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should i finish cruel prince series whatever the fuck that’s called or read shatter me.
OH MY GOD YOU HAVENT FINISHED THE CRUEL PRINCE OR READ SHATTER ME??? i would finish the cruel prince since youve already started and its shorter. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU ON???
#IM DISSAPOINTED#i feel like we've had this conversation before about shatter me#but THE CRUEL PRINCE??#HOWWW#who asked ౨ৎ#moots 『🎕』#emi!! ༊*·˚
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Playground Love
ೀ older!Leon Kennedy x fem!reader
Tags: hurt/comfort, age gap (unspecified but reader is an adult), a lot of self doubt, talks about mommy and daddy issues, pet names (angel, princess, sweetheart).
W/C: 1.0k
A/N: studying? who is that? Anyways, this was supposed to be a cute ‘sitting on his lap would fix me’ but I got hit by existential crisis at 2am so angst.
"Wow, dating an older guy? That's so sophisticated!"
“Are you sure about this? Don’t you think there’s a reason why no one his age is dating him?”
"You get to date someone older? That's not fair! All I get are immature guys my age."
"Darling, I know you're an adult now, but dating someone significantly older... it just worries me. Are you sure you're on the same page?"
I love him.
At every reaction, you find yourself repeating the same phrase in your mind. It was a simple truth that anchored you amidst the swirl of opinions and doubts. Every concern, every envy—you faced them all with the same unwavering declaration.
But do you really love him?
The question lingered like a shadow, casting doubt on the certainty you had clung to so desperately. You couldn't shake the nagging feeling that perhaps you were merely caught up in the allure of dating someone older, mistaking infatuation for love. Or was it that you longed for attention from an older guy who could fill the void your absent father left?
You craved the paternal presence you had been denied, and in him, you found echoes of the guidance and affection you had longed for.
"Dating someone older? Isn't that a bit... strange?"
"Why? Age is just a number, right?"
"Yeah, but... do you really think you're at the same stage in life?"
Oh, how naively optimistic you were.
Perhaps you have been too quick to dismiss your loved one’s concerns, too eager to embrace the illusion of love in the arms of someone—his arms—who offered the fleeting promise of stability and security.
“But he makes me feel loved and safe,”
“Does he?”
Was your love truly built to withstand the test of time, or was it merely a fleeting illusion, destined to crumble beneath the weight of your differences?
“Darling, can we talk for a moment?”
“Sure, Ma. What’s on your mind?”
"Well, I couldn't help but notice... you seem quite taken with this new guy you're seeing."
"Oh, you mean Leon? Yeah, we've been spending some time together."
"He's... older, isn't he?"
"Um, yeah, he is."
"I see... darling, I just want to make sure you're being careful. Dating someone older can bring its own set of challenges."
"I know, Ma. But he's different. He understands me in a way no one else does."
"I'm sure he does, dear…but promise me you'll take things slow and really get to know him before things get too serious."
"I promise, Mama.”
You've broken many promises with your mama, but why did this one hurt? Is it because you partially blame her for shaping you the way you are? Is it because she married your father? Maybe she would have lived a happier life if it weren't for him, if only.
But you thanked her, both her and him, for the lesson learned, for the wisdom imparted, for the love that had always been there, and for helping you recognise the kind of partner to avoid.
You stood before the polished wooden door of Leon’s home office, your hand hovering in uncertainty over the ornate doorknob. Each second felt like an eternity as you battled with the torrent of doubts and fears that raged within you.
You needed him, wanted him to hold you, and tell you that everything would be fine.
But what if he couldn’t understand your doubts? What if your confession shattered the fragile illusion of your love?
With a steady breath, you pushed aside your apprehensions and grasped the doorknob, steeling yourself for the conversation that lay ahead.
“What’s up, sweetheart?” His voice, gruff yet soft and reassuring, always managed to send shivers down your spine, freezing you in place. You couldn’t find the words to speak, and your throat suddenly dried.
Sensing your hesitation, he beckoned you closer with a gentle smile. You could see the experiences he went through, the complexities of adulthood etched into the lines that creased his weathered face.
“Come here, angel. Sit on my lap while I work.”
You obeyed, crossing the threshold into his office, your feet padding on the wooden floor as you made your way to him. Settling onto his lap, your linen dress pooled around you, the fabric soft against your skin. His arms encircled your waist, pulling you close, his rough touch sent warmth flooding through your veins.
You inhaled his scent, a mixture of citrus and wood, with a hint of something familiar: whisky. You thought he quit. Ready to question him, you opened your mouth, but he stopped you before you could question him.
“Don’t worry your pretty head, princess. I only drank a glass, I promised. I’m just a bit stressed.”
“Mm, okay,” you replied, pushing aside your concerns for the moment as you melted into the warmth of his embrace.
You found solace in the familiar embrace of Leon's arms, the weight of your doubts momentarily forgotten as you leaned into his chest, burying your face against him. A few of his buttons were undone, allowing the soft hairs on his chest to brush against your face.
"Is everything alright, angel?" Leon's voice, soft and concerned, pulled you back to the present moment.
"Yeah, everything's fine. I just want to stay like this, with you," you murmured, the words slipping out before you could second-guess yourself.
His arms tightened around you, drawing you closer, as if he could sense the hesitation in your voice. "Me too, princess. Me too," his stubble pricked your forehead as he murmured against them.
Oh, how weak you were. His voice and touch alone melted you into a puddle, and all your problems seemed to vanish in his embrace. Your mama wouldn’t be happy with how you turned out; she wished that you would never let a man make you weak like she was.
Closing your eyes, you allowed yourself to sink deeper into his embrace, letting go of the weight of your doubts and worries. In this moment, all that mattered was the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against yours.
Perhaps one day, when the time was right, you would find the courage to open up to him about your inner struggles. Until then, you cherished this moment, clawing in the warmth of his love.
Pressing a tender kiss to your forehead, Leon whispered softly, "I love you, angel.”
“I love you, too, Leon, always,” you replied. The words were a vow of unwavering devotion and love…was it really?
All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does, and that is his.
- Oscar Wilde
#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy angst#leon kennedy fluff#resident evil 6 leon#death island leon#infinite darkness leon#damnation leon#vendetta leon#dividers by fairytopea#✧˚ ༘ ⋆。 ˚
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warming up to love.
pairings: franco colapinto + fem reader.
summary: beneath the falling snow, the warmth of a shared moment transforms a casual connection into something unforgettable.
genre: fluff.⠀word count: 3.6k.⠀ warning: none.
notes: i love writing long stuff about franco cause we know he’s a very talkative guy and would pull a before sunrise any day. this kinda made me wanna fall in love.

“oh, the weather outside is frightful / but the fire is so delightful / and since we've no place to go / let it snow.”
the christmas party hums with a mellow energy as the night winds down. it’s a familiar scene—mutual friends scattered across the house, the remnants of shared laughter echoing softly. you hadn’t planned to come this year; after all, these gatherings had long been a minefield of awkward encounters and unspoken wounds. your ex, the one who shattered your heart last christmas, always seemed to be at these parties, and the thought of facing him again was enough to make you steer clear.
but tonight is different. encouraged by a friend who insisted it would be ‘good for you,’ you found yourself here, hovering on the edges, nursing a glass of mulled wine by the fireplace. franco is here, too—franco, who has always been little more than a polite nod or a quick ‘hi.’ the two of you aren’t close, not even friends, really. yet as the evening stretches on, you find his presence more noticeable than usual, his laughter drawing glances from across the room.
most of the guests have either slipped away to spare rooms or are scattered in half-asleep clusters, the laughter and music now a faint echo in the house. you sit near the fireplace, nursing a mug of mulled wine, its spicy warmth a small comfort against the chill outside. the flickering flames cast golden light over the room, and you sink into the soft cushions of the couch, grateful for the moment of solitude.
until franco joins you.
you hear him before you see him, the faint sound of his footsteps against the hardwood floor. all evening, he’s been the centre of attention—his jokes landing perfectly, his energy magnetic, his laughter infectious. but now, as he lowers himself onto the couch beside you, he’s different. his movements are slower, deliberate, as though he’s shedding the playful bravado for something more genuine. he leans back, draping one arm casually over the backrest, close enough for you to feel his presence without it pressing on you.
“you’ve been sitting here for a while,” he says, his voice quieter than you expect, his accent rolling over the words with a natural charm. “thinking deep holiday thoughts?”
you glance at him, arching a brow, already on guard. “oh, you know, debating whether santa’s elves have a decent union.”
a grin spreads across his face, quick and easy. “they don’t,” he replies, leaning slightly toward you, his dark eyes sparkling in the firelight. “you can see it in their eyes—overworked, underpaid, stuck making toys for kids who’ll forget about them in five minutes.”
the corners of your mouth lift before you can stop yourself, the response catching you off guard. “exactly,” you say, meeting his gaze for a beat longer than you intended. “and don’t even get me started on rudolph. classic case of workplace exploitation.”
his laugh is rich, low, and unrestrained, and for a moment, it drowns out the crackle of the fire. “you’re good,” he says, his grin lingering. “sharp. i like that.”
you shrug, trying to deflect the sudden focus on you. “it’s just common sense. someone has to advocate for the underappreciated holiday workforce.”
his grin widens, but there’s a shift in his expression—something more curious, more intent. “so, do you always deflect with humour,” he asks, tilting his head slightly, “or is it just my lucky night?”
your lips part slightly, caught off guard by the unexpected turn in the conversation. “and do you always psychoanalyse women at christmas parties?” you shoot back, the edge in your tone softened by the playful smile tugging at your lips.
“only the ones who seem like they have really good stories to tell,” he replies smoothly, his voice dipping lower.
you roll your eyes, though you feel the laugh bubbling up despite yourself. “you’re persistent, i’ll give you that.”
“i’m argentinian,” he says with a light shrug, as though that explains everything. “it’s genetic.”
the absurdity of the statement makes you laugh, this time unrestrained and genuine. you shift in your seat, tucking your legs beneath you as you hold your mug close, needing the warmth against your palms. he adjusts as well, leaning forward now, resting his elbows on his knees. his gaze is steady, direct, and disarmingly sincere.
“you’re good at this, you know,” he says, his tone softer now, almost conversational.
“at what?” you ask, the question slipping out before you can stop it.
“deflecting,” he says simply, his eyes searching yours. “you tell a joke, flash a smile, and everyone forgets to ask the real questions.”
you shift uncomfortably, your grip tightening around the mug. “maybe i just don’t like questions,” you say, the words coming out more defensive than you intended.
“or maybe you don’t like answers,” he counters, his voice steady but without judgment.
the weight of his words settles over you, and you find yourself looking away, your gaze fixed on the fire. the orange glow feels safer than the intensity in his eyes.
“you’ve been hurt before,” he says, breaking the silence.
“haven’t we all?” you reply quickly, your tone sharper now, a reflex to protect yourself.
“sure,” he agrees, his voice calm, unbothered by your resistance. “but not everyone builds walls like you do.”
your shoulders tense, and you draw back slightly, the heat of the fire no longer comforting. “you don’t know me well enough to say that,” you reply, your voice quieter now, but firm.
“not yet,” he says, the gentleness in his tone catching you off guard. “but i’d like to.”
the vulnerability in his voice chips away at your defences, and for a moment, you exhale, leaning back into the couch. you’re silent, but the tension in your posture eases.
“it’s not that simple,” you finally admit, your voice barely above a whisper. “people think you can just… open up and everything will be fine. but when you’ve given your heart to someone who didn’t want it, it’s hard to trust anyone with it again.”
his dark eyes don’t waver, his gaze steady but soft, and he nods slowly. “i get that,” he says. “but maybe the trick isn’t trusting someone else first. maybe it’s trusting yourself—that you’ll survive it if things don’t go the way you hope.”
─── ⋅ ☆ ⋅ ───
the flickering firelight dances across his face, softening his features, and his expression is open, patient, unhurried.
“you’re different than i thought you’d be,” he says after a long pause, his voice dropping lower.
“what did you think i’d be like?” you ask, curious despite yourself.
“i don’t know,” he says, his lips curving into a faint smile. “polished, untouchable, the kind of person who always has the upper hand.”
“and now?” you press, leaning in slightly, the space between you shrinking.
“still intimidating,” he admits, his smile widening just enough to make your heart skip. “but in a good way.”
for the first time, you let the moment linger, the tension between you shifting into something unspoken but undeniable.
the fire casts a warm glow over the room, its crackling filling the quiet pauses between words. you laugh, shaking your head, the sound light but genuine. a comfortable silence stretches between you and franco, and in that quiet, you feel it—a subtle but undeniable pull. it’s unspoken, yet it lingers, drawing you closer to him in a way that feels both surprising and inevitable.
“you’re not what i expected, either,” you say, your tone casual, though the words carry weight.
franco leans forward slightly, curiosity sparking in his eyes. “oh? what did you expect?”
your lips curl into a teasing smile. “someone who tries too hard to be funny. but you’re just… effortlessly annoying.”
his laughter bursts out, rich and warm, and he clutches his chest dramatically. “effortlessly annoying? that might be the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.”
you shake your head, your smile widening despite yourself. you can feel your guard slipping, piece by piece, the edges softening with every laugh, every shared glance.
─── ⋅ ☆ ⋅ ───
as the night drifts on, the conversation flows like an easy current, touching on favourite movies, childhood christmas memories, and absurd holiday traditions. you trade stories that are ridiculous and endearing, the kind that make your sides ache from laughter. each word exchanged deepens the connection between you, weaving a thread of familiarity where there was none before.
he leans back, a playful smile tugging at his lips. “you know, this has to be the best christmas conversation i’ve ever had. no offence to santa and the elves.”
you raise your brow, feigning seriousness. “i’ll take it as a compliment. i don’t usually do this, you know.”
he tilts his head, curiosity dancing in his expression. “what? talk to effortlessly annoying guys?”
“no,” you reply with a soft laugh. “sit here, opening up to someone i just met. it’s… different.”
the teasing fades from his face as he leans in slightly, his voice dropping to something quieter, more intent. “different good or different bad?”
you meet his gaze, your heart beating a little faster at the intensity in his eyes. “good,” you say softly. “definitely good.”
the fire crackles softly in the background, the rhythmic pops and hisses filling the spaces between breaths. your laughter, which had moments ago echoed brightly, now fades into something quieter, something deeper. the silence between you isn’t awkward—it’s laced with a gentle understanding that neither of you has to name. you feel it—a warmth spreading through you, unfamiliar yet comforting, like an old song you’ve almost forgotten but still know by heart. it’s a feeling you haven’t let yourself embrace in years.
franco shifts slightly beside you, leaning forward as if to close the distance without intruding. his voice cuts through the quiet, warm and deliberate. “for the record,” he says, his lips curving into a faint, teasing smile, “you’re pretty good at this too.”
you glance at him, your brow lifting in subtle curiosity. “at what?”
his eyes linger on yours, the firelight flickering in their depths. he doesn’t hesitate, his tone softer now, almost confessional. “making me want to stay up all night talking to you.”
the words land heavier than you expect, and for a moment, your heart stumbles, a traitorous skip in its rhythm. you’re certain he notices, but for once, you don’t try to hide it.
your grip loosens slightly on your glass of wine, and you exhale, caught between disbelief and something dangerously close to hope. the vulnerability in his words disarms you, but it’s the sincerity in his gaze that keeps you still, like he’s waiting, patiently, to see if you’ll let him stay.
─── ⋅ ☆ ⋅ ───
now you stand near the balcony door, the hum of the christmas party a soft murmur inside. outside, the chill air brushes your skin, the twinkling lights from the decorations contrasting with the warmth of the fire crackling in the corner. your glass of wine rests in your hand, swirling gently, the dark liquid catching the firelight. you find yourself momentarily lost in the way the flames dance, tracing their movement, letting the quiet settle over you.
franco is standing beside you, so close now that his knee almost brushes against yours, but neither of you says anything. it's the first time tonight that the two of you have actually been alone, outside the usual nods and polite greetings you’ve exchanged over the years.
after a beat, he breaks the silence, his voice low but steady, like he’s testing the air between you.
“you know,” he begins, glancing toward you but keeping his gaze just slightly above yours, “i used to think love was supposed to be this big, dramatic thing. like fireworks and grand gestures.”
you raise an eyebrow, the corners of your mouth curling into a smirk as you shift your weight, the wine glass still twirling in your hand. “let me guess—movies and cheesy romance novels ruined you?”
franco laughs, the sound soft but amused, and you can hear the humour in his voice when he responds. “hey, i’m a romantic. sue me.”
you chuckle, the ease of his words making you relax, but there’s something in his tone that lingers. the idea of love as a grand, sweeping event feels familiar, even if it's been a long time since you've believed in it. the pause between the two of you stretches a little longer, the silence pulling at the edges of your thoughts, and you finally turn to him, looking at him fully for the first time tonight.
“and now?” you ask quietly, your voice catching the reflection of the fire in his eyes. “what do you think it’s supposed to be?”
he looks at you, really looks at you this time, and there's something about the way he shifts, the way he leans slightly forward, that makes his words hit you harder than you expect. his eyes are steady, but his voice is softer now, more introspective.
