#i have a few fein vods and h.ermitcraft videos to chatch up on

[spacemilkbag]

I rewrote this a few times and I still can't come up with a good way to put my thoughts together so I'm just gonna say this: while I believe that what she's feeling right now is genuine and that her feelings are 100% valid and I feel bad for her for having to go through something like this, I also believe what george said in his video that she might have not felt that way initially and this was a result of her friends telling her that what happened was way worse just because they hate him and his friends (this was also something that I thought about even before his response among with it being the worst kind of miscommunication)

as for me and my stance on me watching dteam: my hyperfixation took a nose dive throughout the last and the beginning of this year and with everything that happened in almost 4 years of me watching them I don't think I can go back to be as invested in them as I used to but I think I will still watch their content (whenever they decide to actually post videos) and post about them

I don't know yet if I'll keep using this blog or if I'll make a new one, I need a couple of days away from all of this but whether you agree even partially with me or not and you're leaving the fandom/tumblr altogether just know that I appreciate all the times I've spend with all of you, all the beautiful art and amazing fics and other wonderful fan content you all posted, and that I wish you all the best, take care <3