#i have a Very unehealthy addiction with this man

[wheeboo]

holidaze | boo seungkwan

SYNOPSIS. in which you take your boyfriend on a holidate down the city. PAIRING. boo seungkwan x gn!reader GENRE. fluff, established relationship WARNINGS. kissing!! n just me being very whipped for him tbh :') WORD COUNT. 1.1k

notes: these r actually pics on our date guys. i took these pics of him <3 he did this for me. anyways i def didn't write this at 4am. happy holidays everyone! why r these actually the most boyfie pics ever i'm crying sobbing dying

There's nothing more better than venturing down the city at night with the spirit of the holidays filling the air. Festive lights are hung on streetlights which cast enchanting glows on the sidewalks and reflect off the wet and icy roads. Christmas trees are scattered throughout the city, standing tall and decorated with a dazzling array of ornaments, tinsel, and twinkling lights.

There's also nothing better than spoiling your boyfriend to a little date. Seungkwan had insisted that there wasn't any need for you to pay for everything, but tonight, you were all too determined to show just how much you appreciate him, even if it means arguing who would pay for the bill at the restaurant you chose or who would buy the matching stuffed animals you spotted in a store and couldn't resist buying.

Seungkwan has done nothing but warm your heart than any gift ever could. He's already a gift to your life, and tonight is your way of reciprocating just that𑁋to make sure he feels just as cherished as he's made you feel every day, simply because he deserves it, even if he doesn't think so himself.

"Do you think they'd like it? I'm scared I got the bad scents." Seungkwan fiddles with the paper bag of scented candles in his hand, his opposite arm linked around yours as you both continue your stroll down the glittering streets.

"My parents will love it. You don't have to worry about a thing," You reassure him with a gentle smile, giving his upper arm a small squeeze. "And even if they don't, it's the thought that counts, right?"

Seungkwan grins back, the worry lines on his forehead smoothing out. The city lights seem to reflect in his eyes like twinkling stars. "You're right. I just want them to like me, you know?"

"They already love you, trust me," You assure confidently. "Just be yourself, and they'll see how amazing you are."

Seungkwan could only shyly cower his head down to your words, the cold air nipping at his cheek that he attempts to hide away. You already know he has every right to be nervous meeting your parents for the first time tomorrow, but you also know that he'll win them over with his genuine and bubbly charm, just as he won you over from the very beginning.

The two of you trail up to a set of rails overlooking the sidewalk below and the looming buildings surrounding the area. There's some distant holiday music that you could hear from the nearby stores. Seungkwan leans against the rail, releasing a breath that creates a small mist in the chilly air, a thoughtful expression travelling across his face.

Smiling to yourself, you take out your phone and snap a few candid photos of him against the backdrop of the city lights.

"Look back at me," You call, and Seungkwan turns to face you, a small smile to his face that you manage to capture before he playfully swats at your phone. "Hey, hey, wait𑁋just a few more... Okay, I'm done. See?"

He pouts when you swipe through the photos, showing him the blurry ones and the ones where he's mid-swat like a cat batting at a toy. "Oh my God, you make me look so goofy."

"But look at these ones." You show him the two where you perfectly captured him looking back at you and smiling naturally. "You gotta post these! You look so pretty."

Seungkwan just rolls his eyes and turns away to admire the lights of the city once more, biting back the shy grin to his face. As you tuck your phone away, you walk up to him, sliding an arm around his waist and leaning against the rail beside him.

And when you both turn your bodies to face each other, your eyes gazing into his, a smile crosses your face, and you can't help but to let a hand pinch his cheek, perhaps a bit more harder than intended. "You're so cute!”

"Ow," Seungkwan winces dramatically, his hand coming up to cup over yours on his face, but he doesn't take your hand away𑁋he doesn't want to𑁋and instead leans more into your touch.

You furrow a brow, noticing how cold his face feels against your hand, trailing a thumb lightly over his cheekbone. "You're freezing, Kwannie."

The warmth of your thumb seeping through the chill of Seungkwan's skin sends a shiver down his spine that had nothing to do with the winter breeze.

"Just a little," he mutters quietly. “But you feel warm."

His dark eyes are like pools of melted chocolate under the city glow. The playful banter has faded, replaced by a quiet intimacy that settled comfortably around you both. You knew you should pull away and head back to the warmth of your apartment, but something keeps you frozen to this moment𑁋to the way his gaze seems to pierce right through you and make you feel so seen.

Then a sudden urge, soft and insistent, sprouts within you.

