#i have so many issues now though that the disphoria is strong atm
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What the fuck? Why am I sucking my stomach in and sticking my breasts out while posing for a picture with my sisters? I am ELEVEN YEARS OLD in this picture - why do I have body image issues? I hate this stupid thinspo-dietculture-fatshaming-bodyharm culture
#tw body image#tw childhood trauma#this is in 1999 btw#i am old and fat now#and also very very mentally ill#but I'm learning to be ok with all of it#i had a long phase of being really and truly ok and in love with my body#with all its curves and softness#i have so many issues now though that the disphoria is strong atm#and i hated to see this picture while searching some cute ones of my sister for her 30th#it made me realize that this ehole thing started way to early#pictures from just a few months before where starkly diffrent#i think its because 5th grade brought new people and new issues#also my parents just got divorced and my bigest sister moved out so i felt i had to be the big sister and be an adult now
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