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Felt like drawing the human staff and accidentally just drew these gayasses a billion times
Close up of the tiny ones



#vanessa my beloved shes just a doomed girlie. slay#shoutout to however decided she had rainbow hair i have no memory whatsoever where it came from but its the design of all time#just know its a popular headcanon and ppl r so right#honestly i remember not being very fond of her when she first came out but she grew on me with the doomed narrative#immortal au#doodles#sunshine draws#oc#oc — perkeo#oc — sean#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#perkeo: im befriending animatronics so i wont have to dwell on the short span of the human existence and worry about relationships#also them after getting adopted by an extrovert hundreds of years younger than them:#sean tag#doubled tagged cuz tumblr bad
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“requiem for methuselah” crazy ass episode for many reasons. Kirk is being fully insane, like I don’t actually think, even controlling for how quickly and easily and readily he seems to fall in love with anybody at the slightest encouragement, that he’d go that bonkers for that android woman he just met while everyone on the ship was this close to dying, but that’s neither here nor there, because in the background you’ve got an equally but much more subtly insane episode for Spock, who extremely uncharacteristically admits to experiencing an emotion (or nearly experiencing, whatever) and that emotion is ENVY of all things. And then spends the rest of the episode warning Kirk away from this new love interest (something that doesn’t usually happen, even when Kirk has very inadvisable love interests) and is, in the end, the person who accurately identifies that Rayna’s competing love for Kirk and Flint is ultimately what overwhelms and destroys her with the most killer line in maybe history???
And then to wrap it up we get an equally uncharacteristic sort of denouement scene (TOS loooves to cut an episode off right after the actual climax, leaving little time for falling action or character reflection, or to stick a sitcom-y button on the end where the gang all smiles and laughs at their misadventures and everything resets to zero, which is not a criticism, it’s just the style of that era of tv, honestly) where Kirk is literally miserable over Rayna’s death (again, kind of unusual for a lot of his love interests, he tends to be able to move on pretty quickly) and Spock goes to see him and he falls asleep right in front of Spock (also odd) and then when Bones comes in to give the final word on Flint, Spock waves him off from waking the Captain (tender) and Bones gives him that awful speech about how it’s sadder that Spock can’t even imagine the love Kirk felt for this random android woman than it is that Kirk lost her in the first place (debatable but also rude) and how his great tragedy is that he can’t love at all like they can and how all he wishes is that Kirk could forget about all of this and move on. AND THEN, to have Bones leave and Spock go over to Kirk and very gently, tenderly, reluctantly touch him and put his hand to his forehead and tell him to forget and HAVE THAT BE THE END OF THE EPISODE??? What am I supposed to do with that??
#‘the joys of love made her human. the agonies of love destroyed her’ hUH. What a cool line.#hope it doesn’t become some sort of…thesis statement for you or something SPOCK#listen my number one beef with the way they write bones is that they just make him completely mischaracterize everything to suit the plot#this man is not an idiot he KNOWS Spock has emotions and just suppresses them#you’re going to tell me he’s been on that ship with Spock for years and thinks he feels no love whatsoever for anyone???#like even after what happened in the empath and in that episode where McCoy thought he was dying#he knows Spock loves people!!! COME ON#does he really just mean romantic love?? that’s so boring WRITE HIM BETTER#also they’re banking a lot on people remembering what the Vulcan mind meld is for that last bit#like I know it comes up a lot but…this is 1968 or whatever. They don’t have this shit on dvd to rewatch#you’re counting on really dedicated fan memory here or on people catching reruns#because otherwise it just looks like Spock waiting to be alone to touch Kirk as tenderly as possible and pray he forgets this woman#truly what’s going on#anyway I kind of hated this episode#like quite frankly there was too much going on#are androids people? would Kirk fall in love that hard that quickly and choose it over the safety of his crew?#why wasnt the illness ravaging the crew a bigger deal??#they didn’t even get into WHY flint was immortal#he was just a regular human and apparently the ONLY one who was granted immortality by the earth’s atmosphere#leaving aside the very creepy and very early born sexy yesterday trope going on throughout#but it was a really good Spock episode if you just….dont look at anything else….#the writer for this one also did Day of the Dove and Mirror Mirror which explains a LOT#two other episodes that are interesting for the character dynamics but really chaotic plot wise#anyway imagine saying to Spock’s face that he has no idea what love can drive a man to do#one has to laugh#tos#star trek#as always…. I’m sorry that I’m Like This