Your smile blooms into a full, somewhat mischievous grin as you take your hand away from his face. Leaning in, you press a gentle kiss to his cheek, right on the spot your touch had warmed up moments ago. It was a soft, fleeting peck, barely more than a whisper of your lips against his skin, but it sends a jolt of electricity through you both.

Seungkwan can practically still feel the kiss lingering when you pull away, a blush creeping up his neck and painting his skin and ears with a rosy hue. The flustered look to his face was enough to send your heart into a giddy leap, and as you cup his face again, you feel it's grown significantly warmer under your touch.

"All better now," You whisper teasingly as you continue to hold Seungkwan's face gently between your hands. "Are you blushing?"

Seungkwan lets out a scoff, lightly shoving your hand away from his face. "No."

"You are."

"I'm not!"

"You are!”

"H-How can I not when you kiss me like that?"

His words make a chuckle leave your mouth, and you stretch your arms to wrap around his neck, closing the distance between your bodies. His own hands come to instinctively rest at your waist, breath hitching from the way your closeness sends another wave of warmth through him.

But before he can say anything, you lean in and press a quick kiss to his lips, catching him off-guard once more. When you pull back, there's a playful glint in your eyes, and Seungkwan is left speechless and dazed, his cheeks now an even deeper shade of red. His gaze flickers between your eyes and your lips, and he lets out a choked laugh, a mix of embarrassment and amusement.

"You're... you're really something else, you know that?" Seungkwan stammers, his fingers playing with the hem of your coat as he avoids your eyes bashfully.

You tilt your head slightly. "In a good way hopefully?"

He leans in and presses a kiss to the tip of your cold nose, his lips lingering for a moment. When he draws back, a few snowflakes land in his hair. "In the best way possible."

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[theladyofbloodshed]

Nope, I agree with that anon that say Azriel is the best father ever. Some of us, need motivation, a main cause to be something.

I remember this one story of a japanese man. He smoke. A heavy smoker. One day, he received a plant (could he bonzai) as gift. Out of nowhere, he had this motivation to take care of the plant. So, the first step for a healthy plant is a healthy air. This man work to his smoking addiction to stop.

Same goes with azriel. He is mentally unstable, unehealthy. But i believe with a source of good energy. This male could shifted his focus to the baby. We have seen Azriel wrecked himself for Rhys, for his court. I believe we can see Azriel becoming his better self for his kid.

This male is 500 year old. He can think, he surely understand to take care of a child, he need to change himself first. Healthy meal, no more late night self hating game. He would sleep early with his child, awake at first cry, woke up early so he can take his child to school, so he can work at a productive hour. He had Rhys as his motivation, give this ma a family, he would shifted his focus to the baby. I a not trying to bring a propaganda "a male can change because of the baby, having children" like boomer like to preach.

But this male we talk is azriel. He grew up in a abusive household. I am 100% confident, he want a totally positive environment for his children. He dont want his childrend growing up becoming like him. Self loathing, low self esteem, trap with a circle of idiot. Yes, this male will shift hisbfocus to the baby, at the same time be better version of himself. Why? What is my evident? We have seen him work up for rhys.

As for Eris, i have to disagree. I think Eris will be a great father. He had a similarity with Azriel. However, I agree he is fun uncle. But lets remember the term "uncle". Eris seem the kind of person "not my child not my problem". He is the parent that are loved by the nieces, nephew but takes his parenting very seriously. He is the male that want the best for his children. Competitive? Very. Supportive? 100%. He is drilling his mind with the mantra "i am not becoming like my father" and even paranoid of it. Still, he want his children to grow up with discipline and a healthy lifestyle. He is the parent that attend every parent conference, ask the teach feedback about his children and listen to his 5 year old mumbling about the theory of how "dog can wear my shoes too, daddy". He take note and make minute noted of it .

Eris and Azriel both have experienced the pain of toxic household. Hence, why I think Eris does a good job raising lucien. Who do you think taught lucien "if i give you moon on a strng -". I think lucien has a huge influence from Eris but he dont recognize it. I notice Lucien is a male of discipline, intelligent and yes, have hobby. Lucien, is a male I believe Eris raised with a thought of growing up in a good household. Full of "what-if" but we have seen Lucien survive here. Is eris a shitty brother? Yes, i believe but is lucien alive and well? I take that as Eri's effort a hundred years ago taking care of Lucien.

I think a lot of these characters need months of therapy before they get near a baby (that includes Rhys and Feyre).

I do love Az though. He's my second fave and I want him to heal. I also want him as a dad. And a daddy. He needs to be healthy for himself firstly then he can think about a baby.