#i feel really blessed rn

[charalol]

Together at last ^-^

[kafus]

shoutout to the people who tried to give me advice for the crush i've been vagueposting about for a while now. unfortunately you all don't understand the funny ass situation i am in (i confessed a week or two ago and the feelings are unrequited bc they're demiromantic as hell but they're also totally chill with me expressing my romantic thoughts right to their face and we are becoming really close friends in the meanwhile and i'm totally happy with this arrangement)

[clits-and-clips]

Since writing the affirmations and starting manifestation again, I've actually been in a much better headspace. It's crazy how things align, and you end up where you need to be, especially through pain

[dewgongs]

bro my life is a movie one of my oldest oldest oldest oldest oldest friends n ppl ive known since i was like 13 just messaged me out of the blue on pinterest and im so fucking excited to see himn again omg?? its been so long i lost contact with him ages ago bcs for some reason i didnt have any contacts with him outside of discord?? and a long ass time ago my discord got hacked completely and i lost that account and had to make a new one.i cannot believe he remembers me and still thinks about me?? he even has his pfp as this thing i drew of him aaaages ago im gonna beat the shit out of this boy

[pretend-wizard]

Personal/venty

In some ways I feel like my friends, and to a lesser extent the relatively liberal world around me given where I live, make it hard to feel like I'm a trans woman in addition to whatever else I wanna be. Like idk no one really knows or asks about my gender deal I guess but it really doesn't feel like anyone sees me as being a girl or woman or lady or whatever else, it kinda just feels like I'm seen as a sometimes feminine something, which isn't wrong but isn't really close to my heart. And I don't wanna complain about everyone I know being too accepting of me just being this nonbinary whatever all the time since I don't really present Necessarily Like A Woman basically ever afaik (though also like what does that even mean and there's no one way to do that (which also means I can't really be Too Feminine To Be A Guy which idk is part of how I reconcile my childhood with my transness)) but it means I really rarely feel recognized and it sucks

[softgrass-pdf]

ohhhhhhh u guys I am not cut out for casual dating wowee

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

sudden urge to infodump on main but someone in my comments left such a GENIUS comment about changing states that I'm thinking of weeks later about how the setup of CS is just soooo cool & that it's so fascinating that on a trip for support Jeremiah ends up needing to BE support... and how in a way that's a break into "true" adulthood for him. and it's got me thinking about how sad the premise is but also how human it is??? like this year alone has been tragedy upon tragedy every month for me LOL & to me it feels like yeah, maybe 21 is the time when things change & you're made to hold a lot more weight & how that's kind of a shared experience in your early 20s and how that in a way is kind of a beautiful thing while also being a tiny bit of a tragedy & that's really the vibe I'm trying to capture in CS!!!!

[purpledisastertwin900]

Things that I’m grateful are legal and that I can do;

-listen to my favorite music

-chill in bed

-hang out with my twin

-make someone smile

-laugh at something silly

-eat soup until I’m full

-drink clean, cold water

-learn new things

-say hi to my friends, irl and online

-get good grades after working hard for them

-drive my car

-drink coffee

-have sweet treats

[havingagayoldtimeoverhere]

OH MY FUCKING GOD I WAS WATCHING THE HOT TO GO MUSIC VIDEO FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS ALL SHOT AND FILMED IN MY HOMETOWN OH MY GOD I AM SO STARSTRUCK NEXT TIME I GO TO MY LOCAL MINI GOLF (i basically grew up going to the one in the video which OML is insane) IM WORSHIPPING EVERY INCH OF THE PLACE OMGGGGGGGGGG LIKE I KNEW CHAPPELL ROAN WAS FROM WILLARD WHICH ISN’T FAR FROM ME BUT OH MY GOD IM CRYING IM SO HAPPY

[lumiilys]

[cryptids-lobelia-garden]

Hey hey! I’m exhausted TwT BUT this exists, and I had 7 planned and pre-written already, just need to do edits and warnings, SO yay!!! But I also dropped off the face of the earth bc of Fatigue, so that’s great. Whoops. BUT hey I’m trying my best, and I might come in a little late but I do want to finish this and I’m gonna try even if it ends up late ^^ Why win a race when you’re enjoying the flowers on the side of the track?

