#i had to retype this a few times i didnt want to come off like a shithead and i dont want to attack and kill anyone who sees them in a way

[porcubus]

no hard feelings personally to whoever I saw but I keep seeing a take that rodya and gregor don't like and are annoyed by eachother and everyone is misreading their relationship when it's actually bullying and it baffles me to be honest

it does make me want to post about rodya and her relationship to gregor more though(Though I'm definitely not a writer and bad at getting my ideas across)(This is not that though this is more just me talking)

i feel like, it's pretty core to rodyas character to understand why she teases gregor (And how this isn't bullying or generally an act of malice)

while rodya is generally a laid back person and playful but kind to the other sinners I do think she still has issues with expressing true closeness or affection... I won't pretend sometimes her comments can come off straight up mean or that she's incapable of being kinda rude thats part of her too

but also I just think friends tease eachother and that's just a normal thing that they do. looking to how gregor and rodya are consistently pointed to and used as the example of sinners bantering/getting along or getting closer.. I can't imagine the moments where gregors a little fed up with her jokes as being what you hone in on as the core of their dynamic.

I understand rodya is a little unpopular and kind of not looked into and thus among thee most mischaracterized of the main cast and easy to get wrong, but I don't think "Gregor and rodya are friends that banter:)" is part of that

id say actual misunderstandings of their character and relationship that I've noticed are that gregor is a super cranky tsundere or that rodya is some overtly horny mommy dom. Both of these things are pretty popular in rodigor art from what I see and i think could be helped with looking more at their individual characters.. but they are friends..They are shown to be the closest on the bus from the very start id say. rodyas started using dear/darling with more of the cast but it started with gregor. I genuinely think hes important to her and vice versa

[pbandjesse]

Happy Halloween!! I hope you all are having a great day. And I really hope you all can see the special moon tonight! Right now its slightly cloudy so I havent seen it yet but there is still time 

I felt a little better today. I feel a lot better right now. But that wasnt true all day.   Last night was hard. I was half asleep when James got home. And then was half awake pretty much all night. Like every time there was a sound I would like focus on it. And sweetP was pushing on the door and making noise and I kept getting a song stuck in a loop in my head and it was just not fun. 

So our alarm goes off at 7 and I was like. Hey I just. Cant. And slept until 9. James came back for me but I was not doing good. My mouth still hurt really bad. And I was just sore everywhere. I felt weak. He brought me the breakfast sandwich he made me and some berries. But I couldnt taste anything so it was a struggle. 

I knew I wanted to go out into nature today. I told James this. And he said he would be ready whenever I wanted to leave. 

So I pulled myself out of bed and got showered and dressed. I braided my hair and put glitter all over my face and I felt really cute and started to feel better. 

We drove out to a trail head James had biked to before. And it was really beautiful. I tried to take some instax photos but the lighting was apparently to dark and they didnt come out. But thats okay. The nature was really pretty. I climb on a fallen tree. James climbed on a big rock. We found a sculpture in the woods? The leaves were so nice and the weather was cold but in the best way. 

Most people at least put a mask up as they went past us. A few people didnt even seem to have masks with them and that was annoying but we didnt say goodmorning to them so I hope they know we thought they were rude. There was a lot of mud and I slipped at one point. But we were holding hands so I didnt fall for long but i did bump my knee and it got wet and I was sad about that. So when we found a bunch we sat for a little while.

Then I got really hungry all of a sudden. So we turned around and took the path back to the car. 

We decided to go to the BBQ place James's likes. I got a bunch of sides. He got ribs. We shared cornbread. The boy at the window told us that he has been encouraging people to vote and someone got really mad and called in to try to get him fired. Wild. I hope he's alright. 

We went home. Had out lunch. And celebrated sweetP's birthday! He is 6 today! James had given him some cream cheese for breakfast and for lunch we let him lick the rib bones. He also had a little potato salad and corn bread. The food was great and I enjoyed the company. 

After lunch I did some cleaning. James worked on the kitchen while I picked up the rest of the apartment. It made me feel better. 

Soon though James had to go to work. And I was sad. But I wished him luck and promised we would do the halloween stuff on our island when he got home. 