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like i know he’s a sheltie and all, but i question it everytime we see another sheltie here. he’s twice their size. he looks like a mutant next to them. What is up with american shelties? why so different? they look like two different breeds
#dogblr#sheltie#shetland sheepdog#nova#people half believe me when i tell them he’s also a sheltie#i have to tell them he’s american#and he’s oversized#but i can see in their eyes they don’t believe me whatsoever#i mean he does look like a failed experiment#like someone tried to draw a sheltie by memory and got this
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(drunk:) Xie Lian is so beautiful I love him
#ngl i literally have no recollection of writing this#but i stand by it completely and with all of my heart#i also recorded a video of me just talking abt how wonderful he is that i found the next morning with no memory of filming…#no regrets whatsoever—i spoke only the truth#xie lian#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing
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tweek is really stressing out about something and he’s pacing, yanking his hair, and just generally freaking out and craig comes up to gently go “hey…..can i do anything?” and tweek is like “LEAVE ME ALONE, FAGGOT!!!!!” then goes up to craig calmly like 30 minutes later to say “i’m sorry about calling you a faggot earlier.” and walks away
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HYUNJIN in every BACK DOOR PERFORMANCE: 200918
#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#a9gifs#malegroupsnet#flashing tw#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#*series:hjbackdoor#yeah have another one why not i didn't feel like doing anything else even after i was off puppy duty#went back to my roots for this accidentally if you notice that these look messed up mind your business. it's a stylistic choice#i honestly have no memory of this performance whatsoever so it was fun to see and gif
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Ben has kind of been having the worst day of his life, what with the dying and all.
It’s a marked improvement when he’s tramping through the forests of Takodana and a familiar voice demands, “Would you believe me if I told you Palpatine was my grandfather?”
He turns around.
Stares.
Rey stands ten feet away, her blaster pointed at him, a challenge in her eyes.
“Would you believe me if I told you Han Solo was my father?” he says, answering the question with a question.
“Yes,” she says, lowering the blaster.
“Well, that answers that,” he replies, turning off his lightsaber.
The silence stretches on.
Takodana is unpleasantly hot.
Why did he ever think wearing all-black was a suitable fashion choice?
Rey falters, apparently not having planned what to say if she got this far. “I suppose this is where we save the galaxy.”
“I suppose so,” he agrees. “To Exogol, then?”
“Have you got the Wayfinder already?” she asks, raising an eyebrow in surprise.
“Picked it up on the way here.”
“Ah. That simplifies things.” She holsters her blaster and sets off at a brisk pace, adding as she brushes past him: “And try not to die this time. It was so inconvenient.”
“You died first,” he mutters.
#ngl this is like. the only content I have for this AU#I found it when I was going through my WIP folder and I have absolutely no memory of writing it whatsoever#but I decided what the heck might as well throw it into the pick a snippet game#did not expect it to win but my expectations often prove wrong lol#anyway yeah this is the Rey And Ben Save The Galaxy (Again) AU#where. idk. i guess they kill palpatine and snoke and defeat the bad guys while being kinda bored and whatever about it#and also confusing the crap out of everyone else#(not a shipfic btw because their dynamic is so much funnier to me as. like. casual friends who happen to be a dyad in the force)#fic snippet#or maybe a ficlet idk#depends on if this au ever gets expanded#star wars#star wars sequel trilogy#ben solo#rey star wars#(I'm not tagging rey palpatine and I'm not tagging rey skywalker ok. I'm just not doing it. shes rey star wars)
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good day for me today, art-wise
#yet the question remains: who is this DIVA?💜#i guess it's high time i told you a little more about henrietta#as you already know - shes zbyszek's girlfriend#(which means she has a thing for drummers lol)#she and edek went to the same high school and were in THE SAME CLASS... edek used to have a crush on her and even asked her out to prom#she declined though. he wasn't in her type at all. he wasn't a drummer /lh#henrietta is kind of a popular girl?!? like she knows almost everyone at whatever party she decides to go and the boys go crazy over her..#the girls do too#what's funny is that she for sure doesn't remember any names of people at said party. no memory for names whatsoever#she is also often percieved as cold or unpleasant but you know. god forbid a woman has her own opinion and dares to say it out loud#however her bluntness sometimes actually comes off as being mean:( but she means no harm!! unless she does...#about her interests - she is obsessed with cinema and films ESPECIALLY musicals#she would love to become a musical actress someday but there isn't a person who is more tone deaf than her. she can't sing for SHIT#buuuut she excels at sewing and designing clothes!! actually everything that she wears was made by her#henrietta has learned how to sew because of her mom who is a seamstress by profession and also. because growing up they were very poor#and when you can't afford new clothes - why don't just make em yourself?