“i think it’s quieter,” he says, his tone almost reverent, like he's sharing a truth he's only just realised. “more like… finding someone who makes you feel like you’re home, no matter where you are.”
the words settle heavily in the space between you. you blink, your breath momentarily stuck in your chest. there's something in his expression, something real and raw, and it pulls you in. you turn your body slightly towards him, the firelight flickering off his face, and you can feel the weight of his honesty pressing into your own guarded heart.
“that’s nice," you say, almost whispering, but a knot tightens in your throat. you shift your gaze, struggling to maintain the usual lightness, but it’s hard now. "but what if you’ve been hurt? what if 'home' feels more like a risk than a refuge?”
franco doesn’t hesitate. his elbows drop to his knees, the movement slow and deliberate. he leans in just slightly, his shoulders squared toward you, and the teasing edge that usually follows him is gone, replaced by something quieter, more vulnerable.
“then maybe you stop looking for a perfect home,” he responds, voice steady, each word measured. “maybe you find someone who’s willing to build it with you, one piece at a time. even if it’s messy.”
the simplicity of his answer leaves you breathless for a second. you swallow, feeling something shift within you, like a door cracking open just a little wider. his words hang in the air, and despite yourself, you can’t help but feel the weight of them settle into your chest. it’s a thought you’ve buried for a long time, and you feel a flicker of warmth in the cold air around you.
“you make it sound so simple,” you say, a soft laugh escaping you, though your voice is quieter now, more fragile.
his lips twitch into a smile, but it doesn’t reach his eyes right away. he glances at you, his gaze lingering before he answers. “it’s not. but i think the right person makes it worth the mess.”
you exhale, the tension in your shoulders easing slightly, though his words have left something unspoken between you. the weight of the conversation feels too heavy to hold onto for much longer, so you try to shift the mood. you take a deep breath and let the faintest hint of a smile curve your lips.
“okay, mr. romantic,” you tease, your voice a little lighter now. “what’s your other grand passion? what keeps you up at night?”
franco grins, the teasing spark returning to his eyes. “besides annoy people by fireplaces?”
you laugh, shaking your head at him, but there’s something different in the way you look at him now, something softer in your gaze. you catch the slight change in his expression, the way his eyes soften, even if only for a fraction of a second, as he watches you.
“i like cooking, actually,” he says, a genuine warmth to his voice. he leans back slightly, the tension leaving his shoulders as he talks. “there’s something about making a meal for someone—putting care into every detail, knowing it’s going to bring them joy.”
you raise an eyebrow, amusement creeping back into your features, but there’s a spark of curiosity now, too. “cooking, huh? sounds like an elaborate way to flirt.”
franco’s grin widens, and you notice the way his eyes twinkle with mischief. “absolutely. works every time.”
you lean back, finally allowing a full smile to spread across your face. it feels natural, comfortable, the awkward tension of the night slipping away with the shared laughter, but something lingers—a connection that wasn’t there before. the warmth of the fire and the quiet rhythm of your conversation are the only things that matter now.
you lean back, your body sinking slightly into the chair, the chill of the balcony air brushing against your skin. the soft hum of the christmas party drifts in from the room behind you, but here, the cold night air feels refreshing, clearing the noise in your head. your smile lingers, and you can’t help but feel a change in the air. the distance between you and franco now feels different—closer, more intimate.
“i like that,” you say, your voice calm but thoughtful. “the way you think about it, i mean. cooking for someone. it’s... intimate.”
franco shifts in his seat, leaning forward slightly, his gaze focused on you. “what about you?” he asks, his voice soft, genuinely curious. “what’s the thing that makes your heart beat a little faster?”
you hesitate for a moment, the chill in the air suddenly making you feel a little warmer under his gaze. his openness makes you feel safe enough to share, and without thinking, the words tumble out of you.
“i write,” you say, your voice quiet, almost wistful. “or i used to, before life got in the way. it’s like... the only time i’ve ever felt completely free.”
his expression softens, his gaze gentle as he watches you, and for a brief moment, the world around you seems to fade. he looks like he understands the weight of your words. "why’d you stop?” he asks, his voice low, quiet with concern.
you shrug, avoiding his gaze, not wanting to face the vulnerability in your own eyes. “fear, maybe,” you reply, the words hanging heavily between you. “that i wasn’t good enough. that it wasn’t practical.”
“fear’s a bad reason to stop doing something you love,”he responds, his tone firm but gentle, almost as though he’s speaking to himself as much as to you.
the silence lingers in the space between you, and the cool night air feels heavier, somehow more present. you feel the weight of his words settle in your chest, your breath catching slightly as you meet his gaze. the snow falls gently, glowing faintly in the moonlight. the world feels suspended, quiet, and for a moment, it’s just the two of you in this stillness, and nothing else matters. there’s a sincerity in his eyes that pulls you in deeper, something you can’t quite explain.
“you should writing again,” he adds, his voice softer now, almost like a quiet plea. “you’re too passionate to keep it all locked inside.”
you swallow, the idea of writing again making something stir in your chest. but you don’t let it show, instead trying to keep the mood light. “and you should stop psychoanalysing strangers at christmas parties,” you tease, a small smile tugging at your lips.
he grins, a playful glint in his eyes, but there’s a shift. his gaze softens, and the playful atmosphere between you both changes. “maybe i’ll make it my new year’s resolution,” he says with a teasing tone, but there’s something deeper in his voice now. “right after ‘kiss beautiful smart women by fireplaces.’”
you laugh, a warm, genuine sound that seems to break the tension between you. but when your eyes meet again, the air is different. the laughter fades, replaced by a quiet understanding that neither of you can ignore. there’s a pull, something magnetic. his smile fades into something deeper, and you feel it too—a tension you haven’t felt in years.
“can i?” his voice is soft, his eyes searching yours, and you feel a warmth spreading through you that makes your heart race.
you nod, your throat tight, unable to say anything. but your silence speaks volumes, and it’s enough. he gives you every opportunity to pull away, but you don’t. you stay, rooted to the spot, as his lips hover just inches from yours, your heart pounding in your chest as he inches closer.
the kiss comes softly at first, tentative, almost as though he’s testing the waters, unsure of the fragility of the moment. but then, something shifts. the warmth between you builds, and the kiss deepens, both of you leaning into it, the connection effortless. it’s like you’ve both been waiting for this, and now that it’s here, it feels as though nothing else matters—just the two of you, wrapped in the glow of the lights and the quiet of the night. you both lean into it, your bodies moving as if they’ve known how to do this all along. it feels natural, easy, like the conversation you’ve had all night.
when you finally pull back, you’re both breathless, your cheeks flushed with warmth. franco’s smile is softer now, more intimate, and it makes your heart flutter.
“you’re a hard one to read, you know that?” he says, a hint of amusement in his voice, though his eyes are still searching yours.
you shake your head, the smile lingering on your lips. “and you’re impossible to ignore.”
the soft crackle of the fire still echoes from the living room, and the snow falls gently on your coat, glowing faintly in the moonlight. but here, on the balcony, it’s just the two of you. for the first time in a year, you feel something stir within you—a piece of yourself that you thought was lost. and in that moment, you allow yourself to believe that maybe, just maybe, you’ve found it again.

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thump thump | liu xiao
for already being familiar with the multiple sides of liu xiao's nature, you're sure impressed by yourself for still falling for it.
w.c: 1.1k
a.n: is it bad that i would defend liu xiao to hell and back even tho i can name at least three characters that objectively deserve to point a gun to his head? yes but i had to write this
liu xiao doesn't give a shit about pool. maybe he has a knack for it, and maybe he likes having the upper hand in the sport, but it's not as though he makes it a weekly routine to aim a cue stick against a billiards ball.
and yet, he's never been as terribly entertained by a game of pool like he is tonight.
all too mutually familiar to one another, it had been hard to miss each other upon fleetingly walking past each other – only for a brief moment and within the distraction of your respective companies, but it was simply impossible to not stop in your tracks and lock eyes.
you should've known better than to accept his invitiation for a game while wearing that on-brand smile.
halfway through, the game wasn't a game anymore. or maybe it was, but definitely not in pool and extremely much to his one-sided entertainment.
you're multiple vacant pool tables away from the people you both had initially arrived with. in the back of your mind, you can't help but wonder how visible you are to their attentions, the room solely lit up by dimmed lights hanging over each table.
on the long edge of yours, you're leaning back against it, hands clawing onto the wood hard enough for your knuckles to whiten and nails almost break.
the conversation that had diverted you away from the game had been one that should in no way reach the ears of others; exchanging matters involving individual field of works kept secret from most of those in your surroundings, clearly of importance and yet, you can hardly remember a single word of it. not in this situation.
you'd subconsciously left your cue stick across the table. liu xiao rests his palm on the tip of his own, the free palm keeping his weight up on the edge, right next to your own. he's leaning forwards, very much so, to such extent you can feel his even breath fan your skin.
"it's a shame that you don't want to negotiate. i'm sure we'd benefit equally of it," liu xiao sighs, but he hardly sounds upset by your firm rejection. you can tell, because he's still showing you that pleased smile. "i don't enjoy forcing people into business though, so i won't bother you any further about it."
"if you get that, move back already," you croak out, trying to stay as composed as possible despite being completely betrayed by your eyes refusing to meet his.
"why?"
unbelievable question, really, but nothing shocking when it comes from liu xiao.
"i believe we've already made it clear that i'm not interested in business–" your sorry excuse of an argument is interrupted by a quiet gasp when he leans in even closer. "a-also, this looks really weird to the rest."
"that's funny." his smile widens, and the smugness in it makes you wonder if it'd be a bad idea to hockey-check him into the closest wall. "you've never struck me as someone who cares about what others think – not that they can see anything from here anyway."
"they have no idea we already know each other and it's better like that. i don't want them to get the wrong idea."
"about what?"
"y–you know what i mean! it's not like we're close to begin with," you hiss back at him. you can tell your confidence is slowly but surely starting to shatter though and you attempt to swerve the topic before he can push it any further, "besides, i want to finish the game already."
liu xiao briefly raises an eyebrow at this. his hand leaves the edge of the table and you just can't help but flinch when you suddenly feel his fingertips over the skin of your cheek.
coming from him, the touch could be anything from a threat to a way of entertaining himself even more. whichever it is – because you honestly can't tell this time – you're left frozen beneath it. it doesn't help when the digits ghost down your jaw and by the time the tip of his index finger rests under your chin, you can hear your heartbeat hammering in your ears.
"even though you've never cared a bit about pool?" liu xiao taunts, his finger sinking lower alongside your neck with each word he speaks. "i was actually surprised to see you here – you must really want to keep your true colors a secret from your friends, no?"
"isn't that just–"
you cut yourself short when he slowly drags his finger across the curve of your collarbone. shoulders hunching even more, your head sinks lower, as if you care so much more about the old, shoe print-stained wooden floor than the fact that you can almost feel his forehead against your own.
it may undoubtedly be in liu xiao's nature to play with any functioning part of one's brain – god forbid you already don't know that – but at the very least, he knows what lines to not cross; the digit doesn't travel any further than right below your collarbone, showing no signs of departing from your absolutely blazing skin, but humbly staying in place.
that could be great and all, in fact you could even appreciate the thought, had it not been for the realization slowly sinking in the longer the touch lingers within that area.
it finally hits you, how your heartbeat isn't only hammering in your ears, but in his as well. your eyes widening is enough to reveal your new knowledge.
"what's wrong? i know it's way out of my ability to get you scared – you're not angry with me, are you?" your silence drags out a chuckle from him that he doesn't as much as try to hide. "or is it something else? i'd love to find out, you know?"
cat got your tongue. your thoughts, your sanity, composure, confidence, guts and everythig. that said, you're hyperaware of the half-lidded eyes behind the glasses boring into your own, tips of your noses grazing against each other and the way you can feel his lips almost, almost touch yours–
"y/n, are you done? we're leaving soon!"
you can only faintly hear your company calling out to you from the other side of the room, but it's just enough to get your mind together. your painfully tight grip releases the table, yet they barely have the strength to push him aside by his chest. when your shoulder bumps into his, you don't care the slightest about turning around to face him and apologize, opting to instead let your rushed feet drag you away from there. while reuniting with your friends, you do your best to ignore liu xiao far behind you.
"it was nice seeing you again," you hear him call out, and you make out that stupid smile lacing his words, "let's finish our game next time."
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When It Rains It Pours Ep 6 Thoughts
I have had an incredibly weird day. But the good news is that I can finally watch this episode which will most likely shatter my heart to pieces. BUT it's the first week that I'm watching with everyone else then we all get to spend a week thinking about it and talking about it together. What a wonderful little community this show has here on tumblr (you all have been so nice and so smart and so willing to scream with others and you are all the best forever no matter what anyone else says). I wasn't sure I was gonna continue my liveblog, but here I am. Continuing it. Under the cut:
SEI IS BUYING THE COFFEE. I REPEAT SEI IS BUYING THE COFFEE. THIS IS NOT A DRILL. I have run out of words. Please tell me someone else has talked about this…I'm not even 5 seconds into the show yet god damn I should control myself.
BUT THEN HE COULDN'T PAY? OH SWEET JESUS. There is meaning here. (sirens hurry the fuck up and drive by I am trying to watch a masterpiece)
Baby boy the feelings are reciprocated. He will save you if you let him. And you can save him in turn.
This. Bastard. Is trying to move Sei away. To alienate him further. He doesn't want Sei to have anyone in his life except him. If he hadn't answered that phone call, he wouldn't be considering moving.
Anger.
Anger and hatred and violence.
His job is literally the only place he ever sees people! He doesn't even really interact with them! But he at least has a place where should he need to talk to someone outside of Fujisawa, there are people there. Not just Kazuaki. But other coworkers. Who based on what we've seen, are all friendly and kind enough. And now Fujiisawa is trying to remove the ONE place Sei has that he does not have access to. I am screaming and crying and gonna jump into this show to knee this man in the groin.
The fact that Sei is listening to rain sounds means that Kazuaki remembered and sent him the link to listen to rain sounds when he wanted. It means that Kazuaki remembered. Thought of him and their conversation. Even before they knew about the emails. He remembered.
You ask like you have a right to know.
He doesn't ask like a friend who's curious and cares about his friend being happy and meeting someone. He asks like he is entitled to that information.
Sei's entire confession is so matter of fact. He doesn't sound remorseful or like he's been caught cheating. He just openly admits to it. Because he knows he likes Kazuaki. Or do we as a fandom call him Hagiwara? I'm not sure on that I just went by what the gaga summary called him for an episode. Please let me know. Anyway. Sei said he started catching feelings.
HE THREW THE PHONE I KILL HIM
GET OFF OF HIM I KILL YOU
SHOOTING LASERS AT HIM
SHOOTING MORE LASERS
Look how red Fujisawa's face is. This is some brilliant lighting work. He is literally red like the devil. Dressed in all black. Pinning Sei down as Sei claws for freedom.
GET OFF OF HIM I WILL RIP YOUR ARMS OFF
Get em baby. Tell him he is the least desirable man on earth.
The purposeful dissonance in the soundtrack right now is truly amazing. (Now I just need these fucking sirens to GO AWAY)
Okay. So I know there's a line to push Fujisawa off a cliff, but what if before anyone pushes him, I go to the bottom and I add some fun little spikes. Just as a treat. For us.
Oh so he just apologizes? I'm gonna stab you with broken glass.
It will take me a minute before I'm able to analyze anything because I am so livid. (I also am angry from something specific at work today so I was already primed for anger and then this fucker)
Hissing
He couldn't if he wanted to. He is a good person. And you are in a bad situation. The second he learns how bad it is, he is never gonna ignore you until he knows you are safe. Until he knows you are free.
HE SEES THE BRUISE. HE KNOWS. HE KNOWS.
Omg I'm gonna cry. The music here. The music. The everything.
No baby boy don't walk away!
What in the homophobia…
If you liked him you would have talked to him. Communicated. If you liked him, you would have set him free. You don't like him. You like the idea of him. And I hope you never find anyone else to trap and make miserable the way you trapped him.
GET HER. READ HER ASS.
Now that Kaori is finally talking to Kazuaki, the framing is different. Before, there was a booth creating a physical barrier between them. Now there is nothing. They are sitting at the same table. Open. Communication. This should have happened SO MUCH EARLIER. Girl. I hate you.
The thing that pisses me off the most about Kaori is that her feelings and her relationship towards sex are completely valid. And she has every right to feel the way she feels. But she never once said anything. She never once told her partner how she was feeling. Even though she knew she was hurting him. She knew he was miserable. But instead of talking to him, she let him suffer. Because she liked him. And she knew an outcome of that talk could have led to them breaking up. And she was so incredibly selfish to never let that happen. She would rather he be miserable and hers than be happy and be free. And that I cannot forgive her for.
And she makes him do the dirty work of breaking up with her. Because she never could do the right thing. Honestly, I think even if she hadn't found out, it would not be long before he broke up with her anyway. He found his happiness elsewhere and he would not be able to live with himself knowing he cheated and knowing he was in love with someone else. Anyway. She should have at least had the decency to be the one to end things because she was not capable of doing it when she should have. AN ENTIRE FUCKING YEAR AGO.
There is something to this show being sandwiched by those two getting coffee. One who wasn't able to get it and one who was kept waiting but did get it eventually.