Anyway. We’re focusing on Cheri for a change! This is probably a few years before Cheri meets Volo again, and a few months after getting back home from Hisui. He’s like 17-18 here, and as his body is maturing, so are his abilities. Which is VERY not fun when one of them is the ability to feel exactly what others are feeling and he doesn’t know how to turn it off. Poor guy :(

Warnings: lashing out at loved ones, emotional hurt/no comfort (despite people being there who very much want to provide comfort), caretaker makes it worse?? Sort of??? Also whumpee being scared to leave their room, not sure if that needs a warning but. Yeah I’m gonna warn on that anyway

6: Dizziness

Ana’s at the door again. “Cheri? You okay in there?”

Concern filters through the air, filling his head, and he lets out a low groan, burying his face under the blanket. “Leave me alone.”

“Please, just tell us what’s wrong.”

Another two sets of feelings joins the mix.

Worry, concern, fear, merging together, and he curls up tighter.

“We want to help,” Keyo murmurs, Sprigs meowing through the door in agreement. “Please let us help.”

So much worry is flooding him and he doesn’t know how to stop it.

The ability is both old and new. Ever since evolving, he had gotten better at reading people, better at understanding their intentions. He’d thought it was intuition at first.

But now he knows.

It was an ability, one that hadn’t yet fully matured.

He still hasn’t fully mastered it yet. Other people’s feelings crash through his body, and he wants to scream.

“You want to help? I’ll tell you what’ll help- go away!! And take Sprigs with you!”

He doesn’t want to be so harsh.

But he’s scared.

Being overwhelmed with his own emotions can mess with his head, knock him off balance, to the point where his other abilities will lash out even if he doesn’t want them to. He’s not sure if it’ll happen with other people’s feelings too.

He’s scared.

Pain, emotional pain as he dismisses the others so harshly, and he chokes back a sob.

He feels so much. He feels so much. It’s dizzying, feeling so many sets of feelings aside from his own.

“..I’m leaving food at the door,” Ana says. “Please come out and tell us what’s wrong when you can.”

And after a few moments, they leave, the intensity of the feelings leaving with them.

But he’s still crying.

Please come back. I just want things to be normal.

They can’t be normal. I can’t turn it off.

I’m so alone, so alone, it’s my own fault, I don’t want to be alone-

I can’t subject them to this. I don’t want to hurt them, I’m so terrified of hurting them.

He curls up tighter, squeezing the pillow to his chest.

I just want to be normal again. I never asked for this.

[gregmarriage]

ottd, or whatever

[baconcolacan]

Bless early saturday mornings. Nothing feels better than chilling with my dog and cats whilst drinking coffee, and watching the light morning rain.

[inkykeiji]

good morning i am absolutely in love with him and in love with the little tufts of hair curling up oh-so-sweetly at the base of his skull <3

i am twirling the strands around my cute lil fingers and then tugging juuust enough to have him growling slightly—nothing more than a soft lil rumble vibrating behind his ribs—and his features faintly scrunching in a barely there wince, lips spreading into a smirk a mere moment later as he chastises me for being such a little brat <333

[jen-with-a-pen]

I stg my work trips, especially the big ones now, have become so fucking chaotic and unlucky I'm thinking maybe I'm not cut out for travel 💀

My last two big ones were:

- literal fucking bedbugs

- getting my period (but like... the cyst bursting edition)

- altitude sickness

- airplane mode for 16 hours

and, ya know, I got through that shit. I was able to pull through and muster to courage to do it.

But now I think the lord is REALLY fucking testing me now 💀

In the span of NOT EVEN FOURTY EIGHT HOURS I HAVE:

- lost my fucking debit card (OUT OF STATE)

- gotten my period (as expected she's a cunt)

- AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST: I've begun to get sick with the same symptoms my lovely (derogatory) boyfriend had before I left (he developed an upper respiratory infection and fever 🫶🫶)

[umemiyan]

when will my other half return from war? 💔

hello my love ❤️ i’m hoping to return to my normal self soon! it’s been a really busy week dealing with work and insurance after my accident and whatnot, but things are starting to (hopefully) look up.

i managed to secure a new (used) car yesterday as well as get some work done on my teeth, and there was a cancellation tomorrow at the dental specialist i’ve been waiting to see so i might finally get to have my worst tooth fixed soon!

it’s more busyness than i’m used to all at once but it should all be worth it 😭 and then once things settle down i’ll hopefully be able to return to my normal insane self lurking around on the dash ❤️