#i have a check in tomorrow and i reaaaaally hope we come up with something for my thesis

[thetriangletattoo]

.

[magioftheseas]

How about kamukoma/komahina aspects of dr3 that you would add/change?

Ack, I really need to get to the rest of these. Well, what better time than the present?

Well, all the same, here goes! It got a little long so it’s under a read more for now.

Happy Valentines Day. :D

Now, this could go one of two ways: they either met or they didn’t. If they don’t meet then obviously there’s not going to be much additions in dr3 save for…a few things.

I like the idea of being the world’s fucking biggest tease and having either them juuuuuust missing each other (like Komaeda leaves after talking with Matsuda just as Hinata arrives to talk to Matsuda) or having them bump into each other briefly, Komaeda quickly apologizing and hurrying on his way as Hinata stares after him, a little starstruck and then asking Matsuda about him, irritating Matsuda even more than he usually is.

“Is that one of the elites?”

“Do you value your life and sanity?”

“W-What?!”

“Stay on subject, you reserve course gorilla.”

But if they do know each other:

The fountain is one of their meeting places, too. And they either met from Komaeda lugging around a bag of soda and needing to sit down or Komaeda ending up crashing into the fountain due to a prior explosion of bad luck. The latter would be funnier, especially since Hinata would meet Nanami the same way (though she just walks into it like an idiot), and Hinata just complaining “why doesn’t just talent itself fall from the sky”. (Side note: I need to find a way to work in Izuru getting into the fountain, too. Somehow. Some way.)

Their relationship is initially curt with Komaeda polite if distant only to get irritated with how pushy Hinata is (due to being worried about him). Hinata gets snappy too and they’re like huffy children, more so when Komaeda finds out about him making friends.

Despite that, they meet again for various reasons that Komaeda relates to bad luck (broken soda machines, getting chased by dogs, losing a button in the fountain), and despite the tsuning at each other, they actually talk quite a bit at length and despite being annoyed with him, Hinata finds himself engrossed in Komaeda’s speaking, even when it causes twinges in his chest when Komaeda parrots toxic ideals that Hinata had, too, internalizes. They actually talk about Komaeda’s class, and Hinata is initially blindsided by how Komaeda utterly lights up when talking about them. He sees that light dull more the class mistreats him, but Komaeda never tells him anything’s wrong so Hinata’s just left with a bad feeling.

Honestly, basically their relationship in that Not Tomorrow fic I wrote like…in late 2016. Yeah, pretty much that. Minor tweaking may be a thing, but I can’t really think of anything major.

Actually, what would be a new major change/addition involving KomaHina in dr3 that I’m thinking would be a scene that shows them in the island simulation together because it’s such bullshit that we don’t get any “can you hear me?” scene even if the OVA (which is Valid) rectified that.

But what happens is Hinata getting a headache suddenly and ending up in tears because of it, making Komaeda give him a handkerchief while fretting over him. Hinata waves it off in part because he’s not sure what’s even happening there.

It’s because of Kamukura crying through him because FUCK THAT SCENE. He’s not crying about Nanami, mind you. Hell to the fuck no. But he is crying about being forced to forget someone.

Maybe the tears were brought about by Komaeda rattling a bunch possible talents for Hinata like in his first FTE and one of the ones he mentions is Ultimate Neurologist.

So KamuKoma… KamuKoma, KamuKoma, KamuKoma…

So Kamukura really only knows about Komaeda because Matsuda rants about having to take care of him but they don’t exactly meet until later.

That’s not to say they were never involved with each other.

I’m keeping in the shooting scene but the circumstances are WILDLY different. It would have to lack the pastel due to the situation (the real tragedy of this whole thing), but I still wouldn’t mind it happening.

But here, the two encounter each other because Kamukura has been observing many moments of despair from a distance. Just, a distance, and even though he personally detests Junko, despair continues drawing him in so he tries to watch from the shadows where even she, presumably, wouldn’t notice him.

