#i forget how bad my fear about bein in public is until i wind up on the floor of the con hyperventilating sobbing rocking back and forth lol | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

valentinesparda · 5 months ago

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the fan expo haul because I ended up standing in line for mads for two hours straight and then promptly had a huge panic attack slash mental breakdown due to the Everything, and my body is in a LOT of pain from standing that long / walking but hey I shook his hand :D

#dude i um. did irreversible damage to myself by doing that #im gonna be real with you chief it was not worth it and i prefer vending way more than attending cons #i forget how bad my fear about bein in public is until i wind up on the floor of the con hyperventilating sobbing rocking back and forth lol #straight up top two worst con experiences ive ever had is this and then the san japan i spent in a dissociative state #because my friends forgot me and i had to be taken care of by a group of homestuck cosplayers and then learned a close family member DIED #my fucking god i did get to see like adam savage and giancarlo esposito walking past though. and maile flanigan and hayden pannetiere #however you spell her last name POINT IS i . am in so much pain <- refused to bring their cane #val.txt

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