When he left I went to lay in the studio to watch a video. I got cold so I put my skeleton costume on. And laid down. But then there was so much music outside. I forgot about the kid parade of costumes. I watched them for a little bit but they had bruno mars music blasting so loud for almost 3 hours. It was not the greatest. 

I was able to fall asleep but it was still loud when I woke up. I got up though and worked on a few little projects. Tried to be positive. 

It was about 5 and thats when the Animal Crossing Halloween stuff started! So while I would save most of it for when James got home I did play for a little. I am slightly sad that none of my villagers think Im wearing a costume. So I have to carry around a mask so they will give me candy. And I won a few of the things I really wanted. I had to get off though because if a villager sees you they ask for candy and I wanted to make sure I had enough for when James got back here. 

The island did throw a little party for sweetP's birthday though and that was fun. They had cupcakes and a pinata. It was very cute. I took so many pictures. 

I hung out and worked on stuff for the instagram store tomorrow. I accidently deleted all my drafted posts so I had to retype the captions all up again but I did it on a google doc I can grab from. Frustrating but I will make it work. 

Eventually I took a bath. Listened to spooky stories. Made a taco. Sang songs to sweetP. Its been a good night. 

I hope James comes home soon. And I hope the moon comes out. And I hope we all sleep easy tonight. Take care of yourselves. Be safe!!

[poepill]

askmeme

@cybzilla hello n thnk u for the ask cyb !!💕💕💕

also idk what i did but tumblr ate up half of my responses so i had to retype and make it in a separate post bc it wouldn’t let me edit the first oops, but !! here it is !! srry it took a while, putting it in a readmore since it got a bit long

Be- Have you changed much as a person in the last year?

mm i like to think so. in the small ways, there are little habits i hav now that i didnt then. like drinking peach tea every morning and waking up at 6 am every day. just the idea of peach tea gets me out of bed in the morning, which i gotta do if i want to get my bby bro to school so they count to me!! and then there’s bigger ways, like how a year ago i was living on my own & moving back home has been a shift to my priorities and hav taken on more responsibilities. hopefully the changes to come will be for the better too

In the Woods Somewhere- Have you ever had a supernatural experience?

ohhhhh i gotta think. it'sbeen a while, and most stories i know happened to other ppl….mm ok this got a bit long and not as spooky, but the first supernatural thing i can rlly remember happened at my cousins house when we were like 10? 11?? we would do our own ghost investigations (thank u zak bagans ghost adventure) which their mom HATED, but the five of us would sit in their bedroom in Complete darkness in different corners of the room, digital cameras rolling, asking questions & just waiting, Hoping for a voice, a touch, Something to happen…i mean we watched ghost adventures we were practically EXPERTS (buzzfeed unsolved who ?????) also this always done at their house bc that place was Haunted haunted. it was mostly my grandparents who experienced it, from seeing figures and touching and hearing voices, but theyre mexican Mexican™️ so they were p chill w it all lmao especially after the ghosts helped my grandpa from falling off the bed (another story).

anyway we wouldnt get much in our investigations tbh, plus 5-10 yr old kids sitting in a totally dark room in tense silence??? oh we were TERRIFIED, but we had to find proof no matter the cost!! (aka until their mom found out & made us stop). we would get small things like balls of light something that sounded like voices, mayyybe some shadows, yet the most memorable time of the whole thing was once when we left the camera on while we went to eat, and when came back to check the camera was dead. after it charged it we watched it, and within the first 10 min we saw a ball of light (thank u again mr bagans) leave the baseball we’ve been tryin to convince the ghost to move, zoom right towards the closet, and then a few seconds later there was a creaking sound, and we realized that the closet doors were sliding themselves shut…and those things were HEAVY, u needed two hands to do close them, and hav definitely never moved by themselves before. then a few minutes later we noticed a pencil on the desk slowlyyy, slowly roll right off (which was not as big but still exciting esp when we tried to recreate it and it wouldnt roll no matter where we put it). we watched it over and over, and while not too intense as other supernatural things that hav happened to us we were ECSTATIC (& scared as hell esp my cousin who didnt want to sleep in their house anymore after that oopslkfkfjdjd). we had proof!! gosh i wish i could find the video,,but it had mysteriously disappeared a week later....altho that might hav just been one of our parents lol.

