#i get it way more with writing. im still getting mylegs under me. art though. art ive been working really hard for a really long time on.
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the only way ive figured out how to stop feeling small and talentless is to just keep doing it anyway and so far????? not working will update in future
#I HATE WHEN REJECTIONS ALL COME IN AT ONCE AND I JUST WANNA QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#irl#personal#lays down. like.#okay maybe ill never write anything life changing or make art that sticks w someone days after but like#could i make three hundred dollars of a contest. or be accepted into a shitty art fair people dont go to in my hometown and is held monthly#the thing is. i will always feel like a creative little fraud ?????#ive sold art in a gallery ive made like four sales on etsy ive had my work complimented by creatives who i admire#like. idk if it will ever be enough and feel like ive earned it a hundred percent#and people are meaning what they say and where they spend their money#Ough. who do i need to be complimented by to develop self esteem. who will change my life for me huh???????#i do know i have to gain the confidence myself i am aware. however i must complain and whimper today#ill stop soon and keep trucking tomorrow#and submit to more places and maybe at some point get accepted into something#i get it way more with writing. im still getting mylegs under me. art though. art ive been working really hard for a really long time on.#so i think that hits a little harder#ANYWAY THIS IS VERGING ON TOO PERSONAL FR THIS BLOG#IM GUNNA ORDERFOOD IN AND RESET MYSELF
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