#i had the thought “imagine playing operation with Rollo”

[twstddream]

It was quiet in the president's office of Noble Bell Academy. Sitting across from you, brows furrowed, is Rollo Flamm, the Student Council President himself. As for what had caught his ire? A mere board game.

After the events of the masquerade, you had developed a friendship with Rollo, recognizing the hurt and inner turmoil he was going through. So you reached out. It didn't start out so great, with great resistance from the prideful boy, but all those attempts have led to now.

"Blasted thing! Now I'm in debt!"

His sharp glare contrasted harshly with the softness of white hair, which now sits frazzled atop his head. His signature hat has been long since discarded, collecting dust somewhere in the room. With his building frustration, you feel the need to intervene.

"Okay, Rollo, I think that's enough of Monopoly"

At this the boy throws you a pointed look, similar to a pout, but ultimately concedes and helps you pack the boardgame up.

You'll admit, it was amusing to ruffle the feathers of the ever-stoic president, but this was getting a bit too heated for your liking. Who knew that Rollo Flamm could get so invested in party games? Like you said, it was cute. He was cute. The way his eyes shine when he develops a plan in his favourite strategy games. How he hesitates moving a piece, double-checking that he's in the right spot. Or the way he smiles when he achieves victory. If the session was particularly intense, he'll even allow a small smirk to slip through his carefully-constructed mask. Nothing is greater than those moments.

Sure, it hurts to lose, especially to someone so proud, but Rollo is not a sore winner. He always stands up and offers you a handshake and good word after, his fingertips grazing yours for a second too long before pulling away, and his words saccharine sweet. Today is the same as ever, he plows through the pleasantries and goes to shake your hand.

It's silent for a few moments as Rollo doesn't move to pull away but instead to grip your hand tighter. He steers to instead interlace your fingers, his hands the tiniest bit shaky.

"Thank you, prefect. I truly mean that," his eyes dart around wildly, looking at anything but you, despite the lack of eye contact he continues

"After my brother, I never let myself in indulge in such frivolous activities. All I could think about was my goal, my brother, my helplessness. I missed out on so much, and I realize that now," by now he's started looking you in the eyes, gaining back his usual confidence as he let's his innermost thoughts and feelings spill.

"Your efforts of reaching out put me off at first, I thought you wanted revenge, or I was being set up. But I realize now the kind of person you are. You're steadfast, strong-willed, and overall kind. So, for giving me another chance, for letting me reclaim lost experiences and joy, I thank you from the bottom of my heart." His words are sincere, and his eyes are teary. Without a second thought, you pull the boy into a hug and rub soothing circles on his back, giving him some much-needed comfort.

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idk I love him. Not a great ending. I might finish this up and turn it into a full fic one day.

[warden-pandora]

Please Ignore for now  *Currently Under Construction*

THE WRATH OF HEAVEN

>> “Mad World” // Tears for Fears [Solas POV]

”The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had”

THE THREAT REMAINS

>> “She” // Green Day

”Are you locked up in a world that’s been planned out for you?”

>> “Smooth Operator” // Sade

”No place for beginners or sensitive hearts, when sentiment is left to chance��� 

IN HUSHED WHISPERS

>> “Accelerate” // Susanne Sundfør

“Wars erupting like volcanoes, blood streaming down the walls”

IN YOUR HEART SHALL BURN

>>

.............. 

FROM THE ASHES

>> “Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)” // Eurythmics

“Everybody's looking for something. Hold your head up, keep your head up.”

>> “sea castle” // Purity Ring [Solas POV]

“I could give you petty rhymes of worlds that I contrived. They're in my sleep, my dreams, I speak them.”

“I FELT THE WHOLE WORLD CHANGE”

>> “Building a Mystery” // Sarah McLachlan

“Can you look out the window without your shadow getting in the way?”

>> “Skinny Love (Bon Iver Cover)” // Birdy

”I tell my love to wreck it all“

>> “Arty Boy (Feat. Emma Louise)” // Flight Facilities

“Oh, every part of me wants every part of you. Oh, you're so different, you're my perfect kind of fool.”

