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#i dont know why i thought that would be any help#of course its just all my fault and god forbid i ever cry over stress when i could be doing more productive things#i feel like im gonna vomit again but if i do she'll probably just say im faking for pity or some shit#im so fucking screwed and my schedule is so fucking awful i cant even do anything to help myself#and trying to ask her for help just pissed her off and she told me she cant help me because im impossible or some shit which yeah youve#told me this multiple times#and im also well aware because tutors have never fucking helped and the one person who has been able to help me has been busy#and its always all my fault and i must be doing it on purpose bc she did it with a ged and a kid and im just sooo smart it must be easier#and part of the reason i even got this sick in the first place was from stress and being too fucking busy for an appointment#but sure whatever if i just worked a little harder if i just apply myself if i just fucking email (which i do and it doesnt do anything) i#would have zero problems ever
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Hey Toxy! Sorry for the sudden radio silence on asks from me, but I got nasty icky sick.
Any quick thoughts on the Touden Party (post Falin being revived) with a gn!reader or fem!reader who got sick (stomach bug or flu is okay with me)?
Thank you again! Love your blog!
-Deer Anon. 🦌❤️
NOOOO OMG...im so sorry to hear that i hate. the flu. I had it in the beginning of this year and when I tell you I was DYING. ugh.
Laios
Probably the most visually affected. Literally says out loud "that's awful!!" when he hears you're sick. Bro is not having it
He's not squeamish, so he volunteers to check on you (along with Falin, theyre a duo).
He holds your hair back when you throw up. King
I think he spends a lot of time unintentionally fretting about you. Will you be okay? Getting sick is the worst. He just ultimately feels bad.
I think he tries to distract you by reading or trying to play games. The others have to keep him from you because he's so eager to just hang out and doesn't really think about the reality that hey. you have something infectious!!
Falin
She's genuinely an unbothered queen in the best way possible. Because she doesn't freak out or anything. Falin is just like "okay" and comes up with her game plan
She's good at nursing you back to health but she doesn't overdo it. Falin is really lowkey and honestly an excellent caretaker. She's the one monitoring your temperature and making sure you get enough fluids and she doesn't cringe when you vomit everywhere. Just frowns and gets to cleaning up.
She'll use her magic to help alleviate your symptoms before she goes <3
Marcille
Instantly freaks. Because ew germs and being sick but also like are you gonna be okay?? Marcille wants to like consult every medic in town before Falin reassures her its cool
Marcille makes the best herbal tea for you...since Falin has you covered with the magic, Marcille focuses on her home remedies and such.
SHE WOULD DO YOUR HAIR. It's an act of love. Usually people don't think about that but having icky hair when you're sick is the worst and Marcille won't have it.
Chilchuck
Oh I know he's immediately thinking of a lecture. He wants to go to you and tell you about how he told you so and you shouldn't have pushed yourself
But when he sees you he just sighs. You look terrible (affectionately) and he just feels super bad. Chil presses his hand to your forehead and tsks and immediately starts doing the mental checklist of what he'd do for his daughters when they were sick
He kinda chides you, but ultimately he settles to change your bedding when it gets too sweaty and make sure you're getting some sort of bath/shower.
He also does that dad thing where he comes into the room and just looks at you when you're sleeping to make sure you're good
Senshi
SENSHI THE GOAT IS MAKING AN IMMACULATE CHICKEN SOUP FROM BONE BROTH HE MADE PREVIOUSLY AND STORED. He is so real.
He doesn't pressure you to eat and just like, makes sure you're at least drinking the broth to get your strength up.
I also like to think he'd attempt to make the Orc medicine he learned while living with them too, just in case. Even small doses of that could hopefully get you feeling better.
But he's helping Chil with the sheets and washing dishes and such. Senshi also stays in the room with you when he has down time during the day and will read you pa
Izutsumi
Eh...do not expect much from her. But she assists the others in the background. Mainly by helping Senshi or Chilchuck take care of you.
She could probably tell you were sick like the day before and avoided you or mentioned you having a strange smell.
