#i feel like something vital in me's been worn away. it's not a soul idk if those exist. but it's certainly something important. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

miamicommune · 7 months ago

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#there's nothing coming. there's no change. there's no salvation or help. it's not going to get better because it never has.#i feel like something vital in me's been worn away. it's not a soul idk if those exist. but it's certainly something important.#there's no joy in anything anymore not in success not in seeing my friends not in eating good food not in love or sex not in anything.#i want to be burnt away. when there's nothing left of me but ash who can i disappoint. what can i feel. what can go wrong.#im scared. everything is cold. nothing is right.

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