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strawbrygashez · 1 year ago

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‘Spicy’ soapship hcs bc why not 😈

•Tyler and the narrator will try anything the other wants to at least once. They are both super unhinged so there is barely anything they are like “I don’t wanna try that again.” about.

•Tyler is a sucker for doing da nasty in semi public. Like he will mess around with the narrator in narrators place of work, the movie theater in the room he works in, the bathrooms where fc is held, in the car, each other’s parents houses if they can get alone time, dressing rooms…just so many places.

•Tyler likes the narrator in lacy things & feminine clothing in general. Tyler will occasionally let the narrator do him while he’s wearing a dress 😳😳

•They have gotten nasty in every room of the house. It’s a mystery of how they haven’t fell thru the floor yet.

•Tyler has way too much stamina and can keep a straight face thru a bj if it calls for it or if he just wants to mess with the narrator. The narrator on the other hand comes (HA) apart quickly and can barely keep a straight face for the life of him during a bj.

•He won’t say it but he loves when the narrator clings to him during woohoo. Yes I’m saying it in the sims way. Anyways, he thinks it’s cute. He needs the narrator to look at him while they do the do. He loves all the faces he makes and will at least tell him that.

•Tyler takes videos or pictures of them woohooing sometimes. The narrator doesn’t mind but he begs him to put the pictures and camera somewhere safe if they have company.

•OH… GUN PLAY. NARRATOR LOVES IT. He will suck that thang like his life depends on it. He likes when it’s pointed at his head while he’s doing his thing.

•Tyler is suchhhh a sweetheart with after care once they’ve been together for a while. He will carry him to the bath :3

Sometimes tho he just kinda passes out once he finishes.. if it was really intense anyways. He will just fr land ontop of the narrator with all his weight and just start 🥱😴HONKKSHOO HONKKSHOOO-ing.

•I HATE THAT PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY WOULDNT EVER MAKE LOVE AND BE SLOW :(

Ok yes they both like it crazy and scary but cmon…both are obsessed with each other and they both have their more sensitive sides. Tyler will probably giggle and make jokes during it but I think he can calm down enough to enjoy it. He wants to see the narrator in every which way he can anyways.. it definitely wouldn’t be a common recurrence but I dunno.. I’m sure they can every once in a blue moon..

•I need them to have a stupid ass comedy tv show moment where they leave together and come back later on with each other’s tie on by accident. And they are like 😅😅😱 when they realize when someone points it out or makes a face at them after looking at them both up and down.

•The narrator is so unbelievably pissed they don’t have a bed frame. He wants his arms to be tied up to it so bad.

Ok I’m stopping here…I’m getting scared and embarrassed

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randomvarious · 2 years ago

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Today’s compilation:

Dance: Progressive House/Trance/Tribal 1994 Progressive House / Tribal House / House / Trance

Good lord, this was a journey; a mostly terrible one, but a journey nonetheless. See, I thought I was gonna have a fun time with this trip back into what's probably my favorite era of dance music, overall—circa '93/'94—when there really was such a seemingly endless font of creativity and ingenuity, and the music was still underground enough so as not to be over-commercialized and bastardized. But with the exception of track 6, tracks 1 through 9 on this album ended up being *totally* uninspiring snoozers. Like, not even my favorite synthesizer sound from this time period, the Korg M1's Organ Preset 2 (famously featured in songs like Crystal Waters' "Gypsy Woman"), could save any one the tracks that it got used on here. Just simply some of the most boring beats I've ever heard in my entire life 🥱😴.

But then, after toiling through this maddeningly dry dance desert, I finally found the oasis in the end: We Are One's "Birds & Whales," an absolutely weirdly satisfying trance stew that's like nothing I've ever heard before. From the minds of a duo called High Lonesome Sound System and New York's very own Keoki comes a song with ingredients that should sound like they would clash, but surprisingly end up complementing each other extraordinarily well. It almost defies all logic and rational explanation, but these guys made a song that's acidic, tribal, *chiptune-y,* and, oh, yeah, it also ladles in tons of tropical guitar too, provided by someone who calls themselves Dagga Transmission; and they managed to make it all sound so quirkily irresistible 😌.