>> “Five Seconds” // Twin Shadow

“Linking arms to the right time, drop your head to please mine”

>> “Dreaming of You” // Selena

“I just want to hold you close, but so far, all I have are dreams of you...”

>> “I Might” // Tom Grennan [Solas POV]

“Don't want no one messing up my bed, fucking with my head, it's no lie. But when you look at me like that, I might...”

ALL NEW, FADED FOR HER

>>  “Fade Away” // Susanne Sundfør

”The sound of your heart, it sounds lonely“ 

“AR LATH MA, VHENAN”

>>  “This Must Be the Place (Talking Heads Cover)” // Kishi Bashi [Solas POV]

”I'm just an animal looking for a home”

>> “Drowned World/Substitue for Love” // Madonna [Solas POV]

“I traveled round the world looking for a home, I found myself in crowded rooms feeling so alone”

>> “Eaten Alive” // Diana Ross [Solas POV]

“I'm a sucker for someone, and I got the prey in sight, lying on a bed of leaves...”

>> “It Had to Be You” // Frank Sinatra [Solas POV]

“I wandered around and finally found, that somebody who could make me be true, could make me feel blue. And even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you.”

>> “Loving the Animal” // Superet [Solas POV]

“I've questioned every choice we've made... I tried to melt you from this gold, left a taste in my mouth but I still taste gold.”

>> “Only You” // The Platters [Solas POV]

“You're my dream come true, my one and only you. Only you can make this change in me.”

WICKED EYES AMD WICKED HEARTS

>> “Concerto in G Minor for Violin, Strings and Continuo, Op. 8, No. 2, Rv. 315 'Estate” (Summer): III. Presto” // Vivaldi

Instrumental

HERE LIES THE ABYSS

>>  “Wonder Woman’s Wrath” //

Instrumental

>> “Shout” // Tears for Fears

”In violent times you shouldn't have to sell your soul”

WHAT PRIDE HAD WROUGHT

>> “Wolf” // First Aid Kit

"And I hope for a trace to lead me back home from this place.”

WELL OF SORROWS

>>

.............. 

“AR LASSA MALA REVAS”

>> “Fly” // Ludovico Einaudi

Instrumental

“I AM SORRY”

>> “Water Under the Bridge” // Adele

”It's so cold out here in your wilderness, I want you to be my keeper”

>> “The Smell of Us” // The Dove & The Wolf

"Can we make it last a little longer? Don’t leave my bed just yet... How am I supposed to forget the smell of us?”

>> “Are You Hurting the One You Love?” // Florence + The Machine [Solas POV]

”Are you hurting the one you love? You'd like to stay in heaven but the rules are too tough” 

>> “High Enough to Carry You Over” // CHVRCHES

“If I could see you now, if you would listen, every fault would fade into the distance”

>> “Ambulance” // Eisley

”And is it really safe to say that we're just made that way? Made to brave the pain”

>> “Vanessa” // Del Water Gap

“I just wanted to tell her ‘I won't deal with this peacefully, no, I'm just not like that’”

>> “My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon” // Fallout Boy

“I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go, but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.”

>> “High and Dry” // Radiohead

“It's the best thing that you ever had, the best thing you have had is gone away.”

DOOM UPON ALL THE WORLD

>> “Paper Tiger” // Rachel K Coolier [Fighting Corypheus]

 "I’ve seen pride come before a fall, too proud to bow down at all.”

POST CORYPHEUS DEFEAT

>> “Darlings” // Susanne Sundfør

” We thought love could change our names and free us from our earthly chains"

>> “Almost Lover” // A Fine Frenzy 

“Well, I never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me.”

>> “Here with Me (Feat. Dido)” // Rollo

“I don't want to call my friends... They might wake me from this dream. And I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been.”

>> “Love Song (Extended Mix) // The Cure [Solas POV]

“However far away, I will always love you.”

>> “You Stole My Heart Away” // Niki and the Dove

“And people ask me how I'm doing, but I just pretend I cannot hear them. They're just strangers to me.”

