#i hate that i'm such a ✨procrastinator✨ 🙃

[nanihirunkits]

Saint. What? Thank you. We are friends. It’s not a big deal.

HIGH SCHOOL FRENEMY | EP3

[always-andromeda]

“Louisa” - Paul Dano characters, please!

Fast facts: A creative weirdo in her 20s who loves film/loves behind the scenes process of filmmaking and acting, deep interest in human nature and relationships, arts and humanities inclined, lover of animals (especially cats, snakes, and opossums), lover of Halloween and all things macabre/spooky (even though I’m a sensitive bean and scare easily lol). Full of contradictions. Oscillates between believing in an inherent good in humanity, and thinking humans are disappointing

Positive/neutral traits: goofy/silly sense of humour, doesn’t take self too seriously, genuine/earnest (to the point where I can be a bit gullible lol so that’s one downside), unpretentious, curious, open-minded, heart on sleeve, empathetic, deeply emotional, loves to please and make others laugh, does best to treat others with kindness at every opportunity, has the capacity to be very fun, with great energy to be around when you catch me on a good day, wants to do good and leave a positive impact on others

Negative traits: defensive/can take criticism personally, rejection is tough for me, can get stuck in own head, emotions influence actions to detriment at times, impulsive, bad at numbers, fear of abandonment, prone to anxiety and rumination, indecisive/chronic procrastinator

Thank you, it’s going to be very fun to see who you’d pair me up with! 🥰💚

Author’s Note | oh, my sweet baby angel, thank you so much for so many requests, I am so eager to get to them!! but, I thought I'd start off with this one!! I am so glad that you're my friend and so grateful for all of your support and how you've made sure I'm not gonna drive myself insane during this event. 🙃 it's heavily appreciated and I hope you enjoy this matchup!

I am pairing you with ✨ Pierre!! ✨ And no, I'm not just saying it to pander to you because I know how you feel about him! Let me elaborate on what I'm thinking!

Pierre is highly misunderstood by nearly everyone around him. They all think he’s a fool, a clown, and not fit for the title that practically fell into his lap. Pierre isn’t looking for status or money or appearances. He looks for connection and real meaning in things. And I think he’d connect deeply with your spirit. He’d adore how honest you are with your feelings and your emotions. He hates when people treat him like he’s a child, like he’s too foolish to understand the emotions of those are him.

If anything, he’s deeply empathetic and only wants to impact those around him positively as well. Your interest in the world around you is one of the most alluring things about you to him. Giving to others and making people happy are both things that would make Pierre swoon over you.

And the overwhelming amount of patience this man has should assure you that he’d weather any storm you may be going through. Even if he’s not quite sure how to help, at the very least, he wants you to know that he’ll be there at the end of the tunnel, cheering you on.

[pop-punklouis]

Hi loveee 💞

You might be right bc the first time I've heard my older cat hiss was when we showed her our younger cat lmaoo

Yesss attachment theory is so interesting I truly think it helps you understand yourself and others!

No exactly. That or I need someone to like encourage me. Being a perfectionist and having a fear of failure AND procrastinating are the unholy Trinity it runs together. The only reason I didn't abandon painting after a day is bc I somehow was okay at it. You bet your ass I've never watched a single tutorial I simply don't have the patience. I'm either decent naturally or it's not for me 💀

Re: fandom friends: I wholeheartedly agree

Re: shows. Nooo how do you do that 😭 I can't even watch more than one show at a time (unless they're all ongoing shows). I automatically go for light shows as like, coping but I also feel like watching several complex ones at once would be me if I wanted to cope but HARDCORE jfhfhf. Ooh I kinda get that. I liked ST season 3 simply for vibes and aesthetic and like, robin. I thought season 4 (while incredibly different from all seasons) was kinda cool but they kinda ended it messily which sucks. Guess we see where they go for the finale. Supernatural was good then bad then good then wtf?? Then good 👀 then the ending was: trauma I deserve compensation 😭 I do enjoy the earlier black mirror eps more but also I'll eat up more if they did more. White bear is a fav. I also like shut up and dance. I should rewatch it all I've got terrible memory. And I'll deffo be watching midnight mass!

Re: food. Oooh yes Mac and cheese. Simple yet so good. For me I think just Italian food. Pasta. I could have pasta for the rest of my life I think it's just so good.

For today: saw that you're graduating!! Congrats! But that made me realize I didn't know what you're graduating in, so if you feel like sharing, what did you study? Is this a postgrad? Future plans? (I usually hate this question so you can skip the last one!)

Have a wonderful day babe 💗

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hiiiii babe sorry this is so late this week has been so busy rip but!! i love that about you painting. yeah, i have to at least see some sort of potential in a skill or else i abandon it all together 💀 see! i’m like the opposite of a procrastinator?? if i see i have to do something like three weeks in advance i will think about it obsessively until i do it even though i still have like three weeks to have it done rip it’s so bad. i stress myself over something like i’ve got two days to do it instead of 18 days 🙃 but anyway yeah tutorials have never been my forte either. i like watching paint tutorial videos to help calm my mind down to sleep at night but otherwise

re: shows dude i KNOW i’m truly a masochist with my own brain watching shows. if i’m not watching three at a time i don’t know what i’m doing. it’s so bad. i could never watch multiple shows with other people because it would be a mess 👐🏼 omg how did i forget about robin yesss season 3 of ST had it’s good moments and i loved the robin character introduction. i think i would’ve liked season 4 a lot more if they had stuck to the original lore of the series instead of throwing new thinks in for shock value and plot twists to create new monsters and villains. and holy shit i forgot about the shut up and dance episode of black mirror that was also a really cool one. maybe i also need to rewatch the seasons again. but fr if they came out with more i’d watch them in a heartbeat. pls update me on midnight mass!!! also i recommend you watch 1899 too. i just finished it and i wish i was able to watch it again for the first time. it’s too good ✨

re: food. please love how pasta is both of our favorite foods. what kind of pasta is your favorite? i love cheese tortellini if i had to choose (besides mac & cheese of course)

and yes!! i graduated wednesday with my masters in film & media studies 🥺💕 i truly very little future plans at the moment besides relaxing for the next 5 or so months at home while i figure out what i want to do rip i have a lot of experience in a lot of different things in the industry but nothing has really grabbed me rip would rather just work in an antique store (own one is the dream) for the rest of my life. would be v happy i think 👐🏼

how has your week been? 🤍 have you done any christmas shopping? (if you celebrate!) i feel like christmas has just came so quickly i’m scrambling to do all the shopping and decorating two weeks out 😮‍💨 we just decorated our tree last week so it’s been frantic lol