#i forgot your satine url frog.

[l0nglives]

speaking of guilty babies feeling like they don't deserve to be acknowledged, mara's real reason on being against finding out her origins is due to the fact she's terrified that if her biological family are alive, they'd be disgusted by her. which is fine since she has done awful things that should not be overlooked. she's dreamt of having a family since she could remember, so even if she was rejected even if she wouldn't fault them for it it would fundamentally break her.