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mukamibabe · 2 years ago

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Hi!

How will the S,M,T,Karlheinz and Richter react to seeing their Indian!Wife in saree for the first time?

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thanks for the ask! i hope this is okay!! under the cut because i get so nervous just in case my posts are too long djkghdfg

sakamaki's

shu:

he's honestly really surprised. i don't want to say it makes him go speechless for a moment, but.. lowkey..,,,

it's a pretty look. and having never seen his s/o in one before, it's surprising, but very welcomed

i feel like shu has a hidden passion for like.. other cultures and exploring them, if that makes sense? it's just one of those many things he can 'admire' about humanity, i guess you could say.

he's curious as to why you’re all dressed up, but regardless, he appreciates the view. it’s definitely a sight that he’s content with, though he’s happy with his s/o’s appearance no matter what.

reiji:

another one who’s almost stunned lol

can you blame him? listen. reiji does see his s/o and thinks they’re beautiful. but seeing you like this almost makes him want to show you off to the world, to flaunt your elegance.

at the same time, though,, , why should he let anyone else see such a sight?? he’s still a possessive guy, you know?

seriously he’s actually really into it. he thinks it’s really pretty. yes, he does think you’re pretty, but he absolutely loves detail. ...and a gorgeous outfit.

he thinks it suits you, and honestly, he might end up getting a little too comfortable with the idea of seeing you in it more often.

ayato:

being ayato, he probably pretends to just. not care. and sure, he might not, at least in comparison to the others, but he’s not going to just ignore it

it honestly fills him with a sense of pride? i doubt he’d be willing to admit it though

that being said, he has a lot of questions.

why?? why are you wearing that? no, he doesn’t hate it but that doesn’t matter,, ,

is this your way of getting his attention or something?? because .. it worked. his eyes are definitely on you now, lol. that.. may or may not be a good thing? it’s ayato LOL you get to decide that.

he might take you around to flaunt you as his arm candy. your relationship is deeper than that, of course, but listen- you should be honored that he thinks you look presentable enough for him to show you off

kanato:

kanato can appreciate fashion. he does. he loves fashion, and he loves how certain outfits can really .. ‘make’ someone, if that makes sense? i guess for him though it might apply literally lmao

but, traditional wear like this isn’t something he’s really knowledgeable about, i guess?

he’s set on his preferences, but i think he truly would find it pretty.

honestly, i think one of the most attractive things about the saree specifically would be the fact that it’s not something he sees often. seeing his s/o wear it only makes him like it even more.

like reiji, he might start encouraging you to wear them more often. kanato might even take this as his sign for you to get dressed up more often, and he will take matters into his own hands,,, . you’re going to be showing him a lot more of your sarees, amongst other things

laito:

is actually kind of similar to kanato. he likes fashion. is he super into it? not exactly, but he’s a sucker for gorgeous beings such as yourself. and this new look is one he’s fond of, for sure.

just seeing you in it makes him melt a bit. wearing it, he thinks you carry even more elegance than before

and if you don’t already feel stunning in it, he’ll be more than happy to show you how he feels about it

for some reason, one he can’t really place his finger on, it’s just.. really attractive to him.

anyways, upon the sight, he’s immediately up and close with with you, admiring the view. and, like reiji (and ayato), he wants to show you off immediately.

he thinks you look beautiful, and he’s not shy in regards to encouraging you to flaunt it.

at the very least,,, let him take a picture. he’d looove to save it for later.

subaru:

another one who actually admires the variety of cultures. subaru finds his s/o attractive regardless, and no specific clothing will change or alter his opinion on that.

in this case, he simply admires the traditional aspect of it. not to make him seem like a nerd lmao but he likes the amount of history it holds, if that makes sense?

subaru is instantly red, as he is seeing you dressed up in anything other than casual wear,,,

sure, you might be dressed for him, or maybe not, he doesn’t actually care, but one thing he does know is that you almost look like a deity and he can’t help but fantasize about some of the other things you might look beautiful in.

like some of the others, he definitely encourages it, but he’s not as.. pushy. he’s very subtle, but he makes it known that he likes it. still shy about it, yes, but he’ll let you know

mukami’s

ruki:

it’s a pleasant surprise. one that he’s definitely wishing to see again in the future.

like subaru, ruki isn’t super picky in regards to what you wear. none of the diaboys are really but shdgfsdf

ruki is another diaboy that also has an appreciation and curiosity regarding other cultures

he is a sucker for pretty outfits, though. just seeing his s/o dolled up, even if it’s only slightly? he loves it

lowkey hard to take his eyes off of you, dare i say,,,

he’s another guy who likes details. your outfit isn’t lacking in that aspect, and truly, he looks at you like a piece of art. what’s even better is that you’re all his.

kou:

kou likes fashion. we know this. kou also just so happens to like his s/o. so, combining the two is a win lol

also like kanato, i think the fact that it’s not something he’s used to seeing on you, or anyone really, just makes it even more .. exciting for him, i guess?

genuinely he does think it looks super good on you, and he will certainly shower you with compliments because of it

he is wondering what’s the occasion, but it’s not a big deal.

also, he’d like to see you wear it more often. or a variety of other sarees- he just likes seeing you like this.

honestly i can also see him like.. color coordinating his outfits with yours. this doesn’t really apply specifically to this request, but still, it’s worth mentioning lol

yuma:

he’s indifferent when it comes to looks and appearances. he doesn’t care if his s/o wants to wear a trash bag, or if they want to wear some sort of ball gown- you’ll get some comments from him, definitely, but he doesn’t care.

so while yuma doesn’t have a care for whatever his partner is wearing, he does kind of have a few.. selfish preferences, being: easy to move around in, and hopefully easy to remove

anyways, yuma seeing them in a saree doesn’t evoke any ‘extreme’ reactions. there’s barely any reaction other than “huh? what’cha got that on for?”

he does find it kind of cute. but yuma honestly can look at his s/o and see them attractive no matter what they wear, so,,,

azusa:

he’s actually.. almost excited upon seeing his s/o dressed up in a saree. he isn’t obsessive over appearances, like yuma, but seeing you just makes his heart swell.

this isn’t anything new for him, though. azusa will love at you the way a puppy looks at it’s owner. or something like that,,- anyways, he admires you a lot, okay? and yes, sometimes it might just be a new outfit that reminds him of his love for you. sometimes it could just be like.. anything. idk

he’s gonna give you so many compliments. ..or try to, at least. he’s not the best at giving compliments,, any compliments he does give are just completely natural, if that makes sense? regardless, he loves you. he’s going to remind you that he does, too.

azusa will encourage you to wear it more often, especially if you like.. enjoy it. if it makes you feel good wearing it, please do so; azusa wants to see you happy

tsukinami’s

note: i haven’t written for the tsukinami’s in ages. even then, i never felt like i had a good enough grasp of their characters. after writing this, i’ll definitely start re-reading some of their routes and stuff, lol. because i’m still not sure on how good my writing might be for them, these might be a bit short. or ooc. or both.

carla:

naturally, you look as elegant as ever, and he wouldn’t expect anything less of you. i mean, you do know who you’re in a relationship with, don’t you?

it makes him feel proud of you, simply put. he’ll leave it up to you whether or not you wear them more often, but you will be praised. unlike some of the others, carla will make it very clear that he likes the sight.

honestly lol he wants to take you out on a date like.. right away. i don’t know if he actually would or not, but the thought is there lol

shin:

is almost like ayato where he’s like oh? seeking my attention, are we?

whether you were or werent, congrats. his eyes are on you. respectfully.

he’s not one to fuss over outfits either, but he’d appreciate it if his s/o looked their best. and when they do? it makes him !!!!

not to that extent but he is happy that you look good.

other than that, i don’t think he’d really care too much. you won’t get a huge reaction out of him, and honestly, carla might show more satisfaction upon seeing you, buuut,,,,

others

karlheinz:

karl being the charmer he is, of course appreciates it. even if you’re not wearing it for him, specifically.

if he’s feeling particularly like a sap,, , he might even worship you,,,

lol maybe. but it’s not much of a big deal for him. he obviously will comment on it, and mention how he’s never seen you in a saree before. he likes it.

he’s just such a flirt honestly. he too, like some of the other diaboys,, is a sucker for pretty ensembles. he can agree that you just.. have a certain air of elegance to you, even more than usual. it’s a different type of elegance, almost? idk

anyways, he’s not shy when it comes to showing how he feels about it.

richter:

richter really likes it as well. like some of the others, richter thinks you look good no matter what.

but, seeing you in a saree almost makes him feel a sort of pride for you. like, he appreciates the fact that you’re wearing traditional clothing. just like his nephews,, some of them at least, he likes studying various cultures and that sort. it’s interesting, fascinating, even. to see that certain traditions still remain the same for humans,, it’s just.. cool, i guess. he likes it

it’s also an added bonus that you look stunning. it doesn’t surprise him though, as he always thinks so. he’ll praise you and worship you no matter what you’re wearing, honestly

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mikalara-dracula · 3 years ago

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Can I request headcanons about studying with shu,Yuma,Subaru and also about how would it be like to watch movies with Yuma...thanks a lot sugar🤗

📚 Studying with their s/o—

(ft. Shu, Yuma, and Subaru)

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Hi there!

Thank you so much for requesting! This was so much fun to write. I sincerely apologize that it took this long. I have linked your other request to this post as well. Hope you enjoy reading them. Feel free to request again anytime. :))

🍿 = Watching movies with Yuma

Shu:

📚 Okay, now, since when does he study??

📚 Like is this a joke, lmao?? xDD

📚 C’mon, it has to be, right?

📚 Well, for whatever reason he may have, he’s never going to study for himself unless he absolutely has to in the sense that he has to meet the bare minimum requirement for the school year—unless of course he really wants to re-repeat his third year.

📚 But when it comes to his s/o things are a little different, and by “a little,” I mean very little—like, there is almost no difference with his general motif.

📚 So, most of the time, you’re stuck studying on your own. It’s either this, or Shu’s always managing to distract and pull you away from studying. He does this by having you lay down or sit with him and making you lose track of time by either talking to each other or just dozing off.

📚 Believe it or not, he doesn’t mind helping you study if he’s in the mood to. As his s/o, you’re honestly the only one he will ever help when it comes to this because for him, this already requires a lot of effort’, so forget with anyone else.

📚 However, his help comes at a price every time.

📚 He’s not exactly the type that likes to be asked for help, so if you ask him, there’s a good chance that he’s going to deny and tell you it’s a waste of time and that you should be laying down next to him instead.

📚 Oh, this lazy fuck.

📚 If he does decide to help you, it’s rare if he agrees on a whim, he mostly likes to surprise you by simply joining you out of nowhere.

📚 (In the manga, he once just started tutoring Yui out of nowhere, so you can bet he’s going to do the same with you.)

📚 Despite his laziness, it’s important to note that he’s definitely smart—like, this mf knows more than anyone would think, he just hides it since he doesn’t care enough to put effort into school.

📚 You were in the middle of studying physics, a subject he’s quite good at (in the manga, he even studied it as a child), and the math problems were honestly getting the best of you. You were working them out but they weren’t matching the answers the book had and it was frustrating to say the least.

📚 Noticing your struggle, he sighed deeply from the nearby couch he was sleeping on and came over to the table you were studying at.

📚 “You’re still working on that?”

📚 “Yeah,” you’d sigh, still looking at the book full of example math problems. “and I still don’t get it.”

📚 Out of nowhere, while you’re still looking at the book in front of you, he’d take an end and slide it towards him so he could have a better look at it.

📚 With his usual hazy smirk, he’d comment looking at the material in front of him, “It’s not that hard.”

📚 “Says the guy who never studies.” You’d sass, feeling fed up with the subject. “Whatever, I doubt you can help.”

📚 And here is where he begins to explain things regarding the math formulas to prove you wrong about him not knowing anything.

📚 You were surprised by how much he knew since he was mentioning concepts regarding the formulas you were studying, but he stops explaining just before he was about to give you the answer on what to actually do.

📚 Ah, and I think one can expect what’s coming next xDD.

📚 “Go on, tell me. What do I have to do next?”

📚 “Mmm, what do you think you should do?” He’d tease.

📚 “Shu, this is no time for trick questions!”

📚 “What?” He’d say, attempting to play innocent.

📚 “If you’re not gonna help, I don’t need you.”

📚 “I can help you . . . but there’s a small price for my help.”

📚 Sighing and knowing you were limited on options when it came to getting help on this subject, “What is it?”

📚 Smirking, he’d offer, “A kiss for every explanation I give you.”

📚 But of course, this was only part of the deal he was revealing to you.

📚 And because you were desperate for help, you added, “Fine.”

📚 So, he’d begin explaining again and things actually started to make a little sense, but things were still fuzzy, even if he was telling you to refer back to the textbook to read a little more about certain concepts he was explaining, and this was just to reinforce it a bit better.

📚 (I mean, we all know textbooks suck at giving clear explanations sometimes—and this was one of those unfortunate times.)

📚 So with this, he encourages you to try out a problem with what he’s told you, but of course, you have to pay up for the knowledge he’s just given you.

📚 And of course, it only gets more interesting from here because to be honest, this is only the beginning of his endless antics.

📚 He’ll run his foot up and down your leg while you’re in the middle of reading something out of your textbook. If you’re wearing a long skirt or dress, he does it to get a glimpse of your legs, or at least feel them—plus, he gets a kick out of teasing you with his touch. And if you’re wearing a short loose skirt, he does it in hopes of seeing glimpses of your panties, at least, if his leg were to lift it high enough.

📚 Might move your hair out of your face while you’re reading or attempting to solve a math problem.

📚 Might poke your side every few minutes or so to make you jolt, which you scold him for because he’s distracting you.

📚 He literally lives for your reaction and finds it beyond amusing. To make things even worse, he sometimes denies that he’s poking you.

📚 Fucking ass.

📚 “Shu, stop it! I’m trying to study.”

📚 “Wasn’t me. You’re just imagining things.”

📚 Will so whisper lewd things into your ears while you’re reading or trying to figure something out.

📚 “Hm, y’know, you’d look a lot sexier if you were naked right now.” He’d say, leaving you to bury your embarrassed face into the nearby textbook.

📚 Might even derail you by getting into discussions about other things, which you end up falling into, but that’s until he brings up what you’re actually supposed to do.

📚 “Wait, aren’t you supposed to be studying?” He’d smirk.

📚 “You ass! You’re making me waste so much time!”

📚 He’d only laugh, leaving you to playfully hit him.

📚 Tries to make you mess up when you’re attempting a physics problem by whispering weird things into your ear.

📚 Like, if you’re talking yourself through the problem step by step and referring to your notes while doing so, he’ll add in something totally off/random or misleading to throw you off.

📚 And by any chance, if you repeat what he said because you’re so zoned out and end up realizing it, he has the biggest smirk on the face, leading you to scold him, which he ends up laughing at.

📚 He also listens to your heartbeat to see how it sounds and it does beat a little faster whenever he gets closer, and he purposely brings this up to throw you off.

📚 Omg! And if you’re studying Latin (it’s hinted at in one of the mangas that he knows it), he’s definitely going to take advantage of that fact in various ways.

📚 He’ll rectify your pronunciation if it’s off and teach you the stuff that’s a little fuzzy, however, when is it innocent and sincere with this narcoleptic?

📚 Will make you ‘accidentally’ kiss him—that is, while you’re in the middle of looking at something during your studying session, he’ll whisper something barely audible enough to hear, which leads you to turn and meet his lips with yours unexpectedly, an evident smirk on his face at your obviousness. Not that you mind the kiss, but you had to study otherwise you weren’t going to pass.

📚 “Shu, quit it! I can’t focus!”

📚 “Hmm, you say that yet your body says otherwise.” He’d smirk.

📚 You’d flush. “Shut up!”

📚 Will teach you new words in Latin, but he’s telling you the wrong definition of them and little do you know that you’re saying the dirtiest of words or phrases.

