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girlivealwaysbean · 24 days ago

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i don't feel like studying any of the subjects from The Plan rn but everything else is so boring that i also don't want to waste time on like watching content or something and i would rather switch subjects then give up on studying for the day and by old me standards ive already done enough but new me i still feel like i can do more but i don't know what ughhhhh this is torture

#okay so The Plan is #i mean not that anyone would care or understand but i like writing on tumblr like a diary #The Plan is to finish law in one month so i can give the online test and this js non negotiable because there's two #online tests and i have to do ATLEAST one before this year ends or it will be too much #and then to finish my backlog of direct tax till like 10th so i can give that test and be caught up with the rest of the class #and there's about 35 more 2 hr lectures to go (rip me)#oh also i haven't touched audit in ages and backlog is getting to the i can't breathe under this burden levels and classes resume on like #10th 11th something and i want to rejoin with them #the plan is to have all this done by november so in December #i can focus on catching the fuck up with fr and afm because like ive attented SOME classes like sparingly #and i know it but very upar upar se so i have to do it properly once or ill die #yeah that's it that's The Plan #it's doable i think i calculated hours days wise and everything #but like. theory subjects are fucking hard to do constantly because either they're boring asf (like law and audit)#or they're complicated and make me cry from frustration (like direct tax)#mann.#now that im actually studying #i feel so irrationally scared for how chill and like. blaise attitude i had towards inter exam #i had absolutely no idea everyone else was studying so deeply like tax syllabus first half is the exact same as inter #just a little advanced and sir keeps saying ye toh aapne inter mein padha hi tha and im like hain??? bhai itna sab tha????? i had no clue😭#like how tf did i pass my dad says not to tell anyone that i didn't really study for it cause ppl will think #aise hi farzi ca finalist ban gayi but like tunblr so wtvr #but yeah how tf??? could i pass???????#like i actually start to panic when i think about how less i had studied which makes no sense since it's not like they can #take away the result or reverse it or anything it doesn't matter now #but like just woah. like i can't even explain #i remember for tax all i watchef was marathon and usme bhi i got bored (THE DAY BEFORE EXAM!!!) so i skipped #the main topics that had crazy weightage and just did a number of tiny topics and studied only enough #to get passing #dt irl is VAST i can't believe these people learn such specific things that if iss date se iss date mein hai toh section 54 ka exemption

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