#i have too many thoughts about these cubitos and grief

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too many qsmp thoughts not good enough with words to say it but I'mma try anyway.

Grief is really weird and everyone expresses it differently. Thinking a lot abt Bagi telling Bad that he's the only one acting crazy with the eggs being gone and then about Mouse saying that Foolish doesn't care that Leo is gone. Thinkin about both are parallel but one is like someone's caring to much and the other is someone's caring too little.

Then thinkin about Forever pouring like all his energy into trying to find out what's wrong with Badboy. There's no lead or anything he can do to find Richas but Bad is right there and obviously hurting, it's maybe someone Forever can help.

Thinking bout Baghera dealing with finding out her past, struggling to trust not only others but I believe herself too and never really getting the room to grieve for losing Pomme and Dapper and having to worry about her small family falling apart and her part in maybe getting them stuck here.

Thinkin bout all the other parents outbursts or other parents trying to hold it all together for everyone else. About how as much as this grief is bringing the islanders together it's also tearing them apart. Hrf mostly just thinking about grieving too loud or too quietly. Too much or not enough.