📚 I’m telling you, never trust a vampire.

📚 Might even tug at the waistband of your underwear or pull it and have it smack against your skin if it’s in his sight.

📚 “Shu!”

📚 “What? You’re the one showing it off.”

📚 “I’m not!”

📚 At times, you might ask him a question and not get an answer, only to turn and see that he’s fallen asleep.

📚 “Shu.” You’d say, giving his shoulder a nudge to wake up.

📚 "Nnn . . . what? . . .” he’d say stirring awake, soon realizing his reality. “Oh, we're still doing this?"

📚 You’d sigh in defeat, quickly going back to your work knowing he was no help at that moment.

📚 Might even graze his fangs over the surface of your neck or shoulder area just to tease you, or even bite you if he’s feeling thirsty. And if goosebumps rise, it only rials him up more.

📚 “Stop it! You’re so distracting.”

📚 “Hm, your body says otherwise.” He’d smirk, referring to the goosebumps on your skin.

📚 And after doing so many physics problems, you finally reached an epiphany and grasped the concept, jumping up out of your seat knowing you were able to.

📚 “Yes! I finally understand it!”

📚 “Is that so?” He’d coo. “Alright then.”

📚 And before you knew it, your back was pinned against the wooden table, Shu’s figure hovering above your own, an evident smirk on his face as he went towards your neck.

📚 “Shu, wait! You had it earlier.”

📚 “I need something to replenish all the energy I’ve wasted.”

Yuma:

📚 Well, in general, Yuma is okay with studying.

📚 He knows he has to do it in order to survive and pass the year, plus, he’s no slacker, so there’s no excuse for not doing work.

📚 However, he doesn’t prioritize studying above anything, especially when it comes to gardening.

📚 Whatever the case though, if he has to study, he gives it his best attempt even if he doesn’t fully understand it by the time he’s finished studying.

📚 “Well, it’s better than not trying.” He’d admit.

📚 He honestly doesn’t care if he fails, at least he knows that he did his part and tried his best.

📚 Though, when it comes to studying with his s/o, things are quite different.

📚 Mostly because he likes the idea of doing something with you.

📚 Messes a lot with your hair, such as ruffling it or playfully pulling it.

📚 Clutches your ass a lot, like even when you're about to sit down he'll have his hand resting on the chair, and since your not looking you'll sit on his hand and he'll just grope you through your skirt.

📚 When you're at school and you have a skirt on, it makes it more dangerous.

📚 Because it doesn't matter where you are, he's going to put his hand up your skirt no matter what.

📚 At some point, because you have come to know what he's like and what he's bound to do, you wore shorts underneath your skirt once and he was so annoyed.

📚 "You gotta be kidding me?!"

📚 Will bring plenty of snacks to your study area and tries to feed them to you.

📚 He usually brings stuff from his garden since it's nutritious. Plus, he’s the one who grew the stuff, so he takes extra pride in having you eat it.

📚 “Eat it, it’s good.” He’d say, handing you a bowl of baby carrots. You're grateful for the gesture, but this wasn’t really what you wanted, your appetite craving something sweet or salty.

📚 “It looks delicious, Yuma, but I kinda wanted something else.”

📚 “Hah?! What else could my little pig want?”

📚 “Well… I kinda wanted some [favorite junk food].”

📚 “That’s not healthy! My little pig should only be eating good food, not that shit!”

📚 “But, Yuma-,”

📚 “No buts!” He’d insist.

📚 You’d go back to your studying, eating some of the carrots in the bowl. A little while passed by and he soon came back with your favorite snack, a smile appearing on your face.

📚 “Here.” He’d say, handing it to you.

📚 “Thanks, Yuma.”

📚 He’d sigh, “Don’t mention it—but you can’t have it all the time. It’s not the best thing for my little pig . . . but I’ll let it slide this time.”

📚 Sometimes, though, you eat the veggies he brings since you want to make him happy, but the problem is he brings too much at times, especially when he’s harvested a lot of produce if it’s the season.

📚 "Yuma, I can't eat all this."

📚 "Hey, studying is hard. I can't have my little pig dying on me."

📚 “Yuma, people don’t die from over-studying, but they can from eating.”

📚 He doesn't like taking breaks because he feels that you're both slacking off.

📚 "Yuma, it's okay to take breaks while studying."

📚 "That's what slackers do. I can’t stand half-assed shit. Let’s just finish so we’re done."

📚 Will grab you out of nowhere and just bite you without warning, just cuz.

📚 "Yuma, you had it earlier."

📚 "So? I need it to help my little pig study."

📚 "I never even asked for your help!"

📚 Feeds you sugar cubes if you're really struggling on a subject, and tricks you into giving it to you mouth-by-mouth.

📚 If you're studying something like history, he's going to tell you about the time period if he actually witnessed it (I mean, he's centuries-old so he's gone through multiple eras in history).

📚 But sometimes, if he wants to tease you, he lies about even being in a certain time period or makes up scenarios he never experienced��it’s mostly because he likes to brag in a teasing way.

📚 This cocky mf.

📚 And because you know him well enough, you know better than to believe him since he’s just teasing to get a reaction out of you.

📚 “Y’know, did I ever tell you about the time I was in the Revolutionary War?” He’d grin.

📚 “Yuma, you’re just making things up again.”

📚 “No, I ain’t. It’s true!”

📚 At some point, he'll get fed up with you sitting beside him while studying, so he'll just pick you up from your seat and set you on his lap.

📚 "Yuma, you can't just place me where you want all the time!"

📚 As you were sitting on his lap like he wanted, you were explaining something you had read in order to reinforce it into your memory, plus, Yuma had to know because he was studying the same thing

📚 And during the time you explain something, he usually just braids your hair cause he's not listening and is bored.

📚 When you realize this you'll stop explaining and turn your body halfway to look at him. "Hey, are you even listening to me?"

📚 "Am I what, little pig?" He'd smirk putting his hands on your waist, turning you to have you face him, straddling you in the process.

📚 "Yuma, you haven't been listening to a word I’ve said."

📚 Of course, you didn't pay much attention to his actions since you were upset but you'd later regret that you didn't.

📚 "Yeah, I have." He'd respond with a smug look on his face as you were still annoyed.

📚 "Y’know if you don't want to study, you could just be honest."

📚 "Hell no! Otherwise, I'll end up like that Sakamaki asshole that never does anything."

📚 "Then at least listen when I explain something to you." You'd look at him still upset.

📚 "Damn, didn't know my little pig could get so angry." He’d grin.

📚 You felt something brush against your leg, your eyes widening as you felt taken back by his words and how a certain part of him was reacting.

📚 “Would you- nevermind, I'm leaving!” You’d say, getting off his lap as you’d stalk away.

📚 "What? You're leaving?"

📚 "Yeah, I am!"

📚 "Why?"

📚 "Because you're being weird!" You'd say, not wanting to explicitly say it.

📚 "What? It's not my fault he likes you too." He’d tease.

📚 "Stop! Don't bring it up!"

Subaru:

📚 *sighs* Well, he’s not much help in this department, mostly because he doesn’t have the best performance at school to begin with.

📚 He tries, he really does—but he gets very frustrated with the idea of studying, mostly because he’s always being pestered by Ayato or Laito.

📚 But when he’s with his s/o, it becomes easier for him to study since he can remain focused.

📚 Well, maybe not too focused because your beauty catches him off guard and leaves him flustered, but nevertheless, he actually gets things done when he studies with you.

📚 However, despite the studying, it’s honestly 50-50 in the sense that 50% of the time he’s studying, but the other 50% consists of him teasing you.

📚 And it’s honestly never-ending since he loves to do it.

📚 While studying, he’ll pretend to drop his pen/pencil and he’ll get down to get it under the table, but this is an excuse to look at your legs, and even get a chance to bite them, especially the calves.

📚 Fuckass, like I-

📚 He literally loves the reaction you give when he does this.

📚 Might try to touch or cup your boobs while you’re busy reading.

📚 Might slip his hand in between your thighs just to throw you off—this is honestly such a game to him.

📚 He might go silent for a little while if he’s reading or trying to figure something out, so you’ll sneak a glance to see what he’s doing. Since he feels a gaze on him, he’ll turn to look at you, leaving you to avert your gaze, and this honestly goes back and forth for a while without a word being said, the atmosphere tense.

📚 Will stare at you while you’re busy reading or doing something else that relates to studying, and because you’re so engrossed in your work, it gives him the ultimate excuse to look at you. He just finds your focused face so amusing.

📚 If you’re studying something like the human reproductive system, he’s going to be an ass about it.

📚 He’s so going to make the dirtiest of jokes to make you blush or laugh.

📚 Through looking at a diagram of the male reproductive system, there was honestly so much to memorize and understand, it feeling very overwhelming.

📚 “This is so hard!” You complain. “This is why boys are complicated!”

📚 And because you two were studying such a system, there was no way you were going to escape this without his commentary.

📚 “Say what you want, but I know mine’s bigger.” He’d smirk, pointing to the diagram.

📚 “Shut up!”

📚 If you guys end up taking a break, he likes to use this time as a quick session to replenish his thirst, his fangs either piercing the skin of your neck or collarbone.

📚 And if he gets you to moan, it’s a plus, it really stirs him up.

📚 While you’re reading, he might even rest his face in the crook of your neck just to see what you’re doing.

📚 Like Shu, he’ll listen and tease you about whether your heartbeat is fast when he’s close.

📚 Subaru also likes to pull your bra strap just to get you to jolt so he can see your reaction.

📚 "Subaru, quit it!"

📚 "Heh, who told you to show it to me?" He'd tease.

📚 "Ass! You know I wasn't trying to."

📚 "Uh-huh, sure."

📚 Tries to pull your sleeve down just to throw you off, and if it's a loose shirt and he manages to pull it down far enough, it gives him the excuse to get a peek of your boobs.

📚 He might drink from your shoulder or upper arm if he feels like it then and there.

📚 If you guys are having a snack while studying, he tries to aim and throw his snack in your boob area, and if he gets it to fall in, he's going to be a teasing ass about it.

📚 If by any chance you're having a popsicle for a snack, he lowkey observes how you lick it, which gives him the lewdest of ideas.

📚 Noticing his gaze and how he was looking at you, you'd playfully hit him. "Pervert!"

📚 During all that studying tho, he's bound to procrastinate at some point. And here, he might take the opportunity to send gross shit to your phone, or even shirtless photos of him to throw you off just cuz he sucks like that.

📚 Picking up your phone, you of course would see the text is from him and thought it was weird considering he was sitting right next to you, but you decided to check it anyways, either facepalming or hiding your face depending on what he sent, leaving him to only laugh at your reaction.

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dixbolik-lovers · 4 years ago

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Oof, my inner mom got unleashed over this "requests are open" post. Sorry, not sorry, blame (not really) you for my love for this poor little kids. Anyway, what if Sakamakis boys who already have good relationships with their new mom all of a sudden break some expensive or idk, just an important thing of hers? But instead of being mad she is just tells them that they are more important and precious than any thing in the whole wide world??? And it doesn't worth a single tear or a moment of fear of the boys? Ugh, I just want to hug the sadness and trauma out of them

The Child Au is really cute, isn’t it? XD We get a chance to right the wrongs done to the babies~

. . .

Shuu

He’s not exactly terrified, but there’s definitely some fear of what’s going to happen. You’ve been nice to him, yeah, but breaking something important will probably mean that he’ll get punished. And he doesn’t know what your punishments are like yet. When you calm him down and explain, Shuu listens quickly... even if he is still a little nervous. He can’t help but feel like something is going to go wrong, like you’re going to take it back, or like he’s going to be in trouble no matter what you say.

Reiji

While he doesn’t have an (externally) extreme reaction, Reiji definitely freezes up. He looks scared, and that’s a rare thing to see on him. He’ll shakily apologize and offer to somehow repay you for his mistake, all while looking like he’s afraid he’ll be struck. When you explain that he’s worth more to you than any object, a few tears start to escape. It doesn’t seem possible that he could be worth so much to someone, least of all the person that he loves and respects above anyone he’s ever met.

Ayato

If it had been his mother, he would have been hit at the very best. Seeing the broken thing makes Ayato spiral into a panic. He fucked up. You’re going to be mad at him, and he fucked up, and he ruined everything. He’s crying in seconds, and you’re going to have to comfort him. It’s hard for him to understand that he won’t be hurt for a simple mistake, so he keeps sobbing and apologizing long past when you tell him it’s okay. Even if you’ve been kind to him so far, he feels like he just ruined it all.

Kanato

Breaking something means he’s bad, and that drives Kanato to a breakdown quickly. He’s sobbing by the time you find the mess and begging for forgiveness. He doesn’t want you, the person who actually pays attention to him, to be angry, and that makes him frantic to apologize enough not to be in trouble for his mistake. To him, from his experience with his mother, making a mistake means that you have to earn back love, and Kanato is prepared to do exactly that with you as well.

Laito

Even though he rationally knows that you’re not the kind of person to get mad at him over something like this, the parts of him that are used to something very different still rear up in panic. He’ll apologize nervously, looking like he’s terrified of what’s coming next, and even when you try to be comforting, it seems to just make him tense up even more. Laito has to take a while to make himself calm down, and even then, he’s afraid of the lasting consequences for breaking something important.

Subaru

When he’s broken things before, it hasn’t been good. Subaru is extremely worried about how you’ll punish him for this mistake, and even though he knows that you’re different, he can’t shake the feeling that he’s about to be in huge trouble. Reassuring him of his worth makes him tear up, much to his embarrassment, and before long, it turns into full-on crying that he can’t hold back. No one’s ever thought of him as worth so much, and that’s a lot to take in, especially while he’s already scared.

Kino

He’ll try to play it off as nothing and act like he expects you to forgive him, but when you look closely... he’s shaking. Kino is a lot more afraid than he wants to let on. He broke something important, and that means that you’ll be mad at him. He doesn’t want you to stop being nice, and that makes him way too anxious to keep his cool like he wants to. Your reassuring words do a lot to calm him down, but he’ll still be shaky and nervous for a while after the incident out of fear that it’s not actually true.

#Diabolik Lovers #Dialovers #Sakamaki Shuu #Sakamaki Reiji #Sakamaki Ayato #Sakamaki Kanato #Sakamaki Laito #Sakamaki Subaru #Kino #Headcanon #Child Au #Reader

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rinnelovebot · 3 years ago

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hii ur writing is a super duper cute ! lookin forward to seeing more of it around ^o^ can request relationships headcanons for makoto and mao ? please n thank you !

A/N: thank you a ton! You’re too sweet. I’m not really a fan of trickstar but Mao and Makoto are so ,,,, they’re so cute. Thank you for the req!

*ೃ༄ Mao Isara and Makoto Yuuki relationship hc’s

Makoto likes to take lots of pictures of you both together, keeping them in his pocket or wallet to look at later. It’s his way of always having you with him! But, he does get embarrassed when Subaru asks him about it.

Funnily enough, studying with you is one of his favorite ways of spending time together. He loves helping you learn things, and you returning the favor. Plus, being able to look up and see your cute face whenever he wants to makes studying just a bit more bearable.

He’s very thoughtful and considerate. If he sees something you need while at the store, he’ll grab it for you, or if you need help with your homework, he’s on it! Acts of service is his main love language.

Though, he loves physical affection as well. More specifically, hugs. Makoto loves your hugs almost as much as he loves you. His hugs are tender and soft, gasping slightly when you pull him closer to you, tightening your arms around him.

It’s not that he doesn’t like PDA, it’s just so flustering! He can’t help but feel vulnerable and embarrassed sharing something so intimate with the world. He loves you and your affections, but it may just give him a heart attack if you kiss him in front of everyone!

Makoto is someone you can really put your trust it. He feels happy that you’re comfortable enough with him to vent or rant, and he listens to every single word. He doesn’t seem the type at first glance, but he can give you good words of advice on your problems every once in awhile.