So, I absolutely hated this album 90% of the way through, but then everything turned around with this terrific find to kick off my summer, thus ultimately making this whole listening experience worth it. Hopefully other northern hemisphere dwellers end up lacing their season with this completely under-the-radar early 90s bit of gold too; it's never appeared on any other mix or comp besides this one, as far as I can tell 😊.

Highlights:

We Are One - "Birds & Whales"

#progressive house #house #house music #tribal house #trance #dance #dance music #tribal #tribal music #electronic #electronic music #music #90s #90s music #90's #90's music

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television-pil0t · 2 years ago

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Unsurprising I went to the mental hospital. The Carolina Center for Behavioral Health. I stayed 2 almost 3 days.. maybe 3 almost 4 days idk. Idk time blindness is a bitch but whatever. I’m back so I’m gonna talk about it because.. GENUINELY what the fuck.

So I was having a episode odviously. Full out psychotic ass bitch. Voices, believing I was god, thinking there were tall black people in my room (shadow people I just like sounding racist) like the whole nine yards. After I got off I’d tumblr swing “I keep hearing shit” or “seeing shit” or whatever I said I’m not gonna check. I called my friend queenie. She was asleep.. of course. Like no duh it was late.

I’m talking to her and I have her my account so know she knows about my awful bad boy tumblr account but I wanted her to understand what was going on. She dead ass is like “daemon this is really bad. Like your not thinking straight.“ I’m like “whatever whatever I do what I want.” I hang up and sleep like nothing happened.

Next day hits me like a fuckibg truck. I completely convence myself to go to the FUCKING AIR FORCE! LITERALLY LIKE

BRO WHAT LMAO!! I GOT IN CONTACT WITH A FUCKING SARGENT BRO!! AT MY SCHOLL LIKE!! ?!?? So I clearly had no intention of.. preserving my life. I get into a PHYSICAL fight with one of my DEAR FRIENDS and tell him to FUCKING KILL MYSELF. Like.. basically pushing everyone away as fast and aggressively as possible so.. as I told my psychologist ”If I say something or do something so bad then I won’t be tempted to come back to them. And they will hate me to much to come back to me.” 😀? What was I on? Nothing MOTHERFUCKER AND THATS THE PROBLEM.

So after that I go home. I told queenie I was going to the military. She’s like “literally don’t cancel that. Like your not doing that. That’s as never in your plans. Your going so far off the rails rn. What’s up with you. You had a whole plan and you’ve gone so far from what you wanted to do like.. your so creative you can really do something with all this..” blah blah blah saying every true stuff but I was insane so I didn’t care. Hung up. Blocked her in everything. Said fuck her she doesn’t undersand me 🥺 and.. she called the police telling them I need to be taken to the hospital..

LMAO I DID BUT I WAS ODVIOUSLY MAD

THEY HAD EVERYONE OUT THERE BEO. The cops were farther down but they were making sure I didn’t try and kill myself or something so they brought everyone.

So I go to the hospital and I’m out of it at this point I can’t lie I barely remember this shit. Straight up. I don’t remember a lot of this whole.. few months because I’ve been stirring up a episode but like.. I really did good on dissociating the entire thing.

I do remember them giving me apple juice but it was open. I was like “can you.. give me another one I’m not happy that it’s open.” And they were like.. :/ and got me another one but THAT ONE WAS ALSO SLIGHTLY OPEN?! SO I WAS PISSED OFF. Because I was like?? ARE YOU TRYING TO DRUG ME LIKE?? WHY IS IT FUCKING OPEN CUNT?! I eventually just said fuck it and drank it and it did have meds in it because I was knocked out in a matter of a few minutes but like.. if they just told me I’d drink it?! I just don’t like they were like.. hiding it.

So some shit happened. At night they would watch me and I’d be like :/ and they would be like 🤨😦😑🫤 and I be like ☹️🥱😴 and that was that. So then..

