#i genuinely think 2024 is my year yall. so many things r starting to look up

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meant to post the other day but. i finally got back on adhd meds the other day and holy fuck my executive function is already improving a lot. i dont sit there for an hour thinking abt how i should refill my drink, instead it only takes me a maximum of 5 minutes. if this medication isn't supposed to take full effect until like 6 weeks in then i think my mental illnesses will be cured by that point LMAO. like is this how non-adhd ppl feel on a daily basis?? absolutely revolutionary

i was rlly anxious abt starting strattera bcus of some of the side effects i found while researching after my psych first recommended it to me (notably upset stomach, and i am very severely emetophobic) but i haven't noticed a single side effect so far aside from the rare slight headache.

god i love being on a non-stimulant finally. my most recent time on adderall was hell - had to cut the tablets into quarters in order for my appetite to not be destroyed, felt like i could feel my veins, i was shaky as fuck. weird bcus i was perfectly fine when i took it in high school...maybe those years of a traumatic living situation in between affected how my body processes things

ANYWAY all this to say ive been feeling the best ive felt mentally in years rn and im hoping to make more art and original posts instead of just daydreaming abt doing so!! 💚💙