So like, around the same time that Junko dropped off Nanami in the torture dungeon, Komaeda’s infiltrated the place due to good luck (and he brought a gun) and has just been wandering around. His wandering leads to a room where he’s forced to watch Nanami die slowly from behind a screen. Due to his isolation from the class, he had no idea this was happening so it’s a shock, to say the least.

That said, Kamukura ends up drawn in because what Komaeda showcases is despair but it’s a strange kind of despair he’s never seen before, and that startles Komaeda, to say the least.

Classmate’s suddenly dying before you and some rando shows up immediately after?

Yeah, that’s fucking suspicious so Komaeda pulls the gun on him. He hesitates for a moment, confused by Kamukura’s appearance, before interrogating him if he’s involved with any of this. He’s not getting any answers as Kamukura just stares at him.

And then, Kamukura asks him how many people he’s seen die and if that’s why his classmate dying so horribly didn’t phase him as much as it would any normal person. When Kamukura starts making accurate guesses about it, Komaeda gets more and more hysterical as he seems to realize who this person is.

Since he’s not exactly in a good state of mind, he giddily wonders “would this bullet even graze someone like you; do I have the luck for it; what would come from that” and Kamukura stops, giving him a cold glare.

Komaeda flinches and ends up pulling the trigger since his finger is already on it. The gun is jammed, but Kamukura takes it, tells him that he, too, has luck, and shoves him back before shooting him.Komaeda hits his head pretty hard, but he’s still conscious even as he bleeds from it. He’s really dizzy, vision blurring and distorting. Since he isn’t bleeding from what should be a bullet wound, Kamukura tosses the gun aside to investigate and pulls out the bullet-lodged student handbook.

He mutters that it seems Komaeda is truly “beloved by luck” and Komaeda grips his arm as tightly as he could. Due to head trauma, he can’t really speak coherently, and he does stumble over his words severely as he tries.

“U-Ult…im…ate… H… Hope…”

Flushed with excitement, he’s then completely out of it as Kamukura checks his hair. Kamukura’s fingers brush against scars that he recognizes belong to Matsuda, and his inkling of an idea of who this was is confirmed.

Sighing, he scoops Komaeda up to be treat him later. He’s unconcerned; the head trauma will likely block Komaeda’s memories of this event, and he tells himself that this is just because Matsuda would be irritated by him if he leaves one of Matsuda’s patients for dead.

Komaeda is still muttering into his suit and bleeding all over it, but he doesn’t really care about that. He regards the classmate’s corpse with a sigh of “how boring” before carrying Komaeda off.

He doesn’t flinch when Junko happily greets him and tries to talk to him through the various monitors. He ignores her as she acts shocked and hurt, even unaffected when she brings up Nanami as some “poor tragic heroine” that had reportedly been friends with the person Kamukura used to be and that it’s like something out of the novels or anime.

Kamukura brushes it all off, focused on getting Komaeda to safety.

“Aah, right, you didn’t know her so she’s as good as some insignificant stranger, huh?”

“…Y’know, Kamukura Izuru, I’m reaaaaally curious how you’d react to the death of someone who does matter to you. Upupupu… That kind of despair…”

“I really want to taste it for myself…!”

After Kamukura treats him, Komaeda later wakes up alone in a hospital room, hopelessly confused as to what happened to him, but feeling weirdly excited when he thinks about it. But, oh, what horrible luck, he just can’t remember it at all!

[realities-in-space]

You didn’t prepare me for this

-You were always there when I needed you-

The sound of the castle’s internal systems whirring all around never seemed so evident to Keith as he continued to stare out into the endless void of space. The now-team-leader of Voltron had just finished “discussing” what their next initial plan would be like and what roles everyone would take on - not that he considered that meeting to be conventional by any of the team’s standards.

He had basically just went along with what Hunk had suggested when mentioning using the planet’s geographical structures to give them an advantage during the mission. With just a shrug and a “sounds good to me,” to approve the procedure, they all split off and head towards wherever it was necessary for them to be in for preparation for the task at hand.