This nurse?? Come in. It’s like 8 in the damn morning and I’m tired as fuck and she gives me breakfast and asked if im ok. I’m like “yeah whatever”. She’s like.. “do you know why your here” im say “because im a bad person.” He’s like “can you explain to me how.” I’m like “that would be to long and you have other patience and I’d rather just talk without a time limit.” She looks at me with the most.. “damn.. you right but shit” look I’ve ever seen and then leaves after writing something down on her little tablet.

I stay in the room almost all day. They keep checking in me. I keep responding the same.

So at the end of the day.. bout.??? 9 or 10 idk they didn’t have a clock in there. That nurse came back and sat down in a chair. She was like “would you like the light on” I was like “nah it’s better it adds dramatic effect when it’s dark” I make her laugh at this point I’m like “Hehe I’m in baby!” In where idk but lord knows I was fucking ovulating so nothing I was saying or doing was making since. Thinking with my dick and shit or something idk idk.

So we have a long conversation.

She gives me my phone… and I show her my tumblr..

She looks at me with the most 😐😧😦😬😨😰 look I’ve ever fucking seen. Like bro was SCARED.

She sets my phone down.. DOESN’T TURN IT OFF BTW. And goes “so you think you have aspd. You know you have bpd right.” I was like “very aware.” She was like “well.. I think you have some define characteristics of both.” I just kinda was like thinking ok the worst that could happen is that I stay here for like.. a month if I tell the complete truth. So I go all out. Say fuck it. Tell my whole ass truth because I’d im gonna be here im gone leave with a correct diagnosis and help that I need. I’m like “I feel like I’m constantly in conflict with myself about caring and not caring. Like I know I have abandonment issues but I broke up with my bf out of pure anger and then did shit just to hurt him and I did that to my friend when I got into a fight with him and I did that to my mom when she was still alive.” She as like “do you feel bad?” I was like “I don’t know.” She put her tablet down and it felt like she was just taking to me and not working. I know that’s literally just a ploy. She way probably recording the conversation but it felt nice. “Do you know what it feels like to feel bad about something?” I’m like “I think I remember.” And that goes into my emotional blindness and perception. After a while of not feeling a emotion I forget what it’s like and it feels like I’ve never experienced it before and I tell her that and she’s like “well that sounds like both disorders working together pretty well. Do you ever feel like your fighing against someone else in your head” and I’m like I don’t have DID but.. sometimes sure I do. Because it’s hard to keep both feeling in check. I don’t wanna be reckless but the more I think about something the more in convence myself what I’m doing is right.

So we start talking about people. We talk about the first and I admitted it was a bit irrational (now I know it was very dumb but I wasn’t there yet) and we talk about my mom because I just kept being her up and then she looked at my phone again and asked me how I felt about my ex. I was like “I feel like I did the same thing to him as my friend except I feel like I lost feeling.”

This woman said something that ripped my apart. “Did you lose feelings or did you just not remember them once he hurt you.”

Bro I’m gonna throw up at this point. She goes on because I’m completely silent because I never thought of that but she was completely right. “you wanna feel better than everyone else because that’s how you think you deserve to be treated. Do you treat others like that?” I’m like “yeah I treat all my friends well.” She looks at me and she’s like “do you? Do you treat them and say things you’d like to be said to you? Or do you stop being nice once you realize you can’t control them.” And I’m like “I think I’m nice.. I think I say nice things.” And then I remember again.. she was right. I’m just kinda a asshole. Once I realize I’ve lost someone’s “undying loyalty.” I stop caring for them. Happened with my mom. With Mali once he got a gf I almost completely treated him like a completely different person. Happened with khye. And we didn’t even talk about the “others” until the second day but..