Also our baby boy is free now! No matter what else happened. He is no longer trapped. He can and will find his happiness. Now he just needs to save Sei.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S NO PREVIEW. IS THERE NO PREVIEW? HELP????
I will probably need to sit with this episode for at least a day to process it before the thoughts come flooding out.
I have hatred in my heart.
#when it rains it pours#futtara doshaburi#rae liveblogs#rae liveblogs when it rains it pours#and i didn't mention this in my liveblog but#no umbrellas again???#does this show need to break my heart in every possible way?
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•Hall Pass•
The follow up.
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Caution: Smut, pnv, slow burn, fingering, oral (female receiving), teasing,
Chris felt like a piece of him had been ripped away when Adeline left… However, their "friendship" began to bloom like flowers in the spring.
She was saved in his phone as " My Addie". The sweet nothings she never knew about, made Chris the happiest. Every phone call, every text, every FaceTime, (When Adeline got the chance). He had claimed her as his the same day she left. She told him "If we ever fall through, I'm all your's", and that's what kept Chris going. The thought that someday she would be his, he'd fly her out to LA. show, her all of his favorite places, take her out to dinner... treat her like a princess. The thought of her boyfriend having her as his own rubbed Chris the wrong way, he wanted her! But he swore he would never intentionally break them up, because that's wrong. He wasn't that kind of guy. Not now, Not ever. And he wanted Adeline to be happy, even if it was without him.
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I felt a sense of longing after my night with Chris, yes I have a boyfriend and I love him dearly. But something about the way Chris made me feel, was different. I was still happy with my boyfriend! We've had an amazing relationship for the last 3 years, and I wouldn't trade it for the world! After we both used our "Hall passes" things seemed to change... He got close with Jessie, and realistically I can't complain cause i've gotten close with Chris and both his brothers! But my boyfriend seemed to be distancing, and it scared me. So I decided we needed to have a conversation about it.
'My love... can I talk to you?'
I asked with nerves in my voice.
'Yeah, what's up?'
His tone was normal, and helped ease my nerves a bit.
'Are we okay...? I feel like you've been distant since we used our Hall passes...'
I watched his face fall...
'I know what you mean... I don't know. Don't get me wrong I still love you dearly! But... I don't really feel the connection anymore.'
My heart shattered on the floor benieth me. I still love him more then anything.
'So... what does that mean for us...?'
He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. Like he was about to break the worst news to me.
'It's probably best if we go out own ways Adeline... Like I said I still love you! And I will forever cherish our last 3 years together, but I don't feel that spark anymore. and before you overthink, and think it's because we did use our Hall passes, it's not... I haven't felt it since a little before I said you couldd use your's'
His words crushed me, tears ran down my face and my heart broke.
'Why didn't you tell me...?'
My voice broke, he pulled me into a hug.
'Because I hate seeing you cry... I knew you'd cry. I'm sorry... We can still be friends... I know that dosen't make the pain any better.'
When I looked up at him he had tears in his eyes. It was for the best... why stay in a relationship when you don't feel the spark anymore. We ended on good terms and decided to stay close friends. I messaged Chris.
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My phone lit up on my desk, pulling my attention away from Fortnite. It was a message from my Addie.
Hey... you still want pre break up claims...?'
My heart pounded out of my chest. Did they end things?
'Hey Addie! Of course I do!... But what happened? Are you okay?'
Those three dots popped up as she started typing back.
'Umm... he didn't feel our spark anymore... said it was probably best if we went out own ways. We ended on good terms, and were still close friends, but it hurts...We were together for almost 4 years....'
My heart broke for Addie... Granted I'm over the moon for the day shes okay again and I can call her mine, but for now I'll just help her through the pain.
'Oh Addie... i'm so sorry my sweet girl. I'm here for you if you need anything'
I read the words... "my sweet girl" and felt my stomach flip. God he always knows how to make me feel better.
'Thank you my love... you always know how to cheer me up'
"My love", something she's never called me... she called me "love" in the tour bus, but the "MY" in front of it made it mean so much more.
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A few days went by, the pain was still there, longing for my now ex's touch... He moved to our spare room. We decided to stay living together as roommates, it's just easier on both our financial situations. Nights became filled with FaceTime calls with Chris. He made me forget the pain. 9:00 PM rolled around and my phone started ringing with Chris's ringtone.
'Hi sweet boy!'
My voice rang soft through the phone.
'Hi my Addie'
The nickname he started calling me since the break up.... something so simple and sweet. we spoke on the phone till 5 in the morning... I missed him, more then I wanted to admit. In my sleepy state, I started speaking sweet nothings.
' I miss you... a lot. I feel like things would be so much easier if you were here Chris. Fuck! Even if it was just a five second hug...'
My voice rang sad, and horse from choking back tears. Chris's sleepy eyes suddenly turned sad.
'Hey... it's okay Addie. I miss you too, trust me i'd love nothing more then to give you the biggest hug right now...'
Tears ran gently down my face listening to him. I wanted to see him again, and not through a screen.
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I watched as Tears fell down Adelines cheeks, I felt awful seeing her cry. I wanted nothing more then to swoop in and give her all the comfort she needed. She eventually cried herself to sleep. I went to my laptop and started looking at tickets to fly out there and see her, I would fly her out here but it seems too soon. I want her to be happy while she's here. I booked the soonest flight out there. I'm leaving tomorrow morning, I decided, I'll keep this a secret from Adeline. She deserves a good surprise.
I stayed up all night keeping a close eye on Addie as she slept. I started packing my bags to leave tomorrow morning. She woke up and immediately spoke.
'Chris...?'
I wasn't on the screen where she could see me. I ran back to my phone and flew on my bed.
'I'm right here Addie... you're okay'
She relaxed as soon as I spoke. God her sleepy face was adorable, I couldn't help but melt seeing it.
'Where were you...?'
She asked softly, only making me melt more.
'I was at my desk baby... I didn't want my phone to die. I'm sorry.'
She smiled when she heard me call her "baby". It honestly slipped... I didn't even think twice about it.
'It's okay...'
She drifted back to sleep and I quickly finished packing my bag so I could return to my phone for when she woke up again. She slept for another hour before waking up fully, I wanted to tell her so bad, i'd see her tomorrow... but I didn't! This needs to be a surprise.
'Good morning beautiful... how'd you sleep?'
I asked softly. she stretched with a sleepy grin on her face before turning to face her phone.
'I slept okay... You?'
I smiled at her, she seemed to be in a much better mood.
'I didn't sleep... I wanted to make sure you were okay.'
Her face melted as I spoke.
Our conversation continued, but before letting her go for the day I let her know I'd be busy tomorrow for about 3 hours and i'd message her when I could. I spent the day preparing for my 3 hour flight tomorrow. Matt was gonna drop me off at the airport, I already had a rental car in place so I could drive to Addie's apartment. I was so excited to see her again, its been 4 months since i've seen her... since our wild night together. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about that moment every day since it happened...
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Chris was busy today... I sat at home bored, Timothy was at work so we couldn't even hang out. Around 3:00 I heard a knock on my apartment door.
'Who the fuck?'
I whispered to myself before looking out the peep hole. My heart stopped when I saw Chris. I quickly unlocked my door and fell into his arms. Peace at last... His arms wrapping around me was the comfort I had been craving, longing for.
'What the hell are you doing here?!'
I looked up at him with tear stained cheeks. His eyes shining a beautiful bright blue.
'I booked the soonest flight out here the other night when you said you missed me. And I needed to see my Addie.'
I looked at him with pure happiness in my eyes. I desperately wished he would kiss me.... I know it seems soon considering i've only been out of my almost 4 year relationship for 2 weeks... But it's all I wanted. He stared down at me with love in his eyes, he brought a hand up to rest on my cheek.
'Addie...?'
He said softly, waiting for me to respond. I gently hummed against his chest.
"Can I kiss you?'
My heart fluttered hearing him ask, it brought me right back to the night we shared together.
'Of course you can my love... I'd love nothing more.'
With my gentle words, he leaned in giving me a slow passionate kiss, leaving e breathless.
'God that's a feeling I missed...'
I whispered against his lips. He smiled In response.
'Me too...'
I helped him grab his bags from his rental car, and bring them to my room.
' I can't believe you're here... this feels like a dream.'
He smiled at me, watching me closely as I sat on the edge of my bed. He sat his bags down and joined me.
'Honestly... me either. But i'm glad I am!'
He looked at me with that same look before I left the tour bus, that look of something more... that look of love.
'God... you're gonna make me flustered again if you keep looking at me like that...'
He looked at me with the biggest grin.
'Ahh, so you finally admit I did fluster you?'
I rolled my eyes at him playfully, Hearing his teasing words.
'Yeah, yeah... laugh it up.'
'Not laughing.... just appreciate knowing I effect you in such ways.'
His voice wasn't teasing, it wasn't cruel... purely sweet.
We spent our evening watching movies in my room. Slowly growing closer and closer to each other, until we were wrapped in each others arms. This felt safe, this felt right, this is where I was ment to be now. 4:30 rolled around and I started making dinner. Sure we weren't together anymore, but I still made sure Timothy had a warm meal when he got home.
'Is there anything you want help with Addie?'
Chris asked softly, watching as I swayed my way around the kitchen.
'No I got it! Thank you though love.'
I said looking at him with a gentle smile.
I continued my way around the kitchen, finishing dinner before Timothy got home.
'Are you gonna be okay with Timothy being here? He stays in his room a lot of the time... and I swear he's not as mean as he looks.'
He looked at me shocked, like I had just said the most in incriminating thing ever.
"Addie... Just because he's your ex, doesn't mean i'm gonna freak out on him. He lives here! It's no biggie, he seems like a chill guy to hang out with.'
His reassuring words meant everything to me. 5: 30 rolled around and Timothy arrived.
'Oh hey! Timothy, this is Chris, Chris this is Timothy.'
They exchanged handshakes, and to my surprise... the world didn't stop.
'Sorry I didn't let you know he was coming over, it was a surprise or I would have given you a heads up this morning.'
We were still kind to one another, we don't really have a reason not to be kind to each other.
'No it's all good! I totally get it. no biggie, for real.'
Dinner went surprisingly well. And before I knew it we all went to our rooms for the night.
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We sat, laid in bed apart from each other, continuing the rest of our movie from earlier. The silence was suddenly broke by Chris's sweet voice.
'So... do I get to share a bed with the most gorgous girl to walk this planet? Or would she like her princess bed to herself for the week?'
He said, proping himself up on his elbow facing me, with a sweet smile.
'I think she's okay sharing her bed for a week.'
I said with a smile. I'd be honored to share a bed with him! It''s not like everyday THE, Chris Sturniolo asks to share a bed with me, of all people.
With my confirmation, that he could share my bed with me for the week, he grabbed my waist pulling me close. I giggled at the sudden movement, not expecting it. I haven't laughed like that since the break up... it was refreshing. I relaxed into his warm body, finally feeling that comforting feeling i've been longing for.
' You're really warm...'
I said softly into his chest. His warmth was comforting in so many ways... so many ways I couldn't explain.
'And you're freezing!'
He was quick to pull a blanket around me, providing even more comfort then before. We laid there as the movie faded into the background, the sweet silence was peacefull. For the frist time in two weeks, the silence wasn't scary for me, it was comforting. Something so simple... wrapping me in a blanket followed by his warm touch, made me feel at peace again. Though, I couldn't help but wonder... does he still claim me as his? He pulled his head away just far enough to look down at me. Those baby blue eyes shining bright, how I've always seen them in the videos him and his brothers post.
'What...?'
I asked softly, while lost in his eyes.
'You seem at peace...'
His gentle whispered reply, made my heart skip a beat.
'I am... I haven't felt this deep in peace for a while actually.'
He pulled be back into his chest, fully surrounding me in the comfortof his arms.
'You know... what I said in the tour bus still stands true.'
His words struck me, what ones? We both said so many... Was he talking about when he called me a treasure? Was he talking about when he claimed me as his own?... Was he talking about the "I love you's" we shared before I left?
'You said a lot that night... Any specific ones you're talking about?'
I asked with gentle hope in my eyes.
'Well I mean all of it... But right now, I'm talking about when I told you I thought I loved you. Because I don't just think anymore... I know I do.'
My stomach filled with butterflies hearing his words. They sounded so gentle, but so full at the same time. How did he possess such power over me? Such power that made me crumble at the meer slight of his smile. or when he looks at me with those gorguous baby blue eyes that pierce my soul. Without a second thought, without hesitation...
'I love you too Chris. More then you know...'
The words fell from my lips like they've told him "I love you" a thousand times before. But they haven't, so it's strange feeling it happen so naturally. He physiclly melted when the words fell from my lips.
'I was worried you wouldn't anymore...'
His voice was barley audible, like there was fear, pain. But also relief, happiness... and love.
'Why? I told you if me and Timothy fell out of love I was yours..."
'I know... I'm not really sure why I thought you wouldn't. But I'm glad you do Addie, so glad'
I pulled my face away from his chest, capturing his gaze. The pure vulnerability sat heavy in his baby blues, speaking more words then his lips could. He leaned in close, but not close enough to kiss, not yet. Like he was waiting for permision, like he was waiting to make sure I was okay with a kiss before he just did it. I flickered my gaze from his eyes briefly to his lips, with a crooked smile on my face. He closed the distance between us, leaving me breathless with his kiss. This wasn't a kiss like we shared in the tour bus... this was a kiss filled with the unspoken emotions, feelings, the pent of love that's been growing between us the past four months. It was perfection, slow, savoring, meaningfull, full of the love we both shared for each other. When he broke the kiss, he rested his forehead to mine, taking a moment to catch his breath before he spoke again.
'I love you Adeline... there's no other way to say it. I simply love you, more then i've every loved anthing else.'
My chest tightened... I knew exactly what he meant. It was something that couldn't be explained, an unspoken love if you will. An unspoken love at first sight like you see in movies, read about in books.... This is what ture, pure, honest love was. We held each other close, like if we didn't, we were gonna wake up from the beautiful dream we've both created.
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I love her as much as I love my brothers, there was no denying the pure love I have for her. It was true, honest, and deep. I held her like my life depended on it... Thinking about it all now, I feel almost guilty for the night we shared in the tour bus. That should have been an experience that was gentle and loving... it was anything but that. I hope she doesn't hold it against me... I don't think she would, but there's still that fear.
'Addie...?'
I was hesitant to ask, but I needed to know.
'Hmm?'
Her soft hum to my chest meant everything. Meant she trusted me, and loved me just as deeply.
'Do you hold our night in the tour bus against me...? I feel guilty for being so rough with you...'
The nerves in my voice were undeniable, I was horrified she'd hold it against me in some way... She caught me by surprise when she rested her now, warm hand on my cheek.
'Of course not my love... that would be silly! I don't hold anything against you. I wanted it just as much as you did.'
She had this... way of reassuring me, in a way I didn't know even existed in people.It made me feel secure in her presents.
'Really?... I thought maybe you would.'
'No! Never my love. It was perfect... truly.'
I kissed her once again... nothing rushed, nothing pushy. I just loved the way she melted against me, the way she hums with a small smile on her face. SHE, is perfection.
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We spent our night holding each other close. Gentle kisses and the ocasional make out in between, we spent our nights like we did over the phone... but now we had the privilege to hold each other close, and kiss like our life's depended on it. I felt loved and seen by him, I loved he had a rough side! But it was also nice to know he had a sofe, vulnerable, touchy side too... That made him like me in so many ways, and it felt comforting to know he would understand me better, being like me. My guard was non existant around him. He made it crumble away... By the time we got tired it was five in the morning... like always. He started falling asleep against my chest.
'My love... go get dressed for bed. Sleeping in jeans is gonna be uncomfortable,'
I said softly, running my fingers through his messy hair. He groaned at me in a sleepy tone. He didn't wanna get up and move from his comfortable position on my chest. But he's also expressed to me how much he hates falling asleep in jeans...
'Come on love, we can lay like this to go to bed! I promise,'
He finally got up after my incouragement, I went to find my comfy shorts while he changed. When I came back from the bathroom, Chris was snuggled under the blankets of my bed. He looked so peaceful... It made me melt seeing him. When I crawled in bed beside him, he instantly laid on my chest, holding me close. He was already half way to sleepy town by the time I got settled in. I stayed close to him... I wanted to be right by his side. I noticed he was sleeping in his boxers when my leg rested against his. He was comfortable with me... He lifted his head to look at me with heavy lided eyes, his baby blues filled with sleepyness.
'Sleep good my Addie.... if you need anything i'm right here.'
His low sleepy voice was attractive...
'Sleep good my love...'
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That night was the first night in two weeks i've gotten good sleep. Something about him holding me so close all night, providing that comfort, and making sure I was okay anytime he woke up to move was sweet. I woke up in the sweetest way too... I woke up to gentle kisses being placed on my jawline.
'Good morning my Addie...'
He said in his morning voice, rich and rough from sleep.
'Good morning my sweet boy!'
I said with a stretch, and a smile splaying on my face.
After my stretch, he pulled me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me tight. His sweet gentleness made me giggle. We laid in bed cuddling, just enjoying the comfort we provide, the comfort we brought each other. His sweet kisses made me melt in more ways then one. I don't know how, but I didn't realize Chris was shirtless till this morning, when I snuggled into his chest for warmth.