The team was requested by a small band of rebels that were stationed on Lothal, (a planet located in the Outer Rim Territory), to help secure a highly combustible crystal and transport it to one of their hidden outposts on a nearby planet. Everyone was informed of how crucial their success was in delivering this cargo would be, and were currently readying themselves for the mission.

Everything appeared to be going along smoothly.....unfortunately, the same could not be said for our hot-headed leader here.

“Shiro I...I don’t feel like I’m suitable to lead this mission, at least, not after what happened last time,” Keith quietly admits after getting up from where he sat in the observation deck.

He briefly recalls the times when his rash decision making nearly out the team and mission in jeopardy. The 19-year-old starts to pace back and forth, shaking his head as to rid himself of those past blunders,

“If this were any other mission like the supply runs we’ve been doing lately, I wouldn’t be as concerned as I am now, but that’s not the case,”

-You always said that you’d have my back-

Keith stops momentarily in his pacing to glance back at the entrance of the spacious room, hoping for that no one would stumble upon seeing him like this. The team shouldn’t be perturbed about his needless worried or doubts.

“The crystal we’re transporting is heavily guarded by large amounts of Galran forces for reasons we’ve not been informed of. All that we know is that if the Empire manages to exploit the crystal’s chemical properties for their own plans, the consequences would be too much for us to handle....Well, at least for me......the others would probably be just fine,”

He hadn’t noticed when his body moved on its own, and found himself kneeling once again in front the large layer of glass that separated him from the vast emptiness of the star-speckled galaxy that lay beyond. Pressing a hand to the cool surface, he thinks back to when times weren’t as stressful for him; when he would actually decide on something without having second doubts, or having to constantly remind himself of the consequences of the choices he’d make.

Back to when Shiro was still around.

-But you didn’t prepare me for this-

With his voice catching in his throat, Keith abruptly breaks down, finally giving into the strain brought upon him when accepting the mantle of the Black Paladin. The role that used to belong to-

“-I’M NOT LIKE YOU, SHIRO,” Keith chokes out, slamming a fist into the glass as if it were the one to blame for his brother’s premature absence.

He quickly recalls his fist, hastily checking the door to see if anyone had overheard his small outburst. Luckily, no one did.

Keith let out a small sigh of relief. He hadn’t meant for the words to come out as loud as they did, for he couldn’t help himself as the emotions that have been pent up ever since that day, spill out freely as he continues to silently sob to himself.

“I can’t be the leader you wanted me to be! I’m just too unfamiliar when it comes to working efficiently with others,”

*sniffle*

“let alone as someone who can guide them...”

He slowly shuffles forwards, softly pressing his forehead against the glass barrier as he tries to calm himself down. He didn’t have much time before he had to leave with the others for the mission.

“You’ve taught me so many things that I constantly remind myself of t-to help me with where I am now. I repeat them to myself when the situation gets out of hand in some cases, hoping that m-maybe I could live up to what you expect from me, but I can’t *sniffle*- Not without you here to help me,”

Reminding himself of what little time he had left, Keith forces himself to stand up. He hastily wipes away any stray tears that managed to slip out and takes a shaky breath, hoping to bring himself up and out of the sobbing mess that he currently was.

Once settling himself down to where he could breathe without any involuntary hiccups, the young leader turns around and heads towards the exit.

However, not before sending one last glance to the empty, yet ever so immense, star-speckled galaxies that shimmered in the distance; nearly convinced that they seemed to understand him and all of this emotional crap he was spewing out.

Deciding that he better not keep the Lance and the others waiting, Keith resumes his march out of the room.

Hoping that maybe, just maybe, Shiro would be able to hear his voice from wherever he was and come back to them, the place where he was needed most.

-

-

-

Author’s Note: in the morning, I’ll probably be like, “wtf did I do this time,” and slowly die as I re-read this mess of a one-shot. It‘s inspired by the latest episode of one of my favorite shows of all time(I’ve left a big hint as to what show it is). Anyways, I hope that you guys enjoy it!