The Trickstar members are glad Makoto has someone to love, and someone to love him as well! They’ve noticed he’s been a little more outgoing and confident since beginning a relationship with you. They credit you with being the one to help Makoto start coming out of his shell.

He’s also become more motivated to become a top idol since meeting you! Everyone has noticed. You inspire and guide him everyday, and he hopes he can make you proud. <3

Mao is one of the best boyfriends in all of enstars. He’s got it all; good looks, an admirable and kind personality, and incredible modesty. The perfect candidate for future son-in-law, that’s for absolute sure.

Between student council and Trickstar, he can be a tad bit busy, but he always somehow makes time for the two of you to spend together, even if it’s spent doing something that most people would think of as boring. Like sitting on a bench and eating your lunches together!

His favorite kind of affection to show you is forehead kisses. If he finds that you’re having a hard time paying attention to him, kiss. You’re feeling down, kiss. He’s proud of you, kiss. He’ll kiss your forehead for anything and everything, and I don’t think you or Mao could ever possibly get enough, and it’ll stay that way for the rest of your relationship!

He is the perfect boyfriend that you see on Pinterest. That is him. That is Mao Isara. He’s the one that’s always sending you intoxicatingly cute text messages throughout the day that he’s thinking of you, or randomly saying that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you. He’s perfect in your eyes.

Subaru always bombards you with questions on what Mao is like within your relationship, as said boy usually keeps most things about it private. It can be overwhelming, but Subaru really is just curious about you two! He’s also probably come up with some elaborate and creative ship name for the both of you, addressing you as such when you both walk into a room together. Hokuto whacks him and tells him to knock it off, but it makes you and Mao laugh.

He likes to rest his head on your shoulder at the end of a long day, taking the time to slow his roll and relax. It’s nice and comfortable, and it makes him melt when you turn your head slightly to kiss the crown of your boyfriends head. It’s a genuine, love-filled gesture, and it sure does get the point across.

I feel like he’s the type of boyfriend who would like taking you to new cafes that had opened around the area, asking your opinions on the menu and item you chose to order. Don’t worry, though. If you don’t like what you picked out, Mao will gladly switch with you! It’s his duty as your lover, at least in his own opinion.

In conclusion, he’s a simple and sweet boyfriend. You two have a very long future ahead of you, filled with laughter, remarkable memories, and a lot of love. <3

#ensemble stars #ensemble stars x reader #enstars #enstars x reader #mao isara #trickstar #isara mao #mao isara x reader #headcanons #yuuki makoto #makoto yuuki #request #subaru akehoshi #akehoshi subaru

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dialovers-translations · 4 years ago

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DIABOLIK LOVERS DAYLIGHT Vol. 2 Sakamaki Shuu [Track 5 + Epilogue]

Original title: 愛しうる限り & エピローグ

Source: Diabolik Lovers Daylight Vol. 2 Sakamaki Shuu

Audio: Here

Seiyuu: Toriumi Kousuke

Translator’s note: This CD really did deliver near the very end and tugged onto my heartstrings BIG TIME. Shuu being honest with myself and realizing just how much he loves the MC is honestly one of my favorite things in the world. ;w; He definitely solidified himself as nr. 2 in my heart once more. (Sorry Shuu, Subaru will forever be number one. <3)

Track 1 ll Track 2 ll Track 3 ll Track 4 ll Track 5 + Epilogue

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Track 5: As Long as our Love Lasts

Shuu is playing the violin again.

( At some point, I grew tired of counting, or even thinking about how many times I had played the same song, or how many days - or perhaps even months - had passed since she fell into a deep slumber. )

*Snap*

“Oh...The string...I haven’t taken care of this thing for a while, so I guess this was bound to happen. ...In the end, my song never reached you, huh?”

*Thud*

He walks over to the bed.

“I’ve honestly seen enough...of this never-changing expression. I wish I could have seen a glimpse of your past self for one last time, but I guess it can’t be helped.”

He takes a seat.

*Rustle*

“I’m sure you’re aware, but I always hated being waken up from my naps. Therefore, hearing your approaching footsteps was the most annoying sound in the world to me. However, having your face be the very first thing I saw when I opened my eyes after you interrupted my sleep, honestly wasn’t half bad. ...Just the fact I felt that way, means that you must have at least meant something to me.

...If you were to ask me the same question you did before, then I would probably give you the following answer. ーー You are special to me. Not because your blood is delicious. You are the only woman on this planet who I wouldn’t want to lose, even if your blood were to disappear, If only I had said these words to you back then...”

Shuu suddenly collapses onto the sheets.

*Rustle*

“...Ah...The effects are finally kicking in, huh? ...I haven’t been getting a wink of sleep as of late...So to ensure I can finally get a sound sleep...Cough, cough...”

*Cling*

“I drank a certain drug from this bottle earlier...You’re not going to wake up anyway...So you don’t mind if I sleep alongside you, right? Even if that is an eternal slumber...When you’re with me, I don’t mind. That’s just how much Iーー...”

He scoots closer.

*Smooch*

“...love you. ...Ugh...Cough, cough...Haah, haah...I finally gave you the words you’ve been dying to hear...yet you’re missing out on them...You foolish woman...Hahaha...I guess I shouldn’t say that, huh...? Ugh...”

Shuu loses consciousness.

*Shatter*

( I lost the feeling in my limbs, before my mind went blank as well and before I knew it, I was unable to think of anything. I couldn’t fight back against my heavy eyelids. Now I can finally get some rest again. ーー That’s what I thought, yet...Aah, there it is again. I can hear her voice again. Per usual, she’s calling my name as if her life depends on it. I’ve heard this voice a million times, but in the end, it’s nothing but my mind playing tricks on me. Even if I wake up, you won’t be there anyway. Therefore, I chose eternal sleep. )

*Rustle*

( You’re persistent...Guess you’re stubborn even within my dreams, huh? )

You continue to call his name.

( Oh come on...Just let me sleep... )

You persist.

( Like I said, pipe down. Don’t shout my name over and over... )

*Rustle rustle*

“Nn...Hm? ...Ugh...”

*Rustle*

“What do you want? I was having such a nice nap...”

*Rustle*

“Ah...Oh? You...are awake? So that wasn’t just a hallucination right now? Or rather, why are you crying?”

You tell Shuu you thought he had died.

“Died? ...Oh, right. Why am I alive as well? Did you do something?”

You continue to sob.

“I can’t tell when you’re bawling like that...Hm? The taste of your blood...lingers inside my mouth.”

You explain.

“...You frantically tried to feed me your blood thinking that might be able to bring me back to life? I won’t deny that my wounds heal quicker when I have your blood...but I didn’t think it could serve as an antidote as well. Your blood really is something else. Well, you still won against it though. ...Oi, I don’t mind if you’re crying, but give me a good look at your face.”

*Rustle*

“I’m asking you to move closer. My body still feels heavy, I can’t move. Come on, scoot over.”

You move closer.

“How long has it been...? I’m actually reflected in your eyes.”

Shuu embraces you.

“Haah...”

*Rustle*

“Keep still. I can’t put in much strength since my arms are still numb.”

You ask Shuu what happened.

“I’m the one who wants to know what happened. Honestly, what made you suddenly wake up? Is it because I finally genuinely admitted my own feelings...?”

You tilt your head to the side.

“You know, you’ve been asleep this whole time, remember?”

You look at him in surprisement.

“Don’t tell me, you didn’t have a clue?”

You nod.

“Well, it happened out of nowhere, so I guess it’s obvious considering you were unconscious as well. ...No, it’s fine if you don’t remember. That was a nightmare anyway.”

You ask him if it was rough.

“...Yeah.”

*Rustle*

“A lot happened...It was one hell of a ride. But right now, rather than letting you go...”

*Smooch*

“Haah...Come on, don’t get all surprised over a little kiss still. However, I don’t dislike that side of you either. When you were asleep, you wouldn’t react no matter how many times I did this after all.”

*Smooch*

“...What? Don’t panic.”

You note his behavior seems off.

“Weird? You’re the last person I want to hear that from though. I told you, remember? I went through a lot. That being said, it doesn’t matter. It’s just...I came to realize a few things.”

You tilt your head to the side.

“How you felt, for example. Or how important it is to put things into words every now and then. ...And what you mean to me, I suppose. ...I believe you woke up because I finally understood those things. Well, you don’t seem to realize that yourself though. Oh, right...I should apologize while I can. I’m sorry for acting indifferent towards you up till now. I deeply regret it. Soーー”

*Rustle rustle*

“...Please don’t get upset and fall into a slumber again, it pains me”

You tell him you never meant to do that to him.

“Even if that wasn’t your intention, it still happened. And it was much more wicked than having you lash out at me or run away from home. Not to mention it was extremely bothersome. I had to look after you 24/7, right? In that regard...you really are a handful.”

You apologize.

“Haha...You don’t need to say sorry, really. I’ve already accepted it. I’m to blame for falling in love with such a woman.”

Your eyes widen in sheer surprise.

“...What?”

You ask him to repeat himself.

“I said I love you, what about it? I said it earlier as we...Ah, right. I guess you didn’t hear me back then since you were still asleep. ...Haha, look at those rounded eyes, your face looks hilarious. ...I really do prefer seeing you like this.”

*Smooch*

“I understand you are having trouble believing me. I’ve only got myself to blame for that. However, I’m sure you’ll soon come to realize. I already had plenty regrets while you were asleep. From here on out, I’ll tell you these words until you’ll be tired of hearing them ーー How much I love you, that is.”

*Smooch*

Track 6: Epilogue

“...Hey.”

You turn around.

“You’re ogling way too much. It looks shameless, so come here.”

You run over

“Is an instrument store really that special to you?”

You nod.

“Well, I can imagine you have little affiliation with these places. When I bring up the name of a composer, you usually look at me as if I’m speaking Chinese. Although despite that, you seemed happy to visit this place.”

You explain.

“Ahー So that’s why. Honestly, it would have been much easier to just come by myself, but I’d rather not make you upset again by ignoring you.”

You smile, thanking him.

“...I see. Whatever. ...Anyway, I requested a full maintenance along with replacing the broken string, so it might take a while. We’ll get in the way if we wait here, so let’s go over there.”

The two of you move to another room.

*Creaaak*

You look around.

“It’s a test room. Customers can use this place to test out the intruments before purchase. There’s nobody here right now, so the owner said we can make ourselves comfortable.”

You ask Shuu if he plans to buy a new violin.

“No, I’m not buying anything. I like my current violin.”

You seem confused, wondering why you’re here then.

“You really are a fool, aren’t you?”

Shuu pulls you closer.

*Rustle*

“To kill some time, obviously.”

You get slightly flustered.

“It’s a perfect way to combat the boredom, no? It’s muh more comfortable than having to wander around outside. On top of that...This place is soundproof. You can scream as loud as you want, nobody will hear. I’m sure you like the sound of that as well? ーー That being said, we have to think about your health. I doubt you’re already back in top shape, so I won’t do anything if you don’t want me to.”

You hesitate.

“Hm~? In that case, you want it?”

You go quiet.

“Cat got your tongue? I seem to recall a certain someone was displeased because they were being ‘used’? Clearly tell me what you want. Right now, I can actually live up to your wishes. ...What do you want from me?”

You ask for his fangs.

“Hehe...I hate being ordered around, but hearing you beg for it isn’t bad at all. Especially when it’s the words ‘Suck my blood, please’.”

Shuu bites you.

“Mmh...Nn...I said you could make all the noise you want, remember? It’s not like anyone but me can hear.”

You get embarrassed.

“Heh. First you beg for it and now you get all embarrassed. You’re kind of contradicting yourself there, no? Well, it doesn’t matter. In that case, I’ll go for one of your more sensitive spots so you won’t be able to suppress your voice. Mmh...”

*Gulp*

“Hah...Exactly...Let me hear more...Why still hesitate at this point?”

You explain.

“You’re worrying for nothing per usual. You no longer need to be scared that I’ll find you annoying or get tired of you. Well, I won’t deny that there’s times I get a little irritated by your behavior. I’m sure I might be a little grumpy when you disturb my sleep as well.

However, I would never grow to dislike you over something like that. I already know what kind of woman you are. You’re the type to beg for my fangs in a place like this. On top of that, a loudmouth who loves to meddle with other people’s affairs and quite the handful at times. To be honest, too much of a bother to keep by one’s side.

You puff out your cheeks.

“Haha. It’s the truth, no? However, despite all of that, I don’t want to let you go. So don’t worry. Just let out your voice to your heart’s content, giving yourself over to me all you want. I’ve already decided I will love every side of you after all.”

*Smooch*

ーー THE END ーー

#diabolik lovers #dialovers #shuu sakamaki #diabolik lovers daylight #diabolik lovers translation #diabolik lovers drama cd #drama cd

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danieyells · 6 months ago

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Alan Jiro and Thoma are the obvious big dick squad. But you know who would be part of it (even if just bc it's fucking funny) Kaito and Subaru. The virgin who might never get a date and the one who refuses to touch someone else.

What makes it funny is that both know quite little of the act itself so it ends up like the 'is 53cm good enough for you' (a fanfic where the striper asks the girl if that was long enough for her) where he asks all bashful before they have sex

TO BE EXTREMELY FAIR my understanding is that big dicks are often worse and people who have them don't know what to do with them and tend to cause more pain than pleasure--so I can absolutely see that backfiring for Kaito every time he gets close to getting any action lmaoooo CAN'T GET ANY PRACTICE IN BECAUSE HIS MASSIVE COCK SCARES OFF THE HOES PORN LIED TO HIM!!!! You end up back in his room after a date and he thinks he might maybe score and he's suddenly frantically explaining and reassuring you that yeah he has 0 experience and all but he promises he'll uh be gentle??? Go really slow??? HE'LL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT JUST PLEASE DON'T LEAVE THE SECOND YOU SEE IT. God forbid you not have actually planned to sleep with him when you got back there, it'd be 100% more uncomfortable then.

And Subaru. . .if you tell him you're comfortable with him learning all of your secrets and touching you I think he would, hesitantly, eventually, be open to sex. In the event you somehow get his clothes off I feel like he'd find being well hung extremely embarrassing and uncomfortable. He can't even get his little hands around it. . .isn't that embarrassing. . . . And he'd get even more self-conscious if you stared. At least he's open about not knowing what he's doing and he, like Alan, would be very, very open to other options/methods in bed. . .he'd nearly collapse after he touched you anyway. Are you into somnophilia perhaps because he kind of wants to take a nap the second you get started--

#danie yells at tokyo debunker #nsftish #danie yells with anons #danie yells answers

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bbdaydreams · 4 years ago

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Courage My Love// Semi Eita

Pairing: Semi Eita x Reader

Summary: You like Semi and come up with a plan to confess to him, unfortunately it takes a turn. You meet again a couple years later by chance.

Chapter Six: Shape Up

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“Alrighty, your food will be ready shorty,” the waitress spoke before leaving with the booklets and you all thanked her.

Semi and you still haven’t had a real conversation since sitting down at the table together, just mumbling some words to get through the night which Taka took notice of. “Are you two nervous or something? It’s alright, I’m not scary and you guys don’t look scary. Enjoy yourselves please, besides this is all our treat to you guys.” Feeling guilty for your behavior you immediately apologized to Taka and his band mates and thanked them again for the invitation. Semi did the same as well. You’re both just gonna have to fake it. “It’s okay! We’re going to be spending a lot of time together so I think it’d be cool if we could get to know each other, where are you from? I’m from Tokyo.”

“Miyagi,” you and Semi answered at the same time.

“Oh! Have you guys met before or anything?”

“We went to the same high school,” Semi answered causing you to internally face palm.

“That’s crazy! Were you two friends?”

“We were. Then we lost touch when we graduated. You know, busy busy,” you spoke up before Semi could. The last thing you want was someone you look up to questioning your past drama. Just seeing Semi was enough to remind you of how things went down all those years ago.