I’m like at a lose. I’m really sad because I realized how bad I fucked up and I start feeling empty and like shit. Idk if it was guilt but.. it all made a lot of since

I felt like I couldn’t feel love for a very long time because I just forgot what it felt like. Not that I want loved by my bf I was. And I loved him. It was just I was having a episode and genuinely couldn’t see it or feel it at the time because sometimes in her words “when your long distance it’s hard to hold someone with your words. You seem to crave that. Even if you don’t want the physical affect do you think he hugged you with his words enough.” And I’m like “I think so. He wrote me letters and gave me gifts” and she as like “ok.. did those make you happy or did they make you feel warm. Did they remind you ‘oh yea this person loves me’ or was it more if just.. this is how I should be treated.” And I was like :( because damn girl this hurts. Your hurting me. She was like “did you stop loving your mom when you realized she didn’t do anything worth loving.” And I was about to fucking kill myself because as much as I saw her struggle.. in my mind the bare minimum was her feeding me and giving me a house and shit. That’s all she COULD do. That’s literally it. She could only do a little bit for me and I didn’t feel love for her when I realized that’s all she could do. That’s.. awful. I feel so fucking bad that I thought like that.. and that I thought like that too late before I could change it and be better. Yes she fucked up. We would fight and argue and she would say some awful shit but she also tried so hard to give me a good life with the best possible education and food on the table as often as she could and the fact that I didn’t see that as enough.. that sucks.

She basically kept going on for about an hour or 2 until I was like.. “damn. I’m tired.” She gave me my meds and I went to bed and the next morning I went out and talked to some people.

Met this guy that was pretty neet. I got called into the office and they talked to me some more this after noon. It was basically just “you have very conflicting mental illness and we’re surprised you haven’t ended it all yet. Here have meds.” Lmao

Fr tho. I have autism, bpd, adhd, and some kinda aspd (not officially diagnosed.. or maybe I am but they gave my paper to my parents and I never saw it.) but they were like “Your listed here as a self centered .. extremely selfish narcissist with paranoia, social anxiety and general psychosis or schizophrenia (like all of it delusions, hallucinations, disorganized, thoughts and behaviors etc I was fucked up yeah I know.)

So paranoid schizophrenic with narcissistic personality disorder and religious psychosis. (Supernatural reference) and I was like :/ damn son where’d you find this.

They gave me some meds to take and the. Kinda watched me for a while.. I have to go back and be watched a few more times cuz ya know but I’m not excited about it.

My meds definitely work. I’m not like.. batshit insane anymore but I still have my symptoms because they didn’t cure me. I still have to go to therapy and shit for a while. I feel bad because my friends fucking hated me for a while because queenie told them what happened and tbh I’m surprised I was even slightly forgiven. I don’t use my mental health as like a “sorry I did that” moment but literally they was no other explanation for what that happened. It was straight up I thought I was god full on insane mode and then basic “your think in a shitty way and that’s not your fault but you still have to work on changing it.” Therapy.

Am I gonna apologize. Yeah. When.. idk. I pissed off so many people I’ve the past couple of days including my parents. They didn’t believe me at first but now they feel really bad for everything and shit.

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halfblood-princes-crown · 3 years ago

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I just think it’s funny how

Snaters will literally dump the flaws and mishaps of their fav onto Sev then act like it’s canon…

Like if your fav is a SOB and a dumbass then just say that!

Sev being obsessed with Lily…babes that was James😬 in fact, it was never specified that Sevs feelings were romantic…Assumption 101! James never took no for an answer then basically gave Lily an ultimatum… ‘date me and your friend lives’ type shit

Sev being a blood supremacist…. *cough* Regulus *cough*

Severus left Voldemort’s side ONLY because Lily was in danger! *coughs louder* Regulus *coughs louder*

He said Mudblood! Racism!!! Yeah, blame the half-blood for using his own slur but then like Draco…the pure blood who said it on multiple occasions💀💀 ✨hypocrisy ✨

Or if they aren’t doing that, they’re over exaggerating things..

He abused children! No, Umbridge abused children…Sev was just strict and a slight bitch, and what about it?

He was Nevilles Boggart! He was such a bad and mean teacher! Babes…🤣! Neville himself said that the thing could have easily turned into his grandma. If you really take time to think about it, and the way that boggarts work, Neville’s worst fear wasn’t really Snape, it was strict authority figures in general…ya know how Hermione’s worst fear was failure and not McGonagall herself? Yeah.

