#i have so many feelings about c!hannah and i lovr giving these silly characters songs !!!!

[halfhappyhooligan]

New year's eve by mal blum is a song that I think sums up c!hannah's and c!sam's relationship up until the red banquet (I still think it fits c!sam more but shh...)

Hey, did you know that I know you lied? So board it up and don't even try Last year is ending just in time

(Red banquet right after c!hannah revealed that she told them about the chests)

And this time I can't pretend that we are friends We're not friends Friends don't do the things we did And the ones you've done since then Makes me think we've never been

(Basically in the months after him ignoring her or shoving her away)

(listen to the whole song btw it's amazing)

Other c!hannah songs or songs that I imagine center c!hannah in them: I of the storm (of monsters and men) king (lauren aquilina, specifically c!tinarose) Towards the Sun

omg New Years Eve is SO THEM (“dont know how i ever made it out/heres to nothing ever changing/if it were then i’d be parting ways/with all the bad habits i found” to the “it’s a happy new year/unlike all the rest/feels like im changing and i known it’s for the best”!!!!oh m ygod!!!) its so fitting of the way their relationship has progressed through all they went thru :( they mean so much to me ack

also cant help but think of taylor swift’s New Year’s Day which i heavily associate with c!tinarose, the endless support they give (“but i stay when youre lost and i’m scared and you’re turning away”) and how much they deserve that love n support is so. personally so heartbroken thinking of c!hannah really feeling the “please dont ever become a stranger who’s laugh i could recognize anywhere”….she cares so deeply about the ppl she surrounds herself with and c!tina is so there for her!!!and after losing so much it’s no doubt to me she has a fear of losing her :(.

and GOD i of the storm for c!hannah made me feel things as i listened to it (“if i could make amends with all my shadows/i’d bow my head and welcome them/but I feel it burning/like when the winter wind stops my breathing” HELLO? god.) and literally Thank You for introducing me to King by Lauren Aquilina i agree 10000% its totally made for them omg definitely adding these to my wheel of c!hannah thoughts