#i have a bookcase that i didn't manage to get done before winter set in and i want to finish that
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I have to remind myself that I'm fucking disabled and expecting myself to do everything all at once is a good path for disappointment, guilt, and tanking self esteem
#like. i have a full time job.#i want to go back to school at some point and finish my degree even if its at a snail's pace.#i need to make some of my own clothes because as my spine and shoulders and ribs shift off the rack stuff just isnt cutting it#i have house renovations to do starting in the spring that im currently buying stuff and stocking it in preparation for all that#i have a bookcase that i didn't manage to get done before winter set in and i want to finish that#i have to keep my house clean and im failing miserably at that sisyphean task#i have cards and presents i want to send out for stuff and i still cant get it together#i want to write fanfic too but thats kind of far off down the line of stuff#right now if im lucky i can meal prep. IF im lucky. otherwise its work and read some fanfic and sleep#and thats about it#sigh#i keep having to remind myself that im disabled#it's been five years now and i still have to remind myself#personal
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