But when she hears you're sick she's like :/ "called it"
When no one else is there she "begrudgingly" sleeps at the foot of your bed. It helps you with the chills but also when you have a fever you're really warm
(She probably also gets sick then you have to help her out since its "your fault" hehe)
#feel better :(#laios touden#senshi of izganda#chilchuk tims#falin touden#marcille donato#izutsumi#dungeon meshi#x reader
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the russian boy//part twelve
warnings: swearing, vomiting, mention of SA
lowercase intended
not proof read
part twelve: the (after) party
the first thing i remember is waking up laying down in the back seat of boris's car. my head is turned to the side and all i can see is a blurry figure driving the car. "we have to the hospital!", i hear a voice say, but i can't make out if it's theo or boris's. "no hospital.", i say groggily. i try to sit up but an arm wrapped around my chest limits my movements. i turn my head and look up to see boris's head floating above me. my head is on his lap and his arm is draped around my chest. "is she awake?! tell her we have to go to the hospital!", theo, who i now have decided was the voice i heard when i woke up, say in a panic to boris. "please no hospital, im fine just drunk.", i say a little bit clearer now. there's a deafening silence for a moment. "you get drugged lucy. is okay is okay, you're okay.", boris tells me swiping the car out of my face. "what?", i say utterly confused. i watched my drinks the whole night, i never took a drink from anyone, hell i literally poured both of them myself. wait. both of them. i only had two drinks. why do i feel so drunk if i only had two drinks. "the boy put something in the vodka bottle kochanie. it fall out of his pocket when im hitting hit.", boris tells me, his eyes having a mixed expression of anger and sadness. it suddenly all comes back and hits me like a semi truck. the boy, the grabbing, his hands on me, him on the ground, bloody as boris lands blows on his swollen face. i start to lose my breath. i try to inhale air but i feel as if the wind has gotten knocked out of me. "calm down calm down, you're okay.", boris says tightening his grip on me. "take me home.", i manage to choke out, "take me home now.". "lucy we have to go to the hospital, we don't know how much that guy put in your-", theo tries to speak but i cut him off. "TAKE ME HOME NOW.", i scream so loud that any other car near us might honestly think im being kidnapped. "take her home.", i hear boris say in a whisper. we make a sharp turn and i feel instantly sick to my stomach. "almost home, five more minutes, just five minutes.", boris tells me rubbing my cheek gently with his thumb. i close my eyes and feel the hot tears roll down my cheeks as i try my best to escape to anywhere else but here. i imagine im on the couch, with my mom, watching a shitty lifetime movie. i imagine im five years old still in new Orleans, sitting on my dad's shoulder while he runs around through the sprinklers in our yard. the sick feeling in my stomach dies down a little, but comes right back when the car comes to a sudden stop. i open my eyes again and im back in the nightmare. boris looks at me, "lucy, your mom is home, the truck is there. do you want to go there, or do you want to go with me into my house?", he asks me in a soft tone. more than anything i want my mom right now. i want to fling myself into her arms and smell her apple scented hair while i cry into her shoulder. this isn't an option though. i have to clear my brain no matter how hard it is, and think. my mothers probably inside asleep. she's probably going to blame herself for not being home more, she'll quit her job, and she'll stay glued to my side feeling guilty. i look up at boris, "i wanna go with you.", i say to him. he nods his head and picks me up off the seat carrying my inside as theo trails behind nervously. i can hear theo talking to himself as we get inside boris's living room, "we should've taken her to a fucking hospital, this is not good-", boris cuts him off. "potter stop, are scaring her!", he says sharply. theo quiets himself quickly. the room is spinning and i feel my mouth filling with saliva. fuck i'm gonna be sick. i look at boris, still in his arms, as i try to point to the bathroom. i have one hand covering my mouth and one pointing frantically at the bathroom. boris understands and rushes my into the bathroom, gently placing me on my knees against the cold tile floor in front of the toilet. he holds my hair back as i immediately puke into the toilet bowl. i look up at him after i'm done, absolutely horrified that he had to see that.