“Yeah, this is actually our first time seeing each other since then.”

“Wow, now I’m the odd man out,” Taka laughed to which you did too. While laughing you felt something poke your side.

Semi was sneakily trying to hand you his phone. Semi started branching off to a different conversation with Taka to distract him which you know he did so you could look at his phone without suspicion since everyone else was having their own conversations. You took a quick glance at the text message he typed to someone but didn’t send.

“Can we talk after this?”

You glided your eyes back onto the two singers, focusing more on the ash blonde. You two haven’t spoken in six years, what could he have to say, you asked yourself. Starting to think out every logical scenario you could, you thought that he just wanted to get the confrontation out of the way so you could both do this tour without any issues. Whatever happens, you know that even if you say no, you’d have to talk to him eventually. Might as well get it over with sooner than later so you typed your response.

“Yeah seriously thank you so much for listening to my band too. I’m so glad you like us. I’m actually a big fan of your music,” you spoke, jumping into the conversation so you could pass Semi his phone back with ease under the table.

“Thank you. I really liked your voices and wanted you guys to join me for the last song on our set list. It’s one of the new songs off the latest album,” Taka explained.

“Which song is it?” You asked excitedly.

“Take What You Want. We made the song with 5 Seconds of Summer but I think you guys would sound really good doing their parts.”

“I’m so down!”

“Sounds good to me,” Semi added, amused by your enthusiasm.

“Here’s your food,” the waitress spoke as she set down your plates with the help of another waiter. You all thanked them for the food before enjoying your meals.

The rest of the dinner was actually quite enjoyable. From what you could tell, Haruka and Jiro were mostly catching up with each other, which you understood since they were close their final year of high school. Tomo and Toru of One Ok Rock seemed to enjoy the stories Izumi was telling them while Ryota and Yui were having fun helping Ranmaru and Subaru practice their English. You loved talking with Taka. He was really easy to get along with and made it much easier to break the ice with Semi. You all finished your meals and left the restaurant together.

“That was the best meal I’ve had in forever!” Izumi announced when everybody was outside.

“Right? I cant way to try more food!” Jiro added on.

“What do you say guys?” You and Semi said simultaneously, crossing your arms and turning from each other.

“Thank you,” Your band members said all together.

“It’s nothing really,” Toru started.

“Yeah, we’re glad we got to meet like this,” Tomo added.

“We had a lot of fun tonight. Can’t wait to see what the rest of the tour will be like,” Ryota continued.

“You’re still very welcome. We’ll see you all tomorrow at the venue. Eita, Y/n, don’t forget, two in the afternoon for rehearsal. We’re heading back to our bus so good night,” Taka finished. The guys in One Ok Rock all waved you guys goodbye before heading off.

“They were really nice,” Subaru spoke.

“Yeah, this’ll be so exciting. It’s your guys first time in the US right?” Yui asked Won’t Regret.

“Yeah, thanks again for helping us practice,” Ranmaru said.

“No worries. You can ask us for help if needed.”

“Do you guys want us to walk you to your bus? It’s dark out,” Jiro offered, looking at Haruka for a response.

She smiled at him before responding, “Jiro you’re funny, our buses are in the same lot. We might as well just walk in a group.”

“Girls, you can head off. I’m gonna talk with Semi so I’ll catch up later.”

Yui was the first one to give you a worried look, wondering if you were fine being alone with him. Izumi and Haruka looked confused and curious. From what they knew, you haven’t been in contact with Semi since high school. Tendou was the one that mostly helped you through grieving the loss of your best friend but they could recognize the look of nostalgia in your eyes when you reminisced on old memories with him. They know you were strong, but it was a pain that never completely went away.

“How long?” Izumi asked.

“It might be a while,” Semi answered. “I’ll walk her back straight to your bus, don’t worry.”

The girls reluctantly let left you with Semi while the rest of boys accompanied them. As the groups walked away they would occasionally turn their heads back to the two of you out of curiosity to see what was going to happen. You were known for having a laid back attitude but stepping up and becoming assertive if need be in less than a second. Semi was typically pretty patient with you but it’s best to be careful since he has a shorter fuse.

“Hi,” Semi started awkwardly once his everyone was out of sight.

“Hey,” you responded in the same tone.

“Wanna go sit on that bench? Also, how’ve you been?”

“Yeah, and I’ve been good. You?”

He started walking across the street after looking both ways. “I’m doing great. How’s Tendou? Congrats on your marriage, by the way.”

“Marriage?” You asked confused.

“Didn’t you and Tendou get married and have a honeymoon in France?”

You let out a laugh before responding. “Tendou and I have been broken up for like three years now dude. I’ve never gone to France with Tendou, he went for his career and now lives there. I’ve only gone if it was for touring. Where’d you get that idea from?” You asked, gradually laughing harder resulting in Semi feeling relief. Half of it being that you might be single and the other part being that the laughing is a good sign that you’re willing to humor him.

“I saw he posted pictures of himself with the Eiffel Tower and stuff so I just assumed,” he chuckled along.

“Yeah but wouldn’t it make sense if I was in those pictures with him? I probably would’ve posted a picture of my ring too.”

“You know I follow you still?”

“Yeah, I pay attention to my notifications sometimes. I’ll be honest though, I did unfollow you.”

“Understandable,” Semi sighed.

You both went quiet after that, getting comfortable on the metal bench. Taking note of his expression, you took the lead for conversation. “What was it you wanted to talk about?”

“Oh uh, I wanted to apologize,” he responded, grateful for the dim lighting so his blush wouldn’t be super noticeable.

“Well, I’m listening,” you said before crossing your arms in a playful manor.

“I’m sorry for calling you a bitch. I’m sorry for raising my voice at you. I’m sorry for saying all that petty shit and hurting you. I’m sorry for all the pain I gave you. You know that saying that’s like ‘you don’t know what you have until you lose it?’ Well I lost you, and that was my biggest regret. All these years-“

“Semi, you can stop-“ you interrupted not expecting him to go on a full on rant for an apology. You were fine with a simple ‘I’m sorry’. Never would you have expected the ash blonde to list out every thing he did wrong. It was high school, that’s when mistakes are meant to be made because you learn from them. After walking the earth for twenty four years, you couldn’t give less of a shit about the things that happened. You grew up, you were over it, you have other things to focus on than hold onto a grudge because someone hurt you.

“Let me finish. Please. All these years I never tried to reach out to you because I think you made it clear that you didn’t want to speak to me and I respect that but oh my god I’m so proud of you. You’ve accomplished so much. You’ve traveled around the world, living your dream. I know we may have ended on bad terms but I have never, not once, ever wished for your life to take a turn for the worst. I’m genuinely so happy for you. I’m just so, so, sor- What? Why are you crying? I’m the one apologizing!” he asked, raising his hands to wipe your tears.

While listening to him all you could think about was how guilty you felt. “Because I’m sorry,” You answered, grabbing his wrists to pull them away from your face so you could wipe your own tears. “I’m sorry for pushing you away. I’m sorry for not reaching out either. I’m sorry for almost starting a physical fight with you.” You were letting all your frustrations out at this point from all the emotions you had built up inside you. While you had to admit you were upset with him, you were the one that started it. “I shouldn’t have said what I said the night of the talent show. I should’ve told you the truth. I started this. I’m the one at fault.”

“Y/n...” Semi wrapped his arms around your back, using one hand to guide your face into his chest to help you calm down. “It’s okay. You’re okay.” His voice was soft, different compared to the way he was speaking before. His task at hand was just to focus on you. “I missed you,” he spoke.

“I hmff ugh oo,” you responded, head still buried in his chest.

“What?”

You pulled away from him and straightened your back. “I said I missed you too.” You took a couple seconds to look at him. He looked almost exactly the same as he did back then. The only differences you could tell were that his hair was longer and he looked more mature, maybe a little buffer. It was somewhat comforting. “I don’t get it. I told myself I should hate you after all that happened but I could never bring myself to accept it. It’s weird that we’re talking with little difficulty right now to each other.”

“Little difficulty? I’m not gonna lie, my heart is beating so fast right now. I was so nervous to even hand you my phone at the table,” Semi laughed, eyes not looking away from your form laughing into your hand. “I don’t get it either though. I honestly thought you were gonna hate me and yell at me like, do you really forgive me?”

“How do I say this?” You asked yourself before taking a deep breath to answer his question. “After graduating and experiencing the real world, I realized I don’t need to focus on high school bullshit. We were so young-“

“Now you’re making me feel old.”

“Shut up! We were just teens. Now we’re adults, ya know? With bills to pay and actual responsibility. I’d rather focus on me, myself now than what happened in high school. Am I gonna forget it? No, it helped build the person I am now. Can I forgive? I may be a petty bitch and say I don’t wanna but what’s that gonna do for me? Nothing so I might as well.” After giving your long explanation you looked at him again and took in his features, old happy memories flooding back to you.

“Do you think we start over?” Semi asked hopefully.

“Yeah.”

“Hey, I’m Semi Eita. I play in a band and I’m a bit of an asshole sometimes. What’s your name?”

“I’m L/n Y/n and I also play in a band and can sometimes be a bitch,” you responded with a laugh.

“It’s nice to meet you. Can I walk you to where you need to be?” he asked, getting up and putting his hand out to help you up.

“Sure, that’d be really nice.”

After he helped you up, you started walking towards your bus with Semi walking right next to you. “Hey I’m actually playing a show tomorrow night, you should check us out!”

“No way, what time?” You asked deciding to play along.

“Like seven but you know how it goes, it’ll probably be more like seven-fifteen.”

“Ugh that’s annoying. Can you come to mine? I think I play at like eight.”

“Sure, dude. Anything for my bestie.”

“Aight I’m done. Bestie is too far, dude.”

“What! I can’t call you my bestie even though we just reunited six years after not seeing each other?”

“Correct. We can be ‘friends’,” you said, using your fingers to put air quotes, “but honestly I’m still on edge. Like after we went our separate ways it was hard for me to reconnect with people because it hurt when we ended things. I don’t wanna go through that again.”

Semi sighed, “I get that. Sorry again. I promise I won’t do that again.”

“It’s okay. And you better. Or else we’re really throwing hands,” you teased.

“Oh yeah?”

“Yeah!”

“Don’t make me go all WWE on you!”

“Oh my god Semi, is that a threat?”

“Y/n!” Izumi yelled which made you focus on your tour bus. The girls had each opened a window to stick their head out of and wait for your arrival.

“Are you okay?” Haruka asked.

“Do you want back up?” Yui followed up.

“I’m joking, Yui,” Semi said, putting his hands up in defense.

“You better, or else I’m gonna be the one fighting for y/n,” Haruka warned with a glare.

“I guess this is goodnight, Semi. You don’t want to throw hands with Haruka, she’s pretty buff. Thanks again. See you around,” you said as you waved him goodbye and hopped on the bus.

“See ya,” Semi responded. He turned around and threw his head upwards to the night sky and let out a sigh before walking to his bus.

Yui with her head still out of the window took notice of how Semi relaxed after you left him. “Hey, girly,” she started, getting up from her spot after closing the window. “You okay? How’d it go?”

“Yeah, I’m okay. It actually went surprisingly well.”

“That’s good news!” Izumi cheered.

“So are you friends again?” Haruka asked.

“Hmm, I guess so? We’re basically just starting over.”

“This tour is gonna be interesting,” Yui finished.

Getting back onto his bus, Semi immediately felt three pairs of eyes glued on him. Jiro set his Nintendo switch down while Subaru put his phone on his lap and Ranmaru stood up.

“We’ve been expecting you,” Ranmaru started with a straight face.

“Yeah!” Jiro added only to be shushed by Subaru.

“Well... good news?” Semi responded, not knowing what to make of the way his band mates were acting.

“Go on...” Subaru said, this time being shushed by Jiro.

“First, I’m gonna be a guest vocal for One Ok Rock with Y/n during their last song. Second, I told Y/n everything I needed to say. We’re friends again. We’re all good,” Semi said with a smile.

Ranmaru took a few steps closer to Semi before lovingly slapping his back. “Proud of you, bro.”

“Woooo! Go Eita!” Jiro jumped up to hype up his bandmate.

“Awesome!” Subaru finished. “Happy for you man. Now, I hate to be the mom here, but we should get to bed. Tomorrow’s gonna be a long day.”

“Good job guys!” Taka said, patting both of your backs.

“Thank you! Is there anything you want us to change?” You asked.

“Hmm, nah. I know most people say practice makes perfect but I think as the tour goes on we’ll improve the performance each night.”

“Sounds good,” Semi said.

“Can I give some feedback?” You asked. Taka and Semi both gave you a nod to go on. “You,” you pointed to Semi, “are being so stiff. It’s your first tour in the US. Loosen up! I’ll be blunt, if how to act now is how you’re gonna act during your set, which is the first one, you’re not gonna grab anyone’s attention. The majority of the crowd probably haven’t even heard of your band. You gotta draw them in.”

“I have to agree with her,” Taka joined in.

Semi grew wide eyed and turned a little red. You were about to speak up again but he beat you to it. “Sorry, I think I’m just nervous. This is all new to me,” he said, bringing a hand up to the back of his head.

“Sorry! I didn’t mean to sound harsh! I just want you guys to grow. Being on tour right now is a big honor so I want you to get the most you can out of it. And-“

And you were rambling. Same old Y/n, Semi thought to himself, letting you ramble while he had a small smirk on his face, amused by the words you were speaking.

“Just perform how you would back then! I think if you brought that energy you’d really get a lot of people hooked!”

“Ya think so?”

“I know so. Can we try again but exaggerate our movements? This dude has to shape up.”

“I’ve heard so many stories about you mentoring the smaller bands, it’s nice to see that you live up to them,” Taka smiled.

“Thank you,” you responded with a blush. “Now Semi, follow our lead. And don’t let us down tonight.”

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strawberry--bride · 3 years ago

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Who's your Diabolik Lovers boyfriend (Sakamaki & Mukami)

Admin-san wants me to do another one of these quizzes to find out who would be a good boyfriend for me. ...Ah! But this time, it includes the Mukami brothers as well!

Q1. What is your clothing style like?

Hm...Soft colors for sure! I do think comfort is important, but I love a cute dress so I’ll go for the second answer!

Q2. Do you wear makeup?

A little bit and only sometimes! I prefer a natural look!

Q3. What is your hairstyle most of the time? (Tope three you mostly have)

Long, down and straight most of the time. Although sometimes I will braid it or put it up in a ponytail!

Q4. Your hair color?

My hair isn’t any of these colors...I suppose I should select ‘dyed’ then...?

Q5. Your Hobbies? (Three or less)

This one’s easy! Arts and crafts as well as making and trying new foods~

Q6. Your best qualities? (Pick top three)

Based on what people have told me, I’d say it would be ‘compassion, kindness and understanding’.

Q7. Word(s) that describes you out of the following? (Pick three at the most)

Let’s see...’Supportive’ is definitely one! Is it weird to describe yourself as ‘sweet’? Because it’s a compliment I have received in the past!

Q8. Self-esteem?

Uu...Definitely low...

Q9. Fav subject/class (at the most pick three)

Art and cooking!

Q10. Do you follow your heart or your mind?

I strongly believe in following your heart!

Q11. Picture this: A guy you know at school is always teasing you and sometimes perverted with you about things. He makes you feel terrible about yourself and uncomfortable. (This guy sounds awful) What do you do/or say?

I know this most likely isn’t the best way to deal with a situation like this but...I’m pretty sure I just wouldn’t do anything, afraid of the consequences.

Q12. Picture this: Some guy is always telling you everything you do is wrong and makes you feel as if you are worthless. This person rules your life and disciplines you to the highest extent, you feel trapped and upset. What do you do/or say?

As horrible as that sounds, there’s times I do feel worthless myself as well so...I can imagine it would only push me into more of a negative mindset.

