#i feel like i can keep rambling on about them forever 🙈 but they're just so freaking interesting and inspirational ❤

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yeah totally I agree. Maya really didn't bash on monogamy, or she wouldn't have said the last sentence after it, at the moment she didn't feel dedicated to be in a serious relationship, and that's totally ok. She maybe just needed to find that person to be very very dedicated with. Since she found that person she started changing too, you could see it, Carina was different, she was drawn to her, the scene when Carina visited her at the office after hooking up for what? once, twice?! that throw her off, kind of freaked her out, but as soon as she saw Carina leaving pissed, she didn't let her go away, she went after her and stopped her, with other people in the past?! like her 'wednesday one night stands' I believe she wouldn't have done that, she would have let whoever that was go. Maybe she wasn't totally aware that Carina was gonna be THAT important but she was willing to try it with her, and that's dedication. And she didn't really do a 180, it took 4 season and a Jack to get here, she found Carina in season 3.

Exactly! She actually almost kicked her Wednesdays out as soon as it was Thursday, like we saw with Dearborn in s1 (damn that was one hot scene though - hahaha).

That scene were Carina visited her might be my favorite one. Maya went through so many emotions there and Danielle was able to show us all of them, just by the look on her face. I don't think I'll ever get over that one look she gives Carina after the "I understand", followed by the both subtile and perfect change of expression on Carina's face. And by that "fuck it, there's no resisting this woman"-sigh (which is a fact).

It's this moment that defined them. These women who were doing fine on their own. Who didn't need follow ups. Who stayed away from fixing people. They could have ignored it, or even fought it, all they wanted, but the fact is they never stood a chance. There was simply no way back.

I fully agree with you that they couldn't foresee they were gonna get this serious. Hell, I'm not even gonna claim that this ended up to be the perfect relationship - we've all seen that it's not. But that doesn't mean they're not made for each other, and that fact alone is indeed enough for all the dedication they need to want to make it work.