the one thing good that came out of this is that the room isn't spinning anymore. i feel tired and weak, but not exactly fucked up anymore. i try to stand up but my legs give out before i can make it all the way up. boris catches me, "don't walk, will take you wherever you want to go, yes? just don't walk.", he says picking me back up. i nod embarrassed. now that i feel more sober i realize that he's a lot stronger than he looks, i mean he beat that guys face in tonight, and he's now carrying me through the house. although i can see it's a little bit of a struggle for him, i would have never imagined he would be able to do this at all. i point to the kitchen, not wanting to put my vomit breath right in his face. he takes me there, "do you want water?", he asks looking down at me. i nod yes. "okay, i lay you down on the couch and bring you water", he says as he walks into the living room laying me on the couch. as he walks into the kitchen i see theo walking towards me. he still looks horrified, but he sits on the floor next to the couch and grabs my hand, "i'm so sorry.", he looks straight ahead not even turning to me to say it. i rub my thumb on his hand as a way to say, "it's okay, i'm okay.", but truthfully it's not okay. i was drugged tonight. i was probably almost raped. i feel angry, not sad. i'm angry at the fucking man who drugged the booze, i'm angry at the fact he just waited for someone to come along and drink it. i'm angry that out of all the people who watched him forcefully grab me, not one of them stepped in even when i screamed for help. but i'm also greatful. i'm grateful that boris was there and stopped him as soon as he saw what was going on. my thoughts are interrupted as boris comes in front of me and hands me a glass of water, which i chug in lightning speed. he brushes my hair out of my face and leans down to me, "i take care of him, yes? i'm not done with him.", he says his eyes fixed on mine. theo chimes in, still sitting beside the couch holding my free hand, "we'll fucking kill him.", he says giving my hand a quick squeeze. i nod, too exhausted to tell them to leave it alone. i'm sure the guy got the message, from what i remember seeing, his face was a bloody mess when i went outside. "can take you to bed?", asks boris as he continues looking down at me. i let out a small, "okay.". he scoops me off the couch and tells theo something along the lines of, "you can sleep down here, im going to bed". theo releases my hand as boris begins to walk, and plops himself onto the couch, staring up at the ceiling. boris carries me all the way up stairs and into his bedroom, before gently laying my on the bed. he lays beside me, "i shouldn't have left you alone, am sorry, so sorry.", he says taking my hand as he lay flat on his back. "it's not you're fault boris. it's no one's fault but the assholes.", i say to him. my voice cracks on the last word and i realize im crying. he looks over to me and sits up, propping himself against a few pillows. "come here.", he says holding his arms out to me. i sit up and just as quickly lay back down, flinging myself into his arms. my crying becoming louder as i sob into his shirt. "i was so scared.", i mange to get out in between sobs. admitting this to myself and saying it out loud only makes me cry harder. i feel weak. i know i shouldn’t, but i do. boris holds me gently and stays quiet for a moment. “shh i know lucy.”, he says. lucy? when has he ever called me my real name? it’s always been new girl or some weird polish/Russian word. i look up at him with swollen, confused eyes, and i do something that shocks me. i laugh. he looks at me confused, “what is it?”, he asks my like he’s worried im having a psychotic break (honestly i might be). “i’ve never heard you say my name.”, i tell him in between laughs.
he thinks for a moment and cracks a smile before chuckling, “i say it all night to you, when i beating up douchebag, when i waiting for you to wake up in car, i say all night, “lucy, lucy, lucy”. is beautiful name. i want to say forever.”, he tells me while we both slightly giggle. i laugh, “ohhh fuck i love you.”, i say whipping a tear away from my cheek. my face turns bright red. i didn’t mean to say that. it just sort of…came out. he looks as shocked as i do when his face contorts into a half smile, “i love you lucy. hey! is kinda like the show no? the i love lucy?”, he say’s tucking a peice of my hair behind my ear. my embarrassment washes away and i laugh again, “how do YOU know that show?”, i say in between laughs. “it help me learn English, was always playing at restaurant i go to all the time when i first move to US. is true though, no? i love lucy!”, he say the last part in a forced american accent that makes me laugh even harder. when my laughter dies down i look up at him as serious as i can, “boris, thank you. thank you for tonight, thank you for every night i’ve been here. thank you for always being here with me.”, he smiles back at me. “no no, thank you. you make my life happier, yes? i think of you ever since first day when i see you. you are a special girl.”, he says back to me. i blush lightly, at least i hope it’s lightly, and lay back down in his chest. “is okay, go to sleep. i stay right here.”, he says as i close my eyes. the last thought on my mind before i drift of is, maybe it’s true, maybe i do love boris.
