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mogamingcanthink · 11 months ago

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Who... Which evil ass fanfic writer decided to take control of my romantic life. Like, legit had childhood best friends to lovers only for (plot twist!) They've been manipulating me the whole time :O ?!?! And then their break up message was more about them leaving the friend group where they gave me like 3 words in a 10 paragraph message in a group chat!?!?

And then I get over it- mostly- and this writer is like "okay, they deserve a break" and give me a crush that lasts like 3 years??? And then said crush, like ONE WEEK after I admit out loud to myself I have a crush on them, asks me how to ask someone out... and then jokes about giving me a prom-posal. And I just gotta sit here like a stupid idiot

Just let the slowburn end bro it's been long enough the readers want the goddamn ship to sail or for you to abandon this plot line and just give me something I'm BEGGING

(Also I just went on a whole other rant in the tags, sorry)

#anyways i want this post to get buried #i just needed to type something out before i get a little too honest with some of my friends #most of this rant is about the second person btw i really don't care about the first person anymore #like yeah sure person one was low key abusive but we were just barely teenagers at that point and i trauma blocked most of that year anyways #for other reasons #but yeah person 2 is consuming my every waking thought and i am so done with my brain because there was no reason #not to mention he's a straight man and i am genderfluid and feel masculine half the time #so like it wouldn't go well anyways #ugh i hate this #i gotta focus on school and instead im thinking about a cishet white man this is not what i wanted

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