#i have so many issues now though that the disphoria is strong atm | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

y-avann-a · 3 months

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What the fuck? Why am I sucking my stomach in and sticking my breasts out while posing for a picture with my sisters? I am ELEVEN YEARS OLD in this picture - why do I have body image issues? I hate this stupid thinspo-dietculture-fatshaming-bodyharm culture

#tw body image #tw childhood trauma #this is in 1999 btw #i am old and fat now #and also very very mentally ill #but I'm learning to be ok with all of it #i had a long phase of being really and truly ok and in love with my body #with all its curves and softness #i have so many issues now though that the disphoria is strong atm #and i hated to see this picture while searching some cute ones of my sister for her 30th #it made me realize that this ehole thing started way to early #pictures from just a few months before where starkly diffrent #i think its because 5th grade brought new people and new issues #also my parents just got divorced and my bigest sister moved out so i felt i had to be the big sister and be an adult now

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