a/n: sorry i took so long to post, yall know i had to leave ya on a cliffhanger😛
#the goldfinch#boris pavlikovsky#theo decker#finn wolfhard#book boris#boris pavlikovsky smut#boris pavlikovsky x reader#smut#the goldfinch book#the russian boy#theadore decker#theo decker smut#theo decker fanfic#donna tartt books#donna tartt#wolfhard#thegoldfinchbook#the goldfinch movie#the russian boy series
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heyyy its me, again
i was wondering if you could write something with billy lenz (or any characters really) comforting a male or gender neutral reader who has covid or general fatigue? im having extreme billy lenz brainrot rn and covid is kicking my ass too but on the bright side it gives me time to myself and lots of time to draw :> also my new mechanism is now whenever you write i return the favour in art
Well you don't have to draw anything for me in return I do this for fun :) Also I'm sorry to hear you're sick right now being sick is never fun. I'm also still recovering from my oral surgery which is super dumb because I should be over it by now. Anyway I have some comfort head cannons for you my vampire in Satan.
Slashers taking care of their sick s/o
Includes: Billy Lenz, Herbert West and Carrie White
Warnings: Mentions of vomit
Billy Lenz
When he stops getting your visits he's gonna get worried and call to see what's happening. When he finds out your sick he's relocating to stay in your room.
He want's to help the best he can but that's not gonna be much when other people are at the house. He'll do small things like change out your ice packs/ help wipe away sweat if you have a fever, keep you warm if you're cold, clean out whatever bowl/ bucket you use if you have to throw up, etc.
"Billy's gonna take care of pretty piggy. Pretty Piggy's gonna be ok." He'll say things like that often while holding your hand.
Will sneak in a lot of food and water so you don't have to get up so often.
If you need to change he'll help you do it and push aside his perv nature for a moment.
Will keep his talking to himself pretty quiet for you and will make sure you get enough rest.
Won't be much help if you need to bathe for whatever reason. He's sorry Y/n he just can't be seen by anyone else in the house.
Herbert West
He's obviously a doctor so probably the best one to treat you out of all the slashers. He'll first scold you for being careless enough for getting sick while taking your temprature and figuring out what exactly you have.
Acts like he doesn't really care but if you ask him to bring you anything he will do it for you and if he finds you getting out of bed for anything other than the bathroom or to get something in your room he's going to scold you again.
Will give you proper medication if needed and will make sure to keep you relaxed. Will bring you ice packs or extra blankets if needed.
He's obviously not gonna get grossed out if you vomit and will probably push for you to wash out your mouth after.
I feel like he's asexual so helping you change isn't that big of a deal to him. Of course he finds you hot it's just in a different way.
Will clean you up if you're getting really sweaty or will run you a bath and help you into and out of the tub with his eyes closed.
Carrie White
Carrie's always had to take care of herself if she ever got sick because her mother said she was "fighting demons" or whatever that woman thinks.
She'll check up on you often and will keep you warm/cool and comfortable. If your head hurts she'll keep the lights low and natural and will be very quiet for you.
I feel like she's pretty good at cooking so she will make you home made soup and tea. She knows a lot of natural remidies for things because I just know that her mother is against any kind of medication at all. But if you ask she can get you actual medication at the store.
She's get very flustered and awkward if you ask for help changing or bathing. The most she'll do is hand you your new clothes with her eyes closed and take your old ones away and take you into and out of the bathroom.