Q13. Picture this: A guy you know from school doesn't think too highly of you so he believes that you're stupid and he belittles you for it. He's always telling you, you'll never be better than him and he makes you feel very incapable about yourself. What do you do/or say?

I’d try and ignore it, but feel pretty down about it afterwards...

Q14. Picture this: Some guy expressed their mood swings to you, they do this often and sometimes it leads you to think that maybe you're in the wrong and that you should try to be a better person but that person never thinks you care.

You're tired of hearing this from him so what do you do/or say?

If there’s a misunderstanding, I would try my best to try and talk it out so we can start over.

Q15. Picture this: A guy is trying to sexually harass you and he tries to convince you that it's not going to hurt, or that you're going to like it, etc What do you do/or say?

I’d feel very uncomfortable and try to leave.

Q16. Picture this: You hear bad things about a place or guy, do you decided to not take the persons advice about it and continue or do you become cautious?

I strongly believe anyone deserves the benefit of the doubt, so I don’t want to just label someone as mean, just because of what someone else told me. I’d ponder over the idea and probably ask them more specific questions as well.

Q17. Picture this: You have been kidnapped and you are trapped and told you can not leave from the place you are in. Would you try to escape even if the chances are slim? If you ever saw a way out would you attempt? Would you ever give up on leaving if every time you tried it wouldn't work?

A lot of emotions for sure, but I can also see myself just giving up after some time, accepting it as my fate.

Q18. Picture this: Some guy is able to pin you down or carry you and you don't have enough physical strength to do anything how do you make him stop?

I’d ask him to stop and if that doesn’t work, freak out and try to squirm my way out.

Q19. Picture this: Someone starts to befriend you then throws you out and no longer includes you in their group. What do you do/or say to this person?

I probably shouldn’t but I’d still be nice to them. I can’t force anyone to be my friend or even like me. However, that doesn’t give me a reason to be mean to them back. Then I’m just as bad.

Q20. Picture this: Someone is getting picked on what do you do/or say?

I would call them out...! Bullying is never okay!

THE RESULTS

Kanato-kun, Subaru-kun and Ayato-kun all get a shared first place! Azusa-kun and Kou-kun seem like pretty good options for me as well.

Meanwhile, I don’t match up too well with Reiji-san or Ruki-kun, it seems.

This was pretty fun! If you guys try it out for yourself, let me know who you got!

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adiabolikpastel · 3 years ago

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Title: Lunar Eclipse Masquerade

Reiji pt. 3

Rating: PG-18

Word Count: 3,183

Pairing: Reiji x Callista (mxf)

ღ Reiji and Callista reflect on the night - and wonder about what comes next. Hidden between all their problems, something strange happens when the two are face to face. ღ

Mun Yu: We did it! These are the last pieces of the LEM story. The end to our Lunar Eclipse. I hope that you have enjoyed the ride, and gotten to know the stories on this blog better! Tune in at the end of it all for Authors Notes!

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Despite what most people think, demonic beings are very social creatures. The elites hold countless balls and parties, celebrating their immortality together, and entertaining one another with stories. Typically, they are done in celebration for something – though this is not always the case. All types of beings from across the Demon Realm will come if the host is of high enough prestige.

There would be no such host if it was not for Karlheinz. Seated as the head of the Bat Clan (vampires), Karl’s reach spans far. Being the widow for the former Demon King’s daughter, and having children of the first blood, an invitation from the Vampire King is not one to refuse. Though why would you? In his immaculate castle within the Demon Realm, Eden Castle, it is always quite the spectacle. While the celebrations held in his Human World mansion are nice, nothing compares to a true night of pleasure within the true home of the King.

On this night, there was to be a Masquerade in honor of the first Lunar Eclipsed Moon in over two years. While this night may serve each species differently, the idea to celebrate its return was simply too tempting. For this reason, Karlheinz took it upon himself – or rather – his house, to host the event. This extended to his offspring as well, regardless of their personal agenda. Members of every social elite race accepted the offer, and gathered for a truly unforgettable evening

The remainder of the night went by with little interest. Once Kanato’s mess was cleaned, there wasn’t much for Reiji to do. It was rather boring. In this solitude he found himself longing for Rika more than ever. He honestly had half a mind to visit her after all this was finished. Punish her for missing this opportunity to be with him.

There were times when he enjoyed Rika’s independence. She was a self-made woman, which honestly he was proud to stand beside. However, there are times when the need for her out weights that. This would be one of them.

Like his brothers, Reiji wanted to parade her about in front of other demons. To show them something out of their reach. The surge of dominance. Truly there was nothing quite like it. At least not to a being like himself. Yet all night he was forced to see his brothers expense that exhilarating feeling.

First Laito runs off with some woman, though that was not new for him. Honestly, when will he mature? It felt as though he were the youngest sibling. Even Subaru showed better manners. Speaking of – he just took notice that his half-brother had come with that android like shadow of his. Perhaps he spoke too soon about Subaru’s maturity. Bringing his ‘baby sitter’.

Although, considering what Reiji was sure the two of them got into – it would be somewhat appropriate for him to accompany Subaru. Their relationship was unsettling. He was sure Shu was also involved with that AKUMU as well. Though he hoped with their plan, Shu put that behind him.

Ayato seemed to have the best time, it was actually somewhat peaceful with him and Yuko-san. Either of them alone was trouble, so it was surprising that together they were behaving. Or perhaps they had a larger scale prank in mind that Reiji was yet to notice. Regardless, it was annoying to see them together. Simply for the fact that he was unable to be with his beloved. It did not help that Yuko and Rika share similar blood. Smelling Yuko was close to smelling Rika – just enough to tease his senses. However, it was clear the two were different.

The other brother with a date, who also caused the most ruckus, was Kanato. Reiji had gotten over that fleeting feeling of jealousy a long time ago when it came to those two. Yet tonight, he could not help but acknowledge that small tinge. Not that he was wanting Yuuki-san on his arm. It was more the general desire once more to have his own love. Any kind of attachment to the young woman now was simply familial – if any at all.

What might be the most upsetting, however, was the fact that even his father had ‘someone’ on his arm. Even if that was the – secretary that he brought on not too long ago. Their relationship was the most… unsettling. Reiji wasn’t sure what bothered him more. The fact that someone as grand as his father was having relations with a common siren, or the fact that the siren was a male who paraded himself around as a female. Even tonight, he clung onto his father’s arm like some sort of harlot.

The sight of them made him ill. Reiji had always respected his father, but this, well – perhaps the man was getting on in age. His life choices were showing that. Once the plan to take the throne was completed, Reiji was slightly worried that Skye Oakly would become a problem for them. That there was something their father was plotting with the siren.

While it was bothersome to see the others enjoying their time with someone dear, it was somehow comforting to know that he was not the only one alone tonight. Shu had also come without a date – though that was mostly by choice. Shu had yet to find a mate, which again, was why he was perfect for the plan. With no attachments to this world it would be easier for Shu to take the risk of fighting their father. He had nothing to lose. Reiji hoped that his brother would be enough for the task. He would be lying if there wasn’t a more hidden motive behind it all.

With his brother fighting, Reiji would not need to. There were many reasons behind that, and on this night of the Eclipse, he felt them all plaguing his mind. Even the ones he never thought to admit to himself. The most evident being that he was not good enough. Always second to Shu. Would his strength alone be enough to defeat their father? Reiji seriously doubted it. Then there was the most obvious thought of dying. He could not bare the idea of leaving Rika behind in such a way. Life had just found a meaning beyond simply existing.

Was that because of Rika as well? This was something Reiji had also not allowed himself to think about. No longer was he suck in this never ending night of repetition. Rika offered him something more. A life beyond. A life. A Future. That was all something he could not risk. So it was selfish of him to ask that Shu take on that burden. To risk his own life for the comfort of his own, and their siblings.

Lastly there was the deep rooted desire to see Shu loose. This was something Reiji truly hated himself for thinking. Damned if it wasn’t for the moon, he would still not think of it. That feeling since childhood. This hatred of his brother. It was something, in their current life, which Reiji was attempting to get over. Now that he was with someone who also had relationship issues with their sibling, he wanted to be better about it. Wanted to form some sort of bond with Shu. For deep down he knew that behind all that hatred was –

Enough of this self-refection! Reiji shook his head, forcing the moons influence out of his mind. This was not the time to get lost in thought – let alone thoughts that would do him no good. With that, he decided to locate his brothers so they could return back to the mansion. The only one he needed to locate was Shu, who had mysteriously vanished for most of the night.

Reiji hoped that he had not simply left the event. It would be prudent of him to at least try to get used to this life. If he was going to be King – things would change. As he scanned over the attendees, Reiji’s eyes happen to fall onto a familiar set of horns. A familiar dress. Ah, that young woman from earlier. Calli, was her name, if he recalled. She was headed to the dance floor, how envious, but a woman her age was bound to have suitors.

As the band prepared for their final set of the evening, the crowds seemed to part for her and whomever she was dancing with. While sweet symphonic notes filled the air, Reiji was able to see the hand that took hers. Shu!? What?! Reiji was shocked to say the least. His lazy brother was actually dancing. Wait – more than that – who he was dancing with!

Was he aware that Calli was the daughter of a demon lord? He was almost certain she was Ajax’s daughter. One of the noble clans. Eagles. If he was planning on doing something – no – Shu wasn’t like that. Was he? Reiji fought with himself on this matter. Would Shu honestly come to this event and try to leave with someone? He knew what was at stake here!

Not to mention who this ‘someone’ was! Surely if her father saw the two of them- Reiji quickly tried to locate the Eagle King. Thankfully he was currently occupied. Reiji recalled that he was the type to talk a lot. How could he fix this!? There had to be something, anything – even if it was just to get her away from Shu. That’s it!

Callista followed with Shu’s movements while the soft orchestra played for them. It was rather strange to be dancing with him – mostly because the two had just met. Also, and more so probably, because they had both agreed to officially go along with this ‘engagement’ their parents had devised. While the situation wasn’t ideal, there was little she could do about it on her own. It was comforting to know that Shu was also unsure about all of this.

Despite how the evening had started, Calli could breathe easier now. She had been so nervous coming to this ball. While at the main family home in the Makai, earlier in the month, her father had explained the idea of the arranged marriage to her. Of course immediately she was against it. What modern woman in her right mind wouldn’t be?

The idea that her life would be traded away for some, political gain, was atrocious. Callista wanted no part of the discussion, stressing to her parents that this was not the future she wanted. Her mother, Catalina, was more understanding of her position. This was not something the family had ever wanted for their daughters.

Being the current head of the Eagle Demon’s, Callista’s father, Ajax, had a world of responsivities to uphold. However, he had never, not once, allowed those to directly affect his children. Her older brothers, Alexander and Meteo, were welcome to choose their brides. Even if they were only choosing from the eligible demons within the high court. Smaller family names within the Clan.

Her eldest sister Evangeline, was able to marry a man she loved. While he was no price with large titles, she was given that choice. Sister Lucille was now married and living in the human realm. Even Ioanna, the closest sibling to Callista in age, was not forced to wed. She was out traveling the realms. Allowed to spread her wings, fly to far off places, to be free.

Something that Callista knew little about. Being the youngest for quite a long time, her parents – mostly Ajax- were protective. Calli was never allowed to travel without them. Sure the family took many vacations and trips to far off places together, but, her siblings were all able to do that themselves – or with friends. Which Calli was severely lacking. No one wanted to play with the Eagle Lord’s daughter – who not to mention was a shut in.

Though, growing up like that, she didn’t hate it. In fact, now there was nothing she loved more then to curl up and read. Read about anything really, whether it was fiction or non. The books she loved the most were about culture. Learning how humans and other demon species live. Gaining a better understanding of the world, without actually living in it. Thinking about that now, it sounds depressing actually.

All that to say, why does it now fall to her, to give up the kind of life she had always wanted? Why was this suddenly her responsibility, when being the fifth born, really shouldn’t mean anything – according to the books she had read on succession. So what made this different? Had the Vampire Lord’s son seen her and decided he liked her? Were things in the clan so difficult that her father had to secure and alliance this badly? Even if they were to wed, that would only have her lead in the name of the Bat Clan one day – not the Eagle – so what was the point? What did it all mean?

Callista found herself focusing on those questions as the news of this Masquerade came to their doorstep. The invitation to attend was extended to her parents, but it also made a special note to bring her along. Callista begged for her parents to reject the proposal. That there was no need for such a union. That it would do their people no good. That it would ruin the happiness she wanted for herself. She had thoughts that the three of them came to an understanding. That at this party, Ajax would reject the offer from Karlheinz.

That was until her father actually talked to him. She should have known. The most powerful being in the realms would have something in mind to bend things to their will. Sure enough, after their talked, her father came rushing over to tell her the great news. She would marry Karlheinz eldest son.

At first, Calli wondered if it would be the one she met on the balcony. Having met him just before the news, it might not be so bad. He seemed well put together, and spoke with an air of intelligence. She was happy to have met him under her own terms before being forcefully introduced to some stranger. Unfortunately, it was not him, and that very fear came to pass. She was presented to another man.

This one was taller than her, but not as tall as the other. His hair golden, and eyes deep as the sea. He looked at her with such… contempt? Or was it simply confusion? It was apparent that he was not prepared for this. Perhaps he was not told of their union until this moment. Well, she wasn’t either – at least the idea of following through with it.

It was nice to get away with him for a while. While introduced as Ririe, Shu was not quite what she was expecting from the next in line for the great power behind the Bat Clan’s leader. While his mannerisms might look incorrect, to the trained eye, you could see the years of practice that went into his existence. The way he moved and held himself, told her that he was raised with proper etiquette.

Shu was handsome. She had no complaints with his appearance. He did seem rather lazy – or perhaps he was simply tired from the night. The first time alone with a newly announced fiancé should be to nap on a fountain. That being said, there was grace in everything he did. There were no wasted movements. Every muscle he had was well trained, no matter how hard he might have tried to hide it.

While Shu released her for a twirl, Callista found a new set of hands take her own. Pulling her from Shu’s lead, and into another’s. A hand moves around her waist, while the first hand guides her into the frame of a new partner. Looking up, Calli’s eyes are met with a pair of pale magenta. Glared over just slightly from a pair of glasses, and the lights from above reflecting and blocking their connection.

For a brief moment, the world around her faded away. It was something like – looking into the eyes of- well… she couldn’t quite explain. A sudden feeling washed over her entire being. Normally if someone grabbed her as such, she would protest. However- something in this moment felt… safe. Secure? There were no precise words to describe it.

“Forgive me for intruding, I had promised her a dance when we met before. You don’t mind, do you Shu?” Reiji spoke to his rather confused brother. In typical Shu fashion, he simply shrugged and left the two of them alone. Reiji let out a small sigh of relief, thankful that Shu was not serious about pursing a night spent with Ajax’s daughter. “My apologies, Lady Calli. I did not mean to interrupt your dance but I –"

Reiji was spotted in his apology when he looked down to see her golden eyes looking back at him. They were mesmerizing. It has been ages since Reiji was truly able to look into the eyes of someone like himself. Not that looking into Rika’s eyes was not enchanting – but this – this was different. A new element of excitement flashed through him.

The knowledge that this woman could with stand his strength. That the eyes locked with his own were just as deadly. The body that was pressed against him would not bruise and break under the simply act of pulling her to him. The feeling of being with another immortal. It was exhilarating.

Callista could feel the power behind the arms which held her. Unlike with Shu just moments ago – these hands were full of purpose. A desire to hold her close. Even if it was simply to move her from Shu. Now in this embraced state, Calli would recognize this new partner as Reiji Sakamaki – who she had met earlier, just before Shu.

For brothers the two of them did not share many features. The same could not be said for her siblings – they all looked similar to one another. Yet these two, not even their hair color matched. Calli wondered what else was different. Their speaking patterns for one – Reiji was much more elegant with is words. Shu simply seemed to say whatever he pleased.