P.S: I reaaaaally wanted to draw something for this, but it’s already 11:00 pm and I have a shit ton of tests to take tomorrow.

[michaelguyyo]

1-100!!!!¡!¡!!!¡!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fucccckkkkk

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

Like relationship? Like do I have a girlfriend? Nope

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

Yeah I always forgive everyone. I don’t really hold grudges, like at all. I love people. Although I guess I am still pretty mad at band staff.. 

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

What the fuck this furry shit

4: What’s something you really want right now?

I want tomorrow to be over with nothing gone wrong, I am so fuckin stressed. School needs to end. Now.

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

No someone make me fall in love with them RIGHT NOW

6: Do you like the beach?

Not particularly, starting to be more fond of it, but ehhhh I like bonfires at the beach for sure!

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

Yeah all the time. Couches are great places for naps

8: What’s the background on your cell?

It like, space. Stars and shit.

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

Mine, Jamie’s old bed, Tu’s, ummmmmm… honestly I don’t know. Emme’s? Way back in Santa Barbara? That can’t be right but like

10: Do you like your phone?

Yee it’s neat, sometimes it’s kinda shitty though. Texting is a ball ache.

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

Right now….? Yeah.. I’ll let you know tomorrow lmao

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

The fuck who knows that shit… Emme? Tracy? Someone???

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

Poodle baby

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

Emotional pain probably, but I haven’t experienced any big physical pain things. No bone breakings, no bad burns.. So who knows, someone hurt me

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

Zoo’s are more mindless fun I’d say! I can just be a kid again

16: Are you tired?

Shit dude you know it.. This question is real as fuck

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

Like you talkin alphabetical? I think I’ve known Aileen since Freshman year.

18: Are they a relative?

Again, alphabetically naw

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

yes

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

Just talked to her last night fam

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

Nope, that’s too much pressure, I’ve got some life to live first.

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Yeah always

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

Big fat zero

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

Nope, and I hate these kinds of questions lmao

25: What’s on your mind?

OH I’m glad you asked!!! Tomorrow I have to go to court from 1:30-3:30, then go to a commission meeting from 4-5:30 then another from 6-7. Then I get home and have to finish ~20% of e2020 and if anything goes wrong in this process I simply do not graduate with my friends!!!!! FUN

26: Do you have any tattoos?

Nope, but I’d consider getting some. I don’t really have any meaningful symbols or anything in my life though so who knows.

27: What is your favorite color?

Purple bb

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

Hopefully everyday for the rest of my life.

29: Who are you texting?

Texting, nobody. Snapchat? Nikki as always and Amber

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

Yeah wtf

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

This is ominous. Probably? Who cares, I don’t have like some story.

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

YEAH!!! She a homie, Nikki Bee is perfect ily. But I have lots others too, I can just talk to Nikki about literally anything.

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

I’d like to think so ya, but in reality, probably not lmao

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

Yeah, I get it fairly often. In fact the other day I was at the school and this girl who walked past me stopped to compliment my eyes and then yelled at her friend to come see. I was flustered, it was nice.

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

The last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you. lol. I dunno, I’d probably be a little bitter, but they ain’t mine they can do whatever they want. I just don’t wanna watch

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?

Nope, Valentines Day was nice and equally stressful. Almost didn’t do anything but it turned out to be a pretty okay day. Some big complications tho.

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

Yup, pretty close friends luckily!

38: What do your friends call you?

Attractive? Cool? Bit of a dick (who am I kidding a major dick). Lmao they just call me Michael. Some times Mickey McG

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

Yeah fuck band

40: Have you ever cried over a text?

All the time binch. A lot of my breakups and stuff have been over texts. Not only that but also arguments or deep discussions. Texting is wild.

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

On my chest probably. Maybe legs somewhere. I’m white, we whites bruise pretty easily.

42: What is it from?

Who knows, they appear.