'Hmmm... you're warm!'
I hummed gently into his chest, making him hold me tighter.
'Are you cold? You don't feel cold to the touch.'
Hearing his voice while against his chest made me wanna go back to sleep.
' A little bit...'
I said softly. He pulled our bodies together engolfing me in his warm embrace. I melted feeling his warm skin touch mine, I never knew something so intimate could feel so comforting! My shirt had worked it's way up, exposing my stomach. Our skin was pressed together, it felt like this is how it should be, how it was always meant to be. I looked up at him, with love in my eyes.
'Chris... I think you're my happy place.'
I admitted softly. His face lit up and melted all at once.
'You're my happy place Addie... you have been since I met you.'
We got lost in each others eyes... something about the moment seemed so right, and intiment. He leaned in slightly, flickering his gaze between my eyes and my lips. I grinned at him, the tension building up was undeniable.
'Are you gonna kiss me? Or are you just gonna tease me again?'
I asked in a seductive tone, knowing where I wanted this to go. I know I haven't been out of my last relationship long... but everything with him feels so right. I can't let it slip away.
He smiled at me and closed the gap between us, crashing his lips against mine. I smiled into his kiss, he seemed to know what I wanted, what we both wanted. I rolled over to my back, he followed never breaking the kiss. He was now hovering over me, the kiss became heated... but so did we. The room became filled with gentle moans and soft sighs from us both. I let my legs fall open beside me, he took it as a green light to lower himself onto me. As he sunk down onto me, he pressed against me firmly, triggering a gentle moans to excape my lips. He pulled away briefly, I swear he was staring into my soul.
'Are you okay with this...? I know it's soon an-'
I cut him off with a gentle kiss, he inhaled sharpley in response.
'I know it's soon... but this feels right Chris. As long as it's with you, it's right. And it's what I want Chris...I promise.'
He smiled at me gently, his smile was full of love, lust and hunger. It was attractive and made me want him more. He leaned into the kiss again, soft and passionate. He began grinding on me, soft but intense. I let my hands rest on his back, gently digging my nails into his soft skin. He slid my shorts off effortlesslly, without breaking the kiss. I was left in my oversized tee and black lace underwear, he continued his gentle grind against me, the soft lace of my underwear gliding against my clit. I decided to work against him, providing more friction for myself, and apparently him too. His soft skin against mine brought me right back to the night I fell in move with him... I briefly broke our kiss.
'I missed this... your soft skin against mine is comforting... but also thrilling.'
He stared into my dark eyes, his baby blues piercing my soul.
'God... you have no idea Addie! I missed this too, I swear every night and day since you left I've thought about our moment on the bus. But now, getting to be more gentle and genuine with you... makes my heart race.'
He gently grabbed my hand, and rested it on his pounding chest. I swear, his heart felt like it was gonna burst. I cupped his cheek with my hand gently, and pulled him into a deep kiss. I let my hands wander over his body, landing on the waistband of his boxers that hugged him perfectly. I slid two fingers from each hand into his waistband, pulling him closer. His body instantly covered in goosebumps, and he shivered gently against my touch. I looked up at him and grinned with the happiest smile.
‘God… you’re perfect Chris.’
I said quietly. Watching his pupils dilate, leaving small blue rings. He looked at me as if he was trying to savor this very moment, memorizing the way I laid beneath him, relaxed, peaceful, wanting everything he was giving me. He continued his gentle grinding against me, we didn’t bother rushing… we just wanted to enjoy the feelings we brought each other. He gently slipped his hand in the waistband of my lace underwear. He looked down between our bodies, then up at me with the most adorable look in his eyes, like he was asking for permission. I gave him a gentle smile, letting him know it was okay. With gentle hands, he slid my underwear off me, in one smooth motion. He stood up to take his boxers off, leaving us both naked… once again. He started with slow kisses, leaving us both with shaking uneasy breaths.
.
As the comfort washed over us, he let his hands wander. One hand propped him up, the other found its way between my legs. His feather light touch found my clit, rubbing gentle circles. I couldn’t help but moan into the kiss feeling his touch. My hips gently bucked under his touch, making him smile into our kiss.
‘That’s my girl.’
His words made my stomach spin unexpectedly, I smiled at him suddenly feeling full of love for him… I truly love him.
He continued his gentle assault on my clit, leaving me wanting more. I let one hand play with his hair, and the other trail down his side… eventually ending up with my tiny hand wrapped around his length. He let out the most sexy, low, husky growl I’d ever heard. I briefly pulled away from the kiss to look at him, shock fell over my face.
‘What…?’
He sounded worried, like he’d done something wrong. It was incredibly adorable.
‘That was really hot…’
I admitted, still stunned from his low growl. He continued the kiss and his gentle assault on my clit became quick and slick as he turned me on more.
His smile grew into our steamy kiss, i couldn’t help but smile back. He slid his hand down entering two fingers in me. My back arched, i inhaled sharply, and i instantly felt overwhelmed with pleasure.
‘Fuck- Chris!’
I barely mumbled out, my head fell back into my pillow as he continued. After a few moments he pulled away, making me whimper.
‘Don’t worry… I’m not done yet.’
His voice was low, gravelly, and hungry. He knelt down between my legs, positioning himself on his stomach, arms wrapped around my thighs holding me in place.
‘Relax love… I’m gonna take care of you.’
He said gently as he placed kisses on my inner thighs, teasing closer and closer to where I wanted him most. He placed feather light kisses to my soaked, swollen clit making my back arch off the bed beneath me.
‘Oh my god!’
I whined as he sucked on my clit, leaving me breathless. I couldn’t help but gently grind against him, he didn’t seem to mind…
He brought me right to my edge… then stopped. He hovered back over me with a grin, and leaned down to whisper in my ear.
‘Good girl… but I wanna be gentle, and make this an experience. Are you ready princess?’
His voice was low and gravely as he spoke, sending shivers down my spine.
‘Yeah… I’m ready.”
He gave me hungry kisses as he slid his length through my soaked folds. The room filled with moans from the both of us. He sent electricity through my veins and i began to crave that feeling … the feeling only he could give me. As I got lost in my dirty mind, he slid into me. Causing a low gravel moan to escape his lips, I swear with just his moan… I became more wet.
‘Oh, Chris! Fuck…’
I moaned out, feeling him bottom out in me. He started a gentle thrust in and out of me, making my stomach instantly sink. I knew i wasn’t going to last long… not even long enough for him to finish.
‘C-Chris… I’m not gonna last…’
I admitted through moans.
‘It’s okay baby… let go.’
A few more thrusts and I fell over my edge. My stomach clamped down and my walls squeezed him tight.
‘Holy fuck!’
He moaned as I came undone. My orgasm was so intense, he could barely continue thrusting in me.
‘Fuck, baby…’
Turns out, he wasn’t far behind me. Me clinching so tight around him, made him finish as well. We rode out our highs together, savoring the sweet feeling.
‘Fuck… that was amazing Chris!’
He fell to my side, and I snuggled close to him.
‘God, I wanna keep you forever Adeline Rose!’
He spoke softly, words full of meaning and love.
‘Then keep me… I will gladly be yours till the end of time my love.’
I said as I gently placed a hand on his flushed cheek. His smile said everything I needed to know.
‘I love you Addie…’
‘I love you more Chris…’
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HOLY FUCK NUTS PART 2 IS COMPLETE! I have a feeling this is gonna become a whole series yall… i genuinely love Chris and Adelines story sm🥺 god! Anyway I hope yall enjoy the follow up! Lmk what you guys think and if you want a part 3🧡
-Rose
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With Light In My Heart, Entry 5: Shattered Worlds and Storybook Adventures

''This is my escape! I'm running through this world and I'm not looking back! 'Cause I know I can go where no one's ever gone and I'm not looking back! But how will I know when I get there? And how will I know when to leave? We've all gotta start from somewhere and it's right there for me, the possibilities are never ending! I see it, I see it, and now it's all within my reach! (Endless possibility!) I see it, I see it now, it's always been inside of me! (And now I feel so free!) Endless possibility!''
…
''Like the sun (the sun) , I run (I run) into the heat of day! Like a knight (like a knight) , I'll fight (I'll fight) until the fight is won! In a rage (s rage) , I'll save (I'll save) each and every, each and every, each and every one until this war is won! And I live to rule by the sword, slashing through the every inch of the power, the power in you! As I sit, as I stand by the table, I command my kingdom! I'm the Knight of the Wind!''
– Endless Possibility by Sonic Unleashed (NateWantsToBattle Cover) & Knight of The Wind by Sonic and The Black Knight (NateWantsToBattle Cover)
xXxXxXx
There was a sudden flash of light, with two hedgehogs emerging from it on the street, much to a few passersby's surprise. Shadow put the Chaos Emerald back in his quills, taking note of them being in the middle of a city, the architecture being dominated by building like apartments, shops and cathedrals. The streets were cobblestone-laid, with bushes and trees planted alongside the paths. Overall, the city had a rather old and archaic, but culturally rich feeling to it.
''I love that Old World charm,'' Sonic said, happy that he and Shadow finally made it to Spagonia and excited to show his rival, who was already looking around and taking in all of the city's architecture, all the sights he knew about.
Shadow was intrigued when Sonic suggested that they visit Spagonia. He couldn't recall ever visiting it, so this was a new experience for him. He had been told by Maria that she and her family did visit Spagonia before she got sick and that she liked the food there. His expression fell as he remembered their conversation, falling silent.
''Hey, Shadow, where do you- huh?'' Sonic's bright smile disappeared in an instant when he saw Shadow's somber expression. Sonic stared at his rival, his ears pinned down. ''Shadow….''
The dark hedgehog didn't appear to hear him, seemingly lost in his own thoughts. After learning about Black Doom's return, Shadow had focused completely on destroying him before he could fulfill his plans, but that didn't mean that he didn't take short breaks in-between missions to talk to the other people stuck in the White Space, mainly Maria and Professor Gerald Robotnik. However, looking back, he wished he could talk longer to them, especially Maria and hear more about her experiences and desires. He had his chance and he made the most of it. He couldn't go back to the past anymore, not when he promised to himself that he would move on.
He steadied himself, trying to push away this sense of longing and telling himself that he should use this precious memory and perhaps try to experience what Maria experienced. Even if she wasn't with him, she still roamed through all of those streets and visited the city's shops and restaurants, so he could try to honor her memory that way. They may not be able to experience this together, but he knew that she would approve of this decision.
''Shadow? You okay, buddy?''
Shadow turned to Sonic, who gave him a look of concern. ''I am. We should go.''
''Okay, then… Let's see,'' Sonic hummed as he thought about all the landmarks Spagonia offered. ''To think about it, the last time I've been here was to show Blaze around. Now, where to go first…''
''Do you know any good restaurants?'' Shadow asked, his question surprising Sonic. The cobalt hedgehog then beamed.
''Of course I know! I'll take you to the best one in the city,'' Sonic said, turning on his heel. ''Follow me!''
''Is it a chili dog stand?'' Shadow asked, arms folded across his chest. Sonic nearly stumbled over his own feet.
''N-No, it's not!'' he responded in a somewhat annoyed tone. Admittedly, while he knew exactly where to find the best chili dogs, he wasn't going to lead Shadow to those. Well, maybe later, but that wasn't the point. His annoyance turned to exasperation and slight amusement when he saw a teasing smirk on Shadow's lips. The dark hedgehog knew him too well and he clearly enjoyed seeing Sonic so flustered. ''You'll be eating some local cuisine. This way!''
He disappeared in a flash of blue, with Shadow closely following him. Despite the sense of tension he felt earlier, he allowed himself to relax and just take in the sights.
xXx
Sonic was excited when Shadow took initiative by asking him about the restaurants, making sure to show him every location he knew about or had visited previously, with the two ending up having lunch together. He was pleased to see that Shadow enjoyed the taste of the food, even with his usual serious look. Sonic kept them occupied by talking about the other landmarks that he wanted to show to Shadow.
''We should also visit Spagonia University. I've been there with Tails and Chip to ask Professor Pickle for help when Dark Gaia…'' Sonic trailed off when he saw Shadow raising an eyebrow. It appeared that this was an event the latter remembered well. ''Speaking of which, I don't remember seeing you anywhere. What have you been doing when Dark Gaia had been unleashed?''
''I've been fighting the Dark Gaia monsters just like you. However, I believe the reason that we've never come across each other was because I've been stuck on one continental landmass and I had no Chaos Emerald that would allow me to Chaos Control to another location,'' Shadow explained, narrowing his eyes. ''I assume that's because a certain someone took all of them.''
Sonic froze, giving Shadow an sheepish smile, knowing well that he had been caught. ''Well, I had to use them to go stop Eggman's newest weapon.''
''But, you didn't succeed,'' Shadow stated the obvious in a deadpan tone. Sonic's ears were pinned back and he didn't respond, with Shadow continuing. ''Considering how his weapon managed to destroy the Earth's surface, I assume he used the Chaos Emeralds to power it up.'' Shadow leaned back in his chair, folding his arms. ''He lured you into a trap.''
''Heh… Maybe you're right, but that didn't stop me from defeating Eggman and Dark Gaia,'' Sonic said, deciding to not tell Shadow that he was also in his Super Form when Eggman caught him. He knew that he wouldn't hear the end of it if his rival knew about it. After all, Shadow was observant and smart enough to figure most things out of the clues left behind. Sonic had to admit that it was quite admirable.
''Of course not. I don't believe that even death could stop you from saving the world…'' Shadow trailed off, only to furrow a brow when Sonic gave him a sheepish look. He sighed, resuming in a deadpan tone, ''I believe that you want to tell me that had happened at some point.''
''Actually, I'm not sure about it. I mean, I have a vague feeling that something like that may have happened at some point, but I don't really remember anything,'' Sonic explained, only to shrug.
''That's another point to add to my list of reasons why I should keep an eye on you,'' Shadow told him in a dry tone, while Sonic just gave him a cheeky smile.
''Says the guy who also almost died while trying to save the world,'' Sonic responded, only to fall silent for a moment. Shadow tilted his head, noting a subtle change in Sonic's expression, as if he was remembering something unpleasant, something that brought him great pain, but it vanished as quickly as it appeared. Instead, Sonic just continued in his typical carefree tone. ''What actually happened with Dark Gaia was that I got a transformation that gave me new powers.'' He had to chuckle at Shadow's expression, who wasn't even anymore surprised to hear something like that happen to Sonic. ''I became the Werehog and traded my speed for strength and stretchy limbs. It was really cool once I got used to that form, especially since the transformation only happened at night. If I remember correctly, it had to do something with Dark Gaia and the dark energy it released, which was also what kept people going bonkers.''
''I remember that. I had no idea why everyone was going berserk until Rouge gave me some intel about Dark Gaia,'' Shadow replied. At first, he believed that the people were just irritable and afraid because of the ongoing crisis, but he soon learned that the dark energy and the minions created by Dark Gaia were responsible for that behavior. He made sure to avoid getting exposed to it, but it wasn't easy. ''What about you? Since the Werehog seems to be another consequence of Dark Gaia's power, it should've been hard for you to control that form.''
''Actually, I didn't have much of a problem with it,'' Sonic replied. ''I wasn't sure why, and I thought it as because of Chip's presence, but he told me that it was my own will that kept me pure, even with the Werehog condition.''
''That makes sense,'' Shadow commented. ''At this point, it might be outright impossible to corrupt you in any way.''
''Heh, I like the confidence, but I'm still just a guy who likes to run around and beat up people who cause trouble. The way you're describing me sounds like I'm some kind of being with special powers that keep me pure,'' Sonic said, rubbing his nose and giving Shadow a bashful look.
''I'm simply pointing out the obvious,'' Shadow replied in a matter-of-fact tone, only to raise an eyebrow. ''Also, since when were you the type to downplay your accomplishments?''
''I don't think that this is such a big deal,'' Sonic replied, only to give Shadow a cocky smirk. ''But, I would never downplay my superiority when it comes to beating you in a race or a battle.''
Shadow snorted, looking rather amused by the response. Or rather, it was something he had expected to hear from Sonic. Nevertheless, there was still one more question on his mind that kept him occupied. ''Who is Chip? You keep mentioning him.''
''Oh, I guess I forgot to mention. Chip was a friend I met right after I became the Werehog. He actually had no memories of who he was, so I named him Chip and agreed to help him recover his memories. We later found out that he was actually Light Gaia and once we defeated Dark Gaia, he had to leave, getting sealed back within Earth together with Dark Gaia,'' Sonic explained, a fond smile forming on his lips as he recalled his adventure with Chip. ''He did leave his necklace behind for me as a gift and I still have it. He also promised me that he would never forget me and be always part of the earth I tread on.''
Both of them fell silent, with Shadow thinking about what Sonic had told him. It must've been hard for the hedgehog to say goodbye to a new friend, especially if the departure happened abruptly, which Shadow assumed it did. His rival was easily capable of making friends left and right, whether they were allies or enemies, but he had to wonder how he felt never being able to seeing them again. Shadow personally knew how much it hurt being forcibly torn away from the people he cared about without even giving him time to process his own feelings on the matter. In fact, it still hurt like hell every time he thought about it, but at this point he knew better than to push them away.