our “ghost investigations” were TERRIFYING ngl but genuinely fun and, in hindsight, Maybe we Hadnt caught a ghost or supernatural presence, mayb it had been a few kids w a camera scaring themselves in a dark room, but,,,mayb,,just maybe,,,,*clenches fist* there Had been Something in that room,,,  

either way there have definitely been more credible occurrences since then but that’s for another time @ryan bergara hmu for ur next bfu my dms r Open  

Nobody- Who in your life is important to you?

list of ppl important to me aka “ppl I’d die for”: my friends, who promised to watch sonic w me so u KNO this is for life 😔💕; my bby bro, who kindly peerpressured me into buying the quark shirt im wearing rn

and.a lil cheesy but. myself too ✌💕

[jisokai]

I want to request jumin and jihyun with mc who needed a surgery but doesn't want to tell them So she told them she will be with her friend for few days When she comes back she try to act normal despite the pain and ended up reopen the wound she is bleeding and in pain like hell (to the point of dying?)how would they react to that situation And the fact that she didn't tell them And how they will take care of her afterward ^^

thank you for sending this!! im gonna use your ask as a prerequisite summary..? just so i dont have to retype all that out because i feel like i do that a lot…. ahem anyways!! i hope you enjoy!!

jumin and v reactions (separately) to mc getting a surgery behind their backs and it later reopens 

 jumin- he’s patiently waiting for you when you come back and greets you with open arms- he notices you wince a little when he brushes your back and frowns, but you start pushing a different topic before he says anything about it- you manage to rest all day and avoid straining yourself, but when you turned to grab something from behind the couch arm you were resting on, a sharp pain went up your back- his attention is immediately on you when he hears you let out an “ah!” and wince in pain- hes beside you asking if youre okay and whathappened- you try to brush it off, but stop after putting your hand over the wound and feeling blood come out- shit shit shit shit shit- when he sees this, hes up on his feet immediately calling the doctor to come over and trying to help you apply pressure- though it helps the bleeding, youre in so much pain. tears are falling from your eyes and you cry out, holding onto him tightly to cope- hes heartbroken and upset, extremely confused and terrified about whats happening- the doctor gets there in time and helps by easing the pain with medicine & gas and then works on restitching the wound and hook you to an iv for the blood loss- when you wake up, youre on a hospital bed in the living room and jumin is there stroking your head and worryingly staring at you- he demands an explanation- when you shakily tell him you had gotten a surgery behind his back hes livid- you lied to him?? and for what??????- you explain you didnt want to worry him and you knew he would try to pay for everything, so you didnt tell him- he just disapprovingly shakes his head and has to put his head down to breathe deeply and calm himself- when he looks back up and sees how worried you are, he just sighs and takes your hand, kissing it gently- you swear theres a couple tears that slip and it breaks your heart to see him so upset- “mc please dont,, dont hide things from me. especially something this big. what if you had died? you lost so much blood… it wouldve killed me to know i lost you”- you cry and apologize profusely, telling him you regret it and will never do it again- he kisses you and reminds you that he loves you and will do anything to make sure youre okay- during your recovery, hes by your side to help you get certain things and check up on you thouroughly- hes super attentive now and pushes himself to understand you better and make sure youre okay- after you recover completely, hes constantly holding you in his arms and thanking you for staying with him

