#i fucking love oscar okay? i wont apologize

[fabbyf1]

Omg another Oscar chapter?! You're such a genius. I can never decide between lestappen soulmate agenda and the draw that is Oscar piastri but you are correct- why choose?

Also i do love that they originally brought Oscar in so Charles could top but every fic gets further and further away from that. Will Charles ever experience not going into subspace around any of his throuple or their various guests? Apparently not.

YES i agree with you totally. i think the best part about lestappen is that they're soulmates in ANYTHING i write, no matter who else is involved or what universe they're living in. whether they're just hooking up for the first time or they're well established. the end game is always the same: soulmate shit.

i think adding oscar has been a fun new twist because they're still lestappen... they're still soulmates... they're still, just, everything to each other. but oscar somehow fits? and completes them? and opens up their eyes to things they may never have seen before? they become this well-rounded couple when oscar is there. they can excel in different areas and pick up the other's slack.

idk, man. i'm on a lestapstri high right now because i'm deep into this fic. hopefully i'm more profound in the google doc than i am in this response LMFAO.

as for will charles ever top? .... i have a plan for that. it won't be with oscar, but... there is a guest he will top with. i know EXACTLY which driver would take it from Charles Leclerc lmfaooooooo and i'm pretty sure you do too. (spoiler alert: it's logan.)

[kadyshackkk-blog]

The Challenge Final Reckoning Episode 2 “The Young and The Wreckless”

This weeks episode picks up where we left off, except it’s 12 hours after we learn that Melissa and Kailah are sent home. At the redemption house where Tj lets them know that they have a secret room where they can see what’s going on in the house. They get to see the fight !!!!!!! Tj starts the tape and everyone is in shock, Jenna most of all because she realizes there is a chance that Kailah is going home which means that is one less vote for her. We hear Jozea Yelling “FUCK HER ASS UP” Repeatedly. I truly felt that in my soul.

They Then Leave and we go to the main house where we learn Kayleigh and Killa Kams fate. We Learn they get to stay and that they are partners.

Everyone on twitter:

Kayleigh shares our excitement but kam however is less enthusiastic because of kayleigh cracking under pressure easily. Not a great start for #kamleigh but im sure they will be fine. In my honest opinion they will be a great time. The we see kailah and melissa leaving. Melissa has very little remorse for what she did but I mean I wouldn’t either especially since kailah did lay her hands on melissa first. when all melissa was trying to do was become civil with each other while in the house. Kailah is a very stubborn person but shes also a scorpio which makes total sense on why she acts the way she does. Kailah was in tears over the fact she was being sent home. I honestly felt bad since well this is her job and she’s mediocre at best. Que the crazy Kailah fans coming to attack.. Life goes on in the house after they leave Paulie and Cara are having a conversation with each other and its pretty apparent to me that they are really feeling each other, then we have Brad come up to talk to Cara about what to do about kyle. Heres the thing Hair plugs I tried to like you I really did but you remind me of my ex who couldnt tell the truth and played the victim constantly.

They had a little conversation about kyle and cara calls him a pathological lair. It’s pretty apparent that Cara isn’t over Kyle and Kyle isn’t over Cara since he gets pissed everytime cara speaks to any dude . Ie Her and paulie. According to another review apparently no one likes cara (Paulie & Kyle) yet its pretty apparent to everyone that they both like her. But then again sis go off. Cut to paulie cara and faith on the couch where kyle comes over because SHOCKER hes jealous!!! Faith then compares them to the Bermuda triangle which is the damn truth then proceeds to say “well i’m still gonna get to know him because i want too”. I’m just gonna go ahead and state some facts FAITH BABY WHAT IS YOU DOING . HE DOESNT REALLY LIKE YOU HES JUST BEING A FUCKBOY AND TRYING TO MAKE CARA JEALOUS. RUN THE FUCK AWAY OKUUUUURRRRRRRR. Cut to kyle and faith getting into bed together.. Paulie & Marie out here speaking facts to Cara. Baby you are letting him rent space in your head and he’s mad that you wont give him the attention he wants. Then Marie said it’s okay to have feelings and to express them. & thats why they are vendettas which is the fucking truth. #teamcaramarie

Then we cut to a very staged conversation with Bananas and Natalie where they speak about him “hooking up” with kayleigh. I felt as if in the situation Natalie played the victim. Then we cut to Hair Plugs and Natalie talking about her relationship status and that shes in a relationship with a girl! She then comes out as Pansexual and it was honestly a beautiful moment . Then we have her talk about how kayleigh outed her for being gay. IT IS NEVER OKAY TO OUT SOMEONE EVER. I DO NOT CARE IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THEM, YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT TO SOMEONE. That’s my issue with kayleigh in all honesty is the fact she never apologized about the situation and the fact she’s shown zero remorse. Beauty is only skin deep but ugly is to the core. Only an ugly human being would do that to someone ..

Cut to the redemption house.