Shadow knew that, if he continued to act like that, they would just break through, flooding his mind and breaking his will. Unlike Sonic, it was much easier to corrupt him whenever he gave into his own dark desires, just as Black Doom had proven him during their last encounter. Even if there wasn't someone capable of corrupting him, he would still get overwhelmed by his negative emotions and choose a path that would put the people around him in danger, which was what had happened during the Metal Virus Incident. He may have been the Ultimate Lifeform, but could he really wield such title if he could easily get corrupted.
A shadow fell over his expression as another thought intruded his mind, that of him being not only created as a cure, but also as a weapon. It was possible that this was the reason why he could be so easily corrupted in comparison to Sonic, especially when he considered the fact that the two people who had a hand in him almost destroying the world were his own creators – Prof. Gerald Robotnik and Black Doom. After all, Black Doom even stated that he was created to be a warrior of destruction, and while Shadow responded that he would only destroy Black Doom, he knew that his words were still true. He had access to a power that could not only annihilate this planet, but even the universe, and if he ever decided to fully embrace that corruption. If that ever happened, Dr. Eggman and Infinite taking over Earth would be nothing in comparison to what Shadow was capable of doing.
Deep inside, Shadow sincerely hoped that he would never be brought to that point, and even if he did, that Sonic would be there to stop him for good.
''Shadow?'' Shadow lifted his head, only to see Sonic giving him a look of concern. ''Are you okay?''
''I'll be fine. I was just thinking about something,'' Shadow muttered. He knew that acting as if he wasn't affected by any of this would do him no good, but he didn't really want to talk to Sonic about it, at least not yet.
''I hope what you were thinking about was which flavour of your ice-cream sundae you want to choose,'' Sonic said in a chipper tone, his cheerfulness being quite infectious. ''Because that's where I'm taking you next. Or if you don't like ice-cream, we could get a dessert you like.''
''I'd prefer tiramisu over ice-cream, but I wouldn't mind the latter,'' Shadow replied.
''We could get both,'' Sonic said as he stood up, having finished his lunch, with Shadow joining him. ''I know exactly the place. Com'n!''
Shadow followed the eager hedgehog, feeling a sense of relief that Sonic didn't further question him about what he was going through. He hated being put on the spot and trying to explain himself, preferring to do it on his own terms, which was usually never. However, he did consider opening up to Sonic about the issue, especially since they did manage to have a productive conversation earlier. He knew that he needed Sonic to know about this possibility and to prepare him for when, not if, it happens.
xXx
Sonic hummed contently as he ate his ice-cream, while next to him, Shadow was eating the tiramisu he had bought at a cake shop. Both of them were sitting on a bench, admiring the view of the city's architecture. ''Over there is the Spagonia University. Once we're done, we can go visit it.''
''Are they really going to let us in?'' Shadow asked curiously. Sonic shrugged.
''I dunno. I guess they will,'' he replied in a carefree tone, with Shadow sighing in exasperation. Sonic grinned, focusing back on his ice-cream. Frankly, he had been enjoying himself so far, getting to visit all kinds of places in Spagonia together with Shadow. Not only that, but he had taken note of Shadow being much more interested in this trip, even if he never told him about his reasons. It didn't matter to Sonic, since he wanted his rival to have fun on this trip as much as possible before he returned back to his grumpy old self. Sonic cared about Shadow either way, but seeing him being happy and content for once was always a special treat.
Once they were done, Sonic led Shadow to the Spagonia University, both of them spotting many students and visitors coming in and out of the institute, including one old man Sonic was all too familiar with, currently struggling with carrying a stack of books.
''Hello, Professor Pickle! Nice to see you again!'' Sonic waved, with the old scholar perking up when he saw a familiar face.
''My, my, Sonic the Hedgehog! You came just in time. Could you please help me with all of these books? I need to bring them to the library,'' Prof. Pickle asked politely, with Sonic grabbing the large stack of books and dividing it between himself and Shadow. ''How is your friend, Tails? I haven't seen him for a while.''
''Oh, Tails is on a journey,'' Sonic replied, with the the two hedgehogs following the elderly man into the building.
''I see.'' Prof. Pickle's attention turned to Shadow. ''Who is your friend?''
''This is Shadow the Hedgehog, my rival,'' Sonic introduced the dark hedgehog, turning to Shadow. ''Shadow, this is Professor Pickle. He is an expert in ancient literature and sandwiches.''
''Sandwiches?'' Shadow gave him a confused look, only to realize a moment later that this was a sign for Prof. Pickle to go on a rant.
''Indeed I am! I have not only tried every kind of sandwich available, but also came up with my own culinary concoctions. I cherish my cucumber sandwiches, but just the other day, I have tried a sandwich with a pizza crust-like bread with soppressata, salami, a few cubes of cheese and a crisp crunch of lettuce, onions and tomatoes. It was quite delicious, but I wish they added cucumber to it. Definitely better than the sandwiches I tried at the conference a month ago. I'm telling you, that one was too sloppy made. The bread was too thickly sliced and the vegetables were too mushy…'' Prof. Pickle kept ranting as he led the two hedgehogs through the hallways towards the library. Shadow was completely exasperated, tuning the old man's rantings out at some point as he wasn't here to listen to what was basically How To Make a Perfect Sandwich 101. He glanced at Sonic, who didn't pay too much attention either, but looked quite amused about this whole thing. It was obvious that he was already used to it. Fortunately, they managed to arrive to the library after a few minutes of walking.
''…and that's why you need to need to be careful how much of pepper you use. That sandwich was only good for burning my mouth,'' Prof. Pickle ended his rant as the hedgehogs placed the books at the reception desk, with the librarian thanking them, as well as giving them a look of pity when she realized that the scholar roped them into one of his sandwich conversations.
''We'll keep that in mind,'' Sonic said, with the old man nodding.
''I'm sorry, but I haven't even asked why you're here,'' Prof. Pickle noted.
''I was showing Shadow around Spagonia and the university was one of the places we wanted to visit,'' Sonic explained.
''Is that so? Well, if you're ever interested in ancient scripts and lore, you can always ask me for help. I'd gladly tell you everything over a plate of cucumber sandwiches,'' Prof. Pickle said. Shadow just nodded politely. ''I need to return to my office now. Please, excuse me.''
As the scholar left, Sonic and Shadow exchanged glances, with Shadow commenting, ''He's quite… eccentric.''
''He's good at what he's doing and he helped me, Tails and Chip a lot during the whole Dark Gaia crisis,'' Sonic replied, then turning his attention to the rows and rows of shelves and books. ''Speaking of which, didn't we also agree to visit a library?''
''We did.''
''Great! Because I know exactly which books we could read,'' Sonic replied, beckoning to Shadow to follow him. The two were walking between the rows of shelves, reading the signs that informed them in which section they were. It took a while, since they weren't too familiar with the layout of the place, but Sonic eventually managed to locate two books, showing them to Shadow.
''1001 Nights and King Arthur and His Knights of the Round Table,'' Shadow read the titles, glancing back at Sonic. ''Those are the books you wanted me to read?''
''Yeah! Well, either read them or get transported into them by Shahra or Merlina to go on an adventure,'' Sonic explained, only to take note of Shadow's puzzled look. He rubbed the back of his head, giving him a nervous laugh. ''Heh, I guess I should explain that one in more detail.''
Both went to the reading section of the library, sitting on the cushy armchairs, with Sonic dragging his next to Shadow so they both could read the books together, as well as talk without bothering other visitors.
''So, what did you do this time to get yourself into trouble?'' Shadow asked.
''First of all, I didn't do anything. In my first adventure, a genie named Shahra appeared to ask me for help because an evil genie named Erazor Djinn wanted to destroy not only the world of 1001 Nights by making it disappear, but also do the same to the real world. I tried to stop him, but he then shot me in the chest with a flaming arrow that would kill me if I didn't find the seven World Rings…'' Sonic trailed off when Shadow gave him a stunned look the moment he mentioned the arrow, only to quickly added. ''But, as you can see, I managed to defeat him. Oh, and I also met Ali Baba, Sinbad and King Shahryar, who for some reason looked like Tails, Knuckles and Eggman.''
''I wonder if there is a reason why the characters from a storybook looked like people you knew,'' Shadow mused. Sonic shrugged.
''Beats me, but it was weird having to save the life of someone who looked like Eggman after Erazor Djinn tried to assassinate him. In fact, King Shahryar had just as a nasty personality as Eggman, albeit without the whole murderous robots thing,'' Sonic replied, then smiled. ''Ali Baba and Sinbad were much more fun to hang out with. Not to mention, that wasn't the last time I saw a storybook counterpart of either of them.'' Sonic then tapped on the King Arthur and His Knights of the Round Table book. ''For this one, I was actually supposed to meet up with Amy for a date when Merlina, a young wizard of the royal court, suddenly summoned me to defeat an evil version of King Arthur, who had become corrupted because of the magic of Excalibur's scabbard. After I pulled out the sword Caliburn out of stone, we set to off to see Nimue, since she was supposed to know how to defeat King Arthur.'' Sonic narrowed his eyes, sighing. ''Caliburn could be a bit handful, and we had a rocky start, with him calling me knave and a fool, and constantly doubting my skills…'' He took note of the amused smile on Shadow's lips, deciding not to comment on the fact that the dark hedgehog agreed with the talking sword. ''But we eventually became friends, and we both learned a lot from each other. It is also thanks to him that I met the Blacksmith, or rather, Tails' counterpart in that world. Also, Nimue was a more serene, wise and composed Amy, and she told me that she would help me if I became a true knight by completing three tests, which I obviously did.''
''I would've been quite disappointed to hear that you had actually failed,'' Shadow said in a serious tone.
''Thanks for the encouragement, Shadow,'' Sonic replied in a sarcastic tone, even though he knew that this was Shadow's way of supporting him. He then perked up ''In any case, I got the title 'Knight of the Wind' and was confronted by King Arthur's knights, those being Sir Lancelot, Sir Gawain and Sir Percival. Gawain looked just like Knuckles and Percival looked like Blaze, so guess who resembles Lancelot.''
Sonic gave Shadow a knowing smile, waiting for a response, only for the dark hedgehog to give him a solemn stare.
''Silver?''
''What? No. That was Sir Galahad.''
''Jet?''
''Nope. That's Sir Lamorak,'' Sonic responded in an exasperated tone, wondering if Shadow really had no clue, or if he was just messing with him. To his annoyance, it was the latter. ''Seriously, the dude called himself The Ultimate Knight. That should ring a bell.''
''That sounds like a fitting title,'' Shadow said with an arrogant smile, confirming Sonic's assumptions.
''Yeah, and he was just as brooding and arrogant as you can be,'' Sonic said, only to smirk. ''That's why I defeated him during our first encounter, because he got careless.'' Shadow furrowed a brow, with Sonic continuing, ''After I defeated all the knights and took their Sacred Swords, I ended up fighting King Arthur, who turned out to be an illusion created by Merlina, who actually wanted to use Excalibur's scabbard to rule the kingdom. I ended up teaming up with Lancelot, Gawain and Percival to use the Sacred Swords to put up a barrier to protect the kingdom and then confronted Merlina. She had told me that she wanted to preserve the kingdom as it is, forever, because she knew that it would eventually fall.''
''So, you were willing to let a kingdom fall into ruin instead of allowing it to be preserved?'' Shadow asked, but his tone of voice showed no accusation, just mild curiosity.
''Shadow, I know what it sounds like, but keeping Camelot and its people in an eternal stasis of darkness wasn't right. Merlina was risking everyone's lives so she could escape her own sorrow. Besides, every story has its end, no matter how sad it is. Still, one shouldn't just sit there and waste their precious time. When you want to do something, do it right away. Do it when you can. It's the only way to live a life without regrets,'' Sonic responded, his tone slightly serious, only to turn gentle. ''That's what I had told Merlina after I had defeated her, and she understood. I think she always knew that she would hurt many people if she went through with her plan, but still did it because of her own despair.''
''I understand what you mean,'' Shadow said in a quiet tone, recalling his own despair when the White Space started to vanish alongside Maria and Prof. Gerald Robotnik. ''I also had once a choice in whether I would preserve someone I cared about in a timeless stasis or let go of them… and I went with the latter. As you had mentioned it earlier, every story has its end.''
''Shadow…'' Despite keeping his tone as neutral as possible, Sonic knew that Shadow was in great emotional pain, and while he didn't know who this 'someone' was, he had his assumptions. ''You know, just because a story has its end, it doesn't mean that it's the end of the whole adventure. You can always start a new story.''
Shadow nodded firmly, and Sonic felt happy to see him cheer up a little. He then added, ''Oh, and before I forget- It turns out that Caliburn was Excalibur all along and he told me that I was the true King Arthur and ruler of Camelot.''
''…What?'' Sonic almost laughed at Shadow's flat response, the latter being stunned to hear that one. The dark hedgehog shook his head. ''What was that sword thinking?''
''I guess it was because I saved everyone and proved myself as the Knight of the Wind? Not to mention, it seemed like everyone forgot that a true knight doesn't just serve just the king, but the people of the kingdom and I had to remind them of that,'' Sonic explained, shrugging. ''Admittedly, I did end up stuck there for a while, mostly to help rebuild the kingdom while insisting that I wasn't going stay and rule it as their king. I also ended up going on a few adventures, mainly with Lancelot, who insisted that as the most loyal knight to the king, he should stick by my side.''
Shadow took note of the fond smile on Sonic's lips, his own gaze falling. ''You miss them, don't you?''
''I do, but I couldn't stay there forever,'' Sonic replied, only for his expression to sour. ''Besides, I had a date with Amy, but when I returned and tried to explain to her what had happened, she took out the Piko Piko Hammer and chased after me because she thought I made that whole thing up. I don't believe we ever went on another date after that.'' He sighed, only to smile in a cheerful manner. ''That's why I'm so glad that you believe me.''
''I have seen you doing many kinds of things that shouldn't be possible, so not taking your word for granted would go against all I know about you,'' Shadow replied, with Sonic feeling relieved, only to get blindsided by the next sentence. ''Should I refer to you from now on as King Arthur? Or maybe King Sonic?''
''Dude, I told you already that I don't want to be a king of anything. I wasn't born to rule, but to go on adventures,'' Sonic responded in an annoyed tone, pouting when Shadow kept that serious look.
''Are you certain, Sire?'' Shadow asked, doing his best not to smile. Typically, Sonic was the one who got on his nerves, so them switching positions was rather amusing, especially since Shadow had finally allowed himself to have some respite. Not to mention, if Sonic claimed that Lancelot, Shadow's counterpart, was his most loyal knight, he could try to get into that role just to mess with Sonic. That and there was a certain tone with which Sonic spoke about Lancelot that Shadow couldn't quite put a finger on. ''Perhaps a proper challenge would help you relieve yourself of your stress.''
''Do you even know how to wield a sword?'' Sonic asked, raising an eyebrow.
''I believe you should question whether you have the skill to defeat me, Knave of the Wind,'' Shadow replied. Sonic snorted, giving Shadow a confident smirk.
''That's Knight of the Wind to you, Shadow,'' Sonic replied, clenching his fist in his resolve as he suddenly stood up, only to blink in surprise. ''Uhhh, where do we even find a pair of swords?''
Shadow just rolled his eyes at his rival once again not thinking ahead, with Sonic giving him a sheepish smile. Obviously, the sword fight wouldn't happen unless they got their hands on them. ''Maybe we should go back to reading. We're at the library, not on a battlefield.''
''Yeah, you're right,'' Sonic chuckled, sitting next to Shadow, who opened the King Arthur book. ''You know, if I ever end up having another Storybook Adventure, I'd love for you to come along.''
Shadow gave him a surprised look, only to see Sonic giving him a fond smile, the kind that warmed his own heart. He then smiled back, turning his attention back to the book. ''Then, you better give me a call if that ever happens.''
''Don't worry, I will.''
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satisfied - sakusa k. - Prologue
May 5, 2014 ~ 800 words
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For as long as she could remember, yn had the privilege of Sakusa Kiyoomi's presence in her life. In the beginning, he was just a subtle light that would creep in through the blinds of her heart, but day by day, his light would eventually envelop her being in a soft, yet persistent warmth, and their souls would intertwine into a beautiful knot of friendship.
Everyone has their special person, their other half that complements them in every way. Someone who can tell how you feel without a second glance, someone who can soften your heart when times are tough, and bring out the best of you, all while simultaneously healing the wounds that you didn't even know you had. Sakusa had always been her special person, and she liked to hold onto the greedy feeling that perhaps, she was his.
For the majority of it's existence, their relationship was that of best friends, and neither questioned or addressed it, because, what was the point? When they were kids, anyone could tell that the pair were inseparable. But as people grow up, the concept of two people of the opposite gender being "just friends" becomes more and more unfeasible. In highschool, their classmates didn't ignore the gentle privilege that only yn recieved from the moody spiker.
"Yn, aren't you gonna confront that new girl? Its embarrassing how hard she's tryna get with Sakusa.."