“I … was simply unware if your – father knew that the two of you were…” Reiji searched himself to find the right words. It was bad enough that his brother had stolen a dance with one of the great Lord’s daughters. Now he was doing the same. Yet as he held her against him – he found himself unable to let go.

She barely understood what he was saying – these overwhelming – almost primal, instincts were quite the distraction. “Oh… I-"

“Callista my dear!” Ajax’s voice boomed both of them back into their senses as the large Eagle brought himself over to them. “We must be going! Much to do back home to prepare for your big move!”

Reiji and Callista backed away from one another, both exchanging awkward glances and nervous laughs. “You are moving once again?” Reiji ask, composing himself. “Where will your family take nest for now?”

“Sadly my daughter’s journeys with us have ended. She will be moving into the Sakamaki Mansion! To get to know her new fiancé! Young Lord Ririe! The two should be very happy together – it’s quite the match if I do say so myself!” The demon let out a haughty laugh as he placed an arm around Callista.

“It… would seem we shall get to see one another again.” She blushes, embarrassed by her father’s outburst.

“So it would seem.” The news came to Reiji slowly. As he bid Callista and her father farewell, he couldn’t help but replay it in his mind.

Not only was this new woman about to enter their mansion – but she was … for Shu? Shu? His brother? This was impossible. How could that have even happened? Did Ajax come here with intentions of the two of them getting married? Or was it-!?

Just as the thought crossed his mind, Reiji could feel his father’s presence. His will. A calling to seek him out. Reiji looked about the – now less populated – ballroom. While he could not locate his father, he felt his message. Felt the intent behind his actions. Karlheinz knew of their plan. It would seem that – what was once something as simple as training Shu – now grew more complicated.

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dixbolik-lovers · 4 years ago

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hello, can i order headcanons for sakamakis with a s / o who has schizophrenia? how would they deal with her hallucinating and hearing voices?. Thanks😊(

Uhhhh... warning. The canon boys are not nice. >.>

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Shuu

He really doesn’t care. So long as you don’t make a nuisance of yourself because of it, Shuu won’t pay any attention to the symptoms or the illness at all. Even when you’re stressed or disturbed because of things that aren’t there, he just tunes out the panic and does whatever he pleases. In a way, he’s willing to comfort you, but that mostly amounts to you being pulled to his chest while he sleeps. It can be grounding, sure, but it’s still clear that he’s doing it for his own sake.

Reiji

He finds it annoying when your symptoms get in the way of what he needs you to do, and because of that alone, will work with you on finding medication or coping methods to lessen the impact. Reiji makes it very clear that he’s doing it so you can be better, which is far from the kindest way to approach it... but at least you’re getting help, right? At the very least, he knows what he’s doing and takes the situation seriously. He won’t mess around with the illness at all.

Ayato

He’s the asshole who will use the illness against you for the sake of torture and playing pranks. If he wants to mess with you, Ayato is more than willing to trick you into thinking your symptoms are getting worse or that something you’re seeing isn’t real. He finds it funny when you get confused and scared. If you’re really upset, he might be nice enough to comfort you, but for the most part, Ayato doesn’t treat your illness well. He’s far too preoccupied with using it against you.

Kanato

Since he’s experienced very similar things, Kanato understands what you’re going through. That doesn’t stop him from being cruel about it. In fact, it just means that he understands all the better how to use your illness to hurt you. The main response he has to your symptoms is to use them as a manipulation tactic, often playing himself up as the only comfort you have, so you’re forced to rely on him when you’re afraid. It’s just another way that he can gain control over you.

Laito

Would something good make you feel better? Laito seems entirely oblivious. He’ll “offer” sex to “help” with the things that scare you. After all, if you’re too busy drowning in pleasure, how can seeing things and hearing voices bother you? The reality is that Laito understands exactly what you’re going through and what he’s doing, but plays ignorant to keep the upper hand. It’s more fun when he can play with you through it and use the illness as a means of getting what he wants.

Subaru

In a way, he feels bad for you. Subaru is, of course, awful at showing it, but he does have some level of sympathy for the stress your illness causes you. The problem is that thanks to his short temper, he doesn’t really act on that softness. Instead, he gets frustrated whenever your symptoms cause problems and usually winds up scaring you more. He tends to act like you need to just get over it and quit being “weird”, even when he’s internally concerned and guilty over it.

Kino

Of course, the “prince” is a complete jerk about it all. Kino will either act like your illness doesn’t exist and treat you like you’re stupid for behaving strangely, or actively use the hallucinations against you. In his mind, it doesn’t matter if the symptoms stress you out. If they inconvenience him, they’re a problem, and if they don’t, they’re another fun way to mess with you. He’ll comfort you from time to time when he feels like it, but as always, his moods for that are fickle.

#Diabolik Lovers #Dialovers #Sakamaki Shuu #Sakamaki Reiji #Sakamaki Ayato #Sakamaki Kanato #Sakamaki Laito #Sakamaki Subaru #Kino #Headcanon #Canon #Reader

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kyouxa · 4 years ago

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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Kino (Story 12)

In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too! If you enjoy these translations, please consider supporting me on ko-fi.

Place: Abandoned house — Inside

Kino: Wait, how long are you planning on sleeping anymore? Wouldn’t it be considerable to get up now?

Yui: (Uwah… !)

Kino-kun… !

(Eh? H-Here? Oh, yeah. I really did go back to sleep…)

Kino: You really had the nerve to shamelessly continue to sleep like a log in your situation. Looks as if you’re really the sleeping beauty.

Yui: G-Good morning...

Kino: It’s not that early anymore. Well, since you just woke up I guess there’s nothing weird about saying that though.

Your stomach must be pretty empty too, right? Aight, here’s your meal. It’s once again being bread.

Yui: Ah, that’s good enough. Thank you.

(..... ! Since he’s being so polite about me having my meal, does that mean it’s time for him to eat too… !?)

Kino: Ahh, I wish I brought in more konpeito than that. I have nothing that I could possibly want to eat anymore.

I wonder… is there really not something I could eat?

Yui: (But I’d rather avoid blood sucking right after I got up! I have to try and keep avoiding it!)

Kino-kun, do you want bread too?

Kino: Hah? I’m good, since I’m going to suck your blood at least.

Yui: B-But, won’t you get tired of it if you keep sucking my blood all the time like you do?

*Kino gets closer*

Kino: I could never. There can’t be anything better than blood for a vampire, don’t you think… ?

You see, I’ll start sucking from here… Nn…

*Kino kisses Yui*

Yui: ...Ah

(He kissed my neck… just like he did yesterday, he might really thrust his fangs into my body from this place forward)

Kino: Fufu, are you perhaps hoping for it already? The sweet smell just got stronger after all. See, your pulse is rising...

Yui: Uwah… !

(He’s tracing my neck down… this is not good, if this continues, he’ll definitely end up sucking my blood… !)

Kino: Say, you want it too, don’t you? If so, I’ll do it without holding back.

Choices

1) I might collapse again (white) ��♡♡

2) Stop his attempt (black)

— I might collapse again♡

Yui: But I’m still anemic right now… besides, I might also end up collapsing right again after the blood sucking...

Kino: ...How boring. Guess I’m really not able to enjoy myself if you do faint.

Yui: (Hooray, I think he gave up!)

— Stop his attempt

Yui: I won’t let you do that. I’m already being fed up after all…

Kino: Wow, what a cold response. These recent two, three days you’ve been awfully out of it, y’know?

Yui: (But this is only Kino-kun’s fault… !)

end Choices

Kino: Ahh, I lost motivation anyway. I’ll stay away from sucking your blood, for now at least.

*Kino backs off*

Yui: O-Okay. Thank you.

(Well, I guess it’s strange for me to thank him for that)

(But on the other hand I feel sorry for him not being able to have a proper meal now…)

(I wish I could at least give him something to eat instead of blood… ah, that’s right!)

This bread is really delicious, right? You can have half of it if you want to.

Kino: So is this you showing mercy to me or are you just humiliating me now?

Yui: Don’t say it like that. I know human food is still a great thing for vampires every now and then, right?

I just thought this would be a nice change of pace.

Kino: And that’s seriously the only reason? ...Well, guess I’ll eat it then.

Yui: Is it delicious?

Kino: It’s normal.

Yui: I-I see.

Hmm… I should’ve brought some konpeito with me when I left the mansion...

(Isn’t there anything sweet here? Umm, I mean, they’re for the sake of enjoying yourself while eating any, right?)

(Then, in Kino-kun’s case, he isn’t able to enjoy it unless it’s konpeito?)

(Konpeito… stars… that’s right… !)

Hey, I know we don’t have any konpeito here anymore, but why don’t we look at the stars in the night sky instead?

Kino: Hah? What are you talking about? It’s impossible to see them in this forest.

Yui: But still, we might be able to see them if we go outside.

Come on, let’s go outside for a bit, don’t you think that could be a change of pace as well?

*Yui drags Kino outside*

Kino: Ah… wait!

Place: Abandoned house — Outside

Yui: (... I think it was a quite good idea to pull Kino-kun forcibly out of there…)

But the trees really are a little in the way, you can’t see anything.

Kino: That’s exactly what I said.

Yui: S-Sorry...

(Even though it didn’t appear that way, the trees are still all overgrown with leaves. Like this you can hardly see the stars or even the night sky)

(Uhh… I think my plan failed. I guess Kino-kun must be angry, right?)

Kino: …..

Yui: (Eh? He’s looking up. But he can’t possible see anything other than leaves as well)

Kino-kun… ?

Kino: ...Look, here. Konpeito does look similar to the stars, don’t you think?

Yui: Eh?

Kino: When I first saw them in my life, I thought that multicolored stars fell down from the sky.

But even after I figured that those are just ordinary clumps of sugar, the image I had back then never disappeared.

It’s like you’re having your own star, and you feel really satisfied when eating it.

Yui: You must really like stars, right?

Kino: I love them. After all, the stars… they always gave me guidance back then.

Yui: The stars gave you guidance… ?

(I wonder what he means by that exactly? I don’t know exactly what, but…)

Kino: …..

Yui: (When I see Kino-kun’s face looking up like that… he does seem lonely…)

(This is the first time I see his face looking like that. Yuri-san… I wonder if he would be comfortable if she was here)

(Even though everything is overgrown above us, there’s still a chance to see them. And even if we can’t see them, there are always gaps in between the leaves)

(But when looking in Kino-kun’s eyes, it feels as if the stars are being reflected…)

???: Asshole, stop bullshitting me!

Yui: Kyaa!?

Eh… that voice was...

Kino: You can hear it coming from the forest. I guess someone’s fighting there.

Yui: (Fighting? No way… !)

Place: Forest — Wide area

Ayato: Before I’ll go snatch Eve, I guess I’ll have to first of all knock you down!

Subaru: Hah! To hear that shit from someone like you, guess I´ll have to shut that annoying mouth!!

*swords clash*

Yui: (No! It’s Ayato-kun and Subaru-kun!? And they’re… crossing swords with each other!?)

Even though all the suspicions were cleared up and the atmosphere of each house returned to be calm...

Kino: The private matter might’ve calmed down, but it seems as if the battle between every house has finally started.

Yui: Such… we have to stop them somehow!

Kino: That’s impossible. You can’t easily join and end such an intense fight between them like you think you can.

I have no intention of stopping them, it’s rather convenient for me to see the Sakamaki’s fighting like that.

Yui: Convenient… why would you say something like that… ?

Kino: Because, if they disappear, there would be less hindrances in my way. That would be convenient, right? It would be an advantage for me to become the next successor to the throne, don’t you think?

Yui: ...But they’re not nuisances in your way.

Just why do you see your siblings like obstacles from the very beginning… ?

Kino: Because they are. If those guys were outta the way, the powers would only belong to me.

Yui: But you can’t do that, there needs to be another method, isn’t there!?

I know you just want to get approval from everyone in the Sakamaki family! You want them to know that you’re suitable for the king's throne!

Kino: And because of that, I’ll give them no choice but to force them to surrender to get his strength.

Yui: You can’t do that!

Kino: But there’s simply no one who recognized someone for nothing.

Yui: You don’t know that!

Kino: ...Nn, how cheeky you are.

Yui: (Kino-kun’s getting angry again. But I can’t stop just because of that now)

I’ve been with Kino-kun for such a long time now, and I’m finally starting to understand a little about you

And in reality, you just want someone to recognize you, isn’t that it?

Kino: ….. !!

Yui: For that reason, the easiest thing for them to understand is to become the successor of Karlheinz-sama.

If you would get his absolute power and position, everyone would have no other choice but to admire you.

Kino: Shut up…

Yui: Isn’t it that you’re treating everyone in the Sakamaki family like hindrances because you’re jealous of them?

Because unlike you, they’ve been recognized by others and lived surrounded by people from the very beginning—

Kino: Shut up!!

*Kino grabs her*

Yui: Agh… ugh...

(He grabbed my neck… can’t breath…)

Kino: Don’t speak to me as if you know me. I hate nothing more than sympathy and lies.

I don’t need to feel your pity just because I was reduced to poverty!

Yui: I don’t… feel sympathy… I just—

Don’t like that Kino-kun feels… lonely...

Kino: ….. !

*Kino releases Yui*

Yui: Ngh… ! Haa… Haa… !

(Did he really let me go… ?)

Kino: Now I had to waste unnecessary energy. I really don’t have to deal with your bullshit.

Yui: Kino-kun… but, I really—

Kino: I’ll tell you what… shouldn’t you stop them before continuing to grovel like that?

*swords clash*

Subaru: Asshole, you really have the nerve!?

Yui: ...That’s right, Ayato-kun and Subaru-kun!

Kino: Hey, why don’t we play a game? Like this, you could stop them.

Yui: Eh… ?

Kino: If you’re interested, you better listen to me. I want you to do it your way, make those Sakamaki guys recognize me like I want them to.

If you succeed with that, I’ll lend you a hand.

Yui: Nn, that is…

*swords clash*

Yui: (For me to enter such an intense battle, for that…)

(But I want Kino-kun to know that I meant what I said. I guess there’s no other way but to enter this fight… !)

Kino: Fufu… it serves them right that they have to fight against their very own siblings like that. I wonder if I should take a picture of that.

Yui: (...His smartphone? Yes, with this I can do it!)

I’m sorry, Kino-kun. You need to lend me that real quick!

*Yui steals Kino’s phone*

Kino: Wait, what are you doing!? Give that back!

Yui: I’ll return it to you later!

*Yui runs off*

Kino: Wha… just what are you thinking?

Are you seriously going head towards it? Are you dumb!?

Yui: (Kino-kun used the phone on his storage — and he said he remembered everything after he saw the photos)

(If that’s the case, if I show the pictures to them, they should easily get their memories back as well… !)

*swords clash*

Ayato: Goddamn, you’re so fucking annoying! Just get the hell out of here!

Subaru: Ah? That should be my line!

Yui: Haa, Haa… Ayato-kun, Subaru-kun!

Subaru: ...Huh? What does Eve do in a place like this?

Ayato: It’s nice that you took the long way to come here. That actually saved the trouble of kidnapping you. Now, come this way!

Yui: Kyaa!? W-Wait, Ayato-kun! Please let me talk first—

Ayato: You’re being so noisy already. If you stay obedient, I’ll take you to the mansion as things are now!

Subaru: I won’t let that happen! I don’t care about the supreme ruler title, but I’m not making the mistake of letting an asshole take her away like that!

Yui: (It’s no use, they’re not listening to me. If I want to stop the fight between the two of them, I’ll have to—)

Be quiet already! You must really not have any manners if you make me shout!!

Subaru & Ayato: !?

Yui: (Reiji-san’s style of bringing back silence actually worked! Now—!!)

*Yui taps smartphone*

Yui: Please look at the building that’s projected on this smartphone!

Ayato: W-What? What’s that?

Yui: This is the mansion where everyone lives in!

Subaru: Just what the heck are you talking about? The mansion where each of us lives doesn’t look like this.

