#i feel like traumablr made us think of our trauma in a very voyeuristic way

[guavabat]

i find it mad unfunny and sad that i can’t turn my weirdness and perpetual misery into great works of art or music..... can i just be cool?

yeah I get that. a few years back the Big Thing on traumablr (lol remember when we called it that) was writing poetry and I remember reading the poems people wrote and feeling so envious that I was never able to collect my feelings in a way that I thought was meaningful or poignant or hell, even just pretty.