"Why would I care if she wants to date him? They'd make a cute couple honestly 🤔"
"so you're telling me there's seriously nothing going on between you guys?? You're joking right..? I've known Sakusa for 2 years and the only times I've seen him smile are when he's with you, AND TRUST ME, MY INSTINCTS ARE TELLING ME ITS LOVE. 😏"
"I mean.. I've never really thought about it that way before, but I'm sure it's just because we've known eachother so long 😭"
"you're stronger than I could ever be yn, you have this total hottie at your beck and call and you don't like him a little bit?? 😔"
Conversations about their relationship were frequent, and they only grew day by day. At first, Yn was annoyed. Sakusa was her best friend, and it felt like people were insulting their decade long friendship. But as the conversations only dragged on, she started to tolerate them, and then, she started to listen. It was undoubtedly true that Sakusa treated her differently from everybody else, and it was also true that he was indeed very handsome. She never noticed it growing up, but his curly locks framed his face in the perfect way, and his eyes had a special charm to them that fit his chiseled features. Not to mention, the moles adourning his face only added to his beauty. It wasn't long until she realized her feelings. That what she thought was platonic was actually much more complex.
Her friends and peers would only feed her delusions, and eventually, she started to act differently around him, hoping he'd maybe take the hint, confess his undying love for her, and then make a dashing proposal asking her to be his girlfriend. The changes were subtle, she would start wearing makeup around him, be just a tad bit more touchy, and of course bring up romance every so often.
But even if the changes were subtle, of course her best friend would immediately notice them. And of course, he would react, right? But, he didn't? And maybe that was the first sign that something was off. He never gave her any hints back of the possibility of liking her. And eventually, she could tell her efforts were in vain, because the comfort they typically had was gone. An outsider wouldnt have noticed anything, but she knew. There was an uncertainess in his smile, and his voice and touch wavered. She had been wondering when he would recognize her efforts, until she realized. She finally figured out the quintessential fact that shattered her world. The eyes he gave her were special, but they were always set for something else. Sure, he was different with her, but with volleyball, he shown the brightest, and she knew her presence could never give him what volleyball gave him.
He knew of her feelings, but he would never like her back.
It was a simple, yet obvious conclusion. She had been making a fool of herself, how could she call herself his bestfriend if she couldnt even notice how he felt about her? They were strictly platonic, nothing else. In a fit of embarrassment, the extra attention she gave him vanished quickly, and were replaced with larger walls intended to protect him from her evergrowing feelings. And as they grew up, these childish feelings of hers only grew, but as they increased she would only get better at hiding them. Because, it didn't matter if he would never like her back, as long as she had him in her life, she would be satisfied.
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IM ACTUALLY SO SORRY HOW LONG THIS TOOK TO COME OUT. OH MY GOSH IM ON MY KNEES BEGGING FOR FORGIVENESS 😭😭😭
Future updates will not take as long I pinky promise 😞😓🤙
anyways sorry if this chapter was a little boring!! I js wanted to set up some background before getting into the main dish.. 😈😈😈
yn is actually so strong bc I would've folded so hard and so quickly for sakusa
I love it when I can write the title of the story in the actual writing, and I can tell it's going to happen a lot in this one
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Hossberg is definitely not a particularly welcoming place, cold and misty and snowy. Not really the sort of place one wants to run around draining blight pustules - not that there's really ever a good place for that.
We're apparently in Lavendel village at the moment, which is thankfully not looking as bad as D'Meta's Crossing and therefore is doing better than either I or Helena thought it would be. There are living people here for one thing, one of whom trades us a gift we can give to Davrin when we get back to the lighthouse.
Banter as we head off to the nearby caves to get some blight samples:
Bellara: "Lavendel village, the Wetlands... it's like D'Meta's Crossing all over again. Well, it's still here. And I want to help." Neve: "Often a place needs someone in its corner. This one needs more than a few."
Aw. :)
"There. That's our blight boil," Helena says, reflecting that she never needed to say sentences like this back in Minrathous.
"Got a sample. I'm guessing they'll need more than one..."
"It's fascinating," Bellara says brightly. "And also gross. And very bad."
This seems about the truest thing Helena has heard in recent memory.
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We have to progress through the caves here, following the little strands of blight to their central pustules and then blowing them up. Occasionally, for variety, a blight pustule drops out of the ceiling and then explodes. Horrible place.
On the bright side, Bellara and Neve are being cute again.
Neve: "All right, Bel. There's a rumor among the Dock Town paper sellers - the author for your serial had notes on a third series." Bellara: "Really!?"
The conversation got interrupted at this point by a horde of darkspawn, but resumes afterwards with a casual "Well... anyway..." from Neve, which is a) hilarious and b) a fantastic quality of life improvement.
Neve: "It's never getting printed, I'll tell you that up front. But if I tracked down the notes..." Bellara: "Yes! Please! Oh, wow!" Neve: "What?" Bellara: "Does this mean you're working a case for me? The Author Note Caper." Neve: "Let's not jump to 'caper' before I've started..."
I love them. Anyway, time to explode this horrible thing:
It had an equally horrible monster inside it:
AHHHHHHH
This thing is called the Disciple-in-Ichor which is a Dark Souls ass name if ever I heard one. Deeply irritating fight; as usual the guy fixated directly on Helena to the exclusion of all else and chased me up and down the field while I frantically shot arrows at him.
But we got there!
This was immediately followed by an ogre who burst through a wall and smashed Helena on the head straight out of the cutscene before I had time to respond. XD
Eventually, however, Helena manages to gather five pustule samples, and back we go to report in to Antoine and Evka.
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We fade in on Antoine staring blankly into one of the sample containers brought back. A low, ominous whispering sounds in the background.
"Antoine? Antoine!" Evka calls, but it takes him a moment to return to himself.
"Yes?" he asks vaguely. Then his eyes clear a little. "Ah-- yes! The blight samples."
He straightens up, looking between Evka and Helena. "They're like nothing we've seen - or anything in the Warden records." He frowns, his eyebrows knitting. "And I can... I almost hear voices in it," he mutters. "The gods calling the blight."
(A/N: I have a very bad feeling that Bioware has given us my favorite trope, "married couple that still really dig each other", and is about to shatter it by sending Antoine off to the Calling. :( )
Helena doesn't fully understand all of what's being discussed - least of all the strange, troubled expression that flicks between Antoine and Evka. "I can't hear anything," she says. "But... if you believe me..."
And to her relief, Evka nods.
"We knew things were bad," the dwarven Warden says gravely. "But if the blight's being called, the situation's more unpredictable than we thought. We need to--"
"I give you two rein, and this is where it leads?" An unpleasantly familiar voice cuts into the conversation, and Helena feels her hackles raise instinctively.
(A/N: Another instance of this game just having someone dramatically show up in a conversation and then disappear again without any context whatsoever. When did you get here, Glastrum? Why are you here in the first place? You literally just showed up to make Helena's day worse for no reason. Don't you have something else you should be doing right now?)
"First Warden, I--" she starts to say stiffly, but he cuts her off.
"Stay away from the blight and the Wardens," he growls. "How many times must you be told?"
"Do you think titles and bluster scare me?" Helena shoots back wearily. She's so tired of this man, of his dedication to not seeing what is in front of his face and treating her like a fool.
His lip curls. "And your venom is better directed toward your magisters," he says, coolly disdainful.
To their credit, Antoine and Evka both try to speak up on Helena's behalf.
"Rook knew something was wrong," Evka says.
Antoine shifts, glancing over his shoulder uneasily at the sample cases. "I can hear it in the samples. The gods..." He wrings his hands together worriedly. "She's telling the truth. The blight has changed - and that changes everything."
"It changes nothing," Glastrum snaps. "Your sensitivity to the blight is useful, Warden Antoine. But you've had more than one snake in your ear."
Helena is getting goddamned sick of this man. Him giving her grief is one thing, but his own subordinates too, whose only crime has been trying to support her. "He's trying to help," she says coldly.
"Enough!" Glastrum scowls. "You tampered with a ritual that unleashed blight. You did not know what you were doing then, and you don't now."
(A/N: I will grant Glastrum this, honestly - he's abrasive, unpleasant, and not open minded at all, but honestly this is a little bit like the council scenes at the beginning of ME1. WE know we're telling the truth, but realistically, to any normal person hearing the story secondhand, it does kind of sound crazy. XD )
"If gods control the blight, we need to change how we approach it--" Evka objects, but he cuts her off again.
"Archdemons control blight," he growls. "And we'd sense if one had risen. We'd make the sacrifices needed to fight it."
"But we--" begins Antoine.
"The blight *has* increased," Glastrum says coldly. "Now is not the time to lose focus." He stares them all down, a muscle working in his jaw. "Wardens Evka and Antoine - are you sworn to combat the blight?"
"Yes, but--"
"Then report back to Weisshaupt and do so." He glares at the two of them icily for a moment, then turns and stalks away.
(A/N: Again - to go where. He just showed up to yell at them and then vanishes.)
Awkward silence falls for a moment. Evka chuckles weakly. "That went poorly - even for a talk with him."
"Are talks with him ever pleasant?" Helena asks dryly.
Antoine juts his jaw out thoughtfully. "We talked about the rain once. It was... neutral."
(A/N: I love them. XD )
Helena sighs, squeezing the bridge of her nose. "So much for convincing the Wardens."
Antoine smiles reassuringly. "We can't give you the Order," he says quietly, "but you have us."
Evka nods agreement. "We'll keep tracking the darkspawn, and the blight. We'll do what we can."
"And if we learn the gods' plans," Antoine says. "You will too."
It's not much - certainly not the army that Helena would have hoped to gain from alliance with the Wardens. But it's something. A few more people that believe in her. That's a step in the right direction.
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I don't want realism; I want magic
angst
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Synopsis: Being with Dottore for some time is enough to drive some insane. But what about living with him? Thick and thin. Sweet and sour. Love and hatred. Lust and chastity. It all burns passionately. Wrapped around each other's fingers.
Warnings? This is an experimental series. Also contains the mention of inner body parts, blood and gore.

He finally exploded. Combusted.
Shattered.
Finally.
All the built-up anger that led to this moment could finally escape. In an unfortunate way.
And unfortunately, this isn’t an illusion. It’s actually happening. Whatever toxic gas that could be concocted in the Hell that is his Lab hadn’t affected you to the point of changing your reality to the magic most wanted. No.
His breath was heavy—seething, in fact. He looked over his shoulder at you. At this point, he had removed his mask so you could see the anger in his eyes in all its glory. They pierced your soul.
He would turn to you before walking over. It was like he suddenly appeared in front of you, and the fast rhythm of your panicked heart may as well have been the speed at which he was walking. The closer he got, the more of his body heat you could feel and the more anger you could sense.
"Of all pathetic homo-sapiens to be this disruptive and disrespecting to my research, I never would have never expected it to be you", Dottore growled with his hands behind his back, coat nowhere to be seen again. His eyes were full of fire, no reconciliation to be seen nearby; they were alluring to some, deadly to most. Like the so-called innocence of a rosebud, to the prickly points on its stem, dealing harm even if it didn’t want to, no matter how careful. His hair is a little unkempt due to the amount of time he's spent working with no self-care. Which you always cared for even if he didn't. But he didn't seem to care about what you thought at the moment. He didn’t care what anyone thought at this point. But his mask was always perfectly in place. As if he's always trying to conceal something away from everyone he comes across.
But he isn't concealing his anger now. He's let it out.
"I-I'm sorry, Zan-" you would try to muster up an excuse he would take, but you don't know why because he can see through anyone's lies like glass. No one else’s anger made your usually composed and undeviating composure waver unless it was from Dottore.
"Do NOT call me that!" he spat, lunging forward towards you, but he caught himself at the last second and tried to hold himself back. The sudden movement from him made you move back, too; you hated being in the path of his destructive anger; he could do literally anything. But he hated that name. Zandik. It reminded him of his Akademiya days. "Never, EVER speak of that name again! I have heard that name FAR too many times over the years, and I am sick of it! Especially hearing it from you! I loathe it! You make it oh so much worse. And I. AM. FINISHED!"
What happened after that—an argument or conversation, if you even call it that—was awkward but surreal. You had never seen him so angry, especially towards yourself, especially over the measliest of things. Now you know what other people felt when The Doctor was beyond seething.
Poor you.
Pity.
Though you were used to it, it still hit close.
When he was in various moods, you knew it was better to leave him alone and let him cool off, to do whatever cacophonous activities he pleased.
In the meantime, you knew to do your own thing, be it reading, talking, walking to let your thoughts simmer and fester, or practising sparring. No one could ever separate you from your blade.
"Heh," Childe mused with his usual shit-eating grin as he put his bow away, it disappearing beside his waist in a small cloud of golden sparkles before they hurridly faded away, "remember, we've been over this, girlie. Many times. Disputes happen. Adohiro and I have them, even over the pettiest things. And it's no different for you and The Doctor either. Even if... he tends to be a loose canon sometimes," he admitted openly, because you obviously knew that already. But you wouldn't call it 'petty.'
Despite your loose friendship, as in you and Childe, you were both good at fighting. He was always looking for a fight with those who would... 'ask for it,' and you were always up to the opportunity to refine your skills and execute them perfectly. So, if someone came upon you two sparring, they would think it looks like a dance. The way both of your manoeuvres melt together creates something that flows smoother than water: perfect pars, swift flourishing, and endless energy. Flashy.
It was comfortable for both of you. Your sword, slender, dark in colour, like obsidian, yet shiny, with no stains despite your work, would collide with Childe's slick, ocean-blue Riptide blades. From time to time, it would be some friendly jabs and remarks at each other before it would work up the energy and get a little more aggressive, as it would be if you were to actually fight against a foe. More flamboyant.
You could easily tell he was enjoying it, almost like he was showing off. But the word 'petty' stuck in your mind like an adhesive; he may not have meant it to be necessary, but you didn't see it like he did. That drove you to fight for your life, so to speak. And whatever he said next would fall upon your deaf ears.
Let’s just say that no words were spoken for a while.
Nothing but the sounds of quick swoops and clangs as weapons collided. The occasional friendly jabs turned into witty quips shared between the two of you, only before more swoops and clangs would sound out more rapidly with more force. With wits at their ends, it would be a surprise if someone got hurt, right? Right?
No matter. Because how could either of you get hurt? You’re both skilled bladesman. Meaning that no matter the circumstances you shouldn’t get hurt, you should only deal damage to those that don’t matter.
That was also told to you in your line of work. Constantly. This drove you. And it drove you insane. The idea of hurting the seemingly innocent until proven til they perish. They’ve worked alongside the criminally insane without knowing? Kill them. Their family? Kill them; there can’t be any more ‘bad blood’ spared. Knowing that you were once as innocent as the genuinely innocent you have killed haunted you; it was this burden that sat and will forever sit, on your shoulders until your own death. Constantly whispering to you, reminding you every day. Without fail. Like the angels and demons on either side of you. Only that it was only the demon. The angel was still there. But it was long dead. Dead by the hands of your own being. Signifying you are no longer innocent. And haven't been for a long time
You had a quick breather between quick rounds. During this break, you protested because you wanted to keep going, but Childe persisted.
"You've gotten much better than last time, Konchina" He took a deep breath as he put his arm in front of him, stretching it as his other arm held it close to his chest before lightly shaking it, relieving the tension pent up from the sudden blade swings.
"Of course, I've gotten better, Tartaglia", you retorted, mocking his enthusiasm in the way he said your 'name' "I can only get better from here."
He shrugged after a brief silence as he let the air settle between you both. "Okay, whatever you say. Just don't push yourself. I have to keep telling you this; the more you do this, the more you push yourself to your limit, and the more likely you will get hurt and put out of commission, depending on the severity, of course. And you know that Her Majesty can't have any of her followers, especially one of her close subordinates, out of action when work needs to be done. And you know what The Do-"
He would begin to carry on but was immediately cut off by you groaning at the name, throwing your sword down as it bedded itself into the dirt, standing at an angle, "Do not bring him up now. I can't tolerate him now, and I don't think he will be able to tolerate me now after... what happened." You would rather not think about that again.
And, of course, you know what The Doctor will say; it wouldn't be the first time. He keeps you close to his lab until you get better, not until he patches you up while giving you a long lecture. Ugh. You can't stand his lectures. As knowledgeable as he is in the medical field, it doesn't help that when you want peace, he can't keep his mouth shut.
Like last time, the last time you hurt yourself was during another spar session, this time with the Captain himself, Capitano. You got too into it, pent-up emotions up to the brim as you swung your weapon a little too hard and fast and accidentally dislocated your shoulder. As uncomfortable as it was, Capitano advised you to get it fixed, against your wishes, as you still wanted to fight. Thus sending you to the lab that is Dottore's. When you walked in, and he saw the damage, even at a glance, he knew; he sighed heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose, as he didn't have his mask on due to what he was working on; he snapped his fingers, echoing across the room, before pointing at the chair beside his main lab desk.
He pushed your arm back into place with a resounding POP, immediately followed by you sounding in agony despite restraining yourself.
"Tut. You know full well not to throw your body weight in a fight unless it is detrimental. You should know that by now." He would say things like that, only more patronizing; at least, that's what it felt like.
"You know to leave him alone and do whatever he wants," Childe mentioned. I've heard that before, you thought. Many times. "Now. Where were we?" he smirked as he picked his weapon up again.
Reaping up your weapon out of the ground began round two.
Those memories came back and took control. What you've been told many times came back and took control. And it wanted to do some damage. Yet, it would only backfire.
CLANG. CLANG. CRASH. PING.