>> “Where’s My Love?” // SYML

Instrumental

>> “Goodbye, Sweet Mango” // Valley Hush [Solas POV]

“’Please don't go,’ [s]he said to me, our laughter echoing, as I am boarding my plane. I'll be back, I swear. I can promise you that, I just can't promise you when.”

>> “Outspoken Dirtbiker” // Islands [Solas POV]

“And all I want to do is sleep in. I don't want to win anything. Every race will end, I don't want to win anything.”

>> “The Apple” // V V Brown

“Our love crashed before our lives. Don't bring me down.”

>> “Only One” // Little Dragon

“Not even river on a cheek... She sat across the bar for weeks, getting sober.”

>>“By My Side” // Porches [Solas POV]

“I believe our love is true truer than I've ever known...”

TRESPASSER

>> “Chemical Prisoner” // Falling In Reverse

“There's two wolves battling us all right now. One's good, the other one's evil. If you're wondering which wolf inside will succeed...Simple, it's the one that you feed.”

>> “Leave a Trace” // CHVRCHES

“And I know you'll never fold, but I believe nothing that I'm told”

>> “Foolish Games” // Jewel

“You'd teach me of honest things, things that were daring, things that were clean...”

>> “Wolves Still Cry” // Lawrence Rothman

“A face that lost a thousand ships but there's nothing I can do to save your... Life is in your hands and I don’t believe you anymore.”

>> “Howl” // Florence + The Machine [Solas POV]

“My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in. You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to howl.”

>> “Call Off Your Ghost” // Dessa

“And it's better to just pretend that I can't see you waiting, can't hear you call my name and I know how much you hate it”

>> “The Man Who Sold the World” // David Bowie [Solas POV]

For years and years I roamed, I gazed a gaze-less stare. We walked a million hills... I must have died alone a long, long time ago...

>> “Monster” // BIG BANG [Solas POV]

“Your existence is a chronic disease, a repetition of pain. You’re a lingering attachment in my heart”

>> “No One’s God” // Saint Cava

“Lose myself for someone I can’t buy... But didn’t he already try and tell me he is no one’s god.”

“OUT OF TIME”

>> “Square One (feat. MAX)” // Grandtheft [Solas POV]

“I’m back at square one and there’s no turning back to what we were and all we had. Ain’t nothing I can do ‘bout that, I know I let— I know I let you down”

>>“Frozen” // Madonna (Nim POV)

“You only see what your eyes want to see... How can life be what you want it to be?”

>>  “Come Undone” // Duran Duran [Solas POV]

“Can't ever keep from falling apart at the seams... Can I believe you're taking my heart to pieces?”

>> “Cosmic Love” // Florence + The Machine 

“The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out. You left me in the dark... No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight.”

>> “Wasted Times” // the Weeknd

“And even though you put my life through hell, I can't seem to forget 'bout you, 'bout you. I want you to myself.”

>> “Get Out” // CHVRCHES [Solas POV]

”So do you want to turn it around? And do you want to show me how?”

>> “No Pride in Paradise” // The New Division

“You're working on the side, you make another enemy. It's hard to play the cards when you're working for the man... All the truth and the lies... There's no pride in paradise.”

>> “I Love You But I’m Lost” // Tears for Fears

“Too many people were talking without moving their mouths. Smell the gaze, smell the lights, ever wondered 'bout the lies that have stolen my thunder...”

>> “God Knows (The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya Cover)” // AmaLee

“Let’s escape and chase after the dreams we both create and maybe then we’ll mend, so then you can transcend beyond your lonely heart.”

>> “X-Communicate” // Kristin Kontrol

“Just when I think that you have had enough, your embrace melts the ice from my tongue.“

>> "I Have Nothing” // Whitney Houston

“Stay in my arms if you dare, or must I imagine you there?”

POST TRESPASSER

>> “Shame (Whole Heart Howl)” // Gene Loves Jezebel [Solas POV]

“And I call. And pray that you'll appear. I slip into the shade. Will you save me anyway?”