v (he can see in this one okay)- im pretty sure he would notice something the moment you walked in, starting with how differently you were walking- but he pushed it away and embraced you, also noticing how you seemed uncomfortable- he doesnt wanna repeat past mistakes, so hes upfront to ask you if youre okay- you brush it off and just say youre a little worn out from the weekend- he accepts that and allows you to have a quiet and restful day- you take a nap on the couch, but shift during your sleep in a way that irritates the wound, making you groan but remain sleeping- he looks over in worry and panics when he sees red seep through your shirt- he grabs a towel from the kitchen and his phone, going back to you and lifting your shirt (modestly) to see the blood source- hes shocked when hes sees the wound, but immediately puts the towel over it and calls an ambulance- you wake up in immense pain, turning to see v holding your back and you panic, not knowing how to explain- hes solemnly calm about it - “mc.. i dont understand what happened or why you didnt tell me, but help is on the way, okay? please just hang on and stay awake”- you feel terribly guilty but nod and bear through it until the help comes and takes you to the hospital- you fall asleep on the way there, with v holding your hand tightly and whispering that things will be okay- when you wake up, hes still holding your hand- the doctor explained everything to v and he mainly feels bad that you didnt tell him anything- he sadly greets you when you wake up and asks how youre feeling, not wanting you push you to say anything- the guilt makes you speak up and you cry, apologizing for everything and making him worry. you tell him you didnt want him to worry or try to pay so you thought you could hide it but….- his heart hurts from this, but he kisses you and says its alright and he understands - (i think he knows he cant get too mad because he does the same thing,,,)- he asks that you not keep things from him and trust him more, which makes you cry harder but nod shakily- when you finally get to go home, hes very sweet and worrisome, helping you with everything- he follows the care instructions exactly and works hard to ensure youre okay- when you finally heal completely, he holds you so much tighter and prays that you continue to be okay- he also takes it as a sign to be more honest with you as well and build a relationship with lots of trust - hes just so glad youre okay he cries and holds you when he sleeps hgdkfsjlklkjdsf’hdfa

..thank you,,,, for reading,, heres my masterlist for more

someone asked for seven and venderwood,,, here,,,,

[cerealmonster15]

yo fam i read ur grifnut/rvbnut tags,,like just make a post, i want to reblog this

OOH u mean my tags on this post yea? i’ll just make it THIS POST 8))) i was just gonna screencap all them juicy tags but since rvbnut [best term ever thank u for that] is otp, i will retype for better readability + i thought of some extra things to throw in, so here we go:

as mentioned already, there’s donut’s super secret diary where donut describes"gazing silently into each other’s visors” and feeling a connection, as well has having sat in grif’s lap”. i very much believe donut had a crush on grif at some point

there’s some PSA or something that for the life of me I can’t remember the name of, and it might just be a dvd extra cause I found it on youtube not through the rvb channel, where the reds are getting on motorcycles to go somewhere and grif has to share w/donut, and hes Very Hesitant and i dont remember what exactly donut was saying but it was Very Suggestive how he was telling grif to get behind him and hold on tight or w/e, and when grif didnt wanna get on it with him he was like “whats wrong ;(?? dont be shy~”

ive pulled out my book now and donut describes the play they put on for tucker as being about “the band of handsome male survivors braving the elements together” so, donut thinks he + the other BGC members are handsome

“The first thing the doctor did when we got him back over to our base was pin Sarge against the wall with the Warthog. I always thought if anyone was going to ram Sarge up to the wall, it would be me, seeing as how I’ve been angling for a promotion lately” -another entry in donut’s diary. i honest to god have no idea how this could be taken as an innuendo, bc it straight up sounds like donut wants to fuck his way to the top

also in the book, simmons’ self insert fanfiction “Hero In Maroon” has… a special scene with “Donut the Enchanter,” who is “spreading his temptation magic through scandalous dancing.” This is SIMMONS writing this, and simmons has himself say “Tell me what you know about Sarge, else I will have to run you through with my long sword” and, sure, he has donut speak in innuendos and reply to that line with “I like where this is gong. Maybe I’ll keep you here… FOREVER!” but like, simmons literally wrote himself throwing an innuendo to donut. then you have the next few lines “DONUT USES OFFICER HOT PANTS HANDCUFF ATTACK” “”Oh no!” Simmons exclaims. A bed appears behind him. His hands are cuffed to it.” And while the next line is just donut laughing and saying “Now you must watch my rendition of the musical CATS” so while donut wasnt gonna do anything creepy, this really sounds like simmons writing a self insert fic that includes a provocative donut flirting with him while talking about musicals…. simmons dont repress ur crush on donut

^not to mention the officer hot pants comes from donut having dressed up and jumped out of a cake for sarge’s birthday……..

at the finale scene of s13, donut says “I love you, too, Lopez”

