#i have existential moments

[pocket-size-cthulhu]

tumblr is so funny to me as an adult with a day job. I feel like an anthropologist. People are working through things on here that I haven't thought about in years. Occasionally I see a post on here that touched me deeply when I saw it as a teen more than 10 years ago, and I'm like, huh, haha.

I'm not saying that being an adult with a day job means you don't have feelings or think/struggle/despair, but like, I'm not thinking about whether I'm a good person. I have work tomorrow, first of all, time for existentialism is limited. Second of all I have a house to keep clean and obligations to fulfill and relationships to maintain and shoot my prescription ran out. I don't have time to think about it, I don't consider it the core question anymore, and anyway it answers itself with what I do every day. I'm not wondering if the world is inherently a cruel place: no need to wonder when that question also answers itself every day with both "yes" and "no". Instead I'm wondering what I will make for dinner. The facts that life is both beauty and terror and that our time is limited feel... more mundane I guess.

Maybe that's sad or maybe that's cool, but it's funny looking back on things.

[undefeatablesin]

YOU MUST ANSWER ⏳️

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: slight questioning of gender identity / ]

Leo learning he’s trans and having various reactions to it.

1) Uncaring - not like anything really changed? It’s like learning your blood type. Leo is Leo, that’s all.

2) Existential - how the heck did he miss this for so long??? Wait is this gonna change his perspective of gender for himself or is he overthinking things??? He’s comfortable in his own skin and all but what if he’s not, actually? Should he think about this harder? Are there other things about himself he doesn’t know of yet-?

3) Peeved - what do you mean he could have had sick long claws and a cool long tail?

4) Relieved - WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE COULD HAVE LOST HIS STRIPES???

[fatedroses]

That one teacher/mentor moment and Zenos feeling embarrassed for the first time in years (and reacting just about as well as you'd expect him to).

[gossippool]

ok hear me out on this fic idea i'm working on. so my own special little version of wade in my head is a massive empath in the sense that he not just knows about other alternate timelines and things behind the fourth wall but he actively feels the emotional and existential effects of them. i kinda mentioned this in one of my fics and already but imagine wade knowing what every other version of himself has been through, the good AND the bad. but he feels it all the same way because he doesn't have the good things in this universe but conversely he's also kinda been through all the bad things too. (in my head the things about him he knows unprompted but he has to voluntarily tap into everything else if he wants to.)

SO THEN imagine that because of this he also has the power to know what every single wolverine has been through. him not just empathising with logan but actually knowing and feeling all the shit he did and how he feels about it. like a person-A-can-feel-others'-emotions AU but dialed up to 11 because he also has to deal with his OWN shit from other universes

[hyunjining]

looking through my gif tag and remembering that i’ve made gifs for she-ra, the owl house, kingdom hearts and schitt’s creek like wow kpop has been dominating my attention so much i forgot my true identity as a queer media blog

[rainbowpufflez]

“We belong together

Lying here forever

In the cold, cold, cold”

You’ll never believe which gays Bo’s drawing again

Song inspo if anyone wants it (aka uh-oh I gotta add another song to their playlist)

[fishareglorious]

there is something I find inherently funny with Lucy's design. why is she so sexualized. why do u have pronounced metal tits. why do you have a BELLY BUTTON? what is the purpose of all of that maam.

[alienoresimagines]

Bucky: Today I realised I'm old

Buck: What happened?

Bucky: I fell on the runway and instead of laughing, Ken came running to see if I was ok

Buck:

Bucky: I saw fear in his eyes

[thresholdbb]

But have you considered... Captain Janeway?

[espurr-roba]

strelitzia being in kh4 is everything to me, especially considering the true dandelion sitch. like the reasonable assumption is that this is strelly after being slain by darkness, quadratum is like her afterworld, that sorta thing. that on its own is fun bc, hey, more strelitzia! she's stranded in mortal limbo without any of her loved ones and that's something she and sora can relate with, it's already a terrific set up

but imagine if this is data strelitzia, the one in the white cloak that luxu sends off in the lifeboat. we know from melody of memories when apprentice xehanort's sending kairi off that ending up in unreality is assumed to be possible via the pods (see: "However, if you arrive in a world that's neither of light nor darkness, but somewhere on the other side, your task will be far from easy.")

picture you're a copy of the original person, with full knowledge that you're a copy, and between the both of you, you're the one that gets to live on as "you".

[mugwot]

i can do what i want and i want a joyous davepeta pfp happy pride and dont forget to leave the cookies out for your local queers and faggots

a transparent version to put your own flags in, go crazy go stupid, please dont erase my name

[idliketobeatree]

crowley's whole range of human and non-human expression from the final fifteen, but it's an honest reaction to finding out the shitshow of his life is actually considered a "comedy"

[giantkillerjack]

Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife

[harmonysanreads]

Wow....wow....wow....

[lakemichigans]

i was crying in the bus stop late tonight and a guy walking past me offered me a joint. peace and love on planet earth