>>  “Lover, Where Do You Live?” // Highasakite  

“And if I ever see you, again my Love, all I'm ever gonna do is set the shivers down that spine of yours...”

>> “Crying in the Rain” // A-Ha [Solas POV]

“I'll never let you see the way my broken heart is hurting me. I've got my pride and I know how to hide all the sorrow and pain.”

>> “Running With the Wolves” // AURORA [Solas POV]

“A million voices inside my dreams... My heart is left so incomplete”

>> “My Silver Lining” // First Aid Kit

“I try not to hold on to what is gone, I try to do right what is wrong. I try to keep on keeping on.”

>> “Dark Doo Wop” // MS MR

“This world is gonna burn, burn burn burn. As long as we're going down, Baby you should stick around.”

>> “Insomnia” // Faithless [Solas POV]

“Insomnia please release me and let me dream of makin' mad love to my girl on the heath, tearin' off tights with my teeth...keep the beast in my nature under ceaseless attack “

>> “The Power of Goodbye” // Madonna

“You were my lesson I had to learn, I was your fortress you had to burn.”

>> “Gone” // Madonna

“Dream away your life, someone else's dream. Nothing equals nothing.”

>> “In Dreams” // Empress Of

“Sólo en sueños (only in dreams), in my dreams you come to see me.”

>> “Odeum” // Gin Wigmore

“Your kingdom fell and took apart that little beast that made your heart...“

DA:4

>> “Memorial” // Susanne Sundfør

“I dreamt the gods descended, I dreamt that time had ended”

>> “Rewind (Feat. Missing Words)” // The New Division [Solas POV]

“ I'll try to see the world through your eyes, I'll try to find some hope inside “

[sunshineweb]

How to Generate Stock Ideas: An Unusual Lesson from a 1939 Book

One of the best books I read before starting on my journey of building Safal Niveshak was James Webb Young’s A Technique for Producing Ideas, originally published in 1939. After all, I was trying to build my idea bank for things I wanted to do in life then.

In this book, Young lays out with brilliant simplicity the five essential steps for a productive creative process. Explaining how the production of ideas is largely a result of process than talent, he writes –

The production of ideas is just as definite a process as the production of Fords; that the production of ideas, too, runs on an assembly line; that in this production the mind follows an operative technique which can be learned and controlled; and that its effective use is just as much a matter of practice in the technique as is the effective use of any tool.

My limited experience in investing suggests that what is most valuable to know about idea generation is not just where to look for a particular idea, but how to train the brain in the method by which all ideas are produced and how to grasp the principles which are at the source of all ideas.

Anyways, the five steps for generating ideas Young outlined in his book are –

1. Gathering the raw material

Gathering raw material in a real way is not as simple as it sounds. It is such a terrible chore that we are constantly trying to dodge it. The time that ought to be spent in material gathering is spent in wool gathering. Instead of working systematically at the job of gathering raw material we sit around hoping for inspiration to strike us. When we do that we are trying to get the mind to take the fourth step in the idea-producing process while we dodge the preceding steps.

2. Digesting the material

What you do is to take the different bits of material which you have gathered and feel them all over, as it were, with the tentacles of the mind. You take one fact, turn it this way and that, look at it in different lights, and feel for the meaning of it. You bring two facts together and see how they fit. What you are seeking now is the relationship, a synthesis where everything will come together in a neat combination, like a jig-saw puzzle.

3. Unconscious processing

It is important to realize that this is just as definite and just as necessary a stage in the process as the two preceding ones. What you have to do at this time, apparently, is to turn the problem over to your unconscious mind and let it work while you sleep.

When you reach this third stage in the production of an idea, drop the problem completely and turn to whatever stimulates your imagination and emotions. Listen to music, go to the theater or movies, read poetry or a detective story.

4. A-ha moment

Out of nowhere the Idea will appear.

It will come to you when you are least expecting it — while shaving, or bathing, or most often when you are half awake in the morning. It may waken you in the middle of the night.

