#i felt unexplainably lonely this week and wanted to vent somebody so badly or i dunno just tell someone how much i wish to see them irl | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hunsa-jars · 1 year

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Wish I could put a self destruct button on this damned "everyone hates me/finds me annoying, they probably don't even think of me as their friend, don't know why I even bother" thoughts generator machine

#not having a good time right now folks #i felt unexplainably lonely this week and wanted to vent somebody so badly or i dunno just tell someone how much i wish to see them irl #i'm tired and i never get to write back to people in time and it always feels too late and i feel like such a piece of crap afterwards #i wish i could just be around them and let them know i care without using words but GAH #then i end up in this hell hole of awful thoughts and i'm just unable to crawl out from it #it takes a few days then i miss everybody then i feel bad because why am i this clingy? am i being clingy?#then i remember that people probably don't think about me as much as i think about them #and i don't know... i just hate this

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