#i have to stop for now tho & go to bed immediatelyyy bc i Do think i accidentally triggered myself a lil oopsies !! got too into my memory | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bonestrouslingbones · 1 month ago

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ok so after posting about how burnt out i've been this year i had a thought to stop letting helene constantly fucking jumpscare me all the time (i saw a new picture of it earlier today & it felt like getting lightly punched in the solar plexus) & address it for real by writing out every little detail i can remember so anyway i'm 7 pages/3212 words in and only halfway through the actual hurricane

#i had to start with the calm before the storm obviously.......sept 25-26 were a Thing all on their own #my original idea was writing a script for a sort of narrative comic diary thing but y'all know i have a habit of getting wayy too wordy #so if i don't make it to the end of this thing & still have the drive to make it a comic who knows if it will ever see the light of day #but i think it could help me process things a lil. even if i'm technically reliving that time i can analyze it a bit now & pick it apart #i have to stop for now tho & go to bed immediatelyyy bc i Do think i accidentally triggered myself a lil oopsies !! got too into my memory #doesnt help that i'm currently using the same lamp that i was using while my power was out so my brain keeps tryin to tell me falsehoods #its weird tho bc i do think i feel better about it. but also well aware this is not a mindset i want to be putting myself into lmaoo #honestly it's probalby just because it's 5am rn. i will sleep and then go “damn that was crazy. anyway” and i'll be normal again goodnight

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