#she studies fashion in art college (the same one that edek goes to. what a surprise that he is ALSO there)#she is also very keen on literature! she particularly adores the works of franz kafka and will automatically like anything thats grotesque#oh and she used do dress more gothic in high school. maybe thats why edek had a crush on her...#she still considers herself a goth despite not embracing the subculture visually. all you gotta do is listen to the music!#she even named her two cats siouxsie and bowie!!#my art#original character#drawing#oc#sketch#sketchbook spread#traditional art#pen sketch#artists on tumblr
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"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/"#i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want#but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care#i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now#i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit#i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do.#there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know#i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW.#i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends...#btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines#i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words#to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court#anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him#why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it?#they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out#way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone.#the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames?#something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey#I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now
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AWH... I'm skipping through Roier's QSMP Day 1 VOD because I'm looking for a specific thing, and I just noticed that when Jaiden stands in front of the group to do her introduction and her mic isn't working, Mariana laughs (not in a mean way, I laughed too) and Roier immediately smacks him and tells him off for laughing.
[Timestamp ~36m 50s, volume warning for Quackity's awful mic]
It's such a little thing, but I think it's really sweet in retrospect, especially considering how Roier and Jaiden have become such good friends in recent weeks :')
#i talk#qsmp talk#legitimately though I frickin adore Roier and Jaiden's friendship IT'S SO SWEET THEY'RE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS...#Jaiden was so nervous the first few days of QSMP and she talked about how she was too anxious to talk to people she didn't know#So this Egg event really helped her (and a lot of other people too)#It gave everyone a chance to make friends / bonds with people they might not have interacted with as much otherwise#it's just really sweet#I've got a special place in my heart for Jaiden I like her a lot#I used to watch her animations a bunch because my little cousin loves her#then I just kinda stopped because I don't watch Youtube creators much and my memory is awful#But QSMP made me start watching her again#and I found out all the stuff she's had to go through and I watched her videos where she talks about more serious stuff / her personal life#and like not to sound parasocial or whatever but my ''protective parental instinct'' went nuts after hearing all that#she's been through the wringer but it seems like she's doing a lot better#she's really funny and cool#but social anxiety is still a nightmare#I'm really glad she got Roier as her Egg partner -- he's so friendly and nice I think it really helped her relax a lot#and she's actually learning more Spanish despite saying she had 0 Spanish knowledge whatsoever when joining the server!!!#Idk man I'm just really proud of everything everyone's been doing on the server#and I'm really proud of Quackity for bringing people together like this. It's amazing#I love him so much and I'm so grateful this server exists.#First and Best Multilingual server baby!!!#Anyways I forgot how bad Quackity's mic sucked from literally everyone else's perspectives on Day 1 LMFAO#Roier specifically says ''Don't laugh!'' and ''Give [her] a pass!'' (for the mute issue)#alright I added a clip I can't not put a clip for this
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how did we become friends
#this isnt meant to be angsty or sad#i just have no memory whatsoever#tell me pls i want to remember these things
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Very Important Post
Hang on a minute, I’m going to talk about vampire squid.

Or, to be taxonomically correct, Vampyroteuthis infernalis, which translates literally to mean "vampire squid from hell." I don't know why they're called that, because it's a small, gentle detritivore, harmless to humans, more closely related to octopuses than squid, which feeds on marine snow rather than human blood. Also I'm willing to be corrected on this point, but I understand they live in dark, low-oxygen portions of the ocean, so having their origins in a high-temperature environment like your average depiction of Hell seems unlikely? I dunno, I'm not a marine biologist.