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

Every time I invite a girl over who I’m not really that into, I just think about them leaving the whole time. Same when I go out with some girl I’m not really into. I just wanna go. It’s shitty.

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

If Skype call counts, then the homies. If not, then Lizz I think.

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

Ummmmmm not reaaaaally, different shoes for different occasions and outfits. I switch it up.

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

Not anymore :)

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

Douubt it, my head is a weird shape.

48: Do you make supper for your family?

lol

49: Does your bedroom have a door

Yes…??

50: Top 3 web-pages?

Probably Tumblr, Youtube, and Netflix (maybe Amazon?)

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

Probably? But idk they’re lame. Shopping rocks.

52: Does anything on your body hurt?

Right now, ya. Always. I’m a mound of aches and pains. But specifically nope I’m pretty good today.

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

Goodbyes are fake. Not real. Nobody ever leaves me. Fake. (yes)

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

Soda probably? Ya some good ole’ Dr. Pepper.

55: How is your hair?

Cute thanks for asking

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?

Go. Back. To. Sleep. (check my phone eventually)

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

I sure hope so!!!!

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

Yes. 100%. No question.

59: Green or purple grapes?

Tough one but I’d say green.

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

Hopefully every fuckin day. Graduation probably though, lotta people.

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

Yeah I would rather be out with people havin fun any day of the week.

62: When will be the next time you text someone?

Still texting people, so gimme 5 seconds.

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

Asleep in bed pls.

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.

Asleep in bed pls.

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Did I like Lizz by then? No of course not, Amber. Probably Amber.

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Yeah plenty of people, but Genessis lights up my fuckin world!!! Same with Julia!!! They’re precious!!! 

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

Nope, lonely boy (busy boy)

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

I dunno I was probably horny or panicked. Or both.

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

Yeah of course, everyone has let downs. I can’t think of anything specific though

70: How many windows are open on your computer?

Right now? 3. But that’s not the usual.

71: How many fingers do you have?

What the fuck.

72: What is your ringtone?

Whatever the basic thing is, I keep it on silent all the time.

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

Almost 19

74: Where is your Mum right now?

Asleep upstairs. Sleepy mum.

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

I couldn’t live being around her dad all the time, plus my feelings just kinda faded. I don’t know, it was rough. I still care about her a ton though.

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

Yeah probably

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

Luckily yeah!! and more!!

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

Um ye: Jenna Kern, Summer Stevens, and Cassie Frame to name a few.

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

Meeeeeee

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

Yeah of course, I love sleepin with people like that. It’s perfect.

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

2-3 who knows. A few. Lots. Probably 10′s

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

Yuuppp, I think so, 3 days is a standard gap probably lmao

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

Yeah I always talk to the girls I like lmao like all the time

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

Apparently a bunch of assholes. Me and my friends would never, it’s shitty.

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

As long as they aren’t like, fucked with drugs, then no.

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

We were in the front front row and we were literally 10 feet from the screen. It was the worst experience of my life.

87: Who was your last received call from?

Me mom

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

I mean.. Yeah? The fuck the butterfly would understand I wouldn’t even feel that shitty about it.

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

Goldfish. Sex. In that order.

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

Umm probably? But not many people have really destroyed my trust for them, so it’s not a big deal. I am not a very honest person, so trust isn’t a huge concept to me lmao

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

Nope, I sleep too long into the day. Noises would wake me up. Shame too, I like my room chilly.

92: Do you get along with girls?

You know it bby

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

No, but if you think I am, confront me. I’ll letcha know

94: Does sex mean love?

Hell no??? It can I guess but like.. very separate.

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

Naw we’d be a-ok

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

Nope but I’m down, hmu

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

Ya… always… thanks for reminding me… binch

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

My friends make me happier than anything. I love them all so much and they’re a joy to be around/talk to. I’m glad the seniors last year have still been so influential in my life especially.

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

Sure why not, girls are pretty.

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promise?

I don’t know, what grade am I in lmao. This was a weird one to end on. Literally who knows

Thanks a bunch you monster!! This was fun binch