Here’s the deal with Chuck and Britni, they clearly still have feelings for each other. The conversation showed that. Just like Jozea said a Telenovela that will never end. Da’vonne really took me out with the talk of britni needing an oscar. People also really need to leave britni alone, she was with him for two years and he up and left for no reason when all she did was love him then was with another girl not even a week later. She clearly still has feelings, and he does as well, he’s just a Leo so clearly he’s not going to show them. Their relationship reminds me so much of knight and jemmyes. There is so much love there still and you can tell when they interact with each other . & Jenna baby please keep your thoughts to yourself you’re with Americas Biggest Douchebag who constantly cheated on you. Stay In your lane please. 

WHO COULD POSSIBLY BE BANANAS PARTNER

It literally could be anybody, he’s pissed off so many people in the past . I was really hoping for wes or evelyn because that would just be so much entertainment plus uhm hello to the winners of season 32. But no MTV would never. We go to the Challenge and Tj tells Johnnys partner to come out, after a dramatic commercial break we see the one the only clumsy Tony run out and every doing the Tony Time thing to him and I’m like

Great it’s Tony. Like Joss said “I’m not even sure if he can tell time”. I’m already annoyed. 

We go into the challenge.

It was very comical tbh.

Brad and Kyle won

#LEAVEDERRICKALONE2K18

He messed up hes only human, but can we please just talk about the fact mtv some how got ahold of the music I used for my 4th grade Ballet recital and played it when veronica & amanda got tangled together. Then you have shane, talking about how he feels like tinkerbell and i felt that in my soul. 

Shane has been dragging Bananas in every confessional and it has me crying.

As we are leaving the challenge I see hair plugs try and go touch cara and im like

We get a preview of next where we get Paulie v Hair Plugs

Hi Paulie ILY end him pls.

I have a huge interview coming on the blog here real soon. 

It’s with someone from Ayto, if you want to ask question go ahead and send them via Twitter.

[macaroni-rascal]

i'm terrible at prompts but will happily send one if it gets your writing going-always love what you share! if this strikes your interest, how about a sentence prompt of “oh sorry, were you sleeping?”

Oh I like this prompt – be prepared to see Ginny’s petty side. Also more of drunk/hungover Mike, cause why not?

(Also, I apparently have a thing with jealous/idiotic Mike doing dumb stuff, then Ginny getting angry – I love angst, what can I say?)

(cross posted on ao3)

Mike wakes up in the worst way possible.

Normally, he will awaken slowly and calmly holding Ginny in his arms. He can nuzzle into her and briefly forget about what he needs to do that day; maybe slide an arm down between her legs and start the day right.

Instead, he was sleeping blissfully in dream land when Uptown Funk started playing at a truly ear splitting level right next to his face. His eyes pop open and he sits up quickly like a jolt.

Immediately, his temples begin to pound out a rhythm that is both worse than the song and exacerbated by the it; he can’t think, he can’t do anything besides close his eyes and put his hands over his face, hoping his dream turned into a nightmare.

Blessedly, the music stops.

“Oh sorry, were you sleeping?”

Her voice rings out innocent and deceiving, the question is very obviously rhetorical because she is holding the portable speakers that are usually for the pool area in her hands. Not to mention the tight smile on her lips.

“Jesus, what gives, rookie?” He rubs his hands over his face and tries to orient himself, blink away the spots in front of his eyes and swallow away the horrible taste in his mouth.

“Do you remember anything from last night?”

Mike isn’t sure if this one is meant to be rhetorical, but in any case his brain is working at a slug. He’s having trouble thinking of anything besides advil and water.

He groans and flops down to the pillow, pulling the blanket over his face, hoping whatever is wrong will just go away if Ginny can’t see him. He’s fooling himself and he knows it, but he’s still going to give it his best college try.

“I’m going to take that as a no,” Ginny says, and the next thing he knows she’s ripping the blanket off of him and throwing it on the floor next to the bed. He whimpers a little, fully believing that he’s done nothing at all to deserve this, he just wants silence and darkness, more sleep, then food, then he’ll see about being a functional human being.

“Then please, allow me to remind you,” he squints and sees she has the remote for the TV in her hand. She turns, presses a button and a news story starts playing.

He’s cognizant enough to know he should definitely pay attention, hopefully this will illuminate why his usually sweet and loving girlfriend has transformed into an expert in torture.

Mike’s eyes focus on the TV, its blurry for a few seconds before it comes into focus and he blinks a few times again to orient himself.

What you’re watching here, folks, is San Diego Padres catcher Mike Lawson seemingly intoxicated, being forcefully removed from a night club after an altercation with another club go-er.

The voice-over explains this as he watches an unsteady camera video of himself, looking very drunk and quite belligerent, being dragged out of the club. Salvi on one side of him and Dusty on the other. Well, no wonder she’s pissed, he made a complete ass of himself.

But that’s not all folks.

Uh oh.

Indeed, the reason behind the altercation is what has everyone talking about the veteran catcher. According to multiple sources inside the club, Mike Lawson became enraged when another patron approached Ginny Baker. Sources say Lawson repeatedly yelled for the man to “leave his girlfriend alone”.

