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thebirdandhersong · 2 years ago

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on a more serious note I would really appreciate prayer for an awful email I have to write (which I've been desperately putting off the whole week). It is a necessary one that I hate to write and I hate to do it but I have to and I REALLY don't want to.

#i have to draft this confounded thing first and then whittle it down to something more charitable #re: more church politics that have suddenly gotten personal. the sender is expecting a response #i should've written this last week but i was so terrified i just ignored it #anyway i HATE DOING THIS I HATE THIS SITUATION I CAN'T STAND THE FACT THAT I'M INVOLVED IN THIS #I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT #literally want to throw up whenever i think about it!!!#like. how do you tell a close friend that they've slandered and sabotaged our pastor and that this is not okay #braver folk would find this easier perhaps but it's taking so much out of me to put this into words #THE THING IS I LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE INVOLVED IN THIS MESS and i HATE that we're not working together in harmony for the glory of God #and that there are Personal Agendas involved #AUGHGHHGHGHG HHFFDSFJSDLJL

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