5. Idea meets reality

It requires a deal of patient working over to make most ideas fit the exact conditions, or the practical exigencies, under which they must work. And here is where many good ideas are lost. The idea man, like the inventor, is often not patient enough or practical enough to go through with this adapting part of the process. But it has to be done if you are to put ideas to work in a work-a-day world.

Do not make the mistake of holding your idea close to your chest at this stage. Submit it to the criticism of the judicious.

When you do, a surprising thing will happen. You will find that a good idea has, as it were, self-expanding qualities. It stimulates those who see it to add to it. Thus possibilities in it which you have overlooked will come to light.

Overlooked but Highly Important – Unconscious Processing I believe that one of the easiest, but one of the most important steps, in Young’s idea generation process is the third. Once he was sure he had thoroughly considered the problem, he would “drop it.” He would go to bed, take a walk or move on to some unrelated task. What this step does is that it allows your unconscious to go to work.

In Thinking, Fast and Slow, renowned psychologist Daniel Kahneman synthesizes his many years of research and makes a strong case for understanding our two systems of thinking –

System 1, which is fast, intuitive and emotional; and

System 2, which is slower, more deliberate and logical.

Kahneman explains that we rely too heavily on System 1, need to engage System 2, and we need to understand the impact of both on decision-making. Young’s third step – when you drop the problem and shift your mind somewhere else – allows your more creative system 2 to come up with an idea without the interference of the self-critical system 1.

In this third step, Young stresses the importance of making absolutely “no effort of a direct nature.” To re-quote him –

It is important to realize that this is just as definite and just as necessary a stage in the process as the two preceding ones. What you have to do at this time, apparently, is to turn the problem over to your unconscious mind and let it work while you sleep.

When you reach this third stage in the production of an idea, drop the problem completely and turn to whatever stimulates your imagination and emotions. Listen to music, go to the theatre or movies, read poetry or a detective story, or simply go for long walks.

Noted German physician Helmholtz said –

So far as I am concerned, they [ideas] have never come to me when my mind was fatigued or when I was working at my working table.

American psychologist Rollo May believed that –

…inspiration comes from sources in the unconscious that are stimulated by conscious ‘hard work’ and then liberated by the ‘rest’ that follows.

Here I can also connect what Maria Konnikova wrote about Sherlock Homes in her brilliant book Mastermind: How to Think Like Sherlock Holmes –

One of the most important ways to facilitate imaginative thinking is through distance. In ‘The Adventure of the Bruce-Partington Plans,’ a case that comes quite late in the Holmes-Watson partnership, Watson observes:

One of the most remarkable characteristics of Sherlock Holmes was his power of throwing his brain out of action and switching all his thoughts on to lighter things whenever he had convinced himself that he could no longer work to advantage. I remember that during the whole of that memorable day he lost himself in a monograph which he had undertaken upon the Polyphonic Motets of Lassus. For my own part I had none of this power of detachment, and the day, in consequence appeared to be interminable.

Forcing your mind to take a step back is a tough thing to do. It seems counterintuitive to walk away from a problem that you want to solve. But in reality, the characteristic is not so remarkable either for Holmes or for individuals who are deep thinkers. The fact that it is remarkable for Watson (and that he self-admittedly lacks the skill) goes a long way to explaining why he so often fails when Holmes succeeds.

Psychologist Yaacov Trope argues that psychological distance may be one of the single most important steps you can take to improve thinking and decision-making. It can come in many forms: temporal, or distance in time (both future and past); spatial, or distance in space (how physically close or far you are from something); social, or distance between people (how someone else sees it); and hypothetical, or distance from reality (how things might have happened). But whatever the form, all of these distances have something in common: they all require you to transcend the immediate moment in your mind. They all require you to take a step back.

In essence, psychological distance accomplishes one major thing: it engages System Holmes.

Consider how does Holmes go about his reasoning. First of all, he took a step back, quite literally distancing himself from the scene of the investigation. Note that he distanced himself both in –

Space – by changing location and removing himself from the scene of the investigation entirely, and in

Time – by giving himself a day to reflect on the events.

The technique is an important one to remember whenever you try to form a broad picture of something or gain perspective on a choice, however specific it may be.