Was the sounds of your blades. Only the PING was when Childe managed to disarm you and accidentally pierced your right upper quadrant. He dropped his weapons once he noticed.
"(Y/N)! Oh my- I genuinely didn't mean to do that-"
"Childe! I'm fine," you said with a shaky voice, speaking through the adrenaline rush that was now coming to a close, the pain slowly yet quickly overtaking your side.
"Let's get you to the lab- and yes, we are going!" he said quickly before you could even think about protesting, "and I don't care what The Doctor thinks; he has to help."
He will.
He must.
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Prompt: Write a crossover where two of your OCs who aren't from the same fic interact
My first thought was Ophelia and Gia, but then I remembered that they can coexist in the same canon and could interact in their main fics... but eh, you're getting Ophelia and Gia anyway XD
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The door to Gia's shop swung open, accompanied by the pleasant chime of a bell, and she scurried up to the front desk as quickly as she could. Thistle chirped from his enclosure in the far corner of the room, and Gia briefly saw the customer's eyes dance over to him as she crossed the room.
She had sharp eyes. Eyes like Kate's, or one of Kate's friends. A super-type, then. She seemed amicable enough and was dressed in casual streetclothes, but the strict set of her posture and the way her eyes darted across the room just screamed vigilante. Gia fought the urge to bristle. It didn't have to mean anything. Maybe she just wanted flowers.
"Good afternoon!" Gia said, pushing a smile she didn't quite feel, "I'm Gia, what can I do for you?"
"Ophelia." the woman replied, and it took Gia a moment to realize she'd offered her name before any other request. She couldn't tell if it was an attempt to be polite, or if she'd just expected Gia to ask for her name and was still operating on autopilot. "Er, a cat-safe bouquet, please. Reds and blues if you can."
So she was just here for flowers. That was too specific an order to be a cover for something, Gia thought. Still, her movements were cautious at first as she began to pull together a few materials.
"I like your flag," Ophelia's voice made her head pop up, and Gia found one callused finger pointing at the orange-and-pink striped flag draped over the back wall.
"Oh, thank you." Gia replied, wondering how to feel about it.
"Pretty metal to have that hanging up, 'specially in Hell's Kitchen," Ophelia continued - utterly shattering any illusions Gia might have had about her just thinking they were "pretty sunset colors" like some of the others who complimented it.
"It's not too bad. We've got, uh... a guy around here who tends to take out the bad apples."
"Heh. Yeah, we've got some of those too."
She caught on quick. And, if Gia heard it correctly, there was almost a note of pride in her tone. Definitely one of those super-types.
"Where're you from?" Gia couldn't help but ask.
"Manhattan." Ophelia replied. She opened her mouth like she was about to say more, then just snapped it shut. Gia didn't push.
"Are these for your girlfriend?" she asked instead, trying to make conversation as she assembled the flowers. She wondered briefly if that was overstepping, but... she'd noticed the flag straightaway, and that had to indicate something, right? At least enough that the question shouldn't offend her, Gia thought.
"Boyfriend, actually." Ophelia replied, casually wandering the shop as she spoke. She had a bit of a limp, Gia noticed, and wondered if she might be a fellow amputee- but it would be rude to ask. Sometimes she wished she could just shut her brain off. Her job was to make the bouquets, not to wonder about the people that bought them.
Ophelia kept walking the shop, speaking in the same confidence, casual tone. "But I don't understand why flowers have to be a girl thing, y'know? I mean, obviously he likes pretty things- he's dating me."
And then she met Gia's eyes and winked.
Her face exploded with heat, and she nearly staggered straight into the table. Gia ducked her head, desperately focusing on the flowers rather than the woman in front of her. She was happy with Kate, more than happy, but... damn.
"What about you?" Ophelia asked, at least polite enough to keep the conversation moving, "Girlfriend?"
"Mm-hmm." Gia managed, though she was sure her whole face was still cherry-red. Her hands were twitchy, clumsy, as she wrapped the bouquet.
"Does she have a favorite flower?"
"Cactus." Gia joked, finally managing to lift her eyes, " 'Cause it's about the only plant she can't kill."
Ophelia let out a raucous, barking laugh that rang through the shop, and Gia found herself grinning back at her. Ophelia tossed her a one-sided shrug and a crooked smile.
"Yeah, I'm the same way. Peter knows better than to buy me flowers. He's not much better with 'em either, but I still think it'll be a sweet gesture."
Gia finally finished arranging the flowers and wrapped them in a sheaf of recycled paper - plastic may have been more common, but there was too much plastic in the world already. She held the completed bouquet out to Ophelia: pale African violets and blue asters wrapped around a cluster of bright red zinnias.
"Here you go," she said, "Cat-safe reds and blues. Cash or card?"
Ophelia paid in cash and left a generous tip without remarking on it, and held the bouquet protectively against her chest as she made her way out of the shop.
She paused just before she reached the door, swiveling over her shoulder and favoring her weaker leg.
"Hey, uh, don't take this the wrong way, I'm really happy with my partner and I'm sure you are too, but-" she said, "You're pretty cute. She's lucky to have you."
She was gone before Gia could think to respond.
#must a crossover fic have plot? is it not enough to have one of my ocs shamelessly flirting with another just for fun?#my friends!!!#answered asks#my writing#my ocs#ophelia octavius#gia pantazis#ficlet#snippet#crossover#negative-speedforce
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I Love you (part 3)
Pairing: Choi Seungcheol x Y/N (reader)
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Jessica fucking Thompson.
You knew that voice anywhere. The very voice that always there to take whatever it is that belongs to you, but always so fucking unlucky for every second of the time. Thank heavens for that.
"Y/N! What a coincident! What are you doing here?" Jessica ask you with a very annoying high pitch voice.
"Do I look like I'm here to cook, Jessica?" You swear she'll annoys you to death by just breathing.
"Aww, don't be like that! Looks like you hurt your hand with, let me think, umm like some kind of an acid accident? How unfortunate." A wicked glint flashes in Jessica's eyes as she eyeing your injury, gloating for your bad luck.
So she's the mastermind here. How predictable.
Sometimes you wonder how on earth does this stupid human being can live and kicking until today, unscattered and happy? Who in their right mind will casually admitting to their crime in broad daylight? You really don't know what kind of good deed she did in her past life to be blessed with this life that she have today.
On the other hand, being a sharp person that she is, Rebecca swiftly turn on her phone recording rightly after she noticed Jessica coming towards you a few second ago. She have this hunch that it will be worth it to record your conversation. Hence, the unofficial confession from the villain has been recorded successfully.
Taking your silent as a yes, Jessica continues to provoke your emotion, "Looks like I'm right, 'ey? Aww poor Y/N! Have you cried to Cheollie about this yet? Oh, wait! You guys are not together anymore, right? Oh my god, I am so sorry! Double boohoo for you, Y/N!"
Before you can even retort her, Jessica continue, "You know what Y/N, you better stop pestering Cheollie from now on because," she paused her word for a second as she look down on her stomach and caressing it gently before she carry on, "Well, because he's going to be the father to our child! I'm pregnant with Cheollie's child, Y/N! It's wonderful, isn't?" Armed with a lovely and gentle smile as her disguise, the bomb of a news that she throws at you makes your heart shattered completely, making you feel empty inside like a broken doll.
"What did you just say?" You can't help it but to question her again, as you're unwilling to believe the news you just heard.
"I'm pregnant with Cheollie's child, silly Y/N! Well, it's just been for like, 3 weeks old, but-" you cannot bring yourself to listen to the rest of her words as you cut her off with an emotionless 'congratulation' and make a bee-line towards your car outside the ER. Rebecca silently followed you out, not missing the evil, psycho grin from Jessica after you left.
"You've got the recording, right?" You asked Rebecca once you both boarding the car. "Yes, President. I'll settle this matter as soon as possible."
"Good. Make sure she reap a dozen of what she sow this time. I think I had enough of her antics in this life." You gave her your final sentence grudgingly while holding onto your injured hand.
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"Boss, we found her. She just came out from AV Hospital after her appointment with an O&G specialist. We've looked into the system and found out that," a little hesitation coming from the other side of the line before gathering their courage to continue the report, "well, we discovered that Jessica is currently bearing a child, about 3 weeks old."
There you have it. The deathly report has been conveyed to the hell king and its only a matter of time for the hell to break loose.
"Find out who's the father is no matter the method and don't let this news spread, especially not to Y/N. If she come to realize this because of your incompetant, you know whats coming for you." Before Seungcheol got their acknowledgement on their new mission, his henchmen disclose the information he dreaded the most where you already knew the pregnancy news from none other than Jessica herself.
An eerie silence from Seungcheol's side makes them break into a very cold sweat.
All hell will break loose soon indeed.
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"I can work anywhere I want, right? Right Becca?" Your ride from the hospital has been masked with a serene silence until you broke it by asking the question out of the blue.
"Of course, President. Wherever you are, I'll tag along and do my best to assist you." Determined to stay by your side, Rebecca will go anywhere with you as long as you bring her along. That's her promise when she started her service in your company.
"No, Becca. I need you to stay here, to keep all the staff in check for me. I won't be out for long, maybe a couple of months, or maybe a year, top." Smiling, you carry on with your words, "I think my heart needs some healing I never knew I needed, Becca. And its definitely not here." A stream of tears gushing out from your eyes as you can't seem to hold back your sadness any longer. Rebecca can't help it but to engulfed you into the tighest hug ever as a way to console you, even for a little while.
You asked the driver to drop you off at Mingyu's house and once again, you can't keep your tears in when he's already standing tall on his yard, barefoot and looking anxious while waiting for you. He streched his long legs towards your side and give you a big bear hug that you deserve. Rebecca bow respectfully to you both and quietly leave you with Mingyu as she knew you are in good hands.
After Mingyu heard the shocking revelation from you, he can't help but to narrated a long, colourful curses to both Seungcheol and Jessica for doing this to you.
"I swear I'll give them a piece of my mind when we meet up. Gosh, this is so frustrating! What's in his mind that he have the heart to treat you like this?!" Said Mingyu while angrily chopping poor potatoes and tomatoes to make you some of your favourite hot soup of his. His cooking has never ceased to amaze you and you love every single thing about it.
You both take your seat at the dining table once Mingyu finished his cooking. Gosh, his cooking definitely a precious gift from the heaven. "Gyu, may I ask you a favour?" You meekly asked Mingyu about the decision you've made this afternoon. Mingyu put down his spoon to give you his full attention and motioning you to continue.
"I want to go somewhere far away from here. A place where Seungcheol can't find me eventhough he might not and I know you're the only one who can outsmart him on this, well maybe Jeonghan too. Will you help me?" Taking your uninjured hand in his, he agreed readily to your request and he already got some place in mind that he'll share with you later. You thank him for always be there for you before you both heard the door bell ringing.
Bethany and Wonwoo both engulfed you in a tight group hug, well, with a carefully hugging session of course, to avoid any more injury there is.
"I wish I could just chop both of that bitch's hand! Why is she not changing at all? After all these years and she's still playing this snatching game? What a loser!" Bethany can't contain her anger as she stabbed the poor potato in her soup bowl.
"Actually, I just have this one speculation on my mind after the day we found out about your breakup with Seungcheol hyung." All eyes and ears are on Wonwoo and he continue his theory after he got the attention he need.
"I just don't understand why Seungcheol hyung suddenly acted this way. Like, we all knew him for a long time even before you two started dating, right? He's not someone whom will cheat on his partner no matter how short the relationship last between them. Look, I know people can change anytime but old habit die hard, right? So my conclusion here is, I think what is currently going on between the two of you and that bitch Jessica might not be 100% of Seungcheol hyung's fault. Something more might be behind it than the one that meets the eye."
Quietness engulfed everyone in the dining room with all eyes on Wonwoo, feeling both amazed and shocked. Hence, Bethany decided to fill it with her witty remark.
"Wow. I never knew you can speak that long, Wonu-ya. That's a very suprising fact about you that I've learn today. Maybe we can give you some more brain exercise for you to think rather than letting your brain to rot with all those games that you played."
Loud laughter erupted throughout the house and Wonwoo just smile shyly while eating his soup.
"Well, Wonu does have a point there. But no worries. I'll help you investigate this matter while you're resting, love. I might also deliver Seungcheol hyung a punch or two as an early payment." Another laughter erupted and it's caused by Mingyu this time.
After some movie marathon and a few bowl of popcorn, you all decided to retire for the night and retreat to Mingyu's guest room upstairs.
"Have you inform your parents about your upcoming departure?" Beth cuddles you on the bed.
"Not yet. Maybe tomorrow. I guess they'll be cool about it, right?" Your parents is not strict, but they do appreciate it if you and your brother update them about your life every now and then. They did sent their own men to guard you from afar but, hearing from you personally is much better.
"I'm so proud of you, Y/N. Seungcheol has been comfortable long enough that he forgot to cherish you the way you should be. For now, just focus on your own healing and let the past stays in the past. The truth will come out eventually and all we have to do now is to wait." Bethany stroke your hair gently and soon you both slowly drift into your own dreamland, feeling safe and sound in each others arm.
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That is all for part 3 of I Love You.
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DS9 4x19 Shattered Mirror thoughts (I’m re-watching, so beware spoilers for future episodes!) [12 July ‘23]
"Enjoying the view?" "I'm stuck on this new story I'm working on, and coming here helps me focus." "No need to explain, Mister Sisko." Jake is so used to being told off by you, Odo! Aww, but I love how it shows how he's growing up, and other characters see that. :3
"I never chased you away. I chased Nog." So prejudicial, Odo! Jake wasn't exactly a goody-two-shoes
Quark eavesdropping on the conversation and feeling the need to interrupt XD
"Poor kid. I suppose that's what you get for having friends." I shake my head at you, Quark.
The pain in Jake's face upon seeing Jennifer! He's such a good actor.
"You even sound like my mother!" He's so delighted! My heart! 💔
"Maybe the three of us can have dinner together." The SUBTERFUGE, Jennifer!
But the way Sisko just left Jake with her? He can't not trust her, even though she's not his Jennifer.
Kira volunteering to go with him :3 Love herrr
Oh! They didn't get through!
"She likes you." You like Kasidy, Jake! Have you forgotten about how happy your dad is with her?! (Aw bless you really, I'm sure this is super difficult.)
"Bow before the regent!" "I can't think of anything I'd rather do." This Garak has the exact same sarcasm as ours XD
"Believe me, my Regent, it will take the blood of many rebels to quench the thirst of my revenge." "Spoken like a Klingon." "I'm trying." It's strange hearing Garak be forthright!
Mirror!Julian is the weirdest. He's so different.
"If this is supposed to teach me a lesson you might want to turn that little toy of yours to a higher setting." There is definitely a good amount of our Kira in mirror!Kira
Why hasn't Sisko told Jake the truth about what's going on here? Jake would hate to know he's hurting his father by fawning over Jennifer like this.
"What a perverse idea!" Ah yes, you've got her - mirror!Kira will definitely help you, she loves this sort of game.
Garak being accused of stealing the key and then - "The key, sir. Somehow it fell into my boot." - Oh my goodness, that's so tonally different?! Funny, but unexpected -- wild 😂
"So, if it's all right with you, I will see to it that he is sent back to Deep Space Nine." But I know what happens, I'm sure he doesn't get there...
I was expecting Nog to be the informant, somehow
Sisko going to leave, and then stopping and rolling his eyes. He's in far too deep now to turn his back on them.
Killing Jennifer - that was so unnecessary! The Intendant even just left Jake there rather than kidnapping him to ensure her safety?
"We've won!" "You sound surprised." Love how Sisko is always so cool.
Mirror!Worf saying "Make it so" is so weird, right?
Oh, it's not fair Sisko has to watch her die twice, and it's also not fair she had to die in this universe just to make Jake and Ben sad. Gahhh!
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Baldur's gate 3's premise truly is just the perfect crossover machine lol. Thinking about Xie Lian getting picked up by the nautoloid, but not sure if it should be post canon or a little bit after he ascends. Leaning more towards it being either right before or after the Banyue arc. Still can't decide if I want Hua Cheng to get grabbed along with him, but I'm thinking yes.
Honestly this was spawned because I was thinking about both Astarion's and Xie Lian's respective times being trapped in coffins, and that I think Xie Lian would absolutely have saved him if he could have heard him. But you know, banished.
I think Wyll would remind Xie Lian a lot of his younger self, which we've seen is always very conflicting for Xie Lian. He might try to protect him a bit.
Xie Lian is one of the first in line to hug Karlach after her engine is fixed, and I could see some hurt/comfort happening if she got hurt and he tended her wounds despite it burning him because of his usual, "it's not like I'll die" mentality. I think they'd get along very well honestly, they both have a similar, I'd rather think about the good things in my life than dwell on my suffering way of going about things.
I think he would find Gale's knowledge entertaining, and I also think he would have some very poor opinions of mustard, especially after the whole, blow yourself up for me deal. Gale tries to teach Xie Lian how to cook something edible with varying degrees of success. I think he's the first one to figure out who Xie Lian is as well as his godhood status due to his education and designs with Mystra.
Actually really intrigued by Hua Cheng interacting with both Gale, Shadowheart, and Lae'zel given all of their differing gods and how they devote themselves to them.
