#i have to give myself little hype up shounen talks about joys and loves and life sometimes. its just gonna happen.
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rl chatterin in tags, dont worry about it just feel like talking about recent stuff. for those who dont care look at this birdthang i won on xiv then. my silly big bird..
#i dont owe explanation to anyone yeah i kno but i was going through something kinda rough the last little while and wanted to disappear#idk if it was at all noticeable but i feel like acknowledging it is healthier than feeling embarassed pretending i was Totally Fine.#alas im back and im... still just gona post on as normal. i can enjoy my Own Circle Of Enjoyment because im allowed to enjoy parts of life#even if i felt like utter death it doesnt mean i have to drag myself back to it once im finally crawling out.#it doesn't mean it didn't happen. doesn't mean it didn't hurt. but i dont have to reopen the wounds to prove something yknow.#i want to be alright and I will take these. when i feel i want to be happy i should not deny the pleasure of messaging friends#or little joys of any kind no matter how 'insignificant it is' next to my real stresses. you have to have something you smile about#and when you're ready to again why try and put it off? anyways. no idea if this makes sense. im tired but good i think.#i have to give myself little hype up shounen talks about joys and loves and life sometimes. its just gonna happen.#armour clanking#however i AM allowed to feel a little shy talking and being honest again so this is scheduled . hello. gootbye. ya boy hanging on 👍#possibly employed boy at last even. probably contributed to getting better was that hope. ok no more sharing for real GOODNIGHT (MORNING)
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