And let’s not forget the golden excuses!

Severus never grew up! James did! Where? James DIED….he was still going behind Lily’s back and everything. Just because you get married and have a family doesn’t mean you’re cured of Doucheitus…but I forgot…

He joined the order! Severus joined the DEs! Take what you will from that…🥱😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😑😑😑😯😯��😧😧SORRY IM AWAKE! I fell asleep from the boredom of not giving a fuck. You can join a group or project or organization meant to do good and still be a dick wad, you can also join groups and stuff that do harm without actually knowing what you’re getting into or what it all means ….shall I name irl examples of these things?? Or are we not ready for that conversation??

And the victim blaming is one of my two personal favorites!

Severus was bullying people, he deserved it! You’ve heard it here folks, if you’re a “bully” then you deserve to be sexually assaulted!

James was defending Lily! Wrong, when James approached Severus (because and only because Sirius’ incompetent ass couldn’t be productive and entertain himself), he was minding his own business, and the mudblood situation happened AFTER Severus was already choking mid air…that still wouldn’t explain how SA is ok, but go off I guess

“Snape must have used the spell on James or other students and thats how James learned it it! Snape got a taste of his own medicine!” That’s an assumption, but I expect nothing less from yall. From the looks of it, Snape never recieved credit for the invention of levicorpus. Lupin even stated that it was already popular and almost everyone used it to play jokes among themselves. So obviously everyone knew it…and let’s say for a second he DID use it on other students, SO DID EVERYONE ELSE! Why did that grant James the right to SA him?

He was a douchebag and he deserved to be bullied! Yes, the poor, abused kid deserved to have a rich, entitled pureblood and his ducklings in his face everyday SIMPLY BECAUSE HE EXISTED. Good job👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

And the pathetic thing is

Y’all can’t even admit that Severus is twice as interesting as all of your favs combined considering the fact that y’all have to take Sevs achievements and tragic backstory and give them to your plot piece characters while simultaneously proving our points about Severus right…I’m looking at the Regulus gurus…

By the looks of it, y’all only hate Severus because of his attitude…y’all don’t like that he isn’t the conventional “character with a tragic history does everything they can to not let the past get to them!”…. the “my past does not define me” hero….y’all don’t like that he’s a realistic representation of what abuse does to a person and that’s honestly concerning…

That’s just my take though🤷🏽‍♀️

#I’d hate to talk to y’all about real world situations cause WOW #smdh #pro snape #anti marauders #anti snaters #hp fandom #snapedom #pro severus snape #severus snape

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galaxyepiclysanstional · 2 years ago

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Introducing Blade the skeleton and Alice!!

Ill be adding their personalities under the comic and I was gonna write what Blade was saying but my handwriting made it harder lol 😆 😅 🙃

Blade: I....I don't know about this delta what if they're mean to me " looks down at delta sitting on his belly"

Delta: it's ok ill answer or Alice if you don't feel comfortable talking " gives him a cuddle as he try's to cuddle back"

Alice: Hi everyone My name is Alice and this is blade plus dont forget the lovely lady delta that created us and everyone else here ^^.

The mini comic Sleepy Delta

D: " is trying to stay awake but is slowly falling asleep 😴 💤 😪 "

B: Miss Delta you ok you look exhausted?

D: Huh n....n...no I'm f...fine blade "closes her eyes and curls up on blades belly and falls asleep to his soul beat" "silently snores"

B: oh ok um let's uh " places his hand on delta's arm to hold her upright and slowly falls asleep" yawns 🥱 " well looks like I'm not to far from joining you in snooze town huh 😅

He falls asleep while holding her in his arm/ hand Alice looks over and gives them a smile.

