#i felt this was a better place to vent about than my priv personal twt bc that app has character limits

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just some non-wrestling stuff :)))

kay so it's been a shitty weekend for me cos last night I completely wiped my macbook of its storage since I'm running low and the continuous lag has been so bad. and while I was backing some stuff up which weren't a lot (or so I thought) I was like huh my files don't seem like a lot .... everything was just TOO easy for me to transfer things over I was kinda relieved too because it doesn't have to take me a while to reset everything and so once I was confident and 1000% sure, I clicked on that erase all my data mf.

took a little bit over an hour and some doubts started to come in like I should've first uninstalled my adobe apps since those are the heaviest ones and maybe logged out of my apple id and shit idk but whatever I backed up the ones I know are very important.

and then it hit me: I haven't finished storing ALL The 1975 concert videos I took and EVERYTHING was in the Photos app in this fucking mac. I felt like being in an ice bucket challenge after that realization hit. I have erased it on my phone as well because I have it in this laptop and I was in the process of copyin g those videos on my external drive but I keep procrastinating because this@!! laptop!! has!! been!! fucking!! slow!! and!! lagging!!!!!!!!!

I'm so frustrated like there's no way I could recover those. all I got left from that concert are photos I literally want to breakdown and proceed to the nearest exit aka cliff. I've tried EVERY disk recovery app online out there and nothing just seemed to work (easeUS sucks balls btw wtf all they got back are micro fucking files that I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THOSE CONTAINED!!!! NULL FILES for god fucking knows what) macos time machine didn't do any better as I was fucking ignorant with it.

I don't regret wiping my storage and making it new somehow again I just hate hate hate that I didn't take my time to CAREFULLY think what else what else what else!!!!! you know what they say if it comes off too easy, something's wrong with it!!!!!!!! I hate everything rn.