#i feel the appropriate muscle burn from exercising but the horrible inflammation and constant protesting is just. nonexistent | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

crimeronan · 2 years ago

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i went swimming yesterday for the first time in years & afterward found myself weirdly antsy about getting back in the water n like. weirdly stressed about the pool closing for the holiday weekend. so i went again this morning and about halfway through my workout realized: i don't......... feel my joint pain. in the water.

#i feel the appropriate muscle burn from exercising but the horrible inflammation and constant protesting is just. nonexistent #unfortunately this magical effect ends as soon as i'm out of the water. climbed the ladder out and nearly fucking collapsed #was Unprepared. for The Horrors #but anyway in lieu of that this is the first exercise that has actually felt like exercise should without wiping me out for 3 days in. ages #swim tag #i deleted a bunch of posts related to Recent Ordeals yesterday impulsively after an unpleasant phone call #(which had nothing to do with my blog or privacy or compromising my medical care. i just had A Moment)#but this is what im up to now

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