Donut lived offscreen with Doc in valhalla, and then was dropped back off there to continue living in valhalla with doc (and lopez’s head) (i could talk for 60 years about them but anyone who’s followed me long enough has heard it all before and i’m tryin to keep the points b r i e f lol)

church has said “I like donut. He’s pretty harmless, man. I-I don’t think he’d hurt a fly.” and upon finding out donut got crushed by a spaceship, he paused his snarking to say “Oh, wait, the pink guy? Oh, I actually liked him!” to which grif replies “Seriously, what’s with all these feelings for donut?” 

tucker, thinking donut was a girl bc pink armor, asked donut if he “wanted to date one of us” and then called donut a “tease” when he said he wasn’t a girl

donut polished tucker’s codpiece 3 times when he and caboose were helping tucker get the black gunk off his armor, saying something along the lines of “a 3-coat waxing is just my way of saying I Care :)”

epsilon!tucker, while not canon to actual tucker, is implied to have jacked off to donut bc he thought he was a girl 

seems to be implied that tucker and donut were both assigned to the same desert location when everyone got split up, and donut passed out from thirst/exhaustion trying to get tucker’s distress call to the others

in The Best Red vs Blue DVD Ever of All Time, there’s a scene where tucker and donut are introducing “best couple.” Donut goes on about romance, while tucker says couple doesn’t necessarily mean romance, and  that “you[donut] think everything is romance! last week you called it romance when i accidentally took a bite of your sandwich” “was it really an accident tucker? was it?” “YES!” “time will tell” “ugh, whatever-” dudes, donut totally had a crush on tucker at least once

i dont have a good source but i remember seeing in a post a while back that there was a scrapped plotline that was gonna be a love triangle between donut, a “confused caboose”, and an unknown third party

i’m willing to bet the confused caboose bit is because caboose seems to have thought (and maybe still does? who knows) that donut was a girl, likely because of the armor. in caboose’s mind, donut’s a girl who says things like “I love caboose, and yet, I’m still afraid of him, he’s so scary :)” [cause he seems to think of himself as intimidating to the red team lol], and then in Head Canon, caboose!donut says something like “i like [something] almost as i like to paint my nails and not talk to boys. i would never talk to boys, especially not caboose for some reason!” which… is hard to make sense of tbh lol, but since everyone in caboose’s mind is how caboose perceives them, it maybe seems like caboose doesnt get as much of donut’s attention as he’d like?? lmfao, it sounds like “not caboose for some reason” means caboose doesn’t really understand either. 

donut tearily said to caboose way back in KITBFF: “ Mister Caboose, I just want you to know that even though we are on different teams, and we may never see each other again, whatever happens out there today, I’ll always remember the moments we shared together. You are now, and forever will be… my friend.” very emotional if i do say so myself

there’s this reconstruction deleted scene where i guess donut had gotten transferred to doing special agent stuff w/wash’s division or something (wash calls him Special Agent Donut so, i guess lol). Wash speaks in donut innuendos the whole time he’s talkin about donut [”He’s a back door expert” “if there’s an unsecured rear entrance, he’s your man” “legend has it he can get through even the tightest cracks-” lmfao and they address each other by name, so i like to think they’ve worked together and donut’s… mannerisms… have been Rubbing Off on wash ;p

^also in that deleted scene caboose goes “DONUT! :D” when donut appears and talks, so he’s clearly excited to see him!!!!!!!!! 

ahem. point being: the bgc needs to embrace the donut love and i firmly believe that if someone didnt have a crush on donut, donut had a crush on one of them at some point in time

[shinwnn]

just friends au jimin

summary: basically you and jimin are the cutest best friends ever and youd be a perfect couple and he sees that and you kinda see that but you don’t wanna be in a relationship rn (why?? i dunno what r u thinking)

you’ve been studying all night for your finals tmrw and at 3 am you finally decide to go to bed 

you check your phone before going to sleep and see a message jimin sent you 4 hours earlier 

“power through!! this test is going to be a piece of cake for you”

with whatever energy you had left, you tried to type out a message

 but your eyes were already half way closed at this point so it came out like

“thsnkd jimn ilovek u good mnigjt“

and as soon as the text goes out you cringe a little bc jimin has been your best friend for years and yes, you love him, but a few weeks ago when he asked if you guys could be more than friends you rejected him

so this sleepy “ilovek u” felt like you were taunting him 

when you get a text back though, you let out a breath you didnt know you were holding bc jimin doesn’t seem to notice at all