Yui: That’s what you think, but in reality those aren’t the mansions you live in. This one here is everyone’s real home.

In Kaminashi city — this is the mansion of the Sakamaki family.

Ayato: ...Sakamaki… ?

*weird sound*

Ayato: Nn… what the…

Subaru: Shit… suddenly my head… it feels giddy...

Yui: (I showed them a photo of the Sakamaki family’s mansion. If they remember with this—)

Ayato: Kch… Eve, what kind of view did you show me just now!?

Yui: ….. !?

(No way… he’s still calling me Eve… why isn’t he getting his memories back?)

Ayato: I don’t get what I just saw, but how dare you have the nerve to disarrange me like that?

Yui: (This is not good, it didn’t work… I have to run away real quick… !)

Subaru: Tch, stay right there!

Yui: (Nn, I can’t escape if I’m being surrounded by both of them like that!)

(I really thought this would work out just fine. Why didn’t it work… !?)

Kino: I like that kind of pampering suffering. After all there was no strategy behind whatever you tried to achieve.

Yui: Eh… ?

Kino: Let her go, you small fish!

*Kino uses magic*

Yui: Kyaaa!?

Ayato: Ngh!? What was that!?

Subaru: Tch, are those the powers Kou told me to be cautious about around Kino… !?

Yui: (Kino-kun’s magical powers ended up pulling Ayato-kun and Subaru-kun away…)

Kino… kun. Did you come to help me… ?

Kino: After all that trouble we went through with the Sakamakis, what do you think you're doing? Now, gimme my phone back.

This won’t do it, these guys need a way stronger impetus than the one you showed them… ah, this one for example.

*Kino taps smartphone*

Kino: C’mon, I know you remember this. The dear old home you lived in.

Ayato & Subaru: !?

Yui: (This is the castle in the demon world!?)

Ayato: Ngh, kch… aghhhhh

Subaru: Agh… my head, it hurts… aghhhhhhhh!

Yui: Ayato-kun, Subaru-kun! What should I do, Kino-kun, both of them are… !

Kino: It’s fine, this is not a big deal. This is the normal reaction of someone having their memories return to themselves.

These guys must have been really traumatized by this castle, huh?

Did you now remember everything after looking at this?

Subaru: Haa… Haa…

Yui: Nn, Subaru-kun! Are you okay!?

Subaru: It feels as if my head got smashed… damn, getting those memories back is some real uncomfortable shit.

Yui: As if your head… got smashed… ?

Ayato: Haa… Haa… for fucks sake, the least thing I wanted to remember now was that old hag’s face!

Yui: ….. ! Ayato-kun!

Ah… do you know who I am?

Subaru: What are you talking about, silly?

Ayato: The only woman who could have such flat breasts is only Chichinashi herself.

Yui: ….. !

*Yui starts crying*

Yui: (They’re back. Both of them have their memories back!!)

I’m so happy… it worked out. Both of you really remember… Nn

Subaru: H-Hey, what are you crying for now? Did something happen?

Yui: T-That’s, um… it would be a little difficult to explain that...

Ayato: Then explain the situation as easy-to-understand as you can! Chichinashi!

Yui: (The way he called me... I’m surprisingly happy to be called like that now)

I’m just glad both of you finally returned back to your usual selves.

I’m happy…

*Yui falls over*

Kino: Uwah! Wait, you!

Yui: Kino… kun…

...Thank you...

Kino: Huh… ?

Monologue

With peace in mind, the moment I tried taking a breath of relief, I collapsed onto the floor.

Perhaps that was because of my body being somewhat anemic, and suddenly reaching its limit.

As my field of vision was starting to become dim, all I could see was Kino-kun catching me in his arms.

Place: Forest — Wide area

Kino: ...She’s sleeping. That probably happened so rashly because of her body already being anemic.

And for me, someone who wanted to only be a spectator, to assist her with her plan...

Even if those guys regained their memories back, they’ll only continue to stay hindrances in my way… and that’s all your fault…

Subaru: Hey, what does all of that mean? Since you’ve apparently been with her together all this time, do you know what’s going on?

Kino: ...I do. More than you guys at least.

Ayato: Why are you even with Chichinashi anyway? Spill it out, what’s happening right now?

Kino: Your memories are still in disorder, it might need some time until you can understand.

Yui: Nn… y-yeah...

Kino: Nn… wait, you can still sleep a little. It’s impossible for you to suddenly get up, you know that you’d fall right over again if you do, right?

Yui: I’m okay… and apart from that, I have to bring back everyone’s memories now...

Ayato-kun, Subaru-kun... I have a request for the both of you.

Ayato: What do you want us to do?

Yui: I want you to call Kanato-kun and Laito-kun here.

We, who are supposed to be enemies, can’t get close to them in any way possible, but you could do that, right… ?

Kino: Hold on a second. What are you thinking about?

Don’t tell me that you want to regain the other four guys’ memories with this method too?

Yui: Of course I want to. I want to have everyone regain their memories again.

This is all thanks to Kino-kun’s data. As long as we have them with us… everyone will be able to remember everything.

Kino: …..

Monologue

Kino-kun ended up reluctantly breaking my talk off, as I was about to lose consciousness again.

It seemed as if the importance of the matter was transmitted to Ayato-kun, although he was still confused.

And like that, we started to gather all the Sakamaki family members to carry out the strategy.

Have everyone get back their memories, and then escape from this place.

And—

Choose a way for the sake of Kino-kun not being left on his own again.

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aaronhotchnersquarterzip · 3 years ago

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Meeting you Flipped the World Upside Down - Or Maybe Just Mine

Here is Chapter 9, I’m going to apologize in advance for the angst thats going to happen from here on out. As much as I love Aaron I stand strongly behind the belief that he just wouldn’t be that great of a partner and my writing recently has been very open about that. I’m not completely cynical, there will be a resolution at some point. Maybe.

Summary: Reader has been a rut, stuck in a never ending cycle of college worries and job interviews. Never did she think that SSA Aaron Hotchner, or Agent as she likes to call him, would walk into her favorite late night diner and flip her world upside down. And he for sure didn't expect to fall in love so quickly with the soon to be college grad. They navigate finding love and working together to rediscover what that means for each of them.

Pairing: Aaron Hotchner X Female Reader

Word Count: 1.5k

Love Isn’t Supposed to Feel Like This

The summer green slowly faded into fall browns and reds. The best season, in your opinion of course. Aaron stuck to his promise on visiting when he could, Jack tagging along when he had long weekends. You also drove down when you had the chance, so not as often as you would’ve liked. Halloween was coming up and you were determined to go trick-or-treating with the Hotchner boys so right after your Thursday class you packed the Subaru and drove to DC. You knew Aaron would still be at the office so you dropped your stuff off at his apartment and made your way to Quantico. Jack was with Jessica so you didn’t need to worry about picking him up until tomorrow anyways.

You parked in the visitor lot and walked into the lobby, going through the rigorous security to get your visitor pass. You were finally on your way up to the 5th floor after 20 minutes. You were practically bouncing with anticipation. Aaron and the team had been on back-to-back cases lately so it’s been longer than normal since you’ve seen him. Of course he called and texted you in his free time but being with him was a whole separate experience.

When you pushed the glass doors open Emily spotted you first, waving you over for a hug.

“We weren’t expecting you! Does Hotch know you’re here?”

“No, I thought I’d surprise him. I know you guys have been working incredibly hard these past few weeks. I figured it wouldn’t hurt if I came for Halloween.”

“How did Hotch deserve you? Seriously.”

“He does his fair share of surprises, I’d say we're both lucky.” You quipped back, still smiling. Spencer waved to you from the kitchen and you saw Rossi from his window.

“If you don’t mind, I’m gonna head up to see him. It’s been a while.”

“Of course, text us how long you’re in town and we’ll try to plan something.”

“Thanks Em.” You climbed the stairs to Aaron’s office and knocked softly. He muttered something along the lines of “come in” when you pushed the door open.

He hadn’t looked up from his paperwork when you stalked in so you slowly made your way over to his desk. Placing one hand on the desk, leaning towards him, you whispered,

“Hi honey.” His head shot up at your voice and he broke out in one of the biggest smiles you’ve seen the man give. He stood up and embraced you in a tight hug.

“I wasn’t expecting you. What’re you doing here?” You tilted your head to give him a soft kiss.

“I missed you. And I wanted to spend Halloween with the Hotchner men. Figured you two could show me a better time than campus could.” He smiled into another kiss. And another. And another.

“Let me finish up this file and then we can head out okay?”

“I’ve waited weeks, I’m sure I can wait an extra hour. I’m gonna go check in on Dave, if you finish before I get back you know where to find me.” You kissed him once more before walking next door.

“Hey Dave.”

He was quick to walk over to you and hug you, similar to Aaron.

“Bella! What’re you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be cramming for midterms or something?”

You laughed lightly, “technically, yes. I missed Aaron and Jack so I took a couple days for myself. Plus Jack wanted me to come and see his costume in person. How could I say no?”

He chuckled before taking a seat on his couch and gesturing for you too as well, “I suppose you’re right. I need to have you over before you head back to campus.”

“I would really like that. I’ve missed DC more than I would like to admit. I thought New York was where I wanted to spend the rest of my life but I don’t know anymore. I’ve been looking for jobs here, obviously. But I’ve also been applying more west, Montana, Wyoming, Colorado, Utah. I can see myself out there. I got an offer the other day from the office in Billings for once I graduate, I just don’t know what to do.”

“You need to do what's right for you kid. None of us would judge you for following your dreams, but I’m not the one you should be having this conversation with.”

“I just don’t want to ruin the weekend, it’s been so long since we’ve all been together. I just want some normalcy, for both of us. You know?”

“If I know Aaron, and I assure you I do, he would want to know what you’re feeling. It’s not fair to either of you if you don’t communicate what you’re thinking.”

“I know that Dave. I’ll talk to him about it soon, just, not right now.” Of course Aaron had to stick his head in at that exact moment.

“What not right now Y/N.” He stepped closer and put a hand on your hip.

“Nothing Agent,” that was one way to get him to smile, “you ready to go?”

“Yeah, I can drive and we can get your car tomorrow morning. Goodnight Dave.” He pulled you with him out the door and you called out goodnight as well.

You and Aaron were curled up on his couch, you on top of him with your head on his chest listening to his steady heartbeat. His hand was in your hair massaging your scalp.

“Somethings on your mind love, you know you can talk to me about anything right?” He sounded unusually nervous, it felt unnatural. You lifted your head up to look at him and he looked nervous as well.

“I just want to be here with you Aaron, please. Can we talk in the morning?” He slowly sat up and effectively moved you off of him. I guess you are gonna have this talk now.

“I want to talk now, I won’t be able to sleep unless I know what's going on in that head of yours. It can’t be that bad Y/N, we tell each other everything.”

“Aaron it’s nearly 3 am, I don’t want to talk about it. Why can’t you respect that. I’m going to go to the bedroom to get ready for bed, you’re welcome to join me.” Before you could fully stand up he grabbed your wrist and pulled you back down to the couch. Maybe it was the late night getting to him but you had never seen him this mad. He held a firm grip on you and it’s like his skin was burning you. This was a different man, not the one you fell in love with.

“We’re going to talk about this now,” he pulled a little harder on your arm now, leaving marks for days to come. “Stop being a bitch and just talk to me. What? Did you cheat or something like the whore you are?” He practically spit in your face.

Scared. Scared was the only word you could formulate. You had no idea how to deescalate the situation, you were hurt and shaking. You somehow held it together enough to flatly speak.

“Aaron, let go of me. Now.” It’s like a lightbulb went off in his brain, his eyes widened in shock and immediately dropped your hand. Your resolve was breaking and you don’t know how much longer you could stand being near him. All you ached for was his comfort but your brain wasn’t letting you to allow it.

“I’m so sorry, I don’t know what got into me Y/N. I’m so sorry.” He reached for you but you flinched from his touch. “Y/N.” He was pleading now.

“I was offered a job in Billings, Montana. I’m gonna take it. I wanted to spend the weekend with you before discussing it. There isn’t anything to discuss anymore Aaron. I’m gonna go stay with my parents before heading back to campus.” You grabbed your bags from the entrance way before reaching for your jacket and keys. You could hear Aaron’s footsteps behind you, all you wanted was to leave this nightmare. This isn’t how the weekend was supposed to go.

“Y/N, talk to me. Please. We can figure this out. Don’t just walk away from us.” How dare he accuse you of walking out on him. You wanted to spend the rest of your life with this man but he made the decision easy for you.

“I said we're done talking, Aaron. I’ll be back tomorrow to grab the rest of my stuff and say goodbye to Jack. This isn’t easy but you made the choice for me. I love you Aaron, but I deserve better than what you did tonight. We both know that.”

“That wasn’t me Y/N, you know it wasn’t. I love you and I’ll do anything to prove that to you. Please, just, don’t leave. It’s been a stressful three weeks, I just want another chance.”

“I hope you learn from this.” You open the door and don’t look back until you’re down the steps, “goodnight Aaron.” You didn’t let him see your tears, he held his at bay until you were already down the street.

That’s not how this weekend was supposed to go.

#aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner fanfic #aaron hotchner fanfiction #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotch x reader #hotch fanfiction #hotch #hotch x reader #angst #men suck

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arceneades · 4 years ago

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Why I Love She-Ra (2018)

I watched She-Ra after my YouTube feed had been inundated with She-Ra for a couple of years. I just sort of wanted to know what it was all about. People were talking. I was curious.

I think the first time I felt like crying was during the theme song the first time I saw it.

“We’re Gonna Win In The End!”

This was a queer show. I knew that. And... well, I grew up in the 1980s. And people, we are winning. We are winning this fucking fight with the forces of fucking darkness, some of which were in my own mind and heart, and it has been a long god damn slog but we are winning.

In the late 1990s and early 2000s, I worked for a company that published a phone book (yes, a printed book, with phone numbers in it that you could call. It was a different time, okay?) that was targeted to the gay community. Specifically, it was a yellow page directory with advertisements for restaurants, and florists, and plumbers, and towing services, and any other business that you could think of that were paying money to let gay customers know that they would be treated like fucking human beings by that business.

That book doubled in size every year for 4 years. Because we were winning.

It took decades to go from the Defense of (straight) Marriage Act to nationwide acknowledgement of marriage rights. But we got there. Because we are winning. And I care about this fight.

So, yeah. I’m in. Let’s go. We’re gonna win in the end.

The feels did not stop. I cried during “Promise”. Well, I mean, of course I did, I’m not an inhuman monster. I cried during the battle of Bright Moon. I cried for Catra when Shadow Weaver left her, when she hurt her friends, when her pain and rage tore the world apart. She just kept breaking my heart. I wanted her to make just one good decision.

She did, of course, and I cried about that too. I knew what was coming with “Corridors” but it killed me anyway, Adora’s “no, no, no” just bruised my soul.

And “Save the Cat”? Adora’s righteous fury and the power of her love for Catra... again. Tears.

Maybe it was just 2020. Maybe my emotions were just close to the surface. I don’t know. I HURT for those kids. I wanted them to be okay. I still want them to be okay.

But I also felt seen. Seen in a way that... was different.

I was a middle aged, cis-gendered, straight white male. And this show was hitting me, and hitting me hard, and I didn’t know why. I was invested in this love story. I was invested in the war. I knew they were the same thing.

Not unusual, I suppose. I’m a Jane Austen fan. I like love stories. I like it when main characters get together. I’ve read Pride & Prejudice more than twice. But I don’t feel seen when I do.

Part of it was Catra. We all probably have some Catra in us. I might have more than most. It’s taken a long time to get some of my more extreme behaviors under control, although my rage and trauma tends to direct inward, not outward.

Part of it was Adora. I love characters that reflect fierce protectiveness, a part of us that wants to stand between the universe and the people we love and say “No, You can’t hurt them. You can’t have them. They. Are. Mine.”

