#i feel so stuck and scared i can't fo a full yime job
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I don't think I can fucking do this anymore
#delete later#im having lots of shitty stupid bad thoughts and im trying to meditate i cant even i just#i#my partner is going to get tired of me because of how i am i know they are#i keep thinking they're going to leave me and i KNOWbits stupid im jusy overwhelmed and crying and#nothings ever enough#i cant do retail i cant do my new job i almost had a panic attack just walking to work#i know i cant get disability i only am diagnosed with adhd where does that even get me#i was supposed to go in to talk to someone today but i couldnt because im stupid and broke down and i cant stop crying#im terrified of my relationship ending because thats basically all i fucking have at this point it feels like#5 years now and im fucking scared#if i get disability i cant get married and i. i dont know what to do#i dont know whats real and whats fake and i dont know who to talk to i#i feel so stuck and scared i can't fo a full yime job#i just got a job and i hate it and it stresses me out so bad it makes me throw up and i xant bear it anymore#if i fuck up she'll leave me i know shevwill eventually#and ill br nothing
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