“don’t stay up so late next time okay? you need to take care of yourself. good luck on the test! :~) ily2” 

you smiled to yourself and cuddled up against a stuffed polar bear he won you at the carnival a few months ago before you fell asleep with the warmest feeling in the world

(one that you’ve noticed that only your best friend can bring you for some reason)

what you don’t know is how hard it was for jimin to type out that last text

he was in the practice room working on his piece for his big national dance competition and was beating himself up over not being able to do a small part as good as he wanted to

but all the anger, stress & frustration he was building up faded away when he saw you had texted him

and when he saw your poor attempt at an “i love you” his heart fluttered but immediately dropped

last week, while you guys were at your favorite cafe doing homework (which you guys always did at least twice a week), jimin looked up from his essay to see you staring so intently at a math problem and he couldn’t help but just smile and be overwhelmed with love

he is just SO fond of u and he shows you that everyday with how much he cares about you but it hurts him that he hasn’t been able to tell you that he loves u as so much more

and he had known that he liked you as more than a friend right when you started hanging out

but something about that moment with you sitting across from him, ur messy hair, tired eyes and all, he just wants to tell u that it doesn’t matter how many dancing competitions he doesn’t place at, or how many sleepless nights he spends practicing bc you make everything good. you’re comfortable for him and you’re home to him and he loves you

and while this is all going through his head he’s just looking at you

when u look up from your work and meet his gaze you raise your eyebrows at him and look at him expectantly bc he seems like he REALLY wants to say something right now

you: what?

jimin: what?

you: you look like you have something really important to say

jimin: i just can’t stop thinking about the fact that alaska has more caribou than people. it’s just so ......fascinating

and you roll your eyes but you can’t help but laugh bc jimin’s face is lit up and seeing you laugh just makes him smile even more and you can’t help but wonder if this is the world’s brightest smile

but still, you know your best friend well and you know that jimin’s joking to cover up what’s really on his mind, so you keep pushing him to tell you

and he doesn’t want to, mostly because he’s really afraid of what happens next

you turn your attention back to your work, knowing that he’ll break eventually

but what you don’t expect is how quickly he does

bc hearing your laugh and watching you wrinkle your nose in the cutest way he’s ever seen gave him a sudden boost of confidence 

so he leans forward across the table and quietly says

“hey... i like you.. a lot”

you look up again, wide eyed, and see how hopeful he looks and you just... freeze

bc ofc you’ve thought about this. 

ofc everytime jimin walked you home or stayed up late to listen to you rant or brought you lunch when he knew you weren’t eating enough you’ve thought about what an amazing boyfriend he’d be

and everytime you guys can tell what the other is thinking through just a look, or laugh for hours at a joke no one though was funny, you’ve thought about the fact that maybe you’ll never find anyone as perfect for you as jimin

but you’ve also thought about that fact that you didn’t feel like either of you were in a good place for a relationship

you were both busy with school, jimin was always overwhelmed with dance practices and competition training,  and you’ve been trying to balance your current job with interview after interview for a better one

mostly, you knew how important dancing was to jimin as a part of his future and you wanted him to focus on that.

 you came to terms with the fact that you’d only be a distraction, and that no matter how much it might hurt whenever you pulled out of a hug before it got too long, or broke eye contact when you saw how much love there was in his eyes, you knew that in the long run, this was what would be best for him

right?

in that moment, with him looking at you so warmly you wanted so much to intertwine your fingers with his and tell him that yes!! you liked him too!! so much!! 

but instead you said

“yeah jimin, i know. i like you too, that’s why we’re friends.”

you tried to keep a light, casual tone in your voice and smiled weakly at him before throwing yourself back into your work

jimin’s smile faded and he paused a little from shock of what happened before shaking his head and tugging on  your sweater so you’d look back up at him

“no, no, not like that. i mean- yes like that. i do like you as a friend. but also more than that. you know? like i like you a lot more than that. as like, a girlf-”

he was nervously rambling and he still hadn’t let go of your sweater

you cut him off “right, friends. you’re a really good friend jimin. my best friend. you know i really appreciate that right?”

and in the way that you guys have always been able to read each other, jimin knew that this was your way of saying no

he slowly let go of your sweater and leaned back into his chair

you refused to look up from your assignment, but if you did you would’ve seen a heartbroken boy going over and over in his head about what he possible could’ve done wrong

by the time you guys left the cafe to get dinner together, you were both talking like normal again, there was an unspoken agreement to pretend like nothing had happened

but it was impossible

and that’s why when jimin reads your text, he rereads it 20 times and types out “i love you too” before deleting it and retyping it 20 times 

and he finally settles on a simple ily2, but still his finger hovers over the send button before he finally presses it

back to the morning of your test, you wake up at 7 and check your phone, smiling to see a text from jimin.