#billy lenz#billy lenz x you#billy lenz x reader#billy lenz x y/n#billy lenz fan fiction#herbert west#herbert west x reader#carrie white#carrie white x reader#carrie white x y/n#slasher x y/n#slasher x reader
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Heh. Giving youuuuu… akira and futaba. for ask game. bc theyr neat.
they ARE neat. tey're probably one of my fave relationships in this game. this is gonna be . real bad because i am not very articulate tonight .sobs cries. this is just me word vomiting about how much i love the sakura family, akira included sorry .
your ideal/headcanon version of it? how does it differ from how it is in canon & why is this your favorite version? any other alternate versions of it you enjoy? definitely siblings. i won't shoot you dead for shipping them as it's none of my business but age gap, futaba's dependency on akira and other various reasons i see not to ship them aside... i think the main killer for me is just how familial they act... I can't ever imagine futaba having a crush on akira like. that's her older brother that's the guy she uses as a human shield in a walmart. that's the guy who'll let her sit on his shoulders to get a pc part that's too high up. that's the guy she'd sicc on a classmate like a dog!! she's so blase towards him in the romantic aspect save for like... one scene that doesn't even feel that romantic, just weird imo. i'm also down for them just being pals and not sibs but... idk there's just a specific layer to it that i enjoy far more when it's played like that. i really wish i could word it blurgh.
what do you like about their relationship, why is it interesting or enjoyable to you? I am not immune to siblings alright. i see a character who's a good older brother and has a soft spot for his sister and i weep because i know he'll probably be my fave. kicking rantaro amami down the stairs fuck you man. anyway i kinda feel bad just reducing them to that because there's so much i enjoy in how they interact but i can't put it to words. im on the cusp of futaba's palace in royal though so be on the lookout for posts where i go fucking insane .
what about the individual characters involved? what does this relationship mean to them, what makes it unique among their relationships? honestly i think akira's relationship to futaba means the fucking world to him. obviously he loves all of the thieves, but futaba specifically ... man. i should just say the sakura family as a whole... idk how well akira's home life is or isn't, but the sakura family feels like Just what he needed, y'know? caring but not overprotective, blunt but not cruel... a good mix of giving him the right space but also loving him unflinchingly and hey!! he fucking reciprocates that shit too!!!! and on futaba's end... yeah this is an important relationship to her too. when you first get her and the gang tries to reintroduce her to social situations.............. it's like autism to autism communication. akira is that perfect blend of a safe space, but not too safe where she'll never come out again. he will protect her but push her out to do things when needed and DAMB! she do be needing that. they fill that niche void in the other in ways the other thieves can't. like yeah futaba is the "little sister" of all the pts in a way, but she clearly interacts with akira differently than the rest of them... n yeah you cvould chalk that up to akira being a silent protag whup whup we need her to be clingy so you can have an UwU Gamer GF; but shut up fucka you. It's Different. To Me. and i'm serious like again the scene where all the PTs push her... she ends up reacting well to both situations in the end, but she reacts Best to akira's prompting because he's not too lax like ann and ryuji n' not too forceful like makoto was. zing. zing. i'm gonna shut up on this one now because im embarrassed Ah Hee Hee
favorite interaction they have in canon either the fire crackers scene outside of leblanc or futaba's first beach trip. the way she glances at akira for approval and then he just... gives her that soft smile... it fuckign kills me oh my god. [grabbing you] im so normall about that scene i only watched it thrice. oh my god and then the christmas scene......... that one is a close third
favorite interaction they have in your head/a situation you want to put them in so many. all the time constantly. I want them to get into shenanigans. I want Futaba to bring her classmates home to Leblanc and for all of them to laugh about Akira tripping over the mop as he delivers their coffee. I want akira to gently tuck her back into bed when she stays up too late studying or going too hard at school/social interactions in general. i want futaba nag at him to take better care of himself until she has to whip out the pleading puppy-dog eyes to one hit KO his older brother instincts. i want them to steal credit card information together and make sojiro go grey by next year from the sheer stress of having these hyper-intelligent morons in the same room.
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