#i feel so hopeless irl right now so its nice to let a character overtake my mind

[sylkana]

ooh what book is your new fave character frommmm?

the briar sisters trilogy by carly h. mannon!!!

her name is nicole maria sancrista briar and i am being so serious when i say i have never related to characters more than her and her sister misha, but nicole moreso. it's like the author dissected my brain and put it into her character. i finally get what other people feel when they say their favorite character is a reflection of themselves. of course, i've had favorites i can relate to with some things but never as like... a full person, if that makes sense

these are quotes that made me actually breakdown in full on sobs and i'm not exaggerating in the slightest

because this is me

this is how i feel

and i've never seen someone explain it and truly understand what it's like in my mind

i can't even explain to you how... how healing that last line felt for me. "your pain isn't a burden." i wish someone had told me that many years ago

anyway here's a few pictures that remind me of her because i love her so much and i want to constantly scream about it

also this is a link to a pinterest page with a video that reminds me of her so much and i can't save it so idk i just wanted to include it the brainrot is very intense i'm sorry