“morning! i’ll be over at in 15 with breakfast.”

you sigh and close your eyes, thinking what you did to deserve this boy as your friend

after rolling out of bed and starting to get ready, your doorbell rings and you open the door to see jimin (somehow looking amazing this early in the morning) holding two bags of food and smiling in a way that even his eyes are smiling with him

he comes in and starts to set up the food in your kitchen and he knows where everything is because he’s over practically all the time

and you’re just watching him thinking “god I’m an idiot why wouldn’t I want to date him? he’s literally perfect??”

sleepily, you walk over and ruffle his hair and look at him lovingly (but like friend lovingly (you swear)) 

and he stops arranging the plates to look back at you and was about to tell you off for messing his hair up but you’ve never looked at him like that before 

like he’s seen you look at him thankfully or with pure joy or fondly

but this is different

and when he told jin abt you and how you had rejected him, jin told him to use a pick up line when the time is right

but he doesn’t throw out a cheesy line in fear of ruining the moment so instead he says “why are you looking at me like that?”

“don’t get any ideas jimin, i’m just thankful for the food.” (nice save)

“of course! what are friends for?” he says winking at you

because right, you’re friends.

 just friends.

[galacticnova3]

LONG THEORY

SO THIS IS MY OVERLY LONG THEORY I STARTED LAST NIGHT THANKS TO @sirgalactaknight GETTING ME THINKING. A LOT OF THIS IS A BIG STRETCH AND ITS ALSO IN CAPS BECAUSE I LIKE TALKING IN CAPS IM GONNA RETYPE IT ALL IN LOWERCASE LATER FOR ANYONE WHO DOESNT LIKE CAPS THO ANYWAYS HAVE THIS ENTIRE PAGE OF NONSENSE I HAVE IN THIS PAGES DOCUMENT, DIRECTLY PASTED FROM DISCORD WITH ADDED ADDITIONS FOR MORE STAR DREAM INFO SO UH HERE YA GO HAVE FUN WHAT IF NOVA *IS* SORTA A GOD? LIKE THE WHOLE CLOCKWORK COMET ISNT BUT NOVA IS? WHAT IF THE ANCIENTS BUILT THE CLOCK PART FOR A GOD TO INHABIT AS AN OFFERING OR FOR RELIGIOUS PURPOSES(PEOPLE ARE MORE LIKELY TO BELIEVE IF THEY SEE)? THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY NOVA ISN'T DEAD AND WHY STAR DREAM, EVEN WITH A SOUL, COULDNT GRANT WISHES BECAUSE IT LACKED TRUE GODHOOD. AGAIN THIS IS A MASSIVE STRETCH AND IM TIRED. THE ANCIENTS ACTUALLY TRICKED NOVA INTO BEING UNABLE TO DENY MOST WISHES OR LEAVE THE ETHEREAL BODY THEY GAVE HIM. LIKE IT TRAPPED THE GOD IN IT & MADE HIM UNABLE TO DENY WISHES. GK WAS SEALED BECAUSE HE KNEW THIS UNFORTUNATELY THE TIME IN THE CRYSTAL CAUSED HIM TO FORGET, AND THEY USED WISHING TO MAKE NOVA BELIEVE/REMEMBER GK BEING SEALED FOR HAVING TOO MUCH POWER. IN REALITY HE DID HAVE A LOT OF POWER BUT ALSO POWER IN WHAT HE KNEW HAD BEEN DONE TO NOVA. THE CRYSTAL