But hey, you know, Tony Stark has that vibe in “Avengers: Endgame” and even dies to protect what he loves and while that speaks to me, I don’t feel... seen.

Tony Stark is played by Robert Downey Jr, an actor I grew up watching. Avengers is essentially built for me to watch. Literally, I am the target market, me and the kids I’m going to bring to the theater. I don’t feel seen. Marketed to, maybe. But not seen.

Which led me to wonder why a love story about two lesbians who are too young to drink, set in a world where it is not only okay to be a teenage lesbian but it isn’t even worth commenting on, meant so very much to me.

And thinking about that reminded me of something. Which is that when I was super into Second Life, a decade or so ago, I always used a female avatar. Always.

And it felt right. Perfectly right. And I had a lot of conversations with trans people who were also using female avatars because it helped them get along with their dysphoria. A feeling I don’t have. Of course.

I mean, sure. I prefer playing female avatars in games. That’s totally a cis-het thing to do, right? You know the joke, “If I’m going to be staring at an ass, it might as well be a nice ass.”

Okay, so maybe, just maybe, I did sort of decide that I wasn’t a man during that time. I wasn’t sleeping. I was depressed. I hated my job. Totally understandable. My friends straightened me out, shamed me out of that. Maybe that wasn’t the nicest way they could have approached that but I got shamed out of it, didn’t I? If I were actually trans, that wouldn’t happen. Right?

And I like being male. Well, I like the privileges that come with being male. I like having the upper body strength, and I find other men to be sufficiently terrifying that I wouldn’t want to... take off the armor. Not around them.

Yes, maybe, just maybe, I would prefer to have sex as a woman, given the option. That doesn’t make me trans, it just means that I really feel at home around lesbians and want to be a part of their world. Totally normal cis-het feelings there. It’s not like I would actually transform into a woman if I had a magic wand. I mean, not permanently. Not all the time. Just, you know, sometimes. When I wanted to take the armor off. Just when it felt safe.

Totally. Normal. Cis-Het. Feelings.

I mean, obviously I don’t want to be a woman. I don’t want to carry breasts around, for one thing. Looks uncomfortable. I like having just muscle up there instead, thank you very much. And I’m super comfortable with short hair and a beard. It’s a good look for me. I wouldn’t want to look different. I’m happy with my hormone mix. So, there you go. I’m a boy.

So why don’t I want to be one?

This argument has been raging in my skull forever. Am I a boy? I’m not a girl. I like being able to grow a beard. I’m as Dad a Dad as any Dad on the face of the planet. I don’t want breasts. But... I sort of do want hips.

When I first started questioning my gender, as far as I knew, there were two options. And neither of them fit. Because what I am is non-binary. A fact I would not know if Noelle had not made SPOP, and I don’t know how I can possibly thank her enough for that.

And according to the kids on the enby lesbians server, I’m a non-binary lesbian, which explains the fact that I’m on my fifth Subaru, but doesn’t explain why I don’t currently share my life with a mixed breed Labrador.

I am queer. I felt seen watching She-Ra because I was seen. On Etheria, everyone would use my pronouns. On Etheria, my friends would have helped me through my gender crisis. On Etheria, even in a war, we love and accept each other for who we are. We see each other.

We’re not on Etheria. But I believe we’ll get there.

We’re gonna win in the end.

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coyotesongwriting · 4 years ago

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Confessions - Ch. 1

Chapter 1 - Vegas

Story Summary: You’ve never been able to deny Nat anything, so when she asks if you can take the long way back from your mission in Los Angeles you agree. The problem is, you’re hopelessly in love with her and she has no idea. How are you going to survive a week alone in a car with her?

Word Count: 2883

Author’s Note: I needed a cute happy fic with no real angst and I feel like Nat deserved it

Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters so don’t sue me please. I just really like them haha

“Pleaseeee [Y/N]!”

With a groan you threw yourself back on the motel bed, trying desperately to zone out Nat. Ever since you’d found your way back to the cheap motel you’d been staying in for the last week, she’d been begging you almost non-stop to take a road trip back to the tower.

“Nat, no. You know we have to get back” you buried your face in the pillow as she collapsed onto the bed next to you.

“Please? My birthday’s this weekend and it would be so perfect.”

You picked your head up from the pillow and raised one eyebrow, “I seem to remember we had a party and all of that for your birthday about four months ago.”

“Yeah, alright. But, I have an idea. If I can get both Fury and Steve to give us the time off, then can we?” her voice was pleading as she shot you her best puppy dog eyes.

You never could say no to her, but when she gave you that look you knew you were done for. Normally you’d have jumped at the chance to spend some time alone with her in a car, no one looking over your shoulder, no mission hanging over your head. Lately though, you’d come to realize that your crush on Nat wasn’t just a crush. Nope, you were head over heels for her, and you hadn’t even realized until Clint of all people pointed it out to you just a few days ago.

“Fine. If they both agree, then we can drive back, okay?” you sighed dramatically, focusing on the fact they would likely shoot her down and you’d be off the hook.

~~~~~

The next morning you were woken by a very excited Nat, they had approved your time off and today you’d get to start your road trip home instead of taking the flight back you’d been expecting. You hadn’t really believed she’d be able to get permission with all of the new problems Hydra had been causing, so the reality of the situation hadn’t hit you until the two of you were climbing into the Subaru Crosstrek she’d rented. You were going to be alone, in a car, with the woman you’d just realized you loved, for a week. It was hard enough hiding your feelings from her on a daily basis, but now you’d be together nonstop.

Nat’s excitement was infectious and you hadn’t been on the road for twenty minutes before you were singing along with her to whatever was on the radio. As you sang along, you tried to convince yourself that just because you now knew you were in love with her it didn’t mean anything had to change. Above all, the two of you were really close friends and you wouldn’t risk losing that or her by speaking up unless you knew she felt otherwise.

It wasn’t until you’d been driving through the desert for an hour that you realized you had no idea where you were even going. When you turned to ask her, the question faded from your lips at the sight of her. She drove with the window down, the warm desert air rustling the hairs that had slipped from the messy bun she’d put her hair up in. You were too distracted by the way the sunlight seemed to dance across her to notice when she glanced over at you.

“You okay over there?” she asked, a playful smile lighting up her face as she kept her eyes on the road.

“Yeah, uh, sorry. I was just realizing I don’t actually know where we’re going right now?” you laughed.

“Vegas. What better way to kick off our trip than a little bit of debauchery,” she smirked, glancing away from the road just long enough to wink at you.

“What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.”

The drive passed quickly, miles seeming to fly by in the blink of an eye. You took turns playing songs - well, technically you played all the songs but Nat was telling you what to play on her turns and at one point you basically made a competition to see who could come up with the best new lyrics. You both refused to admit defeat, claiming you’d been the winner. You’d eventually had to change the subject to keep the peace.

Before you even knew it, you could see Vegas in the distance. In the daylight, the city looked like a completely different place than you were used to seeing. You’d passed through Vegas quite a few times on missions with the team, but you’d never been able to come solely to have fun and you were excited to see what the city had to offer when you weren’t working undercover.

You studied the people on the sidewalks as you drove down the strip, “So, how thought out is this trip?”

“What do you mean?” Nat asked curiously.

“Well, I mean you knew you wanted to come here first. Do you have destinations in mind for every night? Hotels?” you’d always been a bit of a planner, it’s what made you good at your job, but that meant the idea of not having a set plan slightly stressed you out.

“Oh I have a plan, but it’s a secret,” she explained as she pulled into the valet parking area of the Bellagio, “You’ll just have to trust me.”

“I always trust you, Nat”

“Well, that’s not true. Remember the time in - “

“Shut up! That was one time” you laughed, throwing a chip at her before you climbed out of the car.

Inside, Nat checked you into a hotel room she’d apparently had time to book at some point while you looked around. In the years since joining the Avengers, you’d gotten used to spending time in fancy places but you never forgot the tiny midwest town you’d grown up in.

During the ride up to the hotel room, you turned to Nat, “Let me know how much I owe you so we can split everything.”

Nat merely smirked and held up a black credit card, “Don’t worry about it. Tony’s got us covered.”

“Does Tony know he's footing the bill?”

“Not yet.”

Nat had booked a room with two queen-sized beds overlooking the fountain, and you claimed the bed closest to the window. The air conditioner was closer to that side of the room and Nat wasn’t a big fan of the air blowing on her while she slept. It was a routine you’d fallen into years ago on your first solo mission with her. In less than a month you’d stayed in 12 different rooms, so the two of you were more than comfortable in a hotel room by now.

As soon as your bags were put away, Nat led you from the room. Your first stop was the hotel bar where your drinking began. Whenever you tried to ask her what the plan was or where to next, she merely ignored you. By the time you finished your first drink, you’d given up and accepted your fate.

For an hour and a half, you drank in the bar, trading stories of missions you’d shared with the others, tales of life before the Avengers, anything and everything that came to mind. There was never a dull moment, no awkward silences as you spoke. After your third drink, Nat looked down at her watch and paid the bill.

“Come on, it’s time for the next activity. We have a schedule to keep to.” Before you could protest or even question her, you were being pulled out. You’d tried to protest when you ended up in a trendy boutique.

“I have clothes. I don’t need anything, and this place looks insanely expensive.”

“Come on [Y/N]. You expect me to believe that when you packed for a mission in the desert, you packed for Vegas nightlife? Besides, Tony’s paying, remember?”

“Nat -” she cut you off with a raise of her hand before you could even get started.

“Just try some stuff on, okay? Give it a try” her voice was a half step above a plea and you sighed before giving in.

It took almost two hours for you both to find the perfect outfit. When Nat had stepped out of the fitting room in a skin-tight little black dress you’d forgotten how to speak for a moment. The neckline accented her curves perfectly, but what really got you was the dip of the back. It came to a stop only an inch or two above her butt. When she turned in a slow circle in front of you, you suddenly found the idea of not crossing the line and telling her how you feel very difficult.

You’d stammered out a compliment and when she went to find the perfect necklace to pair with the dress, you’d shot Clint a quick text.

‘I think she’s trying to kill me’

It took a long moment before he responded

‘If she really was trying, you’d be dead.’

After you picked out the perfect outfit and you had both paid using Tony’s credit card, you made your way back to the hotel room.

“Be ready to leave in an hour and a half, okay?” she warned you as she headed towards the shower.

“Do I get to know where we’re going yet?”

“Nope.”

“Then how can I truly get ready.”

“Just shut up and get ready for a night out” Nat laughed, throwing a washcloth at you as she shut the bathroom door.

Exactly an hour and a half later, the two of you were climbing into a taxi out front. Apparently, the first stop of the night was going to be dinner at EDO Gastro Tapas & Wine. It was a quick drive to Chinatown and when you strolled in, you were greeted by a gorgeous mural on the back wall. You weren't sure when she had the time, but Nat had made reservations at some point as when you walked in, you were immediately seated.

“When did you even have time to make all these plans?!” you chuckled as you took a seat across from her.

“Do you even know how long I’ve been planning this trip?” Nat smirked, as she took a sip of water.

“No, no I guess I don’t” you laughed, “So how long?”

“Longer than I care to admit” she winked.

The conversation flowed smoothly and before long you’d ordered drinks and their 10-course tasting menu. You both had tears in your eyes from laughing so hard about Clint’s latest prank on Sam by the time the first course arrived.

“I love the idea of making Tony foot the bill for our trip, but I do feel a little bad” you admitted over the third course.

“Would it make you feel any better if I told you that Pepper’s the one who told me to use the card and has made all the reservations?”

“Wait, really?”

“Yeah, I mean, I knew where I wanted to go but she’s the one who made all the calls and all that.”

“We gotta make sure we get her a really good souvenir then.”

Nat raised an eyebrow playfully, “We’re going to use her money to get her a ‘really good souvenir’?”

“Shut up” you chuckled, “When you put it that way it sounds really bad.”

“Just pointing out the truth!”

Dinner flew by, and you had to fight so many times to not reach out and take her hand. Her laughter was infectious, and as she spoke you hung on every word. After you paid for dinner, using Tony’s card, of course, Nat called another taxi and away you went to your next destination.

Your next stop was a show called Absinthe at Caesars Palace. The crowd was a fascinating mix of people, and as you walked in you studied the performers. As you walked in, you saw women dressed as burlesque dancers, men in traditional circus outfits, and a variety of people in revealing clothing.

“I have to ask, what in the world are we doing here?”

Nat turned to you, her face lit up in a smile. “Okay, so I found out about this show in the New York Times. They said ‘Imagine Cirque du Soleil as channeled through The Rocky Horror Picture Show’ and I’ve always wanted to go but I never got the chance.”

Nat’s hand found it’s way into yours and she pulled you along, dragging you to the front row seats. Your heart stopped when her fingers linked with yours and you felt your pulse began to race. It was different this time, her touch. It was different than her touch when you were in the field. There, every move every brush of fingers was calculated. Now it was a spur of the moment, her touching you because it was she wanted, not because she had to. It wasn’t just a job, not this time.

When you sat and her fingers slipped from yours, you felt immediately like the loss of the sun. Your hand started to follow hers like a flower chasing the sun, but you caught yourself right before they caught up. When you sat though, you sat together, close enough in your seats that your thighs brushed one another.

The show was fantastic. Many times you found yourself almost doubled over in laughter with Nat, other times gasping when it looked like someone was going to fall and get hurt. All too soon, it was over and you were climbing out of your seats. For 90 minutes, you’d been in constant contact with Nat so when you stood, you couldn’t help but mourn the contact at first.

You didn’t even get the chance to ask where to next before Nat pulled you deeper into Cesar’s Palace. As you went along, you guys talked all about the show and shared your favorite parts. The way her eyes lit up when she spoke left a smile on your face you couldn’t help but love.

As she led you through the doors of Omnia Nightclub, Nat turned to you “Okay, we have to be back to the room by 3am okay? We need to be on the road by 9 - it’s a 7-hour drive.”

“3am, Nat?! A 7-hour drive after this? Are you insane?” you laughed, weaving your way through the crowd to the bar.

“I never said this road trip would be boring, did I. No, we have a lot to do and only 10 days to do it!”

Three drinks later you were both on the dance floor, pressed together by the swirling crowd. Over the thump of the music and low hum of the crowd, you heard a woman call out for someone to stay away from her.

When you turned, you found a woman being hassled by a nearby man. Apparently, he wasn’t taking no for an answer, and he had his hand wrapped around her upper arm. She tried to pull away from him but his hand didn’t let go. Nat and you immediately began to work your way over to her, and when Nat grabbed the man’s shoulder and forced him to let her go, you led the woman away from him.

While you helped her find her friends in the crowded room, Nat made sure the man wouldn’t be an issue again after kneeing him in the groin and removing him from the club. You didn’t see the full extent of his injuries but as he left, he cradled his hand in his other and you could tell from the look on his face he was in quite a lot of pain. When the woman reassured you that she was okay and thanked you for your guys’ help, you headed towards the bar, Nat following you.

“She okay?” Nat asked, sliding into place by your side and ordering a drink.

“Yeah, she’s fine. She said she’s gonna be okay, she’s back with her friends now,” you ordered water, sobered up after the incident.

By the time you left the club an hour later, Nat had had a few more drinks and was slightly drunk. Nat nestled into your side as you walked, and your arm draped over her shoulder, holding her tight to you. She rambled as you made your way back to the hotel room, and you listened as she told you all about how Clint had messed up the last mission they’d gone on together.

When you got back to the hotel room, Nat stumbled into her pajamas and brushed her teeth while you stepped into the bathroom. The smell of Vegas clung to you, and you wanted nothing more than to wash the smoke scent from your hair and skin.

As you collapsed into your bed, you turned to see Nat passed out on hers. Her hair was spread out around her and she curled up into a ball, half asleep. With a low groan, you got to your feet and tucked her under the covers. When you crawled back into bed your mind just kept wandering back to what the rest of the trip was going to bring. How were you going to survive this without telling her how you felt?

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