#i got to kinda step back and process some particularly horrific stuff that happened during all that
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#talking about drugs#>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#on the comedown from last night's trip#my fave thing about dexxing is how long it lasts#like sure it's a lil inconvenient. gotta make a whole day out of it.#but getting to feel Not like absolute garbage for 12 whole hours? wild.#had some really nice and pretty visuals for a while#then i had this really intensive introspection session#trauma processing on dissos really is something else man.#i've been thinking about the trafficking situation basically nonstop since it came up#and i got to kind of work through some of that with myself#and ik it sounds obvious from the outside looking in but like#damn did that have an affect on me. like it really impacted me deeply and in several ways.#it's hard to accept that because at the time i didn't believe i was being exploited or taken advantage of.#even now i struggle with that concept#but either way#i got to kinda step back and process some particularly horrific stuff that happened during all that#while in a state that kept me from panicking and/or shutting down#i feel a little lighter this morning#echoes from the void
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