#i have many cbee headcanons . many. many. many.

[ender-lune]

does anyone else think about nlm beeduo . anyone else .

[metfell]

since thes and holly have made their posts i'll make my own as well i think! i wanted to give it a bit to just let those blogs have the spotlight lol.

so..... yeah. i'm retiring @tmmyrp and @latenightmining!

i had SO much fun writing for those blogs, and its kind of crazy just how many years i spent on them- tmmyrp especially. i'm actually incredibly happy with where they're being left; i feel like they're essentially finished.

of course there's things i wish i could have done differently on both of those blogs. in particular, i don't think i understood c!crime enough to have done them justice, and i think i didn't make ranboo confrontational enough. but other than that, i'm still proud of the work i did.

especially with latenightmining. getting to weave my own personal headcanons for their backstory of being half dreamon, including a connection to cdream, explaining the origins of the enderwalk, resolving the lack of communication between cbee, it was all so satisfying because at the end of it all i got to connect it as accurately as possible into canon. i'm SO proud of latenightmining. so incredibly proud.

i made so many amazing friends and mutuals, and seeing all of the incredible fan content surrounding our little roleplay group was one of the things to keep me going on those blogs for so long. its amazing to think that people made art and writing and edits all for something i took part in. so much fanart, so much fan engagement, its honestly incredible. i love all of the work you guys have done, and i always will.

of course, i want to thank my system for taking so much of their time to write for these blogs. @silktouchhands and @theprimebell were the masterminds behind them, and @nuclearblast and @angelpray understudied perfectly whenever they weren't at the front and a thread needed to get done. so give them a round of applause for sure, it couldn't have gotten done without their help.

but most of all i want to thank @heartofaspen, literally the best roleplay partner in the world. beau kept us on track, and was so so so easy to get into a writing flow with. i don't think either tmmyrp or lnm would be where they are without @tubbolul. literally one of the best ctubbo writers in the whole world, beau nailed his character every time.

i don't want people to forget these blogs ever existed, i'm not deleting them or anything, just not writing on them anymore! go through the archive, read old threads, tell me your favorite moments, anything! i still care so deeply about those blogs, but i have a life i need to get back to, and my own personal projects i need to work on.

We had some laughs! It was fun. Y'know. All good things must come to an end eventually.

also i've always hated gertrude and i'm glad he died badly-

[needlebeetles]

for the ask game

you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)

there should be more of this type of fic/art

it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

ask game in question

-I don’t understand why so many people like putting dark themes and stuff, making characters monsters who’ve killed people, etc, and then have everything revealed to be actually be perfectly morally justified because all the people c!x killed or ate or whatever were assholes. Let them be a little fucked up! You and I know that if half of the dsmp characters were vampires they’d just be grabbing people off the street and murking them in an alley. Also just generally smoothing over dynamics and stuff. Fluff’s fun, I enjoy it when my blorbos are happy and loved. HOWEVER! They gotta be the blorbos! I’ve read a lotta very fluffy cbeeduo fanfic and I wish those authors the best. cTubbo would not let his guard down like that without trying to pull some memory erasing stuff.

-there should be more art in general where characters have more diverse body types. Like look me in the eyes and tell me all these people are hairless twinks. They are not. Give them body fat. Also more stuff about fucked up dynamics (particularly fucked up gay love dynamics), esp with cbee. I’ve read a good few fics about Sam Nightingale and Penelope Everpetal and they’ve spoiled me on nuance. More nuance please. Characters can be other things than perfect soft victims and everpatient caretakers and villains with no inner motivations.

-just. All lore from smaller streamers. Stop making cNiki’s everything about baking she does other stuff. If you’re going to put cEryn or cPuffy or cTina in your fic, even if it’s in a 300 word long scene, make them in character. Make their situation in the au somehow analogous to their situation in canon. Stop making cPuffy a therapist. She’s a drug dealer now catch up.

[enderwalk]

HEY KING hi can we talk about the enderwalk i miss talking about the enderwalk. anyways i think its really funny how everyone expects enderwalk ranboo to be scary and threatening and violent when he protected tubbo from dream at the final disc war confrontation. literally never getting over tubbo's little hello, minutes man when he saw him in dream's freaky lair.

AND SPEAKING OF THE MINUTES MAN THING i think that ranboo definitely filled his minutes book with little notes and doodles about tubbo. like he still did his job sure but you can't tell me he wasn't sitting there doodling tubbo in his little book during meetings

@gayranboo hey king wanna talk to me abt c!ranboo in excruciating detail