#i feel like i have nooo fucking tools to navigate this minefield. i hate my brain | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

snakedog-exe · 6 months ago

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yknow maybe its tmi but. when i was getting diagnosed with my litany of mental health issues people really dont like to talk about how they affect you sexually and its. upsetting to have no guidance? i will go half a year, NO libido. actively sex-repulsed. can't do it. then i'll go 3 months where i have to change my underwear twice a day because sexual thoughts become a /compulsion/. then ill have a week where i feel like im balanced. back to the start.

and medication? just kills it entirely and thats basically your only option??

#not to talk about how these periods of change can ultimately DESTROY relationships because like.#someone gets with you when youre sex-repulsed whos asexual (my partner) and then cant help fulfill you when youre high libido #versus someone who gets with you when youre high libido and gets frustrated when youre sex repulsed #i feel like i have nooo fucking tools to navigate this minefield. i hate my brain

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