#i got so excited when i remembered it though fsdjksgdkf i love your sanzu so much!! help meeee ;ww;

[revengesworn]

Senju doesn't have the right to live. She doesn't have the right to demand answers, and as Haruchiyo glares at her with a furious kind of fervor in his eyes, it hits Senju just how badly she's fucked up.

All this time, she's acted like she wanted to save him, but she didn't even have the courage to talk to him, even once? Nor did she have the courage to confront Takeomi, who as good as abandoned his own brother so many years ago. Was she scared of being hated, too? How pathetic. Haruchiyo never even got a choice.

Maybe she can't save him - someone like her, who's never suffered like he has, who can't understand him or why he does what he does no matter how hard she tries. But god, she at least has to try. All of a sudden, she's furious - at herself, at Takeomi, at the world itself - maybe because anger is an easier emotion to cling onto to despair. She'll take anything that drives her forwards.

"Maybe you don't! Maybe I can't understand!" she yells out as she prepares herself to swing again, if she needs to.

"But I don't give a shit about that! You're my brother, and I can't just give up on you! Forget about whatever Takeomi thinks. Whatever you're going through, whatever you're trying to achieve - I want to bear it with you!"

@sanchiyos ( continued! )