While dealing with his cases, as Konnikova writes in her book, Holmes did not keep banging his head against the same wall. Instead, in one instance he smoked several pipes and in others, he played his violin, meditate, or take walks.

Now, distance from the case is not what benefits only the detectives. In reality, a change of activity can lead to moments of powerful insight any field of activity.

Consider investing for instance. When you act in the heat of the moment or come to rash judgments, which often happens during the extreme period of hype or fear, you increase the chances of mixing information that is crucial to your decision-making with information that is just incidental.

Even more dangerous is the fact that, during such heady times, you are more likely than not to overweigh the incidental over the crucial and so make a choice that is far from ideal.

Consider as recent a period as November 2016 when the Indian government announced demonetization of Rs 500 and Rs 1000 currency notes. The stock markets went into a tizzy. A poll of equity ‘strategists’ and brokers suggested widespread downgrades to Sensex’s target for end 2016 and 2017. In the heat of that moment, I found a lot of investors I know going berserk and selling their stocks because “the outlook was negative.”

When the need of the hour was to pause, step back, and avoid panic, a lot of investors did just the opposite.

Blaise Pascal’s thought that all of humanity’s problems stem from man’s inability to sit quietly in a room alone, came to light once again.

We are sailing in a similar boat again, though this time a high tide has lifted our boat and a lot of investors consider the future to be brighter than ever. Valuations that have crossed reasonable levels across the board are being justified with higher corporate earnings in the future.

Don’t get me wrong here. I am not suggesting that one should sell stocks and wait for the markets to fall to buy again. I am not selling my stocks either. But what such a situation demands from me – like demonetization did – is to pause instead of going with the flow, step back a little, and let the insights come to me (this is considering that I have already done some hard work in trying to identify new stock ideas, which seem hard to come by these days).

You see, that’s really hard for many of us – to pause and step back – because we don’t trust that this process CAN work or WILL work for us on our problem or issue. That strikes me as normal and human and yet, because I have a hard time with this too.

A few ways I try to overcome this is to go for long walks, take long travels, and regularly keep some sort of meditation habit in force which just helps me calm the part of my mind that doesn’t believe in benevolence of the universe.

And it is here that I remember Paulo Coelho’s words from The Alchemist –

When you really desire something from the heart and soul, all the universe conspires you to achieve it.

Just that, apart from doing the work, you must often pause, step back, and let the universe offer you its benevolence through moments of insights.

Treat Decision Making as a Puzzle Maria Konnikova wrote in a wonderful piece in Scientific American –

You can think of the exercise as a large, complicated puzzle: the box has been lost, so you don’t know what exactly you’re putting together, and pieces from other, similar puzzles have gotten mixed in over the years, so you’re not even sure which pieces belong. How do you go about solving it?

You’ll never know how the pieces fit together unless you have a sense of the puzzle as a whole. Even though you may not have the benefit of the picture on the box to start, some pieces jump out right away: the corners, the edges, colors and patterns that obviously go together. And before you know it, you have a clearer sense of where the puzzle is heading, and where and how the remaining pieces should fit. You can now easily throw out the pieces of those pesky other puzzles that somehow got mixed in and focus on filling in the important missing details of the one you’re working on.

But you’ll never solve it if you don’t take the time to lay the pieces out properly, identify those telling starter moves, and try to form an image in your mind of the picture as a whole. Trying to force individual pieces at random will take forever, cause needless frustration, and perhaps lead to your never being able to solve the thing at all.

So listen to Holmes … and make a habit of taking a breath, stepping back, and assessing everything from a distance – or from a number of distances. Only then can you begin to separate the crucial from the incidental.

Charlie Munger said – “The way to win is to work, work, work, work and hope to have a few insights.”

I would modify it a bit thus – “The way to win is to work, work, work, pause, step back, and hope to have a few insights.”

Also Read –

A Technique for Producing Ideas – James Webb Young

Lessons from Sherlock Holmes: Perspective Is Everything, Details Alone Are Nothing

P.S. I got the idea of this post on a family holiday, while away from work.

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