He goes stock still at the reporter’s account, the night rushing back to him like a bad flashback. Mike remembers the drunk idiot who wouldn’t stop leering at Ginny, yelling at her about how she was too beautiful to be playing baseball and that he could take care of her. He sees Ginny’s pinched face, hears her asking him to ignore him, feels her hand on his arm trying to pull him back when he started walking towards him.

Mike remembers only wanting to talk the guy down, despite his own drunk state, he knew not to get physical with the guy. Unfortunately, the asshole took Mike approaching him as a threat and tried to punch him. Mike remembers briefly thinking he thought his drunk bar brawl days were long over before he ended up putting the dude in a head lock; he recalls being dragged away and forced out of club. Everything after that gets hazy and even more embarrassing.

He groans and hangs his head, shame insulating every pore.

They’d agreed to keep it low profile until he retired in a few months for the sake of everyone. This is not good.

Representatives from both Ginny Baker and Mike Lawson have been contacted for a comment but are remaining cagey and declining to comment. It will certainly be an interesting game at Petco on Monday, that’s no doubt about that.

Ginny lifts the remote and turns the TV off, spins slowly to face him, her face hard and expectant.

He’s got nothing.

There is no explanation for his actions besides blind idiocy and lack of forethought. Mike cannot believe he’s fucked up this bad. Despite his pounding headache, he knows this will eventually blow over and thing will be okay, but he didn’t want to have the last stretch of his career go like this, he didn’t want to make Ginny’s life impossible, or distract the team from playing the best season they could.

“You remember now?” She prompts again, arching an eyebrow and tilting her head to the side.

When he doesn’t answer, she barrels on.

“I turned my phone off, yours too. They’ve been buzzing constantly since the first news cycle of the story. Everyone wants to know if its true, Amelia is probably going to be breaking down the door soon, and I don’t even want to know what colour Oscar’s face is turning,” she says all this in one breath, looking at him like she’s not expecting anything from him besides for him to sit there and be ranted at.

He gets it.

In all honesty, he wants to rant at himself, go back in time and tell himself to listen to Ginny when she asked him to leave it alone. He knew better, he knows better, but the mix of Ginny’s clear discomfort, the alcohol, and the asshole’s degrading comments just made something snap.

He’ll maintain he only got into it with the guy out of self-defense, but he did put himself in that position, so he knows it doesn’t mean much. Intentions don’t matter in situations like this, actions do, and he acted like a complete fucking idiot.

“I’m so sorry, Ginny, I–,” There’s nothing at all he can say that will make it better, he wants to apologize more, explain why he did what he did, explain that he wont do it again, not that it will carry much weight now.

Mike thinks Ginny is less angry and more scared judging by her posture and how her hands are shaking ever so slightly. Certainly, there is anger there but he reads fear more than anything.

“We are going to get through this, I refuse to let my idiocy effect your career, okay?” The pain in his head, while still pounding, has lessened some and he ignores his thirst for the time being; there are more pressings things to deal with, namely getting that look off of Ginny’s face.

Her posture doesn’t become any less stiff, if anything she curls more fully into herself and looks away from him.

That wont do.

“Hey, Baker, look at me,” he waits patiently until her eyes meet his, “this will blow over. You have every right to be worried, and pissed at me, but I swear things will be okay. I can say I was just really drunk and it was a big mistake if you want, or I can tell the whole world how much I love you. However you want to deal with this, that is what we will do,” Mike watches as she slowly unfurls, dropping her arms to her sides and hanging her head.

“You can play Uptown Funk directly into my ear again, if you want?” Thankfully, his meager attempt at lightening the mood works and Ginny snorts at him.

“No, I think you’ve had enough,” she smiles at him a little, its not full or bright, but its there and he takes it as a good sign.

She comes and sits by him on the bed, sniffing once before turning and burring her head into the nook between his shoulder and neck that was almost certainly made for her.

His gut tightens as she cries silently into him. Mike never, ever, wants to hurt her and he’s not going to forgive himself easily for this. He is also never going to drink tequila again.

“We’re going to be okay, right?” She asks, her voice muffled slightly from where she’s still nuzzled into him.

“Of course we’re gonna be okay, rook,” he wraps both arms around her as best he can, pulling her close, “that was never a question.”

She digs her fingers into his skin and holds on tight, letting out a tremulous breath. He heaves himself over the side of the bed to grab the blanket and wraps them up.

“Mike…,” she starts, trailing off.

He knows she’ll want to try and start to deal with the mess he made, but he has other ideas.

“C’mon, everyone who wants a comment can deal for a while, they don’t have any right to our business anyway. Let’s sleep, the world can wait.”

They snuggle into the blankets, but then Ginny sits up and reaches over to the bedside table and passes him a glass of water. He looks at it somewhat surprised before downing the whole thing.

“I knew you’d be thirsty. I was mad, but I wasn’t that mad,” she smiles at him, taking back the glass once its empty and placing it back on the table.

They are going to be just fine.