#i feel weird admitting it but i AM paying someone to do weekly checkins with me to help with this
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Finally getting into a routine for writing =) or at least as close to a routine as exists for anything in my life. Hoping it keeps working ๐ค
#personal#i feel weird admitting it but i AM paying someone to do weekly checkins with me to help with this#its done wonders for my executive function to have that#i think im just having a time reconciling that my mental illness does in fact disable me#like i ~knew~ that but im not used to asking for help and so admitting i needed it to do something that i want to but couldn't follow throug#h on because i have some messed up parhways in my brain#also its a reasonable price i arranged with an online friend who does PA stuff for authors but the part of me that grew up poor keeps scream#ing about it not being a necessity and i should be donating more and this and that but like#im actually getting more done on something i enjoy doing instead of staring at a wall for an hour so even though its a privalege to have the#budget to get this assistance in the US that doesn't mean its frivalous when its assistance that i do actually need to function beyond minim#um survival levels ua know#anyways this has been tags journaling instead of booking another therapy appointment with elise
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