#i had SO MUCH inspirstion to write for amethyst haze tho so im also very annoyed with myself and im struggling with being kind to myself ab
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mentioned snøfle was sick earlier. the bastard ate a 12cm string while my catsitter was in the bathroom yesterday right before i came home. he has absolutely no symptoms or issues whatsoever but im convinced he wont survive passing it, so i havent slept since saturday night and keeping a constant watchful eye on him; hes eating, drinking, playing and going to the toilet just fine (hasnt made number two since right before he ate the string, so im waiting patiently </3)
we have my friends mom on standby to go to the vet in case he gets complications but ive always been somewhat of a hen parent and im pacing nervously around :( i know im 97% over reacting but i cant bear the thought of losing him while i sleep or am out, so everythings on standby rn. i wanna write but my minds elsewhere but it did help a little to draw earlier but hands do be hurty <3 ill reply to ppl asap but my minds uh. cluttered
#i had SO MUCH inspirstion to write for amethyst haze tho so im also very annoyed with myself and im struggling with being kind to myself ab#it. i know cats eat strings and stuff all the time but hes never been interested in the stuff for 7+ yrs so thats why my babysitter noticed#too late. i know ppl think im crazy abt but 😭😭 hes literally a therapy cat and have LITERALLY stopped me physically from kms twice#back when my life was rough by pulling me out of it and i dont think id forgive myself :(((((((#nohr.txt#tw pet loss mention#tw suicide mentions (tho no plans. just past mentions)
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