But just look at this handsome little guy!
Fun facts:
They can extend thin filaments up to eight times longer than their bodies.

They're bioluminescent, although most of the time you wouldn't notice since it's only in tiny patches.

As a defence mechanism, they pull their arms over their heads to reveal their inner mantles, which are lined with spikes. It's called the pumpkin or pineapple pose for its brownish-golden colour.
Another defence mechanism is the capacity to sacrifice a limb to escape predators.

They have good eyesight and very reflective eyes.

They tend to be red or black in colour.
A final defence mechanism, rarely deployed, is the capacity to squirt a kind of mucous/ink lined with pale blue lights to confuse and distract predators.

All this to say: Vash isn't an angel plant in Stampede because he's actually a vampire squid. I expect the fanart to be updated to reflect this fact immediately!
#trigun stampede#trigun meta#precious darling boy#or#cephalopod?#i. have no memory of what led me to this realisation#none whatsoever#just a bunch of squid pictures and confusion#tw blood#tw dismemberment
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people will send me instances of my posts being reposted on other sites or by other users and i will genuinely have no memory of ever making the post in question. yet there it will be
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once i have access to his carrd again i'm adding the reincarnated verse i've decided
#he gets his memories back at 13. on the anniversary of nothing note worthy whatsoever#out of character › rambling again.#post that he's very thankful he doesn't usually listen about the dance because it'd make him shut down IMMIDIATELY#i don't know the house i'm shoving him in yet. maybe one from the crownlands#JOCKING i figured out which one i may have a plan -
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MAN. You ever got like REALLY FUCKING PASSIONATE about A Vision and you feel SO INSANE ABOUT IT and then. Hhh actually don't care. I was like FEVERISH OVER THIS. THOUGHT I WAS SOOOOOO ONTO SOMETHING. But now I just couldn't care less LMFAOOOOO
WELL. Sequence of Events:
> Attempt to find a suitable name for a potential Pokemon trainer OC, thinking of the common naming conventions (flowers/plants, colors)
> Instructions unclear made another Moe.




Loupin. I mean Loupin.
Lifted from the book I was reffing:
Lupinus - Dejection, Imagination, Voraciousness -- to comtemplate upon a wild lupinus is believed by some to present a portal to the fairy world.
Lupinus texensis - Forgiveness, Self-sacrifice, Survival. Specifc colors - Pink, Memories of those who died, Struggle to survive.
Idk the more I look at my sketches the angrier I am it just didn't come out... I don't even know. This isn't even really canon, like I've said before. If Moe stayed in the dream realm it would just be a completely different person. It would be a tragedy. I never wanted to explore it as a possibility.
But then I was just Struck. With SUUUUUCH a strong image. Of, the idea behind all the fairies, that they never had a chance to grow up. I was thinking about pixies and imps. I was thinking of a dream pixie that delivers prankish dreams. The idea, that at first glance, you really Can't tell which realm Loupin is associated with. Then it casts Wake Up and Get Ready For Work dream or You're Out In Public Butt Ass Naked Unable to Find Clothes dream or Totally Safe For Use Toilet I Promise dream. It's...... ultimately harmless...? But COME ON, MAN.
Okay but going back a minute. About the not growing up, detail. That, this version of Moe would be stuck as an eternal child. I was ESPECIALLY thinking about "ideal selves", and that Moe has never seen a future for itself. Even as a child. It could never imagine what it would even look like all grown up. And I was thinking about how each fairy Wishes for something, that's a direct response to their trauma. Ideal Self + Unable to see a future for itself + What it wishes for.
Then I had a BEAUTIFUL. INCREDIBLE VISION. Loupin is a beast unit. OF COURSE MOE'S IDEAL SELF WOULD BE A BEAST UNIT (LIKE. Baby Moe In Particular). Sharp pointy fangs and BIG HUGE CLAWS and strong legs for running and HOOVES. TO KICK AND STOMP YOU TO DEATH WITH. YOU BITCH ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️For extra flair (and speed!), its wings are more dragonfly-like. And a cute little tail............ hell, the way this is going, you don't even gotta introduce it to it/its pronouns it's probably already fucking there. Could also speak to some dehumanization experienced in a previous life but don't worry about that. There's actually plenty of things here you don't gotta worry about. Definitely don't overanalyze the fact that it could never see a future for itself that every day was just survival mode and what it wants for the Most is a way to either defend itself make itself Scary or be really fast.
