#i gotta keep it real with yall!!!! im tired of grieving and being abused and wanting to die all the time in isolation
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#state of my mental health rn#i gotta keep it real with yall!!!! im tired of grieving and being abused and wanting to die all the time in isolation#i really cant articukate it anymore lmao i am completely hopeless and on my own at this point#i feel like theres nothing left i can do#i know all i do is bitch and complain go away then im not holding a gun to your head lmao#i feel like my bodies just gonna fucking explode lmao#im too tired to find the words that really give it justice how much i wish i was dead anymore#its too much all the time lmao!!!! im tired its too much and im a pussy i cant take it!!!!!#and i dont think im crazy for being this tired given the circumstances#i talk about how bad and unsafe im feeling and im a manipulator#i internalize it all and feel like i dont deserve it and should be treated better and with urgency of my situation and im a narcissist#i cant win with emotions i cant win with other people like. my entire life is a series of games i cant win#i feel guilty because of everything so does it really even matter lmao#ill never feel absolved
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