Honestly just conflicting feelings all around once Xie Lian's godhood is revealed and we start having interactions with some of the gods in Faerun.
I think Raphael is the one who reveals his godhood to the group, although Withers definitely gives out some hints.(Finding Withers alivish in the sarcophagus was a little traumatic for Xie Lian) but yeah, basically when the run into Raphael at the last light he makes some digs about how Xie Lian might as well be thrice ascended and banished due to his current state with the mindflayer parasite, and that no wonder he's the laughingstock of all the realms. He also tries to make a deal by saying he could possibly get rid of Xie Lian's shackles, but he doesn't take him up on it. This does, however, lead to some pretty interesting conversations in the group.
My brain is trying to cook up some polyamory in the background right now lol. Could really only see these ships below happening if it was post canon with already established Hualian.
Astarion x Xie Lian x Hua Cheng - We know that Xie Lian really enjoys biting commentary, so I could see him enjoying Astarion's sense of humor, especially enjoying the show of Astarion and Hua Cheng trading barbs with each other. I think he would be very flustered and startled by the flirting, and Hua Cheng would be very pissy about it. Some serious drinking vinegar. I don't see sex happening unless it was much later in the relationship, what with Xie Lian at the very least being demisexual. And I think it would be nice for Astarion to have a relationship with no sex at the start. Just quiet intimacy. Xie Lian at first and then Hua Cheng later on both treating him so tenderly. It's part of what breaks my heart about Hualian, and I think it would shatter Astarion a bit too. To be treated softly. Could see a big breakdown scene happening after Xie Lian's godhood is revealed where he cries and screams a bit about why how none of the gods answered his prayers, and Xie Lian holding him while telling him that if he had been able to hear him, he would have saved him. The grave sex scene between the three of them is very exquisite and heartbreaking, the dead, the undead, and the undying intertwined.
Gale x Xie Lian x Hua cheng - like I said above I think Xie Lian would think Gale's info dumping and dry wit very entertaining, and I think he would like to listen to him talk. I think Hua Cheng and Gale would have fun debating and theorizing about things together. Gale and Xie Lian would definitely bond over cooking and their love for their moms. Xie Lian and Hua Cheng both feel like Gale's relationship is none of their business, right up until she tells him to go kill himself. Because while Hua Cheng would do that for Xie Lian, he knows that Xie Lian would (a) never ask him that, and (b) he put that power into Xie Lian's hands on purpose. Was Gale arrogant? Sure. They both see Mystra cutting off the relationship as a complicated personal issue, but her asking him to blow himself up after suppressing the orb, something she could apparently have done all this time but chose not to until it conveniently fit her needs? Their both pretty upset about it. Cue them trying to convince Gale of his own self-worth. Something they both have experience in lol. Gale is very hesitant when the relationship starts due to his previous troubles with Mystra, but Xie Lian and Hua Cheng have always returned devotion tenfold. If they ever have sex Gale is very much thinking it's going to be more astral projection stuff. Imagine then how shocked and touched he is that they would want to interact with his mortal body in the flesh, and find worship there.
Karlach x Xie Lian x Hua Cheng - Honestly see this as being more platonic than romantic, but I think that the three of them would get along pretty well. A lot of casual intimacy once the engine is fixed, and her bad end can totally be avoided because there is not a single one of these ships where Xie Lian doesn't at the very least offer to bring his and Hua Cheng's lover up to the middle court of heaven and beyond. Karlach is both very positive, but also has enough of a darker sense of humor to get along with Xie Lian and Hua Cheng.
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𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫
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He planted a soft kiss on the palm of my hand, holding it gently but firmly. I couldn't help but notice that he always treated me that way— as if I could shatter at the slightest touch. Maybe that's why I felt safer with him every day. He understood me, no judgment. I saw a side of him that others seemed not to notice. It felt like a fair trade to me.
✦ on this chapter: oc is cliff's cousin, +18, slice of life, romance, fluff, drinking, sexually inexperienced oc, dave mustaine x female!oc, kissing (a lot), found family vibes
✧ fade into you, strange you never knew ✧
I took a deep breath, savoring the aroma of freshly made popcorn that filled the kitchen, a mix of satisfaction and mild boredom washing over me. It was one of those rainy Sunday nights and for the first time ever since I moved I found myself home alone. Cliff and the guys had headed out to another show, and I knew they'd end up hitting a bar afterwards. But since I had a job starting the next day, I decided to play it responsible for once. So, here I was, winding down the weekend with a bowl of popcorn and a stack of movie tapes that Cliff had lent me. I tried my best to ignore the nagging feeling that I'd much rather be out there having fun with Cliff, Lars, James, and Dave.
With the popcorn bucket in hand, I plopped onto the couch in the living room. I glanced at the small pile of movies, contemplating which one to indulge in for the night. A frown crept onto my face as I noticed that most of them fell into the horror genre: The Shining, Night of the Living Dead, Black Cat. It seemed Cliff's taste in movies still leaned towards spooky. I couldn't help but wonder if it was a wise choice to dive into those on a quiet Sunday night, all by myself at home.
I pondered over whether I should opt for the less scary looking cover or just give up altogether and tune into a mindless game show when I heard a knock at the door. A tiny yelp escaped my lips, followed by an immediate blush. Seriously, getting scared while watching horror movies is one thing, but getting spooked before even choosing one? What a dummy.
I got up and made my way to the door, opening it to show Dave standing there, drenched from the rain and looking slightly drunk. I let out a small exclamation of surprise as he strode into the room with big steps, cupping my face in his hands and planting a passionate kiss on my lips. Well, talk about unexpected. The taste of beer lingered as he pulled me closer, his arms holding me firmly.
"Dave," I chuckled, a bit taken aback, against his lips, "what are you doing here? I thought you were heading to the bar with everyone after the concert."
"Nah, it was too boring there without you," he grumbled, easing back a bit and flashing a smile as his thumb traced along my lower lip. I blushed, my heart fluttering like crazy, just like it always did when he got this close. "We've been kinda distant lately, haven't we? You avoiding me or something?"
"No way," I replied, hesitating for a moment before adding, "I'd never avoid you."
But truth be told, he had a point. Over the past few days, our paths hadn't crossed as frequently as before. Part of it was because he took up a side gig at a local mechanic shop to help with the bills. Between band rehearsals, gigs, and the hustle of daily life, there was barely any time left for us to be together.
I realized I had missed that, though — just chilling with him, sharing a beer and a smoke in conversations that inevitably ended in kisses. Ever since he had first kissed me, it had been near impossible to not find myself wrapped up in his embrace whenever we were together.
"Well," he said, breaking the kiss for just a moment before kissing me again. I let out a contented sigh as he pulled me closer, his lips leisurely exploring mine. "I wanted some alone time with you, but the others were always lingering around. So this time, I left them there and came to see you. But if you want me to go..."
I couldn't ignore the happiness bubbling up inside me. I was starting to feel like I could resist him less and less each time we were together. Not that I was trying, anyway.
"No, stay," I whispered, locking eyes with his warm brown gaze. He smiled softly and placed his hand on my cheek, planting gentle kisses on my lips, then my cheek, then my neck.
"Wanna go to my room?" he whispered, his lips grazing my skin. I nodded, and he smiled as he took my hand, leading me upstairs.
He didn't even bother flicking on the lights as he closed the door, pulling me closer to his body. He kissed me again, fiercely, passionately, his lips meeting mine with a raw hunger that caught me off guard. A soft moan escaped my lips as his hand firmly gripped my butt, his teeth leaving marks on the skin of my neck. My heart raced, taken aback by his newfound intensity; he had never touched me like this before. It was as if he was desperate to have me in his arms, as if all the kisses we had exchanged so far were nowhere near enough.
He took off his shirt, and I shivered as he laid me down on the bed, the weight of his body on top of mine. His right hand reached for my waist, gripping it tightly as he kissed me. I felt my body heat up more and more. All I wanted was to let him explore my entire body with his eyes, with his hands, with his tongue — but I couldn't do that knowing I was sober and he was drunk, even if just lightly. This isn't right, I thought.
"Dave, you're drunk," I whispered, my hand resting on his chest as I gently nudged him away. He grunted.
"So what?"
"I... I don't know if I'm up for it with you like this," I blushed. "Will you even remember any of this tomorrow?"
He sighed but smiled at me as he lay beside me and pulled me close, his arm draped around my waist.
"And you think I'd forget?" He planted kisses on my shoulder and then my neck. I shivered, using all my strength not to pull him back on top of me right there. "You want it too, don't you?" His grip on my thigh tightened, and he kissed me on the lips once more. "I would never do anything you don’t want to, Nore, but damn... You're gonna drive me crazy like this."
"I'm sorry," I whispered, not really knowing what to say. He was right; I wanted it so bad, more than I was ready to admit. It was tough to resist my desires in that moment; if he pushed just a little harder, I wouldn't be able to deny him anything he wanted from me.
But he didn't push; I let out a sigh as he ran his fingers through my hair, planting gentle, tender kisses on my lips.
"Sometimes I forget you've never done shit like this before," he confessed, then kissed my cheek. "I've never felt like this, Nore. And I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to be a jerk. I want to do things the right way."
I softly caressed his face, allowing my fingertips to trace his lips. I was slowly beginning to realize that alcohol, before making him aggressive, made him brutally honest. But that wasn't so bad; I liked this side of him.
He planted a soft kiss on the palm of my hand, holding it gently but firmly. I couldn't help but notice that he always treated me that way—as if I could shatter at the slightest touch. Maybe that's why I felt safer with him every day. He understood me, no judgment. I saw a side of him that others seemed not to notice. It felt like a fair trade to me.
He pulled me closer again, his lips finding their way to my neck.
"I just really wanted to keep kissing you," he whispered, his breath tickling my skin. "Can I?"
Instead of answering, I simply kissed him, my arms wrapping around his neck as he settled on top of me once again. He let out a contented sigh, his tongue gently exploring my mouth, and I melted under his touch. He was everywhere: his body, his hands, his hair, his scent enveloping me completely. In that moment, I wanted him so much that I could barely breathe — I only wished he felt the same.
I’m not sure I could bear it if he didn’t.
I allowed myself to stay there, in his arms, as he kissed me all over — my lips, my cheeks, my neck, my shoulders, my collarbone. I felt like I could stay there forever, completely surrendered to him. Eventually, we settled down and he pulled me close, allowing me to rest my head on his chest as he gently stroked my hair and my face.
"How was your day?" I finally broke the silence. He chuckled softly.
"Pretty dull, to be honest. But hey, at least I made some cash. And drank beer. Oh, and," I could hear the smile in his voice as he talked, " I hung out with this amazing girl who happens to be a friend's cousin, " I couldn’t help but giggle softly upon hearing that, lifting my head to meet his gaze. He smiled at me.
"And what about yours?"
"It was good. Didn't really do much , but James tried to teach me how to play the guitar."
He furrowed his brow slightly at my words.
"Don't you think you've been spending too much time with James?" he asked, his voice tinged with a touch of jealousy. I blinked in surprise. "I can teach you, you know. I'm a better player than him anyway," he added, sounding a bit cocky. I burst into laughter.
"Dave, you were busy. I didn't want to bother," I replied. He huffed.
"You're never a bother. Besides, I enjoy hanging out with you," he kissed my forehead. "We've got rehearsal tomorrow, but if you want, I can teach you some songs afterward."
"Sounds good," I smiled. The idea of spending even a little time with him excited me.
I stayed there, lying in his embrace, as we continued talking in hushed voices. At some point, the rain grew stronger. I knew it was a bit chilly, but having Dave's body against mine provided enough warmth. It was so cozy and comfortable that I thought I could stay there forever. I yawned, feeling sleep starting to take over, but I didn't have the strength or desire to get up and go to my own room. Instead, I simply closed my eyes and drifted off, feeling safe in his arms for the first time.
The next day, I woke up in Cliff's bed. I looked around, a bit confused. I was all by myself in the room, and I couldn't remember how I ended up there. I wondered if Dave had carried me there after I fell asleep, and my cheeks turned slightly red. I got up and closed the bedroom door to change before heading out to the living room, where Lars and Cliff were chilling on the couch, talking to each other.
"Hey there, Sleeping Beauty," Cliff greeted sarcastically, extending his arm toward me. I took his hand, and he planted a kiss on it, grinning at me. "You sure know how to get your beauty rest for someone who decided to lay low on a Sunday night, don't you think?"
"Good morning to you too, Cliff," I replied with a smile. Well, at least he seemed oblivious to the fact that I had crashed in Dave's arms last night. I could only imagine the teasing I'd get if he found out; I guess I owed Dave one in the end.
"Cliff whipped up some eggs and bacon. They're in the kitchen if you're up for it," Lars chimed in.
"Sweet! Thanks," I replied, making my way to the kitchen.
I was helping myself to breakfast when I heard the front door swing open. I looked up and spotted James and Dave strolling in, each carrying bags of beers and a bottle of vodka.
"Good morning," Dave greeted, sidling up to the kitchen counter, wrapping his arm around my waist, and planting a sweet kiss on my forehead. I couldn't help but smile.
James put the beer bags onto the counter and grabbed a couple bottles. He handed one over to me with a grin.
"Breakfast is served," he said ceremoniously, and I let out a soft chuckle. Beer for breakfast had become a running joke among the three of us after I noticed how they always had one after waking up. He passed another beer to Dave, taking a few more for himself, Cliff, and Lars. Dave cracked open his beer, taking a sip before setting the bottle on the counter. He cupped my chin in his hand and kissed me gently on the lips.
“Did you sleep well?” he asked, and I nodded. He smirked playfully and leaned in close to my ear, whispering, "If you ever want to pick up where we left off yesterday, just give me a heads up, alright?"
"Dave!" I giggled shyly. He chuckled along and took another sip of his beer.
"Come on, let's go join the others."
I grabbed my beer and the plate of breakfast, following him back to the living room where we all gathered. James picked up his guitar and started strumming some tunes, occasionally bouncing ideas off the others while I sat between Cliff and Dave, listening intently. After a month of living together, these moments of easy camaraderie among the five of us had become more frequent, and I felt genuinely happy there, like I had rarely felt before.

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anything you say can and will be held against you (so only say my name)
< changlix ! >
< i'm honestly not rlly sure how to describe this one ?? def angst + hurt / comfort but it's just aftermath ? if that makes sense lol. implied + mentioned argument , brief vague mention of injury, brief vague mention of bullying + implied physical violence. >
< also hi it's like 02:30 and this was written in one sitting and not proofread so if you see any errors please lemme know :,) sometimes when i know what something's supposed to say i just read over a typo so another set of eyes is always nice ^^; >
changbin reaches up as if to touch felix, but flinches and drops his hand before they can actually make contact. it's not until he's dropped his hand again that felix realizes how badly he needs changbin's touch.
he pauses, making a decision, hoping it's not one he'll regret.
"you didn't mean to hurt me, right?"
changbin's head snaps up, and felix can immediately see fear and sadness dancing in his eyes.
his voice is rough as he answers, "i would never hurt you on purpose."
felix nods. it's the answer he'd expected to hear. scooting over to make room on the bed, he pats the mattress next to him. changbin's brows furrow, but he doesn't move.
felix offers a small smile, "c'mon, i dunno if you wanna sit on the floor all day but i sure wouldn't."
after a moment changbin cautiously moves to sit next to felix, it's almost painfully obvious how much he's trying to keep his distance. felix sighs and moves closer, feeling changbin tense up as the freckled boy curls into his side.
"i forgive you, y'know."
"why? you shouldn't."
"you said you didn't hurt me on purpose, i don't wanna hold that against you."
"i still hurt you though lix, i still did something i promised i wouldn't."
"bin, neither one of us was in a good place. we shouldn't have been having that conversation anyway."
"still-"
"no, stop killing yourself over this. it wasn't something you planned to do, it doesn't seem like something you even really chose to do. you were panicked and hurt and acted impulsively, it's not like i'm blameless. i'd hurt you too."
changbin sighs slightly, he knew felix was right but still felt like he shouldn't be so easily forgiven.
as though felix can read his mind, he gently bonks changbin on the back of the head, "this is the first time we've had this happen, it's not like you hurt me regularly. not to mention all the times you've gotten hurt protecting me."
the end of felix's sentence is mumbled, but changbin can still hear him. he knows felix feels guilty about how often changbin stood up for him in highschool, even though changbin's lost count of how many times he's told felix that it's okay, that he wanted to help.
changbin intertwines his fingers with felix's, lifting their hands to place soft kisses on the fading red marks from where he'd desperately grabbed the younger's wrist. felix giggles at the tickling sensation and changbin smiles slightly, felix's laugh always having that effect.
when changbin looks up again, felix leans in and kisses him quickly, like he doesn't want to shatter the moment they've wrapped themselves in.
reaching up slightly, felix runs his fingers through changbin's hair briefly before wrapping both arms around his boyfriend's shoulders and dragging him to lie down together. changbin huffs slightly as he wraps his arms around felix's waist, the blond curling into his chest.
after sitting up just enough to pull the blanket over both of them, felix flops down onto the mattress and snuggles back into changbin's arms, sighing contentedly.
felix can tell he's starting to fall asleep, but before he can drift off completely he manages to mumble a sleepy, "love you," "i love you too" being the last thing he hears before slipping into his dreams.
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