A: Well looks like it's just me " giggles " well um feel free to ask me and blade questions if he doesn't answer them either me or delta will answer for him 😉 😊

Now about blade and Alice

Blade he's a very shy guy who has suffered a lot from the witch that tortured him as a child. But once you get to know him he's a very nice, warm and cheerful guy that's a very quiet guy

He likes milkshakes and looking at flowers and varieties of plants in the forest. ( I think Alice and I (delta) are gonna make him a garden cause he loves looks at nature ^^. Plus cookies but he prefers chocolate chip 🍪 and a few other things ( snacks)

Alice: is a very quiet girl as a child her mother ( the witch) disowned her and threw her out. ( until she met blade her kind self came back and helped him and her self live in the forest)

She likes the same things as blade but she hates it when people are mean to him and tobia honest. I'm kinda the same as well

( feel free to ask them questions but please don't be rude to blade he doesn't like it when anyone picks on him. He and Alice are my two comfort characters. Oh and also if anyone wants to draw them feel free to ask 😊 😉 ☺) I haven't made a tag for them yet but I'll get on to it plus idk what to call the au yet 😅 😔

All characters belong to me

Enjoy UwU

#my art #digtal art #my oc stuff #alice #skeleton oc #giant/tiny #my artwork #digital sketch

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jdmainman123 · 3 years ago

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Wait Minnesota Beach called what they say I told black to stop pretending to be a father

Which one quit black skin quit calling gold Son dead daughter

Or goldson quit because he couldn't protect his daughter

OR DID YOU JUST RECRUIT ME TO A LOCATION WHERE BLACK SKIN WAS BEAT SENSELESS you know I never seen him recover from the punch he took in Boston with coronavirus was declared

WERE YOU HAVING ARSENAL OF MORE WHITE SKIN BLACK HAIRS HOW COME IT ALWAYS ENDS UP WHO ENDS UP WITH THE MOST MEN MOST BOYS so you telling me she's my most successful daughter because she has the most men

I'll take it the only problem is one of my beaches is full of just as many men AND I GOT ANOTHER PROBLEM A CITY IN SNOW WITH JUST AS MANY MEN

And 3 times as many girls

WE CAN'T GET OVER THIS ONE WHERE WE'RE NOT ALLOWED TO CONTINUE TO CALL GOLD SON DEAD DAUGHTER OUTSIDE AND THE ONLY MISSTATEMENT HERE IS THAT DAUGHTER MEAN WHILE BLACK SKIN ON EVERY CORNER IS BEING SHOUTED OUT BY WHITE HAIR WHITE SKIN BABIES AND BOYS AND WOMEN THAT DAUGHTER

Are you guys suffering from covid-19 did you guys have an incident where the blacks rated your neighborhoods again that's what happened we bought all them covids back to our neighborhood and they immediately sent their anger on the little black skin girl DENNIS WANTED TO SEE BLACK SKIN PEOPLE HURT AS THEY WERE HURT 🤕

Yeah after it's all said and done you spend half of my career trying to force a reality trying to force a belief of brainwashing only one minute only seems like your whole department is here trying to almost aim what I write and what I say and then the satellite will say the key word I CALLED IT RIGHT I WROTE IT YOU DIDN'T WRITE IT YOU DIDN'T CALL IT

What do I think they're talking about 911 I called the exactly what was happening it didn't stop

WE JUST CAN'T HAVE THIS YOU GUYS CAN HAVE THEM BOYS HERE AND HAVING THE ENTIRE CITY OF MEN CALL HIM A DEAD DAUGHTER JUST SO HE DIES WITHOUT A DAUGHTER THE PROBLEM WE HAVE IS YOU GUYS KIDNAP ME FROM ANOTHER BEACH YEAH I'LL GIVE YOU THE FACT I WAS BORED 🥱 BORED 😴 HERE but before you guys to do this for why would you do this because of what happened to your black skin son

That's why I called that little mother list white hair girl white skin I SAID HOW COULD YOU KILL THAT MANY LITTLE BLACK BOYS AND LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR and then I threw a towel in her face and said clean up clean yourself up

I mean we hate to State the obvious you guys ruin this girl's Life by so many little boys murdered MURDERED

After all this is said and done people are going to ask scientifically where was those little boys mothers WHERE WAS THE LITTLE BOY'S MOTHER

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