip and it hurt like hell, which is around the time i did the thing i typically do where i go "wait the only time i feel this pain is in my dreams ive never been shot" and wake myself up. immediately after i fell back asleep, and my dream started again with a kitten in my lap that i had newly adopted, and was allowed to take home with me to my apartment. my mom was there and she seemed to be the one who got me the kitten, she had multiple others. she also got me a new computer that was hot pink and sentient, and i immediately got attached to it and developed feelings for it. it kept lying about how bad i was at videogames to save face until i eventually found out it was lying. i liked it a lot. dream jumped to night and i was outsite in my old neighborhoid walking groceries home, there was an inebriated man harrassing every woman on the street that walked vy him but mostly in a harmless way, asking dumb questions and singing and shit. when it was my turn to walk by him he actually started following me and i tried to nicelt play along and not upset him, but anothwr man in the distance started shouting things at me like he's really dangerous!!! if i was you id get away from him!!!! youre so little in comparison!!! and it was freaking me out but i tried to ignore him until the guy started sxreaming out that the other dude wanted to SA me and hurt me which is when i tried to shove him away with my grocery bags, but rhat only agitated him and he DID start physically attacking me so i took the large bottle of vodka that was in his hands and hit him overthe head with it. the bottle was stronger than his skull and it cracked it, leaving the man to seize up on the floor as i ran away. that was the end of the dream.

night 2 (last night)

i was at my exs house again. i dont remember what i was doing there but i was there and so was my aunt(?) and my sister and it was some sort of situation where i was like. i dont even remember but it was important. i was also naked (?) anyways eventually my exs parents got home, and immediately i heard them start panicking about someone breaking in and that thinga were rearranged. my aunt anf sister tried to get me to hide but i thought that was the stupidest idea so i went barreling downstairs, half dressed, like I AM SO SO SORRY I PROMISE IM NOT HERE TO STEAL ANYTHING IT WAS REALLY IMPORTANT AND I and of course they started freaking the fuck out on me and accusing me of a bunch of shit which is when i DID run upstairs to hide, and my aunt and sister were gone so i was running through their rooms looking for a hiding spot. My ex was hiding instead in the bathroom and crawled out like some kind of fucked up spider and he was like. I dont know if im just not remembering but he literally did nothing. He was like blank and emotionless and had no reaction. We hung out in his room for a bit but it was just really eerie, like he got lobotomized. The dream ended with me slowly creeping back downstairs and doing their dishes for them to prove i wasnt a danger and his parents now had friends over (which also included my parents?) who all scrutinized the way i was cleaning from a far. i woke up after that.