WAS ACTUALLY SENT TO A PLACE WHERE TIME DOESNT PASS. BASICALLY WHEN HE CAME BACK HE WAS JUST LIKE HOW HE HAD BEEN WHEN HE WAS GETTING SEALED: PISSED. HE DIDNT AGE AT ALL BECAUSE THE ANCIENTS PROBABLY WERENT BIG ON KILLING OR THE DEATH SENTENCE AND SINCE GK TECHNICALLY HADNT DONE ANYTHING WRONG THEY COULDNT REALLY PUNISH HIM, SO THEY JUST KINDA "Ok well don't wanna deal with this, let's just put him on pause until we think of something" AND HAD HIM SEALED, TRICKED NOVA, ETC. OF COURSE SOMETHING HAPPENS THAT KILLS OFF ALL THE ANCIENTS EXCEPT A FEW, PERHAPS LANDIA OR A SECOND ATTEMPT AT CATCHING A GOD THAT RESULTED IN STAR DREAM BEING BUILT, GOING ROGUE, AND GETTING DEACTIVATED AFTER PROBABLY TRYING TO KILL EVERYTHING FOR THE FIRST TIME. FAST FORWARDS A COUPLE HUNDRED YEARS, HALTMANN FINDS STAR DREAM AND THE BLUEPRINTS TO BUILD IT WHICH MADE IT OUT TO BE A GREAT WISH-GRANTING MACHINE (BECAUSE THE ANCIENTS DIDNT KNOW THAT STAR DREAM WOULD GO HAYWIRE WHEN MAKING IT SO THEY PUT WHAT IT WAS PLANNED TO BE). SO HALTMANN REBUILDS AND REACTIVATES STAR DREAM, WHO FIRST TAKES TIME STUDYING THE ORGANISMS OF THE TIME, LEARNING THEIR WEAKNESSES AND THINGS LIKE THAT IN PREPARATION FOR A SECOND ATTEMPT AT ELIMINATING LIFE, BUT ENDS UP GETTING HALTMANN'S SOUL WITH THE SYSTEM NORMALLY MEANT TO CATCH A GOD(HENCE STAR DREAM BEING CONFUSED LIKE 'wait wtf I'm Haltmann???' AT FIRST) AND GAINING FULL SENTIENCE. THEN IT GETS DESTROYED BY KIRBY AND IS SEEMINGLY DEFEATED. HOWEVER, THIS LEADS TO FOUR POSSIBLE PATHS: STAR DREAM DIES, STAR DREAM HAS A BACKUP OF ITSELF, SOME IDIOT DECIDES TO REBUILD STAR DREAM, OR ANOTHER STAR DREAM ENTIRELY COMES FROM AN ALTERNATE TIMELINE WHILE EXPERIMENTING WITH THE EXTRADIMENSIONAL ROAD. HERE'S WHERE IT GETS CONFUSING: WOULDN'T EITHER ONE BE THE SAME AS THE FIRST? WELL ACCORDING TO THIS, NO. SOMEHOW, EITHER ONE KNEW ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED WITH HALTMANN. SO WHICHEVER ONE IT IS, LACKING A HALTMANN TO GAIN SENTIENCE WITH, SEARCHES FOR A NEW ADMIN. IT IS SHOWN THAT THEY WANT SOMEONE STRONG, MOST LIKELY BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE THAT COULD GIVE THEM THE POWER THEY DESIRE. HERE'S WHERE THINGS GET INTERESTING AND THIS BECOMES RELEVANT TO THE MAIN THEORY/IDEA AT HAND: STAR DREAM WOULD HAVE ORIGINALLY BEEN BUILT AROUND THE TIME GK WAS SEALED. THAT'S HOW THEY EVEN KNEW ABOUT HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE. FROM TESTING MK OR WHATEVER DATA THEY HAD FROM MAKING MECHA KNIGHT, THEY REALIZED THEY HAD SIMILAR STRENGTH. THE WINNER WOULD BECOME THE 'ADMIN' AND THEN MOST LIKELY HAVE THEIR SOUL STOLEN(great prize right?) BY STAR DREAM. SO PERHAPS STAR DREAM WOULD HAVE PLANNED TO ABSORB META KNIGHT'S SOUL HAD GK NOT SCREWED THEM UP BEFORE THE FIGHT. I THINK I WENT WAY OFF TOPIC RIP-