Godddd okay okay but there's Something. Too. To the fact that this Moe is frozen in time, 12 at absolute oldest. I was aiming for a more androgynous look, too. But for the idealized self to remove anything that it could be sexualized for against its will. Remove everything it has to "protect", add more bells and whistles for protection.
GAAAHH MAYBE. MAYBE. THE PROBLEM. Is I just got too much shit going on LMFAOO and I ALWAYS. REALLY REALLY STRUGGLE W THE FAIRY DESIGNS. BANE OF MY EXISTENCE. I gave up on the color palette halfway LMFAOOO LIKE. This is very much a First first draft. But also, not something I feel too compelled to spend any more time on...? It is just a thought experiment, at its core. Any which way. I do love it... the Idea of Loupin.............. unfortunately if I think too hard about the ramifications of Loupin I will cry and throw up though. No world where this can be canon. SAD❗
#moe tag#moe lore#KINDA#like. for loupin to exist that means moe never returned to its family and that's gonna make me feel ill.#LITERALLY A HUGE PLOTPOINT. OF MOE'S DREAM REALM ARC. OR LIKE. THE V EMD OF IT???#is moe deciding for itself not to drink the nectar. leaving without saying goodbye to anyone there.#only thought on its mind with a smile is 'i have people who will miss me.'#and it just. entirely different flavor of gutting. when you look at moe now. ALSO MANI!!!! MANI!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THAT'S MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT NEUROTIC CUNT.#GOD it's such a beautiful and fascinating thing. my relationship to mani now. esp everything it was borne out of.#BUT MAN. MAN. the idea of loupin IS really fun. endless comedic potential. like other baby moeisms#is a deep longing for adventure. no goal in mind whatsoever. just. adventure. sonic the hedgehog style#the idea. that freyja has one feral nightmare child that just roams around at will.#GOD. EVERYONE CAN'T FUCKING STAND IT. very thin ice truce w peony (please behave yourself! >:T)#plumeria wants it to grow the fuck up SO BAD. INSUFFERABLE. (refuses to admit she would fight for it)#triandra is maybe jealous of loupin's more easygoing nightmares. if such a thing could exist.#mirabilis may be the only one who can get along w loupin without incident. until loupin creates incidents.#ALSO THE PINK LUPINS. I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO OVERLAP. BUT. the 'memory of those who died'#symbolically. this would be a death. in a way. GOES INSANE.#overlap color wise i mean. which is. really fucking difficult when all versions of moe use such warm colors.#i do really love this idea. i do i really do. but the ramifications.... the fucking rammies....#my art#loupin tag#its own tag. as a treat.
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larian did not know how to fucking write the emperor
#p#everyone is like “he's awful u can't trust him”#which is true he lies/speaks in half-truths a LOT#when he's trying to fuck you despite your current relationship status and you say “what the fuck”#he's like “lol look at this fucked up thing i did to stelmane who i've been pretending to care about as anything more than a slave”#(there's a option beyond “you're a freak” if you stab the guardian at the creche and i think another one if he asks to fuck that gets here)#and then the whole line in that convo where he's like “you WILL take me to the elder brain”#and he's totally down to control it he just needs a pep talk about his survival rate since the gith are right fucking there#and he WANTS YOU TO BE A MINDFLAYER. REALLY ACTIVELY WANTS YOU TO TURN INTO ONE.#and the only reason he doesn't do it directly is bc [insert weird excuse from larian here]#all of his shit just falls so flat#they wanted him to be an antagonist without him actually hindering the player at all whatsoever#i said this in rat thing's replies yesterday but him joining the brain does make sense#bc he's very pro-mindflayer just anti-him-not-being-in-control#and more than being free he wants to survive#like if he's got this many memories of being balduran he'd be ostracized by other mindflayers if not outright killed#so while under control of the brain the first time he'd have to keep things under lock and key